It hurts dealing with this for 3 years. But I reached 1 year of not trying to cut and try to think about offing myself. I'm so proud but I still punch walls and break my stuff due to my anger issues. Last time I accidentally broke my phone 3 times
So.
I came out bi when I was 10 years old. I kept it a secret for 4 months before I told my mom about it. Suddenly. She slapped me and then I was locked inside my room. My mom yelling at me saying that
"it's a sin. A sin. The Bible said it. You need to grow over it." I'm not really comfortable venting irl but the internet is my comfort space. It feels like my head is going blank. Idk. But there's still a lot in my mind but im too tired to say it.
#An Over proud Christian mom sucks.
naive valley
kind rose
That sounds horrible (but it's amazing how early you found out who you are)
undone cargo
It hurts dealing with this for 3 years. But I reached 1 year of not trying to cu...
oh i totally understand how you have to feel about that ! i’m proud of you that you didnt cut for such a long time, you’re doing amazing <3 my experience on the whole coming out thing is- i told like 3 online friends and no one else, for me i just don’t feel the need to tell my parents or smth, do you want to tell them or would it be fine for you to just keep it a secret/tell it only some people and not for example your parents? i understand that it kind of feels like ur hiding a part of yourself but usually it’s a safer option, id suggest you to only tell people you really trust and who maybe aren’t religious? or people who you know of that they aren’t homophobic and will support you?