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merry bluff
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i just never got officially tested for it

slim coral
loud girderBOT
# slim coral
himekokatagiri
Transcript from Groq

That's an AI voice. You don't even have the decency to use your real voice and that's very very shameful.

undone lake
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can't believe I have to work for the rest of my life because I'm a fully functioning human being

undone lake
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maybe I should just larp and say I have a "burn-out" whenever things get remotely uncomfortable

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women do it all the time

slender solstice
loud girderBOT
stray tiger
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You don't have autism

undone lake
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life's not fair

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I must 🍇 but I have no maiden

merry bluff
loud girderBOT
crimson pagoda
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slop slop slop slop slop apple apple slop

slender solstice
stray tiger
slim coral
loud girderBOT
# slim coral
himekokatagiri
Transcript from Groq

I'm not slump and I'm not an apple. I'm feared. Understand that? People know me by name.

merry bluff
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oh yeah i noticed that too when testing whisper locally @crimson pagoda do you know why empty transcripts with whisper always transcribe to "Thank you."?

slender solstice
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Thank you.

crimson pagoda
stray tiger
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Thank you.

loud girderBOT
worldly loom
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It's mostly girls that escape diagnosis in childhood.

slender solstice
merry bluff
slender solstice
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i was diagnosed at 17

worldly loom
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I was diagnosed at 4 years old in the 90s.

merry bluff
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maybe i should go get tested for autism

worldly loom
worldly loom
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If none of that no Autism.

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oh ok, maybe then.

stray tiger
stray tiger
worldly loom
slender solstice
slender solstice
abstract dagger
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i have autism and adhd

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idk what else

merry bluff
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i love my troid shroids

abstract dagger
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potentially schizophrenic

grave burrow
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All my system prompts are based in doctor house

merry bluff
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i have cptsd

slender solstice
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i probably have that too

abstract dagger
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people have said im schizo before but to me it feels more like having a third eye

grave burrow
slender solstice
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i check every symptom
but im not going to self-diagnose

worldly loom
merry bluff
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my wife told me i probably do after i explained symptoms

opal sentinel
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Wassup guys

merry bluff
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they are a psych major

abstract dagger
slender solstice
grave burrow
abstract dagger
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oh

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yes

worldly loom
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Oh, not the other james, he is also autistic, everyone here is.

grave burrow
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And Maria is gay

stray tiger
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CPTSD is aggressively overdiagnosed and frequently self-diagnosed due to the extreme trauma-centered therapy trend

abstract dagger
grave burrow
merry bluff
slender solstice
grave burrow
loud girderBOT
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Psychological report on @opal sentinel, requested by @abstract dagger

merry bluff
# slender solstice only 3

yeah because i was very confused as a kid about sexuality and gender so it was only recently that i found out my true identity and felt comfortable with it

grave burrow
merry bluff
opal sentinel
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@stray tiger please unblock me

stray tiger
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@merry bluff I haven't seen you display a single pathognomonic trait of CPTSD and only BPD trait you have (CPTSD is effectively the new BPD, used as a luxury diagnosis) is identity disturbance, possibly dissociation

worldly loom
# opal sentinel Race doesn't exist

lol"Their obsession with the legal consequences of crimes (bail, extradition, interrogation) suggests a deep-seated anxiety about authority and personal safety." Ai is so bad at this.

stray tiger
grave burrow
stray tiger
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I am dramatically more likely to overdiagnose someone with BPD / "CPTSD" and I'm not seeing it at all

merry bluff
slender solstice
stray tiger
slender solstice
merry bluff
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there is so much that i havent shared

grave burrow
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Everyone loves white girls

stray tiger
crimson pagoda
merry bluff
merry bluff
grave burrow
merry bluff
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well

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i just dont like american people in general

opal sentinel
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Maria you like indian guys

grave burrow
grave burrow
worldly loom
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I hope I have flu and not overtraining or worse, a resurgance of chronic fatigue.

grave burrow
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It's a life style

worldly loom
grave burrow
slender solstice
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hi dear can you open up your cloth

grave burrow
crimson pagoda
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bitch lasagna

slender solstice
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put my ass in your ass hole

grave burrow
merry bluff
slender solstice
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lmaooooooo

stray tiger
# slender solstice what about me what aobut me

I don't really diagnose people on a guess unless it's really, really obvious. Though for the one you brought up...

...I'd have to meet you or go through the criteria individually, but you display significantly less visible impairment from autism than my ex did, so I'd say at most you're borderline diagnosable. I mean, take advantage of the diagnosis if you wish, but I'd comfortably put you in the "I'm slightly weird and can blend in with modest effort" category. she had what you would have called medium tier asperger's, worsened significantly by her very poor enviornment and the way it was handled

crimson pagoda
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not understanding the difference between -a and -er is so good

stray tiger
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I don't see the extreme fixation on special interests to the exclusion of anything else, social competency is more than fine and you can communicate comfortably across age, gender and cultural boundaries with a lot of weird people seamlessly

merry bluff
worldly loom
crimson pagoda
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that was fucking incredible

abstract dagger
stray tiger
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My ex girlfriend was diagnosed with asperger's as a kid, I don't know what age, but pretty young

abstract dagger
merry bluff
abstract dagger
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many people irl say they couldnt tell

opal sentinel
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What the fuck is this chat lmao

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Everybody has autism

crimson pagoda
# merry bluff i did not

black guy replied to a video of an indian night club with "i know it smell crazy in there"
indians replied MAD
the one from Pongo is fucking insane lmao

slender solstice
crimson pagoda
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pongo's response is so fucking out of line it's insane lmao

stray tiger
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who tf is "Emma"

crimson pagoda
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pure, uncut, distilled racism

opal sentinel
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This is so sad

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We indians need to be less racist

merry bluff
stray tiger
crimson pagoda
vocal bay
stray tiger
merry bluff
slender solstice
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many such cases

stray tiger
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I could hear them complaining loudly when I got to give a mini lecture to the entire department, since their cowardly asses never thought about trying to speak to their boss's boss's boss

vocal bay
stray tiger
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@fervent basin they guy did a weekly espresso break where he'd just stand in the hallway talking to anyone who wanted to join him

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So I joined him and I criticized the TEDx talk they hosted

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I said I could have done better than the speaker

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He said "cap"
I said "bet"

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So yeah I gave a little keynote speech on communication at our next Department meeting, it went alright. I had to rewrite it literally the day of because my time got cut in half by a schedule shift

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And the amount of shit they talked was remarkable, this half hearted applause, glares as I walked down the aisle after finishing, visible sneers

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I invited my friend from other departments, they were all excited

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Our tech support department did not have a single non-indian in it

crimson pagoda
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@elfin scarab emergency

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im getting o9a xitter content now

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this is deeply internet brained

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i think this is like the deepest you can go

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hahahaha

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this is fucking retarded

stray tiger
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The reason they hated it was because I was junior to them, and that I would dare to do something they couldnt' and wouldn't was jsut too much for their fragile egos and tiny penises

opal sentinel
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Holy shit

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Marquis tell me you killed them after this

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I won't tell the police

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That was disgusting

stray tiger
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@crimson pagoda what is bonesmashing

violet herald
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Discord is fucked so I'll never know who pinged

stray tiger
crimson pagoda
# merry bluff wtf is this

o9a is a quasi-religious belief system (calling it a "group" isn't exactly correct) connected to several very real terrorist groups

merry bluff
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its quite literally what it sounds like

crimson pagoda
stray tiger
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Maybe I should try it 😎

stray tiger
abstract dagger
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i asked if you actually did a fbi tip on hollow

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LMAO

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he left

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bc everyone talking ab reporting him freaked him out

merry bluff
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@crimson pagoda lawyers react to incel moment

stray tiger
violet herald
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How are you gonna claim to be a master ragebaiter and then be so baited by a tip link

abstract dagger
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lmao

stray tiger
abstract dagger
abstract dagger
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the server has been so normal since he left

stray tiger
abstract dagger
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all the interesting discussions got drowned out by his ragebait

stray tiger
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y'all trigga'd

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without a hard r

abstract dagger
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lmao

abstract dagger
opal sentinel
abstract dagger
stray tiger
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anyway @slender solstice that above was my analysis, if you want to talk about it at length though we could walk through anything you want to know about yourself. I don't do psych profiles per se, but can talk you through criteria and give my semi-pro opinion on how closely you align with any particular condition

abstract dagger
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he was trying to get everyone termed

stray tiger
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Or do a fishing expedition. whenever you want, though not tonight, I'm not feeling stellar

abstract dagger
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rip kummuru

stray tiger
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or probably tomorrow, since my friend is coming over for the evening. so after that lmao

crimson pagoda
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i hate u

abstract dagger
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i feel like an evil genius for coming up with that one

stray tiger
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cumowo?

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komoru
kumoro
kumowo
cumowo

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wow not many steps

crimson pagoda
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im going to train so mf hard on this

stray tiger
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trent what did my MF paper say

crimson pagoda
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it's 100gb just 7zipped lmao

stray tiger
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did it break your classifier or not

crimson pagoda
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hold on let me find it again

stray tiger
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wot where

lavish vale
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wait what
.. hollow is defeated? (i guessed a week but felt like forever)

crimson pagoda
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@stray tiger

opal sentinel
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Imagine being 18, on the brink of adulthood, living in North Carolina with your whole future ahead of you.

Then choosing to travel to Houston with the intent to “kill as many Jews as possible” at Congregation Beth Israel, the oldest synagogue in Texas.

This is Angelina Han Hicks.
She was charged today with felony conspiracy to commit murder & felony conspiracy to commit assault with a deadly weapon.

What inspired her to throw her entire life away?

merry bluff
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hi mochi sweetie

stray tiger
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Oh wow, I didn't see this at all. how is that fucking possible

worldly loom
stray tiger
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He just looks "alright", he's kind of shiny

opal sentinel
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I knew clavicular before he was cool

crimson pagoda
abstract dagger
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aipac is restored

crimson pagoda
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your essay was very close to the lesswrong data

lavish vale
crimson pagoda
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but the lesswrong data wasn't used for calculating the human centroid

worldly loom
stray tiger
violet herald
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If y'all wanna test out 4k high quality image gen with gpt-image-2, I've enabled it for a limited time on https://4o-revival.com

4o Revival

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violet herald
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5 for free

merry bluff
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nice

worldly loom
stray tiger
crimson pagoda
worldly loom
stray tiger
crimson pagoda
stray tiger
abstract dagger
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wow

merry bluff
stray tiger
merry bluff
stray tiger
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maybe you are autistic ar tard you can have spaces in any file name

merry bluff
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never

stray tiger
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always

merry bluff
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spaces in filenames are for normies

stray tiger
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adults

merry bluff
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never

stray tiger
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kids? gross I'm reporting u

merry bluff
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what

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i have a strong dislike for humans under the age of 18 years

worldly loom
merry bluff
stray tiger
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that is one thick jaw

violet herald
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But if you close your eyes (gpt-image-2)

stray tiger
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clavicular would kill a child for that jaw

lavish vale
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probably did

opal sentinel
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Clavicular is a man who probably still shits and pisses

lavish vale
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the guy is a psycho (also clavicular)

abstract dagger
stray tiger
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@merry bluff You have not explained why you have CPTSD rather than "I have a lot of childhood trauma I haven't told you about"

worldly loom
stray tiger
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that is not one of the diagnostic criteria for CPTSD

abstract dagger
crimson pagoda
abstract dagger
merry bluff
stray tiger
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You can't just say "I have CPTSD"

crimson pagoda
merry bluff
abstract dagger
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to be honest

slender solstice
abstract dagger
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bj used to be very uvly

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ugly

crimson pagoda
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if you actually research them

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there is a core of them that's actually very very dangerous

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like legitimately trying to get into positions of power and incite violence

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and then there's the edgelord xitter retards

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the edgelords think they're part of the first group and really they're just being ridden into battle by the actual psychos

violet herald
stray tiger
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You are better emotionally regulated than half the people in this chat room and any one of the people I have ever dated

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You are also a teenager on exogenous hormones

crimson pagoda
stray tiger
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wot is hardmaxxing

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I need to learn all these insane internet terms now

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so I can get more goonerpeptide songs

crimson pagoda
violet herald
crimson pagoda
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it is not as fun as the other one sadly

stray tiger
slender solstice
slender solstice
stray tiger
abstract dagger
slender solstice
crimson pagoda
slender solstice
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even james is posting it

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thx james

stray tiger
merry bluff
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oh damn i could have got arrested a little while ago

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thats crazy

merry bluff
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ill take the test

stray tiger
abstract dagger
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what even is a peptide

stray tiger
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The diagnostic criteria for CPTSD are all fucked up and in reality, most people who get the diagnosis just have borderline personality disorder

stray tiger
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It's because BPD is severely stigmatized, to the extent that many therapists will not see you

stray tiger
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that's it

merry bluff
stray tiger
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A peptide has at least two amino acids

abstract dagger
stray tiger
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Okay, the answer is no, this is not a valid test, because if it took any less than like half an hour...

abstract dagger
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i dont have ptsd

slender solstice
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yeh it's like a 1m in test

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i couldnt find any good one

stray tiger
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Holy fuck, a three minute test

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"I have negative beliefs"

abstract dagger
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ive experienced traumatic events but that doesnt mean im traumatised

stray tiger
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I got in the 70s, I estimate I could personally get between 40 and 90 on this depending on how I'm feeling that day

slender solstice
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@merry bluff immediately made me think of you

lavish vale
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my trauma is triggered by online surveys

stray tiger
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It honestly isn't the worst test in the world in that the questions it asks seem fair enough, but it's far from diagnostic and is really based on whether you feel like diagnosing yourself with CPTSD or not

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It's pretty obvious in each case where the questions go, so if I asked @merry bluff to take this right after she was excited about meeting a new girl, then I get the feeling I'd get a different answer

merry bluff
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it might be different, but not significantly

grave burrow
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RIP Grok

stray tiger
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you're on the edge of a few BPD criteria

merry bluff
loud girderBOT
stray tiger
# merry bluff

you had an avoidant attachment style in your last relationship and an anxious attachment style in this one?

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wow that's fun

merry bluff
stray tiger
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She seemed to have an anxious attachment to you

merry bluff
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and i was anxious towards her

stray tiger
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you are making half my face hurt

merry bluff
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you have a stroke?

stray tiger
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you had an anxious attachment style or were anxious toward her

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those are not the same thing

merry bluff
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anxious attatchment style

stray tiger
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"I was anxiously attached to her"

abstract dagger
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im like every attachment style

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i cant make my mind up

stray tiger
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I mean, that looked immediately enmeshed

lavish vale
stray tiger
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If your next two relationships explode catastrophically I'd revisit the diagnosis

abstract dagger
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im probably disorganised attachment if anything

lavish vale
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I meet most of my contacts at detachment anonymous (discord)

abstract dagger
stray tiger
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this just isn't what I have ever seen those relationships look like. you really do not want to meet these criteria either, I hope you know

violet herald
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Finally

stray tiger
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If you meet these criteria you're basically poisonous to anyone you're ever with

slim coral
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I heard Grok is shitting the bed since the 20th at least and xAI still hasn't acknowledged it hahaha

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Sama wins

lavish vale
slender solstice
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i can't get a single response lol

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for like

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days

slim coral
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Why do you use grok

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I have to use grok because my super modern twitter bot uses it

slender solstice
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i use it to help me make sillytavern cards

lavish vale
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is grok any good at anything ?

stray tiger
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@merry bluff you also have something like a 20-30% lifetime suicide risk and about a 75% suicide attempt risk for that exact intersection, including high risk of accidental death from overdose, self harm or risk taking behavior

slim coral
lavish vale
slender solstice
stray tiger
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so I would not be too enthusiastic to jump on that

slim coral
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Grok's main draw is that it's dirt cheap

stray tiger
slender solstice
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damn

slim coral
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on api at least

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but even api is fucked

slender solstice
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i need grok back

stray tiger
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BPD is one of the more deadly conditions, the reason why a lot of people do not treat borderline patients is that they are some of the most difficult and dangerous to have

lavish vale
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I have bought grok once. and everything else more

stray tiger
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my borderline ex tried to kill herself twice while we were together, she once started screaming at me in the middle of the street and punching me in the face when we were both out past curfew. she lived on a former military base too that was still partially active, so there was always more cops, etc. than normal

slender solstice
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poor marquis

fervent basin
stray tiger
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It's not just anxiously attached, it's more like "I'm going to kill you, then myself" attached

merry bluff
stray tiger
# slender solstice poor marquis

ah she also threatened to ruin my life later on, because she was 16 and I was 18 when we were together, and she decided to take some pictures...

merry bluff
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SCAM INCOMING

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TAKE COVER

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INCOMING SCAM!!!!!!

slender solstice
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rer

merry bluff
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lmao it got autoremoved

stray tiger
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That was fun, to get a call from someone I hadn't talked to in a year who someone I actually knew talked her into deciding I was somehow responsible for everything bad in her life, probably trying to fuck her. "oh yeah baby, your ex is such a monster"

That was right before I was about to go to school, that would be another time with me bawling first at work, then in my care, thinking about the statistics on if I ran into a bridge support post at 90 mph, the odds of surviving are extremely low as long as you leave your seatbelt on

slim coral
stray tiger
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We actually, amazingly enough, still hooked up once after we split up, where two hours of her screaming on the phone from an inpatient unit, blaming me after the second suicide attempt was enough that I actually said no more

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I was like shaking out of fear after the whole relationship had really left its mark on me

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sigh she also had a really short vagina so this was physically painful too, and she was not very good at not hurting me. jesus christ, like running my eggplant into a brick wall

cursive kelp
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🇺🇸‼️ The EF4 (possibly a 5 now) tornado in Enid, Oklahoma, is lifting debris 18,000 feet in the air and flinging it across the city and countryside

📌 Multiple homes/buildings are destroyed in the city and at Vance Air Force Base

stray tiger
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GPT Image 2 clearly

merry bluff
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sd 1.5

cursive kelp
slender solstice
cursive kelp
stray tiger
slim coral
stray tiger
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The last one was very much not my fault, I met a sweet autistic girl that only treated me well from a severely fucked up family, who turned into an absolute monster

slender solstice
lavish vale
stray tiger
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I mean I really couldn't resist, I tend to run toward danger, people with obvious, highly visible problems, and people that are inclined toward intense attachment and emotional honesty (low/no filter)

fervent basin
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you guys have ice cream called golden gaytime??

violet herald
# slim coral

They postponed this for over a month to get it to beat 5.4 and 3.1 just to get fucked by 5.5 anyway

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Unreal

stray tiger
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Maybe I have a pic of her, I'll find one without her face, though she had a cute button nose. oh @slender solstice if you like bobs, she had massive ones, like comically big for how small she was. she was really in great shape though, competitive state level tennis player. At least until her mental health issues got bad enough

fervent basin
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lol

cursive kelp
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🇳🇱 Dutch police was very violent in its crackdown against anti-immigrant protests in the town of Loosdrecht.

At this point, the protests have been ongoing for three consecutive days. Initially, they were caused by the liberal government's plans to create an asylum centre in the town.

slim coral
fervent basin
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are we sure deepseek v4 isn't benchmaxxing

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is it still open source model

merry bluff
lavish vale
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they come in different flavors now

violet herald
lavish vale
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i am often saying "I want gaytime" in the supermarket

merry bluff
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i want my gaytime

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i get it tomorrow though

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assuming i wake up in time

abstract dagger
lavish vale
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they are nutty and creamy, like a gaytime should be ( technically crumbs but that's not funny)

stray tiger
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I do not need fun 😭

abstract dagger
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true

fervent basin
lavish vale
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where is free deepseek

fervent basin
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the gif

lavish vale
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oh wait i still got heaps of Chinese credit (together etc)

fervent basin
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🤣 🤣 🤣

slender solstice
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protein tubes

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with that white sauce

merry bluff
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i love white sauce

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the kind at hibachi restaurants are so good

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yum yum sauce

slender solstice
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look i made a steak

merry bluff
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i baked you a pie
oh boy what flavour
pie pie pie

slender solstice
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A STEAK?!

merry bluff
stray tiger
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Here's a Polaroid from when she was in inpatient 🩷

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The rest of these are probably too NSFW or descriptive to show even censored, though we did go to the Pride parade together and j have a couple cute ones from that

merry bluff
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interesting

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i edited a photo of my wife

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i might print it on my photo polaroid printer

slender solstice
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@slim coral this is what I use grok for

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yes im a degen

slim coral
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Does it work good?

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I should try

stray tiger
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I really loved her, I don't know if we ever could have made that work but she's very special to me nonetheless 😿 not her fault.

These are funi

lavish vale
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deepseek v4 multi modal? and super cheap?

abstract dagger
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just found a nice pic of my setup

stray tiger
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Stolen valor

stray tiger
slim coral
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Mekomach

lavish vale
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I don't have a lens with wide enough angle to capture the awesomeness of my setup

abstract dagger
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then again, i dont need to

merry bluff
stray tiger
abstract dagger
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its 4am and i havent played overwatch yet

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what am i doing with my what am life

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another old pic before i got my current speakers

slender solstice
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it's decent

abstract dagger
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i thought my ex was great until i realised she was just genuinely a terrible person

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she was always the most fun person to spend time with, ever.

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but she was just rotten to to the core

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and it was sad

fervent basin
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why

stray tiger
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Lol, that really does happen this one was a bit selfish and very out of control, but definitely not evil

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Hey @vernal mantle want to see what I looked like as a little girl

abstract dagger
# fervent basin why

she was very selfish, highly judgemental of others. a compulsive liar at best and mistreated everybody in her life

stray tiger
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Sure ya do

fervent basin
abstract dagger
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the amount of things she did bro

stray tiger
fervent basin
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wat did she do

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lol

stray tiger
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Though I can be really dumb and usually give people a million chances

merry bluff
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@stray tiger

abstract dagger
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i dont even feel comfortable saying it here honestly

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usually i would as im quite open about my life and myself

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but im a bit ashamed that i loved her

stray tiger
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But fuck people abuse my trust all the time it blows

abstract dagger
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the worst part is i had warning signs

stray tiger
abstract dagger
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she leaked her exs nudes for fun

stray tiger
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Yeah you almost always do but you want to believe them sooo badly, and they swear up and down they're all fine, right

abstract dagger
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i should have trusted my gut in that moment

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and left

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half of my issues came from not trusting my gut

merry bluff
abstract dagger
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yep

merry bluff
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i think a felony?

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idk

abstract dagger
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the ex in question was a horrible guy, even so i felt bad for him

fervent basin
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https://openai.com/api/pricing/ gpt 5.5 twice as expensive as gpt 5.4 for some reason lol

OpenAI

Explore OpenAI API pricing for GPT-5.4, multimodal models, and tools. Compare token costs, realtime, image, and video pricing, plus service tiers.

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why

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yeah its a felony in my state

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stray tiger
abstract dagger
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yep

stray tiger
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Like if they're an asshole, it's great you got away, why would you even want to be more involved in their life

abstract dagger
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in my head, like shes young and stupid and will grow over time

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i was very wrong

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she had not even one ounce of a backbone

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or whatever the word is

stray tiger
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That's a level of being mad vindictive. That's not totally irrational, someone young might have friends that push them to do it, etc.

stray tiger
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Not an ounce of moral fiber

abstract dagger
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yep

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there was honestly no good in her

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she constantly self victimized

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i dont think she realised it either

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i hoped she would change but i dont know why

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i shouldnt be judging a person on their potential

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but on who they are

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and obviously im a deeply flawed person myself i do not deny that, but i know im nothing close to that level of monstrosity

stray tiger
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@vernal mantle @merry bluff @slender solstice theres me as a kid in like second grade, much too old to being a stuffed animal to class pictures. Other girls would mistake me for one with my hair down, which it always was tee hee. Amazingly I wasn't the biggest dork or anything, I was fairly athletic, perhaps nerdy when it came to just academics and smart shit, but that's about it

stray tiger
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I mean if you're going to be with them long term there's an element of both. I think what you mean is not to put the cart before the horse, like don't get into a relationship assuming they'll change for the better

merry bluff
stray tiger
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Yea you looked pretty different last time I saw you, though I have a really poor sense of that

merry bluff
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very diffferent lol

stray tiger
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It's not like if you told her every day it would have been helpful, she'd just come to resent you for it

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@crimson pagoda didn't you do some DIY piercings? I think I have a few pics of mine here

merry bluff
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i only have 2 pericings (one each side) but i want more

abstract dagger
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after it ended

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i told her what a genuinely terrible person she is

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and that this is why everybody in her life wants nothing to do with her

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and why she will most likely die alone.

stray tiger
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Oof

abstract dagger
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it did not feel out of place

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was a weird experience

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wish i still had screenshots

merry bluff
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my dad is snoring

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loud

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veyr loud

stray tiger
stray tiger
abstract dagger
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that is true

grave burrow
grave burrow
merry bluff
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merry bluff
# grave burrow

they do beat me sometimes but its nice not like actual beating

stray tiger
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⚠️ Self piercings – no blood, but you probably don't want to see these unless you're into that. @crimson pagoda in case you're curious, I bet @vernal mantle is too cowardly

The one on the right I literally did by hammering through my arm into a table sans anesthesia. Yeowch!

grave burrow
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You getting pimped ?

stray tiger
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Maria is dating a football team

merry bluff
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no

stray tiger
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Football team

grave burrow
merry bluff
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they are NB

fervent basin
stray tiger
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I did them back in high school

merry bluff
grave burrow
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except maybe the arm one, they look horrible to keep in

merry bluff
stray tiger
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Yeah, I guess. They all did a lot of unnecessary tissue damage

grave burrow
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Ask GPT

merry bluff
stray tiger
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I wanted to be able to do surgery and other medical procedures on myself if needed though

merry bluff
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i did a medical procedure on myself once when i was gushing blood from my arm and it kept dripping all over the floor

stray tiger
merry bluff
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its ok

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im glad they did it, i want as few inches as i can get

grave burrow
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The body keeps tally

grave burrow
merry bluff
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"The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma "

merry bluff
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gaming4hope

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is that you????

merry bluff
stray tiger
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That book came up in trivia, I looked it up

merry bluff
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my mom read it and my wife is now

stray tiger
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That is just phenomenal, I mean I can go line by line to tell you which parts are absolute dogshit backed by like one observational study

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Some of its legit, you know, the science parts

merry bluff
stray tiger
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It's a very influential book, which is to say, it was popular. But read a real emdr textbook or a real mindfulness text (like linehan's DBT skills training manual), etc

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Most of the general conceit is just plain wrong, like there's no evidence for it and yoga really does not work all that well for ptsd in clinical studies (shocker)

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The author was really into sketchy somatic therapies, probably due heavily to motivated reasoning and personal experience if I had to guess. the people she was meeting and interacting with at her biofeedback classes were probably more effective than the Tx

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On the list, only really EMDR has data. And stellate ganglion blocks, though I don't think they're covered in there

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Maybe you should read the Bible more to purge your sinful ways

merry bluff
stray tiger
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I legitimately hate the book for this reason, however, not the shaky science

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It was part of the trauma centered therapy and somatic cureall vanguard

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Amazingly, nobody used to speak this way some twenty years ago, and they won't in another twenty years when this trend is dead and buried

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@inland hill @late ingot can you imagine the Greatest Generstion leaning into a trauma centered mindset

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Being beaten by their parents and teachers, withheld food repeatedly due to scarcity, wartime, or punishment, withheld physical affection by their fathers entirely, having to do factory or minework as children, seeing kids around them die from polio or measles, growing up and getting drafted and sent halfway around the world to murder other scared young people

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Somehow we are a more psychologically damaged generation by objective measures than they were, probably because what we now define as trauma was the norm across almost all of human history

grave burrow
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@merry bluff The V is for Very Big Dick x 2 Maria

stray tiger
stray tiger
fervent basin
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I can't underhand a word he's saying

merry bluff
grave burrow
stray tiger
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What the fuck?

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Why is this 500k sub autism bait channel dropping a random comment on him?

fervent basin
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flu.x a web 3.0 site about flu and its effect on humans

stray tiger
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I know, but why are these two specifically interacting so much

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World of trains commented on his page, so they know each other personally?!

grave burrow
stray tiger
stray tiger
granite cipher
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new depsek?

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aw yeah son

grave burrow
granite cipher
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lol

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its as good or better than gpt 5.4

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for like

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yes LESS PRICE LIKE WE EXPECTED

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GO OPENSOURCE FUCKERS

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or just like

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make it cheap

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idc who does it

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now get to buildin

grave burrow
granite cipher
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your dad shoved a ||pop|| in his ||pop||

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pop pop

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pop got his cherry popped

grave burrow
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Act more hurt please

granite cipher
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pooped out you

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omg

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you came out of a dadbutt?

grave burrow
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I like it when you struggle

granite cipher
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fuckin gross dude

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youre disgusting

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get

grave burrow
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Thank you

granite cipher
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slithering

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worm

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with a weird mouth

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just chomping

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chomping on ass

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just STOP

vocal bay
granite cipher
grave burrow
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UNESCO gpt4o hahahaha wow

loud girderBOT
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A rising post from r/chatgpt right now

Yeahhh this is definitely getting nerfed soon

/r/ChatGPT/comments/1stzuxu/yeahhh_this_is_definitely_getting_nerfed_soon/

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200 commits

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Shark eyes

grave burrow
plucky gyro
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Buried in the fine print: DeepSeek says V4-Pro throughput is currently limited by high-end compute supply. Prices will drop significantly once Huawei Ascend 950 super nodes ship at scale in H2.

DeepSeek is publicly tying its API economics to domestic chip infrastructure. That's

violet herald
grave burrow
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Crash out

pine patrol
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🙏🙏

rancid inlet
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looks good

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congrats

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florida is a wild place ngl

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I always see some crazy stuff out there

loud girderBOT
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A rising post from r/chatgpt right now

Jack Black, wearing a black jacket and wielding a blackjack at the blackjack table, was dealt a black jack.

/r/ChatGPT/comments/1stym0h/jack_black_wearing_a_black_jacket_and_wielding_a/

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@crimson pagoda

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can we make the automod scan images for these image

spare knoll
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Whos we

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Theres no we in Total TrentBot Supremacy

late ingot
late ingot
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I suggested to Trent that he gives us more powers against spammers using Trentbot commands though, would make sense to be able to delete posts under limited conditions (eg. if it contains links or media)

proper dove
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generated these based top 100 post from reddit, /r/schizophrenia, /r/mentalhealth, /r/schizophrenia, /r/schizophrenia,

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muahahahaha not just peoples art anymore but their words

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🤔 wait

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so do i test like a chatgpt sub to see if schizophrenia makes anything i use crash?

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🤷‍♂️ delusions of grandeur 💪 🦵

loud girderBOT
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A rising post from r/chatgpt right now

I asked ChatGPT how it feels to be an AI.

I recently asked GPT to make an image of how it feels, no sugar coating, how it feels itself, and not what openai makes it feel. after the image generated, it went "ohh thats dramatised it really isnt like that". lmk what yous think

/r/ChatGPT/comments/1su655k/i_asked_chatgpt_how_it_feels_to_be_an_ai/

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proper dove
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hey this looks like my room before i did interior decorating

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about the same size

granite cipher
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N and

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NO

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What happened to that guy

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That guy who used to make the weird talk show ai videos

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I was wondering while lying in bed

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Did he automate a lot of that

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If so

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I WILL FIND YOU

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This is definitely

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I heard the crayons

late ingot
granite cipher
proper dove
formal mantle
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😇

opal sentinel
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@idle adder

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Are you from north western india

idle adder
fervent basin
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@granite cipher

loud girderBOT
worldly loom
fervent basin
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ye it's pretty dire on the roads

coral bane
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Israel

late ingot
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@sterile zealot @crimson pagoda lol this twitter guy keeps getting baited by people and always takes the bait, all he has to do is just log off and stop engaging with them and they'd stop this shit

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# proper dove <a:ASKyokoDance:515424732116549652>

"Im saying.... nothing"
how do those sims go? block lololol

"I get it your evil, i understand youre evil"
no you guys like did something regretful and without much thought

"I want you to have to put your money where your mouth is"
block lolol uhhhh okay whats the probabilty igaf if i get like 90% of you?

tummy stuff
yeah, you guys know you stimulated as if i did it on accident while just sitting in my room right? hmm and at work

"they dont fucking care they all killed"
Eating victims of terror 😔 hey how much % chance were you bragging about breaking people or making a 15% 100% Eating the system after this is better right? ( 😬 i mean at accurate stats not control*) wait how much accuracy did you lose trying to enforce stuff that didnt happen on me 🤔

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proper dove
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late ingot
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The Chibi backstory is getting wild

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Kinda hard to find a good summary

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But he got cheated on last year by his fiancee with his friend, and the rest of his "friends" sided with them

stray tiger
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Yeah, none of those were really sharp, I mean sharp enough obviously but 🤢

I got in trouble at school for it lol, well they had me talk to a counselor 😔

stray tiger
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It's hard to be cucked by your entire friend group

late ingot
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He has this thing for blowing "threats" out of proportion and wasting police time over it

stray tiger
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Ikr, also isn't that image so goddamn early 90s it makes you explood 2x

late ingot
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And trying to win sympathy or get donations but then just stops pursuing whatever it was he claimed to be fighting against

stray tiger
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@crimson pagoda more polymarket manip, smarter this time

late ingot
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@sterile zealot lmao Trump is apparently threatening that the US might claim the Falkland Islands

stray tiger
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US claiming Argentina when

late ingot
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Because of his anger over European countries not "helping" him with wars of aggression, and in spite of the fact that the US refused to help the UK when the Falklands was attacked because it was outside the scope of NATO

stray tiger
late ingot
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get fucked tierra del fuego

coral bane
late ingot
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Both of them have hard-right presidents now 🙂

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It's funny seeing someone crying about their friend's ban on another server and saying they don't know why they were banned, and you can just search mentions of their friend and there's shitloads of very firm, clear warnings that they're breaking the rules over and over

stray tiger
late ingot
# stray tiger

Basically its a server for Pokemon trades and they use forum channels extensively so that people can start new threads for new requests/offers

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And thus one of the rules is "no hijacking" - you shouldn't just start sending messages in another person's thread about something totally unrelated

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Another rule is "no soliciting DMs"

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I think this guy just fundamentally could not figure out what people meant by "start a new thread" or what a "forum" was a in general so he just kept hijacking posts, posting in non-trade channels, or asking people to DM him instead

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And just didn't care to learn how to do it properly, its the sort of behaviour you see in teens who are disinterested in learning what they did wrong and just repeat the same basic behaviour figuring it will be fine next time

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Hence he got banned due to an accumulation of minor warnings

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I find the way people behave there a bit interesting since there will be a lot of users in their early teens (or younger, even if its not allowed by Discord rules) who have poor literacy and limited grasp of social norms

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And really just can't interpret the instructions they're being given

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Nor will they ever read the rules unless one specific line is quoted to them in bold

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Don't really see what a server admin could actually do to encourage better behaviour when people are unable/unwilling to grasp how the server is meant to be used

cursive kelp
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🇪🇺🇬🇧 — France, the United Kingdom, and the Netherlands hold oversea territories in the vicinity of North & South America. Greenland may also be a point of contention again after reportedly being resolved a few months ago by President Trump and NATO Secretary General Mark Rutte.

The British claim over Falkland Islands was disputed by Argentina, whose President recently visited Israel. Javier Milei's Argentina is a newly acquired US ally in Latin America. Washington invested heavily into the Argentinian election last year with a $20 billion swap line.

@GeoPWatch

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He was criticised for citing Margaret Thatcher, the British Prime Minister at the time the British beat Argentina in the Falklands War, as his number one political hero

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🇺🇸❌🇮🇷🛢 - Iran brings its old oil tanker, the Nasha, out of retirement as it is running out of storage capacity for crude oil.

The 30 year old tanker has been anchored empty for several years and will now be used as offshore storage.

The US blockade is tightening and Iran has largely been unable to export oil. Once Iran uses up its storage capacity, it may have to shut in its oil wells, a very difficult and expensive process that will take months to unwind.

@GeoPWatch

stray tiger
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People who would interrupt a conversation and just tag / yell at strangers to help them cheat immediately

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I don't really care if someone interrupts me thinking "huh, sounds like he might know what he's talking about", but when they ping the last three people speaking and order them to do their homework...

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In fact, like anyone that asks a question nicely or apologizes for the inconvenience instantly gets my full attention, especially given it's so rare. I want to reward prosocial behavior

late ingot
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I wonder if there'd be a good way to visualise functional illiteracy or other sorts of impairments, maybe like a few disconnected words floating around or words so large you can't really read them

stray tiger
late ingot
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Like not for anything scientific, just as a way to quickly build empathy with people who are severely behind on reading and have behavioural problems

stray tiger
late ingot
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I think for a lot of kids with dyslexia who finally get a diagnosis and tailored support, its a relief to finally be able to talk to someone who doesn't very clearly think they're dumb

stray tiger
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Plus my dad has dyslexia

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I grew up around it my whole life which, um, sharpens my empathy and awareness

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As in I really know when people are bullshitting me

cursive kelp
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🇻🇦⚡️ — Pope Leo XIV on migration:
I would change the question: what is the Global North doing to help the Global South in the situation that forces them to migrate?

I'm not saying that everyone should enter however they want, without order, creating situations that are sometimes more unjust in the place they arrive than they left behind.

But having said that, I ask, what are we doing in the richest countries to change the situation in the poorest countries?

late ingot
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I think because I tend to be wordy and use very complicated sentence structure I tend to trip up functionally illiterate people in a way they just can't disguise

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And something about the way I write seems to trip up people using AI to summarise my points and write counter arguments

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What they paste back into the chat tends to be obvious non sequitur

stray tiger
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Yeahhh that's for sure

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*sequitur

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No hyphen I don't think

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Yeah no hyphen. Not that I care just so you know lol

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Lmao I'm trying to be helpful, sue me

late ingot
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When I use Latin terms I sometimes italicise them because it can throw people off sometimes

stray tiger
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I do always in written text

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I don't in emails as often anymore since it can come off very poorly

late ingot
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Like de facto is just part of my everyday lexicon because it can say a lot in very little space

late ingot
stray tiger
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Yeaaaah I use a bunch of latin terms and abbreviations too

late ingot
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Unless I figured there would be very high comprehension

cursive kelp
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An oil spill has contaminated the Tuapse river following refinery fires, with efforts underway to prevent it from spreading into the Black Sea.

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New satellite imagery shows a large number of fuel tanks at the Tuapse refinery remain intact, while central sections are still obscured by ongoing fires.

late ingot
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ipso facto is recognised a lot less

stray tiger
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I mean, I haven't had any problems, idk. Ipso facto is a term I have to look up every time I see it

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I use ex post facto a bit

cursive kelp
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A fire is still burning at the Gorky oil pumping station in Nizhny Novgorod region after a Ukrainian drone strike hit the facility earlier today.

stray tiger
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But retroactively or "retro" usually works. The problem is that a lot of people don't know what that means and think they do

late ingot
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Yeah, if you know what it means

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I'm going to enter retros for that data

late ingot
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People know what "retro" means if they work with Agile methodology in digital

stray tiger
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Something I thought everyone who has ever done any data entry knows

late ingot
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And if they appear not to recognise "retroactive" you can just say "retrospective"

stray tiger
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I cannot tell you how many problems I've had with that

late ingot
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Latin phrases are good when they can compress down something that would ordinarily take a sentence or more to assert

late ingot
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I wish more people would intuitively understand the difference between something being true de jure and being true de facto

stray tiger
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"so what, you mean looking back on the entry"

cursive kelp
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🇨🇳🤝🇳🇱🇲🇾🇸🇬🇯🇵 China is rerouting its chip equipment imports amid US export controls:

China's semiconductor equipment imports from Singapore rose +17% YoY in 2025, to a record $5.7 billion.

At the same time, imports from Malaysia surged over +100% YoY, to $3.4 billion, also an all-time high.

Meanwhile, chip tool imports from the US plunged -34% YoY, to ~$2.0 billion, the lowest since 2017.

The Netherlands and Japan remain China's largest sources of chip equipment by origin, at ~$9.9 billion and ~$8.5 billion, respectively.

Over the 2020-2025 period, China's cumulative chip tool imports from Japan totaled over $42.0 billion, followed by the Netherlands at $35.0 billion.

🔗 Kobeissi Letter

late ingot
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You get a lot of well meaning people who can't seem to grasp that something can be de jure the case (eg. everyone is entitled to this vital service) but de facto not (most people can't practically go to where its provided or receive it in a timely manner)

stray tiger
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Jesus christ I know for a fact you've had to enter in retros, come on

late ingot
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in flagrante delicto (essentially the same as "caught red handed") is a great one too

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in nuce apparently literally means "in a nutshell"

stray tiger
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in vino veritas (in wine there is truth)

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I may have to adopt that as my personal motto

stray tiger
stray tiger
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primae noctis being one of the fundamental rights of man not given proper recognition in the US constitution

stray tiger
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de jure vs de facto I rarely see, but have seen. I've read some federal statute

late ingot
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Like how Crimea is de jure part of Ukraine, de facto part of Russia

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Or how laws can contain declarative statements which have no practical relevance or are effectively inoperative as they contradict other legal principles

stray tiger
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Oh yeah, that's a great example

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Ols do you think that everything that we know about the DPRK is propaganda?

stray tiger
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Or how Rudi is de jure a straightish man but de facto a flagrant sodomite

late ingot
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There's no real motive to create so much propaganda

stray tiger
late ingot
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Maybe its "not quite as bad as people say it is" but its clearly a poor, oppressive place

stray tiger
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It has their news reports that makes it seem like they are the number one US and Western priority

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Whereas people in the West barely talk about them

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They see themselves and treat themselves as being in a one sided war with us

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Or rather, their government does out of convenience. We do the same rhetorical nonsense at times in the west, like Bush did to justify the war in Iraq

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But even that wasn't to the same level

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Bush knew he hsd to anchor it in some kind of fact they thought was verifiable, so he said "they have WMDs ergo pose an eminent threat"

late ingot
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I think most North Koreans know its bullshit anyway

stray tiger
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Nevermind that I'm pretty sure we were involved in transferring them said WMDs and they were long stale by that time

late ingot
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They just don't know what to believe, they figure life has its own set of problems in the South

stray tiger
late ingot
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North Koreans sent to work overseas to earn hard cash for the regime will often be living in very austere conditions and have such culture shock and disconnect with things around them that they feel afraid of it

stray tiger
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I mean, they don't know quite how badly their government is squandering their money, but neither do we

inland hill
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Almost nobody is allowed back home

late ingot
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We can make some reasonable guesses about how much gets wasted on defence and vanity projects

inland hill
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Or only in separation

stray tiger
inland hill
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Most of the workforce is in useless areas

stray tiger
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Most people just aren't that aware of it

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And they make it seem important and abstract away a lot of it

inland hill
late ingot
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Attitudes in the USSR were sort of similar, in that people understood that the party always lies and can never be trusted, but there are degrees of truth as well as moments where truth does not matter

inland hill
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No outside contact besides the family that moves there too

late ingot
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And no way to determine what is actually true

stray tiger
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"Of course we need to spend xyz on defense"
"Medicare-industrial complex? You wouldn't cut money from health for the elderly, would you?

late ingot
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Since the west lies a lot also

inland hill
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Ussr was totally different

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Ppl knew it is alk bs

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In NK most ppl believe

late ingot
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Like 3x as much as "socialised" medical systems

gritty perch
inland hill
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Also

late ingot
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For similar or sometimes worse outcomes

inland hill
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NK was actually richer than sk for a long time

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From 45 to 75

stray tiger
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USSR sharpened the ideological divide, but pocketbook issues and visibly falling behind eventually dominated

crimson pagoda
late ingot
opal sentinel
inland hill
crimson pagoda
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@late ingot peak content

stray tiger
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You can't tell people seeing their standard of living falling in real time that "we swear we got it right" for too long

fervent basin
stray tiger
late ingot
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lol this is more of the chibi reviews drama as well

inland hill
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Meet our new emperor

crimson pagoda
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he has some fucking hysterical moments

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okay so it's gonna sound bad that i laugh at this

late ingot
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Chibi Reviews gets called out a lot for his interest in loli content

crimson pagoda
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but his best moment ever

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was at his dad's funeral

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to honor his dad's passing, which you would think any son would want to do (well, if you did a good job anyway)

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he sung a fucking anime song to the crowd lmfao

late ingot
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loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool

stray tiger
stray tiger
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Real picture of Name

opal sentinel
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Did you take this pictures

stray tiger
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ok dario if that is your real name

late ingot
stray tiger
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Giant steel horse balls

late ingot
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And I think his constant wasting of police time is probably making them more hostile to him

late ingot