#🐴┃off-topic-chat
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Almost all of my online friends died
my mom left when i was 9
all my friends was just on discord
They always be the one that talk to me
Damn, go outside sometimes
And take some exercise
Like running, push up, sit up, and etc
So you not always remember what your pain is
no i can't, my body is weak and fatigue
i could barely walk
someone would be too stupid enough to bring a knife into a warzone
i feel so sleepy but when i try to sleep my mind just makes me wanna do something else
Try it bro
Or just take a walk
it's 8pm bro how about tomorrow
I see
You didn't have any agenda tomorrow?
Bro you lost all your friends?
If you don't have any, walk for like 1KM or 3KM
that's all i could do i just accepted death and never talk to anyone anymore
What is your age btw?
Then try further
16
Bro.... Just think you got a life ahead of yourself
Damn, 7 years full of stress
wait nvm im 15
pff
Bro
i don't have plan for future
6 years damn
Same as me
i don't go to school
Whyy?
so, what context should i know?
i don't know? im afraid of people
All of his friend died
Bro
oh
no they just abandoned me
School is needed
they didn't die they just left me
If you dont go to school how you expect to have friends
Take a walk tomorrow
School friends are the real ones
bro i can't i can't even properly talk to people
Bro i am a introvert bro
been there once
But i know how to deal with ppl
bro i just stay in my room all day literally
Same, and I know how to deal with people
just waiting for death
You have any brother or neighbor?
Damn, take a walk bro
Because it's good
There's almost no people can disturb you
And if you walk try to listening to music
it's terrifying to just feel it
when my mind is like thinking too many things at once
You can't do it if you always thinking about the feel
Just do it
What bothers you exactly and what causes you to overthink that much?
Just walk tomorrow and listening to music
His parents didn't care about him and left him alone
His father left him?
mom
i don't know
What abt your dad?
he's here but we only talk when necessary
When did that happen to you?
Try talk with your dad
since 9 years old
we have nothing to taln abt
Bro your situation is just......
What about your feeling?
Different
thats whats keeping you like this
Did you ever talk or try to talk to anyone about it? Or did it just bottle up?
i jut can't do it
Yeah, because of it
i haven't
Why you can't?
Cheer the bro. Not asking questions
Bro man are created for suffering
i just listen to music and cry
I see (I don't get any therapy)
you guys are making me happy just talking to you
If you really want to talk go to voice bro
i can't bro
Just talk to the bro, no need to bringing the fact that might get him more deeply depressed.
thats - a bit sweet of you considering i just got here
I am consoling him
Can you smile or something that make you happy?
hmm i don't know what makes me happy
probably hug is what makes me happy rn
Bro but...
Cmon bro you can do this. The world might be cruel but show the world that you can do this. In fact you able to survive till this day is amazing, don't let your emotions controls you. In other words We Are Proud of you.
the last hug i got was from dad last year
I see bro like not having mother is so depressing
it's worst having no one to talk to
I can't do that sadly
yeah i know
Things get worst when you don't know how to talk about your feeling so it hurts you more
Bro solo
yeah
Just talk with anyone in here they probably hear you out.
One thing i want to tell you is go outside
yeah im already good
thanks guys i really needed this today
Go outside and try to go to school
now i can sleep happily without drowning in loneliness
Nice bro
Just tag us if you need it
Maybe we can help you
Good bro
okay bro thank you all so much
Where do you live at?
Philippines
Oh ok i understand
there's one more problem that we can't solve
What problem?
What is it?
dpdr
What is it?
google because idk how to explain it's just u don't feel real
I feel that
Sometimes I don't feel real and just don't know what to do
the feeling that everyone around u is not real and u are like watching ur self in a movie
I feel that bro
well I've been feeling it since i was 9
idk if it started at 9 or 13
I see
i don't remember that much in my past
You just hit the process
process of what
Lol i cant tell
Yeah
ok
I'm in that process to right now
i dont know if this helps
Wait
bro it's just scary to look at ur surrounding and it doesn't feel real
Pls remove this
If you can hug her maybe can help
Oh oh
if only it's real
i was supposed to send the image along with replying but alr
And your head feels dizzy, right?
yeah
I mean dpdr is the thing that when ppl becomes too much depressed
That's always happen to me
And goes into anxiety
probably when mom left that one night and i couldn't do anything
People that have anxiety (cares about everything) and depression (don't care about everything) is just hell
(It happen to me lol)
i don't really know why
she went with another man ig
Damn
Maybe there's something with your father
It could be
he said the man tricked mom
I don't feel anything but I know it
Huh, so someone is trick your mom?
I rlly dont support yhat ideology bro
the man she went with
Womens need to understand this
i don't really know what happened since i was only 9
Damn
i even hated school back then
Mostly ppl hates bro.
then my life got worse and worse
Ok bye
I can't help with this because I don't understand women (I'm scared of them)
Why?
i don't know
One thing you should do tomorrow
Take a walk
my mom keeps hurting me but i still loved her
she pinch my skin when i do something bad
Take a walk for 30 minutes while you listening to music, you can cry if you want tho
i can walk for more than an hour without getting tired
actually i love walking
it clears my mind
5km? Or 10km?
Maybe you can try run sometime, while you thinking to chase your mom
my loneliness is gone now so
And ask why she left you
Alright, better you sleep
yeah
Preparing for better day
before i chat here i was actually feeling super depressed
my mind was going crazy so i immediately chat here
People with depression just need people who understand them
Yeah, if you grow up you gonna met other people
Maybe other people can understand you more than me
Maybe you can list what you gonna do, so you can do that if you grow up
i get tored easily and i can't breath sometimes
What the? Damn
I don't know about that bro hope you get well soon
And not getting worse overtime
Eat healthy too
my dad probably knows this already
i haven't been eating well
i eat small and unhealthy
I'll probably get better soon ok bye i gotta go now
Alright
thanks again bro
stay safe
are you a bro or a sis
No problem
Have a good life
okie
thats a secret from now on
:C ok
but really - im hoping you’ll get through all these problems. You’re not alone, we’ve been there once so its a bit more easy to understand the situation and help along
I'm about to crash my phone by committing war crimes
Bro got Tow Missiles
guys do NOT play online games on top of a mountain
Where's the tower?
Why?
trust me im right
There's no building in the map
Only hills and mountains
im on top of a mountain rn
Sanctuary?
High ping, isn't it?
Yes
I play that too
And I played in Facility to torture
yes even villa wifis give high ping
I play Facility for CQB
Damn
my only option is ab
AA-12 goes brrr
And MK2 goes boom
It's really satisfying to use it in a room
Lol
My friend challenged me in 1v1 facility
Whoever get most kill win
I win lol
Because I try to shot neck
Nice
Even though I don't shoot the neck
Bro use MK2 (ez win)
This seems kind of discrimination
dont send this
I hear gorebox
Ight mb
Deke done sold me a sj16 for 25k 💀
W daddy deke 😮💨
A-Train
I didn't expect that everyone liked Gorebox here
What is this kind of russian malware
It's literally dollar store pttr so ofc
Anyways
I never realized that there was a Gorebox artist in the server too
HnZ himself
Seems kind of?
It's a yeah or a nah.
Ceo of- you know-

Snek
10/10 would do again
The moment when the new faceshield doesn’t fit on the IND tac
Daft punk ahh face sheild
Oh

Different country has different opinion on things
For me is a discrimination meme
If this photo send in ch area will be mute
But here is en area
So I say seems kind of
Not gonna lie, this hits like a truck
But if you think that I don't need to pay respect to other area's different opinion and just do what my system of values tell me to do
Yeah
@leaden geode You must be mute

De twins🗣️🔥🔥
@slow bobcat bro are you there
i just woke up and my family already talking about me
they're talking about how much of a failure i am
that i don't go to school and i don't do anything in life
it hurts so i just go silent
Damn
I know how much it hurts
They don't even care how you feeling
And they just judge you as a failure
Let it out
Tell your family what your problem is
You can just write it down in paper
To make you feel better
nah bro i think it's impossible that they'll Understand
I know, just write it down
they probably don't even know ehat depressed means
Write it down bro
Trust me, you gonna feel better
i might just join the army and die there
they're saying Philippines and china might go to war
Is that only for 17+?
Or everyone can?
If you join the army, I'm thinking that you make your family proud maybe
Even when your body is weak
bruh
forget it
i have no reason to live
i don't go to school i don't have a job i can't protect anyone
Alright man
Take a walk
this shi cant be real 
Nooo waaaaayyyy how did they do this
This is just april fools
no way 😭
@iron musk @shut parrot @silver fulcrum
you got one?
i have nothing in mail 
That was quick
A
Thats a lot of lead
Those are for 5 foot tall rat people
ZZZzz....
Why he so smug about it
the rat pov:
Time to see if they animated highschool girls bank robbing
You thought I was joking
I never thought you were joking, I know that she did rob a bank
Later on they probably animated Sensei dropping down on all fours and kissing feet
....
i think i come here in the wrong timining.
Yep it happens in the story
Us Sensei's ain't hesitant to go down on all fours and beg for help
Funni
Exactly your expression
Nuuu
The rats won't even see it coming
imagine if ab is on pc
..that's tarkov
Mfs with the display editor making the fog in Northridge disappear
DAS CRAZY
and those sweats saying its too easy making the fog even more foggy for themselves
Already seens dudes in Tarkov just editing their display to get rip-off night vision
actually? you mean like gamma?
Probably idk
I don't remember all that much
ah, poo
Niel
its actually based off this movie
you watch cocomelon prob
🤓
is there a version for purple?
W movie
Mr.Pink is literally me if i decided to rob a bank
Fellas, wanna see something funny?
YOO is that a PREDATOR missile!?
It's a TOW
ok
Predator is larger
Yessir
Here you go
Why only 1?
Why not?
It's enough to kill a human
Missle is in gorebox?
Yes
From TOW to S.A.M
Is it mod or vanilla?
Vanilla
I mean, why only 1 person?
Huh, didnt remember them being in last time, is new update?
Why not?
Yes
Understood
Ahhh my beloved
Nice dragunov
i forced my teammate die in armory
@autumn dragon where are you?
I am dead
You said you lost about 1m?
Turns out fal is not good unmodded
Bruh, eco run meant to go with cheap guns, like sks, m870, or even m3a1
Have u tried naked run before?
Yeah umodded fal m80 t3 m32
Under 70k
That ain't cheap
😭
I meant guns that is under 10k
Yeah i got a ring and a folder and i died i also got a lion and died
No case?
Free to play
At least get that 1x2 case from the rank shop
Absolutely, it's only for 800 battle points
Oh that
Just play any LD match like twice or more and you can get it in no time
You can pay few bucks for 2x2 case, slightly better, who knows it might come in handy later
Report
Literally got this in my recommendation
Just helping other future homies whom would loss their stuff because of these skill issue 😎
Where to buy white coins for the appearance shop in the store?
It's unobtainable for now.
Anyone playing now
How to win off a cheater:
Report
No way it got bypassed 😭
Rate my CoC base becuz bored
Electro Dragon spammable out of 10
Nah it will be 3 started i mean against a th9
@stable fractal
@jaunty parcel don't use bot command here
sorry sir
Hi
Bad.
Sad
@echo nacelle how are you? Sorry for not texting you
And how you feel?
@dry fractal @tidal orbit
Anyway, you really got an AR-30?
I don't have any guns
AR 15
Oh, my bad
You do drills or not?
Bruh did ya see the tarren tactical mpx, it's so good, with flared magwell and everything
I'm not bruh
My uncle didn't let me to see it
No I haven’t
Yeah after all it's a tool, useless or say harmless if one doesn't know how to operate it 🫡
Tarren has a YouTube channel
Yes 💯
It's da John wick gun
Let me check it
Pitviper? I forgot what it's name
That the pistol
I love hunting so I have a couple old bolt actions from the second world war that I use
Springfield?
Yes😂
Called it 😅
I thought you were sleeping
Just has the iron sight tho
I see
Zzzzz
Ahh takes real skill, btw to rapid fire on a bolty you gotta use the middle finger on trigger and index and thumb to charge the chamber or like cycle the rounds
If ya find yourself in a apocalypse with a bolty use that one
Damn
Yeah
I wonder how loud could it be (Mosin)
I suppose very
Oh I hate it and love it at the same time
Mr pink lmao
Are you talking about the rifle?
I shot one once
it wasn’t any louder than most rifles
But that has a lot to do with the barrels being longer
The shorter the barrel the louder the shot is
300 win mag has some kick
What country are you from?
Indonesia
We can't use gun even when we have license for it
So my uncle decide to go and bring me with him in shooting range and try
Oh that sucks that you can’t have them
Yeah
But you do enjoy shooting
I'm thinking to try revolver
I got some of those too lol
Neither of it
I don't really enjoy it because always that same gun
Damn, what is it?
I only looked for it
But not getting it
357
She broke up with me
What is the fastest way to get merit score up ?
Return teammate supplies
Some stupid Korean mf walking into my Molotov and died then reported me for his error
I hate playing with randoms
Thank you Vegas 3
Im.back to skier again
When did you start trading?
Last year March
If u playing in new mode with player "Deos", report him, he stole the ammunition, and kill his teammates, when corpse is not his, but yours
I finally got a skinned item without paying money
Cooking food anyone want some?
Yes some are real bad! I had one that threw gas on me
does someone play deadline here (rublocks)
well im surprised that ak-74n (in zenitco kit) is comfortable to use
A good sniper, I must say
Just use T5 ammo and it's a 10/10
my famous saying i started using 2 minutes ago
wait until i learn what buckshot tastes like
Goofy ah
hmm
Revolver isnt recommended when shooting for the first time tbh, 9 mil is recommended.
frfr
Who tryna do zero to hero on the new valley map
I already try glock 17
Bro is cooking
Ah yes, cooking, man I need breakfast
.22LR is the best recommended caliber, no recoil, plus it's one of the weakest, and is widely used for beginners
Taurus M942 Revolver, perfect for you, small barrel unfortunately
8 shot lightweight handgun, very nice
yeah
Algien q se muy pro
Because he is criminal
"Game is easy"
I lose many times in every maps and i have 30-40 success rate
100% not gonna work
Summon the Titan TV man, Titan Speakerman, Titan Cameraman, and Godzilla in order to defeat that skeleton

No one
Even u promotion for that
It's random to buy one of the item, expect u put on different and no one combined with ur item
See posts, photos and more on Facebook.
I'm more confuse than being funny like huh??? 
Bro did you just discover Indian tik toks
Hahahahahhaha
There is much worse out there, they should be glad it's banned
Lmaooo yes
Just go on YouTube and type Indian tik tok cringe, but I warned you now hahaha
Id start questioning myself if I look into that
I was in India and of course I asked the people there what up with that. You can't understand it as someone from another culture.
It boils down to 2 things:
- The people that do these tik toks are from low income neighborhoods and don't have much education.
They are like a subculture of wannabes and every country has their own and has a word for them.
The other Indians look down on them. - Bollywood movies influence.
I regret not doing and being in of these tik toks 
Chapri
Yes exactly I didn't remember the word
With their weird hairstyles and clothes
😎
@granite grail
I see

Let me fix that
It might hurt a little
This is foolishness they should develop a new moderation system since this one clearly can’t see when a player is in the right
Yeah sorry but people are dumb af, i just got yelled at for wearing bear pmc hat lmao
Song name
I have no clue
Ok
Big pp
@stable fractal Asia may be warm but, Donkeys are not a commonly consumed meat in most Asian countries, and using them as a food source would likely raise significant ethical and cultural concerns.
Bro got his social credits deducted 💀
@weary edge like have yah played freeblade and if so what are your thoughts on it?
Mid
Repetitive
Not representing wh 40k
hopefully they make a 40k titan game that fits in with the lore
If she cant hit the griddy then she aint the one
also what are your thoughts on the doom like spin off boltgun?
It’s not titan it’s imperial knight
oof confused the name sry
They look completely different but ok
LMAO?? HAHAAHAHAH
@weary edge lmao
I pull up my MP5 lmfao
:v
My art my line
Smo
@timber imp
No this is fire 😭😭😭😭
Who wants to be the goat in AB
I'm good. Thanks
Did u double check?
Yo
Aight bruh


🛌
My brother you are become ink
Nice info, thanks :>
You're welcome
Also use a better pistol grip to minimize recoil
But don't buy a very expensive one
Calm down buddy
Explain that then
It's a joke on
"Looks female enough"
Ohh ok
...
That sounds weird to be honest
That's f***ing Eggman
Wtf?
Damn, I sometimes forget that internet is hell
Yes?
Burber
How did you know I'm in the chat?
Magic
Funny
It shows me who's typing
I wasn't even typing
If you click on the keyboard it shows
Okay
Kmt
Burger king footlong
Weird
Heey, could be better but here we are, wbu?
Being attacked by my lizard
You a snake, eat it

Snek miment
Very distinguished
Damn the snake turned into a frog
Funniest s*** I've ever seen
Yes
Also on screenshots
Deleted from every channel
Thank you
Good job in other games there are like no admins doing their job actually a good admin W admin fr
Gigachad admin moment
12 pings
12 pings what?
Bro wat
Nothing ?

Ok then you are free to go
Same to you
Bro making me laugh hard
Now i go to depths of hell to sleep for my sins
See you guys in like 15 hours
Sleep well
Tanks bro goodnight
Night vro

im killing god
💀
Ai getting too good
Guys , What do you think about adding a Whole AED unit?
Real?
Yeah but pc have own server can't cross play
Can't wait to see someone begging for cross-play to harassed mobile players
Iknw
G
bwa.
All I see is anime women. Is that the meme?
I feel like I'm interacting with someone that doesn't speak english lol.
Don't know
Ok
can't wait for the beta, gonna be AMAZING
IM A BARBIE GYRL, IN THE BARBIE WOOOOORLD, LIVE IN PLASTIC, ITS FANTASTIC
fake website
you sure?
not work i checked it rn
idk but i saw it on Reddit and twitter
Hey, who wants a little three?
з
whats little three?
i might say goodbye soon
🙂
Y
ok
ok

your own opinion
з
it's not fake, it's just not open yet, they will open it in early may
Bro
get a therapist instead of yappin here
Ok so
- Why are you saying this
- Are you like genuinely serious and need help or are you just doing this for attention
- I can talk if you want
me too
Chilll sometimes people may not be joking
I've been there
That'd suck a lot, really bad way of getting attention
2
@slow bobcat might be able to explain
So like, you actually need help?
or doing for attention couldve made the 3 one for doing attentiong
Is there spec requirements?
there will be, i think we should wait until April 19th
Ive heard that it requires high end specs to run game
eh
low to mid specs is required since this game runs smoothly on low end mobile phonse
I just hope it isnt on unreal 5
Nah they literally improved the graphics aint no way its gonna run on a low end 💀
settings exist yknow
I think the game will require standard specifications
he's refers to mobile i think
Saw this on facebook aint sure if its real
that's too high
rtx 💀 i have a gt730 bruh
Literally requires an rtx graphics card 💀💀
i think they gonna start from at least minimum from gtx 1080
Me who has an igpu: 
yea nah i hope they have a very low settings options
Ye
like no shaders and stuff just default textures
cus no way my pc is running that without getting on fire
This game better be optimized than tarkov
this is Tarkov, at the very least, they not gonna higher than this
no way its that optimized?
Tarkov optimized?
Nah its runs like hell
thats insane
tarkov
Damn
Optimization is still bad tho
You will literally encounter stutters in streets of tarkov 💀
🙏🙏
i'm just hoping that my laptop is able to play it smoothly
Same
what are ur specs?
Intel uhd 630 intel i3 8100
8gb ram
It runs doom eternal fr 🗣🗣
gpu?
Intel uhd 630 💀
Ye ik but it can run most modern games
but on what frame tho?
40-50 on lowest settings
yeaa still do able
Yes 🗣🗣
what about online games tho
I'm gonna die soon bro
what's wrong bro?
what kind?
let's say like csgo or valorant
50-60 in valorant
40-50 in csgo (would have been smoother if they didnt update their engine)
fr ?
yes
that's amazing
how come
real
it depends on you if you want to stop urself from alt+f4 irl
what happened to bro 😭😭
idk he wants to die or sum
(ingame) 
(real life)

@echo nacelle how come u want to die?
wont make sense if u just want to without a reason
real
thats what i told him
But i know he wont
😭 @echo nacelle
I know these tyle of people
or for attention... which is sad lmao

some do it for attention
At this point i am literally a therapist with how many people i talk to
tbh i suffered from depression too, but i already found my thing that keeps me alive and one of them is game, maybe he just hasn't found something he likes yet
fr
certified discord therapist 👍
I am depressed.
i love my dog and i dont wanna leave him alone if i die
i think skibidi toilet should be added in arena breakout
we're the same
I honestly want to die, but.
I am not allow to die yet, and i have duty still left unfinished
i sometimes get this thought but i just realised i do not want to pass down this grief
if u die u just give someone else sadness
call of duty reference 
I wont give up now, no child pf humanity would do that
that's one of my reasons too, but it's friend and fams not a pet
We either try harder or die trying.
my dog been with me since i was 10
my parents keeps fighting
that is so sweet
thats why
How old is your dog
that's the spirit
You're wre 18? That suck
how old are you anyway?
Being 18 mean you will become an adult in 2 year
I am 24 and have massive back pain
Such is a lie
i'm a lil older than you, and yes, i have a back pain, i have a sleeping trouble and many more thing like that
april 19 right pc is gonna release
Enjoy your youth while you still can
Sleeping wrong is pain
my neck is literally hurting rn because of that
Annyway, negativity is a facade made by those who refuse to look at themself and the fire within them, refusing to make it brighter and shine like a star
Our bone are weaker as we grow older
santa drinks alot of milk
thats why he always arives in time to deliver the presents
And alot of cookie
yea
There like, a few billion kid on earth?
probably more but yea
nah they said beta is releasing in early may
hope it has a good anticheat
It would
Now there are 1,9 billion children in the world
obviously it would have better anti cheat than tarkov
Tencent take csre of cheater very well for a greedy chinese company
fr
Yeesh
there are approximately 1.9 to 2.2 billion children in
not on rules of survival
true
most of them are in my basement
dead game tho
lol ye
its already shut down 
it was very famous in asia
Rule of survival was kinda good on releash

Too bad corporate greed kill it
also bad anti cheat

I've played that too and i kinda like it, until it's not that fun anymore
Why is that glock 18 still have a rear sight
agreed

Dms
dont
Why?
dont give him attention yet
Fortinighty or babagi?
babagi
Babagi
Babagi or car ol dude tee?