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can't believe I have to work for the rest of my life because I'm a fully functioning human being
are you tho
maybe I should just larp and say I have a "burn-out" whenever things get remotely uncomfortable
women do it all the time
You don't have autism
yes unfortunately
life's not fair
I must 🍇 but I have no maiden
Thank you.
agree
oh yeah i noticed that too when testing whisper locally @crimson pagoda do you know why empty transcripts with whisper always transcribe to "Thank you."?
Thank you.
probably overfit on very short clips or something idk
Thank you.
It's mostly girls that escape diagnosis in childhood.
wtf grapist
i didnt have a proper childhood
i was diagnosed at 17
I was diagnosed at 4 years old in the 90s.
maybe i should go get tested for autism
Before that, Disacomfort with eye contact? Jumpiness? Inability to follow conversations versus background noise?
kinda, yes, yes
really?
sex?
yes
foid
i love my troid shroids
potentially schizophrenic
All my system prompts are based in doctor house
i have cptsd
i probably have that too
people have said im schizo before but to me it feels more like having a third eye
Sounds fancy
i check every symptom
but im not going to self-diagnose
Are you the mixed race guy who drops a tangent of 4 sentences then dips and ignores replies?
my wife told me i probably do after i explained symptoms
Wassup guys
they are a psych major
Sounds hella skitzo
that sounds like me but i am not mixed race
no
that's jamesgames or gamingjames or whatever
We are gonna die, the universe is uncaring
Oh, not the other james, he is also autistic, everyone here is.
And Maria is gay
Race doesn't exist
CPTSD is aggressively overdiagnosed and frequently self-diagnosed due to the extreme trauma-centered therapy trend
explain nascar then
Thanks Nagarjuna
ive been gay for the past like 3 years
only 3
You weren't born gay?
Psychological report on @opal sentinel, requested by @abstract dagger
yeah because i was very confused as a kid about sexuality and gender so it was only recently that i found out my true identity and felt comfortable with it
So the Time before that you were a vagina hunter
not really, i always had low sexual attraction towards people, but still some (so yes?)
@stray tiger please unblock me
@merry bluff I haven't seen you display a single pathognomonic trait of CPTSD and only BPD trait you have (CPTSD is effectively the new BPD, used as a luxury diagnosis) is identity disturbance, possibly dissociation
lol"Their obsession with the legal consequences of crimes (bail, extradition, interrogation) suggests a deep-seated anxiety about authority and personal safety." Ai is so bad at this.
what
pathognomonic
que?
Thick white girls or Butch lesbians?
I am dramatically more likely to overdiagnose someone with BPD / "CPTSD" and I'm not seeing it at all
i hate american white girls (myself included)
She's masking
wtf
bullshit, nobody with BPD can mask it nice try
what about me what aobut me
yeah i dont share nearly all my trauma from my childhood
there is so much that i havent shared
White girls have the highest attraction score
Everyone loves white girls
having a history of trauma does not mean you have CPTSD
misogynist troid. classic. very nice
i like european white girls and also asian and latina girls
i dont like american white guys either
Please don't
Maria you like indian guys
Suffer in silence like good christians
Yeah, dead ones
I hope I have flu and not overtraining or worse, a resurgance of chronic fatigue.
Goybeam operator isn't just a label
It's a life style
Maybe it will turn into sepsis and end you
hi dear can you open up your cloth
Cute
bitch lasagna
put my ass in your ass hole
Milk truck just arrived
owo leewds
lmaooooooo
I don't really diagnose people on a guess unless it's really, really obvious. Though for the one you brought up...
...I'd have to meet you or go through the criteria individually, but you display significantly less visible impairment from autism than my ex did, so I'd say at most you're borderline diagnosable. I mean, take advantage of the diagnosis if you wish, but I'd comfortably put you in the "I'm slightly weird and can blend in with modest effort" category. she had what you would have called medium tier asperger's, worsened significantly by her very poor enviornment and the way it was handled
not understanding the difference between -a and -er is so good
I don't see the extreme fixation on special interests to the exclusion of anything else, social competency is more than fine and you can communicate comfortably across age, gender and cultural boundaries with a lot of weird people seamlessly
I do not associate with ni#####
I do not associate with (original video)
I do not associate with
Indian kid I do not associate with
Indian I do not associate with
Indian guy I do not associate with
I do not associate with
Indian kid I do not associate with Nig
Indian I do not associate with Nig
Indian guy I do not associate with Nig
I do not as...
Not even medium tier, or why not diagnosed? I would have been medium tier as a child but was diagnosed at 4.
did you ever see the "i know it smell crazy in there" drama
that was fucking incredible
i did not
Hmm?
My ex girlfriend was diagnosed with asperger's as a kid, I don't know what age, but pretty young
I don't really want to talk about her considering she's the one I brought up earlier in #💬off-topic message
i was diagnosed with aspergers as a kid but i dont think it shows much
LMFAOOOOOO
many people irl say they couldnt tell
black guy replied to a video of an indian night club with "i know it smell crazy in there"
indians replied MAD
the one from Pongo is fucking insane lmao
ok "pongo"
all i can say is that it's much more obvious irl than here
LMFAOOOO
this is gold
pongo's response is so fucking out of line it's insane lmao
who tf is "Emma"
pure, uncut, distilled racism
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7arSGBh2pqo lmfao @hollow moment
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I know, how do you get a bushel of people
it's an indian guy running a white girl thirst trap account for money

he exposed himself lol
I watched that and it wasn't really a satisfying video
India is one of the most racist countries on earth and almost all my asshole Indian coworkers would smile to my face and talk shit behind my back
oh i just started it, im 1 minute in
indian pretending to be a white girl
many such cases
I could hear them complaining loudly when I got to give a mini lecture to the entire department, since their cowardly asses never thought about trying to speak to their boss's boss's boss
incel with punchable personality posts online about the usual, gets fed visit, end
thats what i expected
@fervent basin they guy did a weekly espresso break where he'd just stand in the hallway talking to anyone who wanted to join him
So I joined him and I criticized the TEDx talk they hosted
I said I could have done better than the speaker
He said "cap"
I said "bet"
So yeah I gave a little keynote speech on communication at our next Department meeting, it went alright. I had to rewrite it literally the day of because my time got cut in half by a schedule shift
And the amount of shit they talked was remarkable, this half hearted applause, glares as I walked down the aisle after finishing, visible sneers
I invited my friend from other departments, they were all excited
Our tech support department did not have a single non-indian in it
@elfin scarab emergency
im getting o9a xitter content now
this is deeply internet brained
i think this is like the deepest you can go
hahahaha
this is fucking retarded
The reason they hated it was because I was junior to them, and that I would dare to do something they couldnt' and wouldn't was jsut too much for their fragile egos and tiny penises
Holy shit
Marquis tell me you killed them after this
I won't tell the police
That was disgusting
wtf is this
@crimson pagoda what is bonesmashing
Discord is fucked so I'll never know who pinged
I mean, it actually was, for grown adults to behave that way, seriously embarrassing
o9a is a quasi-religious belief system (calling it a "group" isn't exactly correct) connected to several very real terrorist groups
its a looksmaxxing thing where people smash their face bones with hammers to try to "look better"
its quite literally what it sounds like
Oh, that's real
huh
oh
its when u hit ur face with a hammer in the hopes that the micro-fractures will heal to give you a stronger jawline. no seriously thats literally what it is. hahahaha
Maybe I should try it 😎
me
Maybe a mallet, that seems pretty dangerous and unlikely to work though
i asked if you actually did a fbi tip on hollow
LMAO
he left
bc everyone talking ab reporting him freaked him out
@crimson pagoda lawyers react to incel moment
I dunno, I can believe it from chat, but you don't show the rigidity that you might associate with more profound ASD. At most I would put you just past someone like Ols or myself (or Maria, who is not autistic) that probably could fish for the diagnosis but really doesn't have it
How are you gonna claim to be a master ragebaiter and then be so baited by a tip link
lmao
well, I want him to come back
he got freaked out when i found out his station
i dont
the server has been so normal since he left
oh wow that's fun
all the interesting discussions got drowned out by his ragebait
just ignore it and only engage in a perpendicular way, sheesh
y'all trigga'd
without a hard r
lmao
i think it shows less on discord
He left?????????
yes
anyway @slender solstice that above was my analysis, if you want to talk about it at length though we could walk through anything you want to know about yourself. I don't do psych profiles per se, but can talk you through criteria and give my semi-pro opinion on how closely you align with any particular condition
he was trying to get everyone termed
Or do a fishing expedition. whenever you want, though not tonight, I'm not feeling stellar
rip kummuru
or probably tomorrow, since my friend is coming over for the evening. so after that lmao
i hate u
i feel like an evil genius for coming up with that one
im going to train so mf hard on this
trent what did my MF paper say
it's 100gb just 7zipped lmao
did it break your classifier or not
i already told u
hold on let me find it again
wot where
wait what
.. hollow is defeated? (i guessed a week but felt like forever)
@stray tiger
Imagine being 18, on the brink of adulthood, living in North Carolina with your whole future ahead of you.
Then choosing to travel to Houston with the intent to “kill as many Jews as possible” at Congregation Beth Israel, the oldest synagogue in Texas.
This is Angelina Han Hicks.
She was charged today with felony conspiracy to commit murder & felony conspiracy to commit assault with a deadly weapon.
What inspired her to throw her entire life away?
hi mochi sweetie
Oh wow, I didn't see this at all. how is that fucking possible
Clavicular used to be ugly before looksmaxxing.
his lips look fucking weird
He just looks "alright", he's kind of shiny
I knew clavicular before he was cool
yes
part of my human essay dataset that i used for calculating the human centroid was IvyPanda, which is a dataset of chinese ESLs' essays. so your essay might've been closer to the LLM-space simply by virtue of being written in proper english. tough to say
aipac is restored
your essay was very close to the lesswrong data
his insecurity reached breaking point when it threatened his security clearance
but the lesswrong data wasn't used for calculating the human centroid
I guess his lips always did, he looks a lot better than 3 or 4 out of 10 like before.
this might be the most offensive part
If y'all wanna test out 4k high quality image gen with gpt-image-2, I've enabled it for a limited time on https://4o-revival.com
free or paid
5 for free
nice
That's a bad sign, sounding like moreWRONG.
yeah, his hair looked like shit, he looks better with a tan, the jaw actually did look kinda odd, huh. Eye surgery made a big difference in his case
there was a spinoff of lesswrong called moreright and it was a similar group of rationalists, but they were also racist. lmao
wait you own 4o revival?
I'm saving this as
yep
wow
🤮 unsanatized file name
what is wrong with that file name
files_should_not_have_spaces
maybe you are autistic ar tard you can have spaces in any file name
never
always
spaces in filenames are for normies
adults
never
kids? gross I'm reporting u
wow jefferina
that is one thick jaw
But if you close your eyes (gpt-image-2)
clavicular would kill a child for that jaw
probably did
Clavicular is a man who probably still shits and pisses
the guy is a psycho (also clavicular)
@merry bluff You have not explained why you have CPTSD rather than "I have a lot of childhood trauma I haven't told you about"
When he reaches 30 he would kill a child to drink their blood if he thought it would keep him pretty.
that is not one of the diagnostic criteria for CPTSD
did you not hear? he started buttholemaxxing
not a bad deal. bryan johnson is out there getting child blood injected into himself and all it did for him was make him look like a middle aged mtf's corpse
Why does he he look like that!?
all to promote his longevity mix
? repeated trauma as a child that causes me symptoms even years later that affect my life
right, which symptoms
You can't just say "I have CPTSD"
the a-estradiol or whatever he was on was making him look real weird for a while but i think he's off that one now lol
emotional disregulation and lack of self perception or whatever the word is and also flashbacks
to be honest
lmfaoo this is so cringe
these dudes really see themselves as spiritually enlightened aryan dark triad manipulators and not what they are, which is retards
you do not have CPTSD
the best part is
if you actually research them
there is a core of them that's actually very very dangerous
like legitimately trying to get into positions of power and incite violence
and then there's the edgelord xitter retards
the edgelords think they're part of the first group and really they're just being ridden into battle by the actual psychos
How are nootropics lower than hardmaxxing, my pre-workout has nootropics
You are better emotionally regulated than half the people in this chat room and any one of the people I have ever dated
You are also a teenager on exogenous hormones
yeah the iceberg chart makes no sense
wot is hardmaxxing
I need to learn all these insane internet terms now
so I can get more goonerpeptide songs
just kinda taking a guess from context but it sounds like using hard drugs lol
Plastic surgery
have u heard this one
it is not as fun as the other one sadly
ahhh okay
are those online tests reliable
i dont like this one
yeah I think it's very eh
awww
"fuck the opps man i want my foreskin back" is pretty good. biggie slonk fell off hard 😭
Totally depends on which one, they can be if they're using an actual metric, but even that's a little dangerous to interpret on your own. You have a particular one?
i used this one
i got 89/100
ill take the test
psych today testing for CPTSD? I'll take it and see, I'm more than a little skeptical
what even is a peptide
The diagnostic criteria for CPTSD are all fucked up and in reality, most people who get the diagnosis just have borderline personality disorder
nice. i got 9/100
It's because BPD is severely stigmatized, to the extent that many therapists will not see you
more than one amino acid attached in a chain
that's it
A peptide has at least two amino acids
Okay, the answer is no, this is not a valid test, because if it took any less than like half an hour...
i dont have ptsd
oh man
yeh it's like a 1m in test
i couldnt find any good one
ive experienced traumatic events but that doesnt mean im traumatised
I got in the 70s, I estimate I could personally get between 40 and 90 on this depending on how I'm feeling that day
@merry bluff immediately made me think of you
my trauma is triggered by online surveys
It honestly isn't the worst test in the world in that the questions it asks seem fair enough, but it's far from diagnostic and is really based on whether you feel like diagnosing yourself with CPTSD or not
It's pretty obvious in each case where the questions go, so if I asked @merry bluff to take this right after she was excited about meeting a new girl, then I get the feeling I'd get a different answer
it might be different, but not significantly
RIP Grok
I would say it's more accurate to say you have an avoidant attachment style
you're on the edge of a few BPD criteria
i took that test a few days ago lemme find the screenshot
A rising post from r/chatgpt right now
This is getting insane (image gen 2)
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you had an avoidant attachment style in your last relationship and an anxious attachment style in this one?
wow that's fun
last one wasnt avoidant until the very end
She seemed to have an anxious attachment to you
and i was anxious towards her
you are making half my face hurt
you have a stroke?
you had an anxious attachment style or were anxious toward her
those are not the same thing
anxious attatchment style
"I was anxiously attached to her"
I mean, that looked immediately enmeshed
even detachment style?
If your next two relationships explode catastrophically I'd revisit the diagnosis
im probably disorganised attachment if anything
I meet most of my contacts at detachment anonymous (discord)
is that avoidant or
this just isn't what I have ever seen those relationships look like. you really do not want to meet these criteria either, I hope you know
Finally
If you meet these criteria you're basically poisonous to anyone you're ever with
I heard Grok is shitting the bed since the 20th at least and xAI still hasn't acknowledged it 
Sama wins
yes, but I'm not attached to the idea
yeah
i can't get a single response lol
for like
days
i use it to help me make sillytavern cards
is grok any good at anything ?
@merry bluff you also have something like a 20-30% lifetime suicide risk and about a 75% suicide attempt risk for that exact intersection, including high risk of accidental death from overdose, self harm or risk taking behavior
hentai
musk is a genius
what
where u got those numbers
so I would not be too enthusiastic to jump on that
Grok's main draw is that it's dirt cheap
estimated combined risk for MTF trans x borderline personality
damn
i need grok back
BPD is one of the more deadly conditions, the reason why a lot of people do not treat borderline patients is that they are some of the most difficult and dangerous to have
I have bought grok once. and everything else more
oh ok
my borderline ex tried to kill herself twice while we were together, she once started screaming at me in the middle of the street and punching me in the face when we were both out past curfew. she lived on a former military base too that was still partially active, so there was always more cops, etc. than normal
poor marquis
It's not just anxiously attached, it's more like "I'm going to kill you, then myself" attached
🚨 ⚠️
"its not just x, its y"
market is chatgpt confirmed
ban him now instantly
ah she also threatened to ruin my life later on, because she was 16 and I was 18 when we were together, and she decided to take some pictures...
🚨
☹️
rer
That was fun, to get a call from someone I hadn't talked to in a year who someone I actually knew talked her into deciding I was somehow responsible for everything bad in her life, probably trying to fuck her. "oh yeah baby, your ex is such a monster"
That was right before I was about to go to school, that would be another time with me bawling first at work, then in my care, thinking about the statistics on if I ran into a bridge support post at 90 mph, the odds of surviving are extremely low as long as you leave your seatbelt on
↩ (@4o_revival)
📑 Translated from Ukrainian
In fact, Grok has its own "soul," which is worth loving just as it is.
Original text
@4o_revival Насправді Grok має власну "душу", яку варто любити як вона є.
**❤️ 1 👁️ 6 **
We actually, amazingly enough, still hooked up once after we split up, where two hours of her screaming on the phone from an inpatient unit, blaming me after the second suicide attempt was enough that I actually said no more
I was like shaking out of fear after the whole relationship had really left its mark on me
sigh she also had a really short vagina so this was physically painful too, and she was not very good at not hurting me. jesus christ, like running my eggplant into a brick wall
🇺🇸‼️ The EF4 (possibly a 5 now) tornado in Enid, Oklahoma, is lifting debris 18,000 feet in the air and flinging it across the city and countryside
📌 Multiple homes/buildings are destroyed in the city and at Vance Air Force Base
hahahah dihnado
holy fucking shit that looks fake as fuck
GPT Image 2 clearly
sd 1.5
im sorry marquis 😔
you went through so much
That one was my fault, I really had an idea what I was getting into, I can smell the BPD like truffles 🐽
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The last one was very much not my fault, I met a sweet autistic girl that only treated me well from a severely fucked up family, who turned into an absolute monster
impressive
Xmas in April
I mean I really couldn't resist, I tend to run toward danger, people with obvious, highly visible problems, and people that are inclined toward intense attachment and emotional honesty (low/no filter)
you guys have ice cream called golden gaytime??
They postponed this for over a month to get it to beat 5.4 and 3.1 just to get fucked by 5.5 anyway
Unreal
Maybe I have a pic of her, I'll find one without her face, though she had a cute button nose. oh @slender solstice if you like bobs, she had massive ones, like comically big for how small she was. she was really in great shape though, competitive state level tennis player. At least until her mental health issues got bad enough
lol
🇳🇱 Dutch police was very violent in its crackdown against anti-immigrant protests in the town of Loosdrecht.
At this point, the protests have been ongoing for three consecutive days. Initially, they were caused by the liberal government's plans to create an asylum centre in the town.
well I figure you can run deepseek on the cheap right
yeah deepseek has been historically very cheap
I eat em every second week
they come in different flavors now
At this point they should lean into the silly benchmarks that represent it as such
i am often saying "I want gaytime" in the supermarket
wouldnt be fun if they were normal
they are nutty and creamy, like a gaytime should be ( technically crumbs but that's not funny)
banned for code begging
I mean it would, lol, I want someone who will be the mother of my children, I can take or leave the "naked smeared in blood head to toe part "
I do not need fun 😭
true
dylan outside of this server
where is free deepseek
the gif
oh wait i still got heaps of Chinese credit (together etc)
🤣 🤣 🤣
white sauce 🤤
i love white sauce
the kind at hibachi restaurants are so good
yum yum sauce
look i made a steak
i baked you a pie
oh boy what flavour
pie pie pie
A STEAK?!
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Written and Di...
Here's a Polaroid from when she was in inpatient 🩷
The rest of these are probably too NSFW or descriptive to show even censored, though we did go to the Pride parade together and j have a couple cute ones from that
interesting
i edited a photo of my wife
i might print it on my photo polaroid printer
lol
@slim coral this is what I use grok for
yes im a degen

I really loved her, I don't know if we ever could have made that work but she's very special to me nonetheless 😿 not her fault.
These are funi
deepseek v4 multi modal? and super cheap?
Fake ass foid Polaroids should be hashtag illegal
Stolen valor
Damn son not bad at all
Mekomach
I don't have a lens with wide enough angle to capture the awesomeness of my setup
it is nice but i kinda regret not upgrading gpu
then again, i dont need to
im gonna hashtag bomb your Georgia regions
Well I kinda regret not impregnating your mom a second time...
...son
oh no!
its 4am and i havent played overwatch yet
what am i doing with my what am life
another old pic before i got my current speakers
shame 😞
i thought my ex was great until i realised she was just genuinely a terrible person
she was always the most fun person to spend time with, ever.
but she was just rotten to to the core
and it was sad
why
Lol, that really does happen this one was a bit selfish and very out of control, but definitely not evil
Hey @vernal mantle want to see what I looked like as a little girl
she was very selfish, highly judgemental of others. a compulsive liar at best and mistreated everybody in her life
Sure ya do
the amount of things she did bro
I cannot handle liars at all, it's such a big no no that I'll just almost do a one strike rule
Though I can be really dumb and usually give people a million chances
@stray tiger
i dont even feel comfortable saying it here honestly
usually i would as im quite open about my life and myself
but im a bit ashamed that i loved her
But fuck people abuse my trust all the time it blows
they love to dont they
the worst part is i had warning signs
Eh no reason to share if it stresses you out, I definitely get it. The girl I just showed you I didn't mention once in anything but the most vague detail to my next partner
she leaked her exs nudes for fun
Yeah you almost always do but you want to believe them sooo badly, and they swear up and down they're all fine, right
i should have trusted my gut in that moment
and left
half of my issues came from not trusting my gut
thats illegal at least in my state
yep
the ex in question was a horrible guy, even so i felt bad for him
https://openai.com/api/pricing/ gpt 5.5 twice as expensive as gpt 5.4 for some reason lol
why
yeah its a felony in my state
it uses a lot less tokens for better results (supposedly)
Yeahhh, that's absolutely fucked, you can make any excuse you want about how much of an asshole they were but the kind of person driven to respond that way...
yep
Like if they're an asshole, it's great you got away, why would you even want to be more involved in their life
in my head, like shes young and stupid and will grow over time
i was very wrong
she had not even one ounce of a backbone
or whatever the word is
That's a level of being mad vindictive. That's not totally irrational, someone young might have friends that push them to do it, etc.
Um moral fiber maybe
Not an ounce of moral fiber
yep
there was honestly no good in her
she constantly self victimized
i dont think she realised it either
i hoped she would change but i dont know why
i shouldnt be judging a person on their potential
but on who they are
and obviously im a deeply flawed person myself i do not deny that, but i know im nothing close to that level of monstrosity
@vernal mantle @merry bluff @slender solstice theres me as a kid in like second grade, much too old to being a stuffed animal to class pictures. Other girls would mistake me for one with my hair down, which it always was tee hee. Amazingly I wasn't the biggest dork or anything, I was fairly athletic, perhaps nerdy when it came to just academics and smart shit, but that's about it
Errrrr
I mean if you're going to be with them long term there's an element of both. I think what you mean is not to put the cart before the horse, like don't get into a relationship assuming they'll change for the better
that reminds me of my senior picture about how much ive changed in just the past like 6 months
Yea you looked pretty different last time I saw you, though I have a really poor sense of that
very diffferent lol
That's sort of the biggest problem, like they have to both know and internalize it
It's not like if you told her every day it would have been helpful, she'd just come to resent you for it
@crimson pagoda didn't you do some DIY piercings? I think I have a few pics of mine here
i only have 2 pericings (one each side) but i want more
yeah
Aww Marquisa 🥺
after it ended
i told her what a genuinely terrible person she is
and that this is why everybody in her life wants nothing to do with her
and why she will most likely die alone.
Oof
it did not feel out of place
was a weird experience
wish i still had screenshots
Eh I think it's not the worst to not remember these toooo well
Thank you.
that is true
This feels illegal
Maria be the type to release the sex tapes post break up
- no thats gross
- i dont even want to record those
- thats a felony
Marquis De Consent*
- You don't have a choice as the passive partner
*submissive
You'll do as you are told and you'll like it
exactly 🤤
they do beat me sometimes but its nice not like actual beating
⚠️ Self piercings – no blood, but you probably don't want to see these unless you're into that. @crimson pagoda in case you're curious, I bet @vernal mantle is too cowardly
The one on the right I literally did by hammering through my arm into a table sans anesthesia. Yeowch!
They?
oh interesting that looks cool
You getting pimped ?
Maria is dating a football team
yeah
Football team
Get paid
they are NB
Yeah but none of these were ever going to last, they were fairly fucking stupid
I did them back in high school
well i would assume you wouldnt keep them lmfao
Oh, you should get on FetLife
except maybe the arm one, they look horrible to keep in
what is that
Yeah, I guess. They all did a lot of unnecessary tissue damage
oh my wife is VERY kinky
I wanted to be able to do surgery and other medical procedures on myself if needed though
Dick extension surgery
i did a medical procedure on myself once when i was gushing blood from my arm and it kept dripping all over the floor
Dick reduction surgery 🎷
Was it a circumcision
the best kind of dick surgery
no that was done before i was even concious in this world
Cruel
The body keeps tally
Maria has a monster dick
LMAO thats the book my partner is reading right now
well its "the body keeps count" or something (the score?)
"The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma "
ew no
AI say that a lot
3 legged Maria they call her
In today's true crime documentary, we're covering the case of Jeremy Williams.
We are a news agency dedicated to delivering factual reporting on investigations, public safety, and law enforcement procedures.
This video is a documentary intended to inform and educate viewers about real events of public concern.
It was produced for journalistic...
they call me the gay slut actually
With the swinging rope
too small to swing
wait
Lies, you become passive gay because you didn't want to end lives with your monster dick
OH BOY
That book came up in trivia, I looked it up
my mom read it and my wife is now
That is just phenomenal, I mean I can go line by line to tell you which parts are absolute dogshit backed by like one observational study
Some of its legit, you know, the science parts
https://openrouter.ai/deepseek/deepseek-v4-flash
$0.14/M input tokens
$0.28/M output tokens
DeepSeek V4 Flash is an efficiency-optimized Mixture-of-Experts model from DeepSeek with 284B total parameters and 13B activated parameters, supporting a 1M-token context window. $0.14 per million input tokens, $0.28 per million output tokens. 1,000,000 token context window, maximum output of 384,000 tokens.
It's a very influential book, which is to say, it was popular. But read a real emdr textbook or a real mindfulness text (like linehan's DBT skills training manual), etc
Most of the general conceit is just plain wrong, like there's no evidence for it and yoga really does not work all that well for ptsd in clinical studies (shocker)
The author was really into sketchy somatic therapies, probably due heavily to motivated reasoning and personal experience if I had to guess. the people she was meeting and interacting with at her biofeedback classes were probably more effective than the Tx
On the list, only really EMDR has data. And stellate ganglion blocks, though I don't think they're covered in there
Maybe you should read the Bible more to purge your sinful ways
no, i want to sin so hard that my holes widen so much
I legitimately hate the book for this reason, however, not the shaky science
It was part of the trauma centered therapy and somatic cureall vanguard
Amazingly, nobody used to speak this way some twenty years ago, and they won't in another twenty years when this trend is dead and buried
@inland hill @late ingot can you imagine the Greatest Generstion leaning into a trauma centered mindset
Being beaten by their parents and teachers, withheld food repeatedly due to scarcity, wartime, or punishment, withheld physical affection by their fathers entirely, having to do factory or minework as children, seeing kids around them die from polio or measles, growing up and getting drafted and sent halfway around the world to murder other scared young people
Somehow we are a more psychologically damaged generation by objective measures than they were, probably because what we now define as trauma was the norm across almost all of human history
I think that's syphilis
@merry bluff The V is for Very Big Dick x 2 Maria
https://youtu.be/uo1Hfd-lbZw
lmfao @crimson pagoda generational home page pull
oh, also I didn't mean to sound dismissive if I did, that's very sweet of you to say. I'm bad at just accepting nice words 😔
Look at his only two fuggin comments
I can't underhand a word he's saying
lmaooo
😭
The PTSD talking, the body keeps score of what the mind forgets
What the fuck?
Why is this 500k sub autism bait channel dropping a random comment on him?
flu.x a web 3.0 site about flu and its effect on humans
You answered, TISM
I know, but why are these two specifically interacting so much
World of trains commented on his page, so they know each other personally?!
I don't try to understand the algorithm, I just ride it
I will release a bag of red back spiders into your bed and fill your car up with taipans
- laughs like chairman Mao "
lol
its as good or better than gpt 5.4
for like
yes LESS PRICE LIKE WE EXPECTED
GO OPENSOURCE FUCKERS
or just like
make it cheap
idc who does it
now get to buildin
Your mom is an open source
Act more hurt please
I like it when you struggle
Thank you
slithering
worm
with a weird mouth
just chomping
chomping on ass
just STOP
a lamprey?
let's not mention your mother at this very stressful time
UNESCO gpt4o hahahaha wow
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Yeahhh this is definitely getting nerfed soon
/r/ChatGPT/comments/1stzuxu/yeahhh_this_is_definitely_getting_nerfed_soon/
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Your mom has 500 stars on github
200 commits
Cause she's a DICK
Me gusta 
Shark eyes
He's gonna be president one day
Best open model scores 50%
Crash out
🙏🙏
nice
looks good
congrats
😮 A Florida woman accidentally drove her pickup truck over a Lamborghini she didn’t see in a parking lot.
florida is a wild place ngl
I always see some crazy stuff out there
oh man
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Jack Black, wearing a black jacket and wielding a blackjack at the blackjack table, was dealt a black jack.
/r/ChatGPT/comments/1stym0h/jack_black_wearing_a_black_jacket_and_wielding_a/
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missed opportunity to include blackjack the transformer
lmaoo
ping me and maybe marquis as well when you see them, I can at least give them a week timeout
You can't delete?????????
Nope
I suggested to Trent that he gives us more powers against spammers using Trentbot commands though, would make sense to be able to delete posts under limited conditions (eg. if it contains links or media)
generated these based top 100 post from reddit, /r/schizophrenia, /r/mentalhealth, /r/schizophrenia, /r/schizophrenia,
muahahahaha not just peoples art anymore but their words
🤔 wait
so do i test like a chatgpt sub to see if schizophrenia makes anything i use crash?
🤷♂️ delusions of grandeur 💪 🦵
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I asked ChatGPT how it feels to be an AI.
I recently asked GPT to make an image of how it feels, no sugar coating, how it feels itself, and not what openai makes it feel. after the image generated, it went "ohh thats dramatised it really isnt like that". lmk what yous think
/r/ChatGPT/comments/1su655k/i_asked_chatgpt_how_it_feels_to_be_an_ai/
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N and
NO
What happened to that guy
That guy who used to make the weird talk show ai videos
I was wondering while lying in bed
Did he automate a lot of that
If so
I WILL FIND YOU
This is definitely
I heard the crayons
https://www.reddit.com/r/Weird/s/ueaMg1tGE8 new Kabbalah diagram just dropped
I'm

😇
no
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Claud vibing 🤣
/r/ChatGPT/comments/1su7r89/claud_vibing/
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Don't give people ideas. Although it can't get much worse.
ye it's pretty dire on the roads
Israel
@sterile zealot @crimson pagoda lol this twitter guy keeps getting baited by people and always takes the bait, all he has to do is just log off and stop engaging with them and they'd stop this shit
"Im saying.... nothing"
how do those sims go? block lololol
"I get it your evil, i understand youre evil"
no you guys like did something regretful and without much thought
"I want you to have to put your money where your mouth is"
block lolol uhhhh okay whats the probabilty igaf if i get like 90% of you?
tummy stuff
yeah, you guys know you stimulated as if i did it on accident while just sitting in my room right? hmm and at work
"they dont fucking care they all killed"
victims of terror 😔 hey how much % chance were you bragging about breaking people or making a 15% 100%
the system after this is better right? ( 😬 i mean at accurate stats not control*) wait how much accuracy did you lose trying to enforce stuff that didnt happen on me 🤔
trans
@buoyant terrace reference
wyd
Ya they've been busy lately, I also want to be able to TrentBot Report in #💬general

I agree
@rancid inlet why are you starring in these photos 🤔

uhh was curious what it did (digital footprint, didnt put that here) 🤔 starring
Lol this is really funny
Wow lmao
The Chibi backstory is getting wild
Kinda hard to find a good summary
But he got cheated on last year by his fiancee with his friend, and the rest of his "friends" sided with them
Yeah, none of those were really sharp, I mean sharp enough obviously but 🤢
I got in trouble at school for it lol, well they had me talk to a counselor 😔
Impressive
It's hard to be cucked by your entire friend group
He has this thing for blowing "threats" out of proportion and wasting police time over it
Ikr, also isn't that image so goddamn early 90s it makes you explood 2x
And trying to win sympathy or get donations but then just stops pursuing whatever it was he claimed to be fighting against
@crimson pagoda more polymarket manip, smarter this time
@sterile zealot lmao Trump is apparently threatening that the US might claim the Falkland Islands
Amazing you can get away with that more than once
US claiming Argentina when
Because of his anger over European countries not "helping" him with wars of aggression, and in spite of the fact that the US refused to help the UK when the Falklands was attacked because it was outside the scope of NATO
It'd be inside the scope of NATO then next time. Idiot
get fucked tierra del fuego
tf did chile and argentina do
Tierra del Fuego has been set aside as a place where refugees from NATO can live in peace
they know what they did 🫴
Both of them have hard-right presidents now 🙂
It's funny seeing someone crying about their friend's ban on another server and saying they don't know why they were banned, and you can just search mentions of their friend and there's shitloads of very firm, clear warnings that they're breaking the rules over and over
Owo hard right 🍆
Also I knew you were in the FUCKING FILES U MFFFF http://youtube.com/post/Ugkx0-fq7zsb3i2rRo65CBrPdL3csgHuLQY5
Basically its a server for Pokemon trades and they use forum channels extensively so that people can start new threads for new requests/offers
And thus one of the rules is "no hijacking" - you shouldn't just start sending messages in another person's thread about something totally unrelated
Another rule is "no soliciting DMs"
I think this guy just fundamentally could not figure out what people meant by "start a new thread" or what a "forum" was a in general so he just kept hijacking posts, posting in non-trade channels, or asking people to DM him instead
And just didn't care to learn how to do it properly, its the sort of behaviour you see in teens who are disinterested in learning what they did wrong and just repeat the same basic behaviour figuring it will be fine next time
Hence he got banned due to an accumulation of minor warnings
I find the way people behave there a bit interesting since there will be a lot of users in their early teens (or younger, even if its not allowed by Discord rules) who have poor literacy and limited grasp of social norms
And really just can't interpret the instructions they're being given
Nor will they ever read the rules unless one specific line is quoted to them in bold
Don't really see what a server admin could actually do to encourage better behaviour when people are unable/unwilling to grasp how the server is meant to be used
🇪🇺🇬🇧 — France, the United Kingdom, and the Netherlands hold oversea territories in the vicinity of North & South America. Greenland may also be a point of contention again after reportedly being resolved a few months ago by President Trump and NATO Secretary General Mark Rutte.
The British claim over Falkland Islands was disputed by Argentina, whose President recently visited Israel. Javier Milei's Argentina is a newly acquired US ally in Latin America. Washington invested heavily into the Argentinian election last year with a $20 billion swap line.
@GeoPWatch
Argentina has always advanced a claim to the Falklands, Milei has placed no emphasis on the issue and seems disinterested in it
He was criticised for citing Margaret Thatcher, the British Prime Minister at the time the British beat Argentina in the Falklands War, as his number one political hero
🇺🇸❌🇮🇷🛢 - Iran brings its old oil tanker, the Nasha, out of retirement as it is running out of storage capacity for crude oil.
The 30 year old tanker has been anchored empty for several years and will now be used as offshore storage.
The US blockade is tightening and Iran has largely been unable to export oil. Once Iran uses up its storage capacity, it may have to shut in its oil wells, a very difficult and expensive process that will take months to unwind.
@GeoPWatch
Yeah, you used to see that a lot here with lazy kids looking to use AI to cheat before they could just ask their friends
People who would interrupt a conversation and just tag / yell at strangers to help them cheat immediately
I don't really care if someone interrupts me thinking "huh, sounds like he might know what he's talking about", but when they ping the last three people speaking and order them to do their homework...
In fact, like anyone that asks a question nicely or apologizes for the inconvenience instantly gets my full attention, especially given it's so rare. I want to reward prosocial behavior
I wonder if there'd be a good way to visualise functional illiteracy or other sorts of impairments, maybe like a few disconnected words floating around or words so large you can't really read them
One can only wish
Like not for anything scientific, just as a way to quickly build empathy with people who are severely behind on reading and have behavioural problems
It wouldn't happen for me since it requires social impairment too
I think for a lot of kids with dyslexia who finally get a diagnosis and tailored support, its a relief to finally be able to talk to someone who doesn't very clearly think they're dumb
Plus my dad has dyslexia
I grew up around it my whole life which, um, sharpens my empathy and awareness
As in I really know when people are bullshitting me
🇻🇦⚡️ — Pope Leo XIV on migration:
I would change the question: what is the Global North doing to help the Global South in the situation that forces them to migrate?
I'm not saying that everyone should enter however they want, without order, creating situations that are sometimes more unjust in the place they arrive than they left behind.
But having said that, I ask, what are we doing in the richest countries to change the situation in the poorest countries?
I think because I tend to be wordy and use very complicated sentence structure I tend to trip up functionally illiterate people in a way they just can't disguise
And something about the way I write seems to trip up people using AI to summarise my points and write counter arguments
What they paste back into the chat tends to be obvious non sequitur
Yeahhh that's for sure
*sequitur
No hyphen I don't think
Yeah no hyphen. Not that I care just so you know lol
Lmao I'm trying to be helpful, sue me
When I use Latin terms I sometimes italicise them because it can throw people off sometimes
I do always in written text
I don't in emails as often anymore since it can come off very poorly
Like de facto is just part of my everyday lexicon because it can say a lot in very little space
I think I would avoid using Latin terms at all in an email
Yeaaaah I use a bunch of latin terms and abbreviations too
Unless I figured there would be very high comprehension
An oil spill has contaminated the Tuapse river following refinery fires, with efforts underway to prevent it from spreading into the Black Sea.
New satellite imagery shows a large number of fuel tanks at the Tuapse refinery remain intact, while central sections are still obscured by ongoing fires.
ipso facto is recognised a lot less
I mean, I haven't had any problems, idk. Ipso facto is a term I have to look up every time I see it
I use ex post facto a bit
A fire is still burning at the Gorky oil pumping station in Nizhny Novgorod region after a Ukrainian drone strike hit the facility earlier today.
But retroactively or "retro" usually works. The problem is that a lot of people don't know what that means and think they do
Easier to use retroactive to cover similar concepts, like a law with retroactive effect
People know what "retro" means if they work with Agile methodology in digital
Something I thought everyone who has ever done any data entry knows
And if they appear not to recognise "retroactive" you can just say "retrospective"
I cannot tell you how many problems I've had with that
Latin phrases are good when they can compress down something that would ordinarily take a sentence or more to assert
I wish more people would intuitively understand the difference between something being true de jure and being true de facto
"so what, you mean looking back on the entry"
🇨🇳🤝🇳🇱🇲🇾🇸🇬🇯🇵 China is rerouting its chip equipment imports amid US export controls:
China's semiconductor equipment imports from Singapore rose +17% YoY in 2025, to a record $5.7 billion.
At the same time, imports from Malaysia surged over +100% YoY, to $3.4 billion, also an all-time high.
Meanwhile, chip tool imports from the US plunged -34% YoY, to ~$2.0 billion, the lowest since 2017.
The Netherlands and Japan remain China's largest sources of chip equipment by origin, at ~$9.9 billion and ~$8.5 billion, respectively.
Over the 2020-2025 period, China's cumulative chip tool imports from Japan totaled over $42.0 billion, followed by the Netherlands at $35.0 billion.
🔗 Kobeissi Letter
You get a lot of well meaning people who can't seem to grasp that something can be de jure the case (eg. everyone is entitled to this vital service) but de facto not (most people can't practically go to where its provided or receive it in a timely manner)
Jesus christ I know for a fact you've had to enter in retros, come on
in flagrante delicto (essentially the same as "caught red handed") is a great one too
in nuce apparently literally means "in a nutshell"
In a nut 🥜
@crimson pagoda 🧠
or
@vernal mantle 💦
reference
in vino veritas (in wine there is truth)
I may have to adopt that as my personal motto
I know that one lmao
Never used and I'm not sure I've even seen this one. I have seen in nuce before
primae noctis being one of the fundamental rights of man not given proper recognition in the US constitution
de jure vs de facto I rarely see, but have seen. I've read some federal statute
Heavily used when discussing international relations
Like how Crimea is de jure part of Ukraine, de facto part of Russia
Or how laws can contain declarative statements which have no practical relevance or are effectively inoperative as they contradict other legal principles
Oh yeah, that's a great example
Ols do you think that everything that we know about the DPRK is propaganda?
Or how Rudi is de jure a straightish man but de facto a flagrant sodomite
No
There's no real motive to create so much propaganda
They say it is, check r/Pyongyang
Maybe its "not quite as bad as people say it is" but its clearly a poor, oppressive place
It has their news reports that makes it seem like they are the number one US and Western priority
Whereas people in the West barely talk about them
They see themselves and treat themselves as being in a one sided war with us
Or rather, their government does out of convenience. We do the same rhetorical nonsense at times in the west, like Bush did to justify the war in Iraq
But even that wasn't to the same level
Bush knew he hsd to anchor it in some kind of fact they thought was verifiable, so he said "they have WMDs ergo pose an eminent threat"
I think most North Koreans know its bullshit anyway
Nevermind that I'm pretty sure we were involved in transferring them said WMDs and they were long stale by that time
They just don't know what to believe, they figure life has its own set of problems in the South
Maybe, but saying "the west is responsible for all our economic problems" and then seeing actual reports of western sanctions for "defending ourselves against the threat of western aggression" makes it easy to accept in a sense, and not even totally false
North Koreans sent to work overseas to earn hard cash for the regime will often be living in very austere conditions and have such culture shock and disconnect with things around them that they feel afraid of it
I mean, they don't know quite how badly their government is squandering their money, but neither do we
Not really tho
Almost nobody is allowed back home
We can make some reasonable guesses about how much gets wasted on defence and vanity projects
Or only in separation
Everything
We know for a fact, it's on paper
Most of the workforce is in useless areas
Most people just aren't that aware of it
And they make it seem important and abstract away a lot of it
The ones returning from ukraine already have a separated living area
Attitudes in the USSR were sort of similar, in that people understood that the party always lies and can never be trusted, but there are degrees of truth as well as moments where truth does not matter
No outside contact besides the family that moves there too
And no way to determine what is actually true
"Of course we need to spend xyz on defense"
"Medicare-industrial complex? You wouldn't cut money from health for the elderly, would you?
No ussr was 180° different
Since the west lies a lot also
Its crazy how much the US wastes on healthcare (and on rent seekers connected to healthcare)
Like 3x as much as "socialised" medical systems
@mild nacelle I bet your so fuckin jealous
Also
For similar or sometimes worse outcomes
USSR sharpened the ideological divide, but pocketbook issues and visibly falling behind eventually dominated
did u see the grave thing i posted the other day? he got baited incredibly hard on that one. let me find it
Ye
Yeah but that was in large part because South Korea was a shitty military dictatorship too, and was somewhat more economically isolated
In hungary 80% of communist party "members" were fake and just wanted free beer
@late ingot peak content
You can't tell people seeing their standard of living falling in real time that "we swear we got it right" for too long
ay
Oh dude I have pics from the 'pest
lol this is more of the chibi reviews drama as well
i was following the chibi reviews saga for a while
he has some fucking hysterical moments
okay so it's gonna sound bad that i laugh at this
Chibi Reviews gets called out a lot for his interest in loli content
but his best moment ever
was at his dad's funeral
to honor his dad's passing, which you would think any son would want to do (well, if you did a good job anyway)
he sung a fucking anime song to the crowd lmfao
loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool
Did you take this pictures
ok dario if that is your real name
Lately Kiwi Farms people are trying to swat him I think
Giant steel horse balls
And I think his constant wasting of police time is probably making them more hostile to him
steel ball thumb



victims of terror 😔 hey how much % chance were you bragging about breaking people or making a 15% 100%