July 21st 2017.
I was turning 10 back then, just goofing around the family computer and decided to switch on YouTube to watch some Minecraft let's plays. As I opened my browser to open YouTube, I still remember it clear as day that all I could see were articles titled like the following:
||"Linkin Park frontman dead at 41."||
||"Chester Bennington has passed away."||
Curious, I clicked on the articles and began reading about the incident. Since I saw that he was a singer, I was like, "Wonder how his music is."
So, instead of searching a Minecraft let's play, I searched, "Linkin Park latest song."
I found the official audio for One More Light (title track), heard it, fell in love with it and forgot about it (cut me some slack, I was 10.)
Fast forward two years later, my music teacher made us all listen to Faint cuz we were supposed to play that live.
I remember seeing the music video and being like, "Wait a minute, haven't I heard this group before?"
And I fell in love with Linkin Park all over again.
Eventually I went on, played Faint live and fell into a LP rabbit hole that I never really got out of.
But then, I couldn't really resonate with the lyrics so I just enjoyed the music.
Fast forward to 2020, my mental health is literally the worst it could be. I was severely struggling with it and whenever it got too bad, I always turned to Linkin Park and it always feels like Chester is giving me a hug and comforting me, saying that it will be okay by the end. I'll come out of this.
His music helped me and is still helping me through what I'd say is the deepest pit of crap I've been in my life. So for that, I'd like to thank him.
I hope you're in a better place now man, and I hope you're now up there, living the best life you can.
I hope you have found permanent happiness.
RIP Chester Bennington.