5TH grade, when I was in 5TH grade I used to get force fed some pills everyday, I didn't know what it was, it continued for a year.
It happened so much that I thought it was normal, And as I got older I started wondering what pills it could've been, And I think, I think that it were estrogen pills from some research on google.
And I can't seem to process WHY and How the teacher did that, And how did he even have those pills with him..
Unfortunately Iam in college now and that was multiple years ago, So I don't even know where the teacher is at, And I was wondering if the pills were the reason why Iam so feminine and Possibly trans, Can someone help me?
#Past things.
lunar cove
It's alot, And messed up, and iam trying to see or figure stuff out.
And now that I've realized how terrible of a thing it is, I've almost spiraled deep into depression.
There's way too many things going on for my brain to handle.
lunar cove
5TH grade, when I was in 5TH grade I used to get force fed some pills everyday, ...
I didn't even write it properly but it was an English teacher that did that....
wide shard
So you're telling me that your teacher drugged you
lunar cove
I think so
wide shard
And now you're questioning if it has affected your gender
lunar cove
Yeah
I barely know anything about LGBTQ and stuff, so I can just assume that the pills could be the reason why iam like this.
Until I find out the truth
Iam honestly getting more worried each second as I think about the teacher.
lyric nexus
that's literally insane wtaf
i would contact your old school and give them whatever information you have because he cannot stay there if he's doing baffling shit like that to students
teachers should not be giving their students any medication at all to begin with
lunar cove
Contact my old school? I don't have a way to contact them, I moved places too.
lyric nexus
do they have a phone number online?
lunar cove
Wasn't really a known school as well.
lyric nexus
hmm
lyric nexus
that's so insane i don't even. know where to begin
silent dagger
Can I ask what makes you think it was estrogen?
lunar cove
So basically I remember seeing him have a small bottle as well and it had like the gender thing on it
I dont know what to call it
♐ it's like these things, but their were three of them.
I dont know how to explain
lyric nexus
this?
lunar cove
Yeah that
lyric nexus
mmmmmm
yea thats the trans symbol
idk if taking estrogen/testoterone changes how you view yourself but im not a doctor
lunar cove
Oh
lyric nexus
it can effect plenty though so i mean it would likely explain the feeling feminine
lunar cove
Are the pills that powerful? I mean it's been well over 5 years.
lyric nexus
depends on how long you took them i think
i dont know specifics as ive never looked into hrt
lunar cove
depends on how long you took them i think
i dont know specifics as ive never loo...
I could be wrong but i think it was for a year.
Oh and sorry if I accidentally pinged you
lyric nexus
its ok
im not gonna get personal with all this so id just suggest doing research on its effects
says it takes several months to take effect