🗨️︱general2

[livid thistle]

Isn't bbno$ like, racist

[slow hawk]

wait he is?

[tired dagger]

What?

[hybrid canopy]

Nnnno???

[livid thistle]

Yeah idk, just search up on tiktok or smth

[hardy spire]

Tiktok..

[proven hound]

[hybrid canopy]

Oh it's like a Chapel Roan thing

"This dog just died, I can't believe Chapel Roan would do this"
"Had she even met the dog?"
"No but I know she had something to do with this"
type shit

[undone walrus]

I don't think so, he just makes shit music and that's it... I did see some posts about him not paying artists or something but I didn't bother checking if it was true or not.

[proven hound]

Is that a thing from the newest generation to believe Tiktok like that

[tired dagger]

Hi banok!

[hardy spire]

Unfortunately, yes

[livid thistle]

Whatevsss

[hybrid canopy]

One of the first things I saw when actually looking for BBNO$'s apparent racist allegations was actually him hiring indie artists

[undone walrus]

hello nevra_patate_0478

[tired dagger]

Once I saw a writer I love been called out of racism because "all of her black characters are submissive to a white man"...

[tired dagger]

Made me laugh

You can just call me papate if you want

[proven hound]

Hmm

[tired dagger]

The black character in question being the best friend to a prince and not hesitating to attack him if he touched wrongly the prince's wife (who's the real queen of the realm)

[undone walrus]

Against my own desires I saw some twitter posts calling him out for not paying his artists enough, I don't really know if that's true or not. Honestly I don't care much about the topic.

I don't, but I don't mind if you do.

[lyric bobcat]

amazing

[hollow inlet]

What's that story?

[tired dagger]

Le sang et la cendre (from blood and ash)

[hardy spire]

Feels like I've heard that before 🤔

[hollow inlet]

I don't know it but I'll try finding it

[proven hound]

Don't know that title either

[tired dagger]

King does

[proven hound]

But if you're into historical books with complicated subjects I could perhaps give one to you

[proven hound]

No surprise here

[tired dagger]

That's fantasy, but sure

[hollow inlet]

👀

[tired dagger]

Did you find it?

[hardy spire]

That's a nice knife. 😳

[slow hawk]

Yall I gotta ask relationship advice. ITS IMPORTANT

[proven hound]

Indépendances by Cécile Dixneuf

[hybrid canopy]

What do you need?

[proven hound]

Okiii go on

[tired dagger]

I feel the douille arriver

[hollow inlet]

Not searched yet..

[slow hawk]

So, My gf has neither viewed my whatsapp text nor my discord ones, but i can see she's online on both platforms and she has been for the WHOLE DAY

BUT SHE ISNT ANSWERING OR VIEWING IT

[hybrid canopy]

Were y'all arguing or something?

[slow hawk]

No

[azure ridge]

Hii

[hardy spire]

You said whole day, maybe the apps are running in background? 🤔

[undone walrus]

Long distance relationship?

[slow hawk]

We know each other irl

[proven hound]

Nah because when you don't use discord for a bit of time for example you go orange, inactive

[hardy spire]

I see

[azure ridge]

Cooked?

[hardy spire]

Have you tried calling her

[hybrid canopy]

Which writer was it?

[slow hawk]

IDK HELP MY LIMERENCE(Dependent love) IS MAKING ME FREAK OUT SO BAD

[tired dagger]

Jennifer L. Armentrout

[slow hawk]

I did SHE DIDNT ANSWER

[hybrid canopy]

I think what you need to do is breathe
Calm down
How much did you message her

[undone walrus]

First time hearing that term, thats cool... anyways, how long have you two been together? And what did you do last time you messaged her?

[slow hawk]

...A lot

[hybrid canopy]

how many individual messages did you send
And what time of day is it

[slow hawk]

Since the seventh of december of this year, but we know each other since 4 years

[slow hawk]

Uhhh like 7(which isnt a lot) on whatsapp, 5 on disc, both between 3 PM to now

[hybrid canopy]

And what time is "now"

[slow hawk]

(its 9 PM in my timezone)

[dapper flax]

AH HELL NAH ALL MY AMIGOS OFF

[hardy spire]

I will say, don't jump to conclusions and don't think anything bad, wait for her reply and see what she says 🤔
Go to her home if you can

[slow hawk]

I CANT

SHE HASNT ANSWERED ALL DAY BUT SHES ONLINE IM GEN STARTING TO FREAK OUT

[hardy spire]

Then, don't assume anything bad until she replies and confront her about her being online whole day

[hybrid canopy]

Okay
I see

Well I'd say give her until roughly midnight
There's a chance that she has the apps open but isn't actively checking them

[slow hawk]

I CAN SEE SHE'S IN CALL IN ONE OF OUR COMMON GROUPS

[undone walrus]

Do you have any mutual friends or familiars that can check on her?

[hollow inlet]

Then why don't you join that call

[hybrid canopy]

Maybe that's why she's not answering(?)
If she's doing something else, she's probably focusing on that thing
And as Lugh said, you can join the call

[hardy spire]

Message her in that group or join the call

[slow hawk]

I CANT EVEN JOIN CUZ IM IN PUBLIC

[undone walrus]

Good idea. Just ask her directly.

[hollow inlet]

Ah..

[dapper flax]

AND IM USING DISCORD CHROME

[hardy spire]

Join and stay muted. She'll notice you atleast and maybe will reply

[undone walrus]

Hm?

[slow hawk]

AND IM FREAKING OUT

[proven hound]

Maybe I will sound harsh but at that point you still should learn to breathe and wait a bit because there could be many reasons she didn't answer. Perhaps she is connected but she wants to be kind of alone/to have her own time. Maybe she really didn't see the messages, forgot, etc. You're a couple but she doesn't owe you to be here right at that instant each time

[slow hawk]

I CANT IM LIKE IN A PLACE WITH PPL

[hybrid canopy]

Then wait 'til you get home
And then join

It's genuinely concerning that you are freaking out this much

[dapper flax]

AND IM VALID CRASHOUT 💔💔💔

[undone walrus]

Yeah, just have a bit of trust on your partner. But don't ignore anything you find suspicious, just talk about it with her whenever you can.

[slow hawk]

Again, I'm in state of Limerence and my whole, my WHOLE emotions base around her

[hollow inlet]

...

[proven hound]

And you should work on that bit by bit because it's unhealthy for the two of you

[hardy spire]

You have to understand. She might be your partner, but she also has a life. Give her some time and she'll reply

[hollow inlet]

that's good thing for neither of you

[slow hawk]

IVE BEEN WAITING SINCE 3 PM ITS BEEN HOURS

[hybrid canopy]

That is an UNHEALTHY level of clinginess, and I know because I suffer with clinginess problems myself
I get scared when my boyfriend doesn't respond within ten minutes
Limerence and full emotional dependency is INCREDIBLY unhealthy, you need to work on it.

[slow hawk]

We havent even talked much these days so that adds to it

[slow hawk]

I know but I dont have any possible way to be able to

[hybrid canopy]

Are you sure that she isn't just doing stuff now that the "Honeymoon period" is over?

A honeymoon period is the time when a relationship is fresh in the minds of the people within it and they start falling into the rhythms of it. It ending is the solidification of how it works. This isn't necessarily a bad thing.

[hardy spire]

You said she's in call. You can check who she's in call with right? Is it her female friends? 🤔

[slow hawk]

I know she's been online all day, has beeen in call, i know her schedules so iknow she's free the whole day

[proven hound]

Your feelings are understandable but facts stay facts, you entire world can't revolve around her and her only. She has a life too. Imagine it as her being outside for the whole day because she needed to have some fresh air by herself, she doesn't have even in that imaginary scenario to answer to you every time

[slow hawk]

It's mixed ones, but i know them so im not worried abt them

[tired sun]

Since its kinda crowded here rn, i wanna ask does anyone here know how to read tarot cards? I have a pretty important question to ask

[hybrid canopy]

My friend, I need you to understand that "Free" doesn't necessarily mean "doing nothing."
She needs to have time to socialize with friends.

[dapper flax]

General 1 has people having nitro

[slow hawk]

I know, Im self aware but that does NOT fix it

[hardy spire]

Then you shouldn't worry too much, she'll text you when she's available

[tired dagger]

OK ?

[tired sun]

@hybrid canopy u can? Can i dm u real quick?

[hybrid canopy]

Yeah sure

[hollow inlet]

So?

[dapper flax]

YE. OK :D

[slow hawk]

sorry for the rudeness, BUT SAYING IT DOESNT FIX ANYTHING

[dapper flax]

So im js saying :D
Why cant i say anything abt it

[hollow inlet]

I'm genuinely asking..

[dapper flax]

OHHHH

[proven hound]

I'm not saying it will fix it, no one here is saying it will fix anything, but you wanted advice we're giving some to you. If you can't rationalise even a little bit what is happening right now whatever we're going to say won't reach you, so that's the first step

[undone walrus]

Can't you move somewhere quiet and join her call if you're so desperate to check on her? Or is it like physically impossible for you to do so atm?

[dapper flax]

SOWWYY @hollow inlet

[hollow inlet]

It's okay 🫂

[hardy spire]

You asked for advice, and being impatient won't fix anything either. You have to be mature about this and wait for her to reply you

[slow hawk]

Im in the middle of an outside beach party

[dapper flax]

Is it irl or online if I may ask?

[proven hound]

Still I have to say it's not about being mature here since it's a case of dependancy, it's harder than "being mature or immature"

[slow hawk]

I know im sorry i just really freaked out

[slow hawk]

yeah..

[proven hound]

But that doesn't change anything we have already said

[dapper flax]

It ok

[undone walrus]

So you won't join the call because you wouldn't be able to hear anything? Isn't there some bathroom nearby to go into or something?

[hardy spire]

I get your point, but if they don't fix that habit. It can cause more issues in future when their partner is busy and away for some time. 🤔

[slow hawk]

It's, sadly, a beach party so i kinda cant

[proven hound]

I agree on that and was only correcting the maturity part of your message since as of this moment, right now, it's not a question of maturity but rationalising and calming down a bit

[hardy spire]

I would say, just join the call. Keep yourself muted and deafen. She'll notice you joined and perhaps she'll text you

[undone walrus]

Wdym you can't? It's just a party, it's not an important event that requires your whole attention.

[slow hawk]

Again, I cant, as my parents AND "friends" that are here would force me to leave as theyre alr bothering me on the fact im on my phone

[hardy spire]

Ah right. My bad for that. Thank you for the correction

[hardy spire]

You can excuse yourself and go to bathroom for a min or two

[undone walrus]

Not even if you want to go the bathroom or something? That's kinda odd

[proven hound]

Nah don't worry I must have written my message badly

[slow hawk]

SHE ANSWERED SHE ANSWERED SHE ANSWERED

[hardy spire]

Nah, you explained it pretty well! Don't worry! 😊

[hardy spire]

What did she said?

[hollow inlet]

🥁

[undone walrus]

Oh man, I hope it was something good

[slow hawk]

She said; "Oop sorry, i was making a character ;3"

[hollow inlet]

Bleg 😂

[hardy spire]

[undone walrus]

On discord?

[woven lichen]

[hardy spire]

Sigh.

[hollow inlet]

Well at least it's settled

[slow hawk]

I mean im not sure how to analyze it but uh.. I hope it's good? Even tho she ignored all the questions..

[proven hound]

Step by step

You can ask them again

[slow hawk]

yeah

[hollow inlet]

But... Yeah idk, feels like a cake without sugar

[slow hawk]

imma do it

[proven hound]

We're not really here to project or anything tbf

[hollow inlet]

But at least they answered

[undone walrus]

Pretty boring answer yea...

[proven hound]

Let her settle this by herself and first ask the questions again

[river stratus]

[hardy spire]

Who is dis

[hollow inlet]

Meow, heyllo

[slow hawk]

So I asked her again with a "Oh and btw why did it take so long to make the OC? Jst curious!"

[river stratus]

idkkl

[woven lichen]

[dreamy pagoda]

Yo, quick question, im new here, but, is the age verification or limited chat permanent?

[river stratus]

meow hi lugh

[proven hound]

Waiting for her answer like I'm her partner jpp

[river stratus]

permanet until you verify your age

[undone walrus]

Basically, yes.

[slow hawk]

She just wrote back to me and was like:"Oh no The character took only around an hour max"

[dreamy pagoda]

Instead of fixing their bots they added this?

[proven hound]

Heh

[tired dagger]

Too invested

[proven hound]

Already tired by it

[hollow inlet]

hmm... The word for baby cat is banned here?

[proven hound]

Like please people learn to answer correctly Idk

Try

HAHAH

[tired dagger]

Kitty?

[slow hawk]

.... How am I supposed to react

[undone walrus]

Idk, try it out.

[tired dagger]

Kitten?

[hollow inlet]

Wtf

[tired dagger]

Chaton?

[proven hound]

I would have asked why it took her so long to reply during the whole day if it wasn't about the OC all this time and clearly tell I was worrying a lot

[proven hound]

Were you thinking of the p word?

[undone walrus]

Ask her who she was in a call with, but in a casual way, and why she was online all day.

[hollow inlet]

I feel like + users have special rights.

[slow hawk]

Ok Imma tezt that

[woven lichen]

Kitten

[tired dagger]

Hahaa

[proven hound]

Because I don't understand why kitten would be a banned word

[undone walrus]

Kitty cat

[hollow inlet]

No 💀. Kitten
I'll try something

[slow hawk]

I did it

[proven hound]

Communication is keyyy

[slow hawk]

She's still writing :/

[hardy spire]

Now we wait and gamble

[slow hawk]

Fr

[undone walrus]

Let's go gambling!!!

[proven hound]

It really isn't the kind of relationship I could be into

[river stratus]

gamble?? i'm in

[eternal kayak]

Gambling, hell yeah!

[slow hawk]

She answered back!(I see why tbh)

[tired dagger]

Who's gambling what?

[proven hound]

Urgh

[tired dagger]

||-# me with my ex||

[hollow inlet]

Okay so, found the problem words, : discord + kitt*n

[proven hound]

No but like I had the same relationship too in the past and I lost my mind in the end + people not answering straightforwardly just annoy me

I asked you something, you answer, end of the story

[undone walrus]

Lmao

[proven hound]

Don't beat around the bush

[slow hawk]

she wrote: "Oh I was just talking with my friends and didnt check my texts" But a few hours after i first wrote to her she answered in the scout GC we have on whatsapp..

[proven hound]

I'll stop here because honestly she annoys me when I don't know her xD

[hollow inlet]

[hardy spire]

That's just sad ngl. I'm out

[undone walrus]

Let me try writing something and if I dont type again its because I got timed out

[hollow inlet]

Hmm..

[bold basin]

My name is optimus prime 🗣️

[proven hound]

Like honestly? I get you're dependant, we've told you you need to work on that but she could also be slightly more invested in your wellbeing and helping you when you could be freaking out like tonight but URGHH

[tired dagger]

Go back spamming my tiktok, I'm watching ad Laurent and Sam and it annoys me

[undone walrus]

Ok u cant write discord + kitten but you can write discord e-kitten. Epic

[hollow inlet]

Oh, interesting

[proven hound]

No i'm rping

[slow hawk]

She laughed when i told her i was dependent man

[proven hound]

Ok

[tired dagger]

You get banned 5 minutes? @hollow inlet

[proven hound]

I'm gonna

Bite

[hardy spire]

It doesn't take a min to say "I'm busy right now or on call with friends I'll text you when I'm free" it's that simple man..

[proven hound]

And

Throw a table

[hollow inlet]

58s

[slow hawk]

Actually tbh I'm starting to see why many dont like her...

[proven hound]

I'm fucking angry over her lmaooo

[hardy spire]

Me too 😭

[undone walrus]

Ok it might be over.

[hollow inlet]

(╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

[proven hound]

You waited a whole fucking day

Anyway

[strange walrus]

eh who

[slow hawk]

I guess imma just keep going til she breaks it off..

[proven hound]

Yeah nah

[hollow inlet]

Or you be the adult and stop suffering immediately

[proven hound]

Ok wait I shouldn't- Do whatever

[undone walrus]

???? Wdym?

[tired dagger]

Yup one minute to for discord kitt en

[proven hound]

My angel on my shoulder is telling me we shouldn't judge your situation in a few messages when we barely know each other
But the devil is telling me she stinks

[hollow inlet]

Waiting till you're only a ghost of yourself is the worst fucking idea ever

[slow hawk]

Keep acting as if it's fine and stuff til SHE's the one to confront me and break up

[proven hound]

[strange walrus]

Somebody update me on this pretty please

[proven hound]

Nah nah nah wait wait wait

[tired dagger]

I would trust the devil if my nose was doing its job /j

[hollow inlet]

Bleg

[proven hound]

WAAAIT

[hollow inlet]

Type faster catoru

[slow hawk]

I mean she's usually caring but still.. I kinda despise her sometimes when she does this

[hardy spire]

Then be clear with her about your feelings

[tired dagger]

I knew that situation, ended up blocked by my ex :3

[slow hawk]

I was clear she IGNORED THE MESSAGES

[strange walrus]

Does that happen often?

[slow hawk]

I mean sometimes

[proven hound]

You're clearly stating you don't feel right in that relationship so it's either:

• you're too dependant and can't see what she is really doing for you
• she is at fault for many things we don't know

But in the end you need to COMMUNICATE once and FOR GOOD. You clearly say what's happening in your mind and feelings about your relationship and how it's going right now. You say (again) you know you're seriously dependant and that yes you should work on it but she could definitively try to help you too (one text every four or five hours if possible haven't killed anyone so far)

[hollow inlet]

Can i ask something Sunlette, how old are the both of you?

[proven hound]

Faster wasn't the problem I needed to be clear and objective as much as possible

[undone walrus]

How can you expect to be with someone if you aren't open about how you feel with her? If you're genuinely at a point where you despise her sometimes then why are you still with her?

[slow hawk]

She's around 16 while I'm 15

[proven hound]

Waw

[tired dagger]

[slow hawk]

I mean not actually hate her just that panicked annoyed

[hardy spire]

Oh what.

[hollow inlet]

It was just light teasing but okay, sorry

[proven hound]

The same age I was in my toxic relationship that lasted 4 years and ruined my mental health

[proven hound]

I know Lugh

[slow hawk]

My mental health is a rollercoaster bc of her (But she did pull me out of being numb, so she still helped, i think)

[proven hound]

For you Lugh:

[undone walrus]

Just be honest about how you feel and tell her about it. You can't expect a relationship to magically fix itself if you aren't trying to communicate openly with your partner.

[tired dagger]

-# I'm a kid watching people talking but can't make joke to not offend anyone

[strange walrus]

Can I just say that doesn't mean you are forever bound to that person

[tired dagger]

I'm going back to tiktok

[slow hawk]

I do talk about it, I have so many messages saying "Hey so uhm could you like try not to joke abt my problems?"7

[hollow inlet]

btw, my nickname is luggy if you want 😶‍🌫️

[strange walrus]

She helped you yes, but if she's not treating you right you'll eventually just fall back into that state where you don't feel all too good

[austere magnet]

they dont know my user name

[slow hawk]

Feels like it

[proven hound]

If you never say anything you don't try anything either. To improve a relationship or know if it's still worth it you have to talk together in a serious way. There is no age to start taking things seriously and act like someone well... here mature

[slow hawk]

I DO THOUGH SHE JUST IGNORES THEM

[proven hound]

...Luggy. Luggy... Are you giving me permission to call you by a nickname omg

[tired dagger]

[proven hound]

Bleh just dump her

SORRY NOT SORRY

[strange walrus]

I get it, and again I am just an outsider here, I cannot force you to do anything, Im just giving you my thoughts is all

[undone walrus]

Ok then if she doesn't respect your desires then that's not the person for you and that's fine. If she really ignores you then why bother? Break-up and be the mature one.

[strange walrus]

Thiss!

[river stratus]

Just because she helped you doesn't mean you owe her everything. I too had that person who pulled me out of my void, and just for that reason, am I going to let them drag me around like a brainless puppet? Nah man, You also have to learn that she doesn't have to be everything to you, you have to work a lot on YOU, to be honest.

[slow hawk]

I doubt I can

[tired dagger]

HI THOMAS

[hardy spire]

[river stratus]

hi Papate

[hollow inlet]

Yes i do.. unless it's too soon/bold or anything 😅

[tired dagger]

I feel out of the conversation but I want the te1

[slow hawk]

I mean I do try to work on myself but I gen cant

[proven hound]

Also someone can help you for a certain amount of time and in the end they don't give you anything positive. Relationships aren't bound to last forever. You lose friends and lovers etc. as time passes by and that's the normal circle of relationships (romantic or platonic)

[strange walrus]

You know there's more options, you don't have to do it alone

[proven hound]

The adult's joke saying "I had 20 friends at school and now only 2" is not really a joke btw

[proven hound]

NO I TAKE IT LUGGY

[undone walrus]

That's supposed to be a joke? It's just reality lol

[strange walrus]

I never saw that as a joke to be honest

[proven hound]

Kids tend to think it's a joke

I laughed at my mother saying it

[slow hawk]

I tried once to break up with her, But I didnt menage to be without her (This one was also my WORST episode of self punishment I EVER did)

[river stratus]

And do you think she's helping you to improve in that way?

[strange walrus]

Omggg apologize to your motherrr

[proven hound]

Already did it

[slow hawk]

Sometimes she does

[strange walrus]

Good good

[slow hawk]

She did help me realize my disorders so that's useful to be self aware so

[tired dagger]

[hardy spire]

I would say, since you're way too dependant on her. Don't breakup right away, but slowly start putting distance between yourself and her. Chat with her less, meet her less and etc etc. slowly you'll get used to being without her. Then breakup

[strange walrus]

I don't wanna sound rude but professionals can help with that too

[river stratus]

Papate my stomach hurts 🙏

[tired dagger]

Oh no bébou, did you eat?

[slow hawk]

Tell that to my parents since i cant go without their permission (They think I'm a white straight girl who's main problem is grades)

[hollow inlet]

bans all chocolate in Thomas world

[tired dagger]

No!

[river stratus]

i ate something that i didn't realize had chili in it and now i have gastritis

[slow hawk]

I could try i guess

[river stratus]

well, i already had gastritis but yk yk

[tired dagger]

Gastritis? Is it gasto? (in French?)

[strange walrus]

Ah.. I see, that makes itt a bit more complicated

[strange walrus]

As long as it ain't my world

[hardy spire]

Mhm. That's a better option, rather than breaking up right away and managing everything on your own. Also try spending more time with friends and family, rather than just her

[proven hound]

My super extremely toxic relationship was so toxic I tried to break up multiple times with him and always ended up coming back... And then one day I said "fuck". He helped a whole lot but also drained me a whole lot, was only a ghost of myself, depression being worse day by day.

So one day I just said everything but in a very gentle way, close to "I'm thanking you for everything you did for me and I'm not breaking up because I'm not not acknowledging what we had together but I'm not happy with you anymore". Imagine a wall of words though. And then I blocked him. Everywhere.

Talked on the internet with people, played games, went outside. Not easy, was the hardest month of my life (like literally, self destruction was something) but after two months? Omfg I started to breathe again and my mental health went drastically better. It's hard AT THE BEGINNING, it hurts, it makes you cry every day, but then after all that mess you start to feel better

[strange walrus]

Thiiiiisss a thousand times this

[slow hawk]

I'm gonna try

[river stratus]

no clue, it's just like very bad evil stomach pain when you eat stuff with acids, like chili or chips with chili

[hollow inlet]

doritos are now erased from Camila's universe

[strange walrus]

hooooly text

[proven hound]

So what

[tired dagger]

Eat something plain and nutritious like pasta, it should pass

[slow hawk]

I could try... although the self destruction and self punishings might be... very concerning

[river stratus]

no lugh no stop

[hardy spire]

Gosh, I'm glad you're in a healthy relationship now! 😊

[proven hound]

I know it and kind of imagine it well. Don't do anything in a rush but rather think about it and what you could do by yourself if you ever break up with her. Try now. Do something else, think of something else, find hobbies, solutions when you're so down you think of destructing and punishing

[strange walrus]

I'm sobbing I don't even know why I got a time out

[strange walrus]

Diabolical, a cr1me

[slow hawk]

But what if i cant, since the episodes come specifically at night

[hardy spire]

You better try, and remember you can always talk with people if it feels to heavy on your mind. Communication is the key

[hollow inlet]

Okay I'll be a good boy 🐕‍🦺

[proven hound]

Though I need to say I ended up in good terms with that ex, surprisingly. We talked it out years later. It was the worst and best experience to know what I'll never let anyone do to me anymore huh

[slow hawk]

I guess I could try

[proven hound]

You mean each night you're feeling bad? You want to destruct/punish at night?

[strange walrus]

Also remembered communication needs to come from both sides

[slow hawk]

Usually I feel the urge to at night specifically

[proven hound]

Trouble sleeping?

[slow hawk]

cuz that's when everything is silent and my mind the loudest

[proven hound]

I get it

[slow hawk]

Insomnia

[proven hound]

Each reminder on my skin was done at night so really I understand

Do you happen to be able to seek for professional help or not at all?

[slow hawk]

not at all

[hardy spire]

Good thing is that you talked it out properly. It always makes me happy when people are able to stand for themselves 😊

[proven hound]

Are you willing to try alone? Because that's what I have done when I was fourteen to seventeen. I was following lots of therapists on the internet that matched what I needed, read a lot of books, found hobbies, people to talk to, safe places to express myself, games I liked (that were chill most of the time) etc

[spring walrus]

invincible wobbly animation

[slow hawk]

I try and tried to but I seemingly only get worse as I try

[proven hound]

You okay to tell me what you tried and how?

Ok I'm going to eat though

[hardy spire]

Or try to do more exercises during the day, so your body will be tired and you will fall asleep, or try talking with people on internet

[proven hound]

Gonna come back later if you're still here and good to talk

[slow hawk]

I distracted myself, Read books, tried to break the tools i use to myself and try to eat more and talk to my friends abt it

[slow hawk]

I do that daily and I still cant (Hyperactivity at it's peak)

[hardy spire]

I would say, distract your mind as much as you can at night. Grab your headphones, play music and play games rhat you enjoy and remember keep a specific playlist of songs that aren't sad or won't remind you of her. Play games or talk with people on discord or other places, watch shows, videos.

Reading books is a good idea, but doesn't work for many people

[signal garnet]

[hollow inlet]

🥐

[strange walrus]

Me too

[hollow coral]

Is it me or is deepsqueak broken? Like my characters are not in character.

[tired dagger]

I need to get off tiktok.. I saw a man shaving his chest into a batman shape

[strange walrus]

It does that sometimes, usually refreshing the page helps, or logging out and logging back in

[hollow coral]

Oh ok.

[strange walrus]

Hope it helps, if not I have no clue how to help

[proven hound]

From exp you can break everything you'll always find something else but I do agree with what was said before though I wouldn't tell you to ban sad songs completely (unless too triggering) since expressing your emotions is a big part of processing them

[proven hound]

You just need me to send videos that's different

[river stratus]

i saw 5 videos of a fish dancing with a yeehaw sound in the background

[tired dagger]

Please, I need a new feed

[tired dagger]

What..?

[river stratus]

my fyp is lwk fried

[tired dagger]

As it seems..

[grand snow]

its deepsqueak/pipsqueak. its been hell on trying to use it on scenes lol

[proven hound]

I'm on a mission right now lmaoo

[tired dagger]

I see that, thank you for the Toji one

[proven hound]

OF COUUURSE

[slow hawk]

I guess

[lyric bobcat]

@river stratus yo, buy me muffin

[river stratus]

i'm poor yo

[river stratus]

like very poor

[lyric bobcat]

but you have a job man, c'mooon

[tired dagger]

Thomas..

[strange walrus]

Muffins are expensive these days

[proven hound]

Everything is

[dapper flax]

I will steal them

[strange walrus]

👀Don't get caught

[dapper flax]

Okayy dw Im gonna steal it and give it all to yall <33

[hollow inlet]

Deer muffins

[strange walrus]

Thanks divaa

[cedar bridge]

is there a time limit for chatting with bots?

[mystic gazelle]

boots n cats

[hollow inlet]

deers n wolves

[dapper flax]

IM NOT DEER 💔💔💔

[hushed meadow]

Are the app devs being fr? I can’t even talk to MY OWN CHARACTERS I MADE. Cuz of this ahh age verification. Like no, im not going to give my info to a freaking AI app. They have to remove this shi

[dapper flax]

NOO 💔💔 BL LOVERR IM HUNTING YOU

[dapper flax]

NPPP

[strange walrus]

Cats and boots

[strange walrus]

I definitely agree with this, it's crazy

[hollow inlet]

Reversal prey game? 😂

[dapper flax]

YE.S

[hollow inlet]

meow

[proven hound]

[hollow inlet]

This deer better be fast then

[strange walrus]

Quack

[dapper flax]

im deer am I 💔💔

[hollow inlet]

hmm...
-# yes? 😅

[scarlet socket]

Hihi guess who🤔

[dapper flax]

.
Im gonna be in your walls in midnight and see you talk to c.ai bl character

[hollow inlet]

[dapper flax]

TRAVIS SCOTTT

[hollow inlet]

well... okay

[scarlet socket]

I like the enthusiasm but no

[dapper flax]

<333 good!!!

[dapper flax]

im naming u fein

[hollow inlet]

-# dies

[proven hound]

[dapper flax]

NOOOO BL LOVER U WERE MY AMIGO

[scarlet socket]

WHAT

[dapper flax]

SHUT UP AND ACCEPT IT OR IM HUNTING YOU

[tired dagger]

You're watching people die and enjoy it? /j

[dapper flax]

yes he does

[scarlet socket]

what

[dapper flax]

[strange walrus]

Heh?

[proven hound]

Luggy survives everything

[dapper flax]

SURIVO4

[scarlet socket]

My friends scare me

[hollow inlet]

It'll never happen for obvious reasons but i just pictured if Dee was randomly seeing me on the streets irl, she'd use how she call me here...

[dapper flax]

Hwheehehe

[hollow inlet]

[proven hound]

Terrifying

[dapper flax]

BL LOVAE-

[hollow inlet]

Ahhhh

[proven hound]

[dapper flax]

:)))

[hollow inlet]

Deer Girl

[dapper flax]

YEH YEH KEEP IT

[scarlet socket]

I was talking too a friend of mine im really close with a few days ago, and i was rambling and he was like js saying simon because we were kind of having a disagreement and mid conversation he suddenly said ‘hi june and no simon’ its slightly frightening because usually like, people don’t really tell or know

[dapper flax]

FCK YOU

[hollow inlet]

:(

okay

[dapper flax]

IM JK IM SOWWY 🫂

SOWWYYY BL LOVERRR

[scarlet socket]

Whats with the side eye lugh😞

[dapper flax]

SPWWYY @hollow inlet
BL LOVER COME BACKK
IM SOWWWWYY

FOOH

ZEPS2PS1P1SLD2KCE

DPSPS1PS1SLSLSP2

[strange walrus]

Well that's awkward

[scarlet socket]

LUGH

[dapper flax]

👉👈

oopsiw

[hollow inlet]

Got to, sorry

[dapper flax]

SOWWWYYY HUG

😔✌️ MB BOI

[hollow inlet]

Anyway
for me:
side eye : 🙄
curiosity: 👀

[dapper flax]

Opposite 🤨??

My birdie is not a gull
But
It makes a gull sound

[scarlet socket]

Also

[hollow inlet]

Idk

[scarlet socket]

Why curious then, i hate this timer

[dapper flax]

ME TO

Ah foc im gettin ignored 😔✌️

LOL

[hollow inlet]

Because of the "hi June and no Simon' thingy

[dapper flax]

And hi july

Hi August
Hi September
Hi October
Hi November
And hi December

[scarlet socket]

Ohh

[hollow inlet]

Fuck December

[karmic scaffold]

Hi January

[dapper flax]

Hi February

[scarlet socket]

Read my desc for context 😞

[wet sable]

is anyon havin problems?

[hollow inlet]

Kitty Kitty pstpstpstpst

[dapper flax]

MEOW

BLEHHH :PPP

[hollow inlet]

Deezcat

[dapper flax]

. controls to not cuss
MEOWOWKWKEEOW

[hollow inlet]

Okay okay

[scarlet socket]

how i feel knowing my back is in the same condition as a 80 year old with arthritis in their spine

[proven hound]

I was born in December

[jaunty burrow]

Me too

[hollow inlet]

Okay nvm i love December now 😂

[proven hound]

Thank you

[jaunty burrow]

December jumpscare

[proven hound]

[scarlet socket]

Norwegian

[dapper flax]

"3rd of December" ✨️✨️

[hollow inlet]

Its just not a very happy month for me.

[proven hound]

1st

[dapper flax]

Me oct..

[proven hound]

I start the month

[dapper flax]

DAMNN 30 DAYS AWAY FROM NEW YEAR

[velvet palm]

Hi guys, a question but it’s just me or the app is getting worse and worse☠️
Ads everywhere, it takes longer to generate the replies, and it lags…

[jaunty burrow]

Ghost

[proven hound]

Me neither don't worry
Plus I was only joking it's fine hate this month as much as you want to

[dapper flax]

Samee and not being rude use the website theres no ads

[scarlet socket]

Yes

[dapper flax]

I FUCKING HATE OCTOBER MONTH
But happy bday to lovely people who born in it 💕

[hollow inlet]

I mean, everyone can like it, just for me personally Christmas month is bad memories

[velvet palm]

Yeah normally I use website but yk the phone is more convenient haha 🫠

[dapper flax]

Ah I see

[scarlet socket]

Jeg viste ikke at det hvar norske mensker her, eller menesker sånn kan snakke norsk da

[hollow inlet]

Anyway

[dapper flax]

Wot is ur height 🤨

[scarlet socket]

Is this a good time too say ignore me if i cant spell

[proven hound]

Same boat Luggy

[dapper flax]

OR IS IT PERSONAL TOO 💔💔 @hollow inlet

[proven hound]

I'm taller than Luggy

Hehehehe

[dapper flax]

Im 5'1 👉👈

[proven hound]

Talk in centimeters

[dapper flax]

156cm 💔

[hollow inlet]

159cm
Lol

[dapper flax]

AAAA 3CM AWAYY

[proven hound]

[dapper flax]

Hbu @proven hound

[hollow inlet]

🍋

[proven hound]

166

[scarlet socket]

163 on my passport, closer too 165-167cm

[tired dagger]

Like meee

[dapper flax]

not BADD

[hollow inlet]

It's funny honestly

[proven hound]

We're the trio 166 then

[scarlet socket]

Im saying this because my passport is like 2-3 years old now 😭

[dapper flax]

NOT BAD too :D

[proven hound]

I stopped growing up at 16yo...

[dapper flax]

HUH

[scarlet socket]

I could have been 180cm if my dad didn’t have shorter genes

[dapper flax]

😨😨..
I think I stopped too 💔💔

[hollow inlet]

My mom was 156cm, and my dad 166cm

[proven hound]

Mind you my mother might be around 145cm

[dapper flax]

my mom is 168cm

[tired dagger]

My mom is around 160, my father at 180

[hollow inlet]

This is why i find this funny

[dapper flax]

My dad is 176cm ig?

[tired dagger]

My twin brother is 180 too

I was supposed to be 180 💔

[hollow inlet]

Damn

[wide creek]

how do i gain self respect

[proven hound]

Dad by blood is 180cm too

[marble summit]

[dapper flax]

My family is SHORT

[scarlet socket]

I still had a small growth thing recently I’m like six weeks of being 18 (its not common but not unheard off)

[proven hound]

Yup indeed

Especially if you're AMAB

[wide creek]

on a more spiritual way

[tired dagger]

Amab usually grow until 20 or 22

[proven hound]

[tired dagger]

Afab is around 16

[proven hound]

I was doomed since birth

[scarlet socket]

My dad is like 164-165 and my mom was 180 now 175?

[hollow inlet]

learning quietly

[tired dagger]

Even in bed ready to sleep my period doesn't want to stop hurting me

[scarlet socket]

Usually yes

[dapper flax]

Getting older I guess..? (Not being rude)

[tired dagger]

Short king and tall queen, I love that

[scarlet socket]

Girls typically stop growing taller about one to two years after their first period, which generally results in reaching their final adult height around age 15 or 16. While the most significant growth spurt occurs between ages 10 and 15, some girls may continue to grow slightly until age 18

[wide creek]

try hugging your knees it gets less painful 😭

[scarlet socket]

Yeah, 39 this month :))

[proven hound]

If AFAB people take testosterone before or during their 15s/16s they can potentially gain some height they would have never got (gotten?) otherwise

[dapper flax]

:00 bett

[tired dagger]

I'm laying nn my back, a headpad on my pubis, I'm "good"

[wide creek]

you got this 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

[dapper flax]

I wanna be tall because my cousin kept calling me shortie

[wide creek]

what’s AFAB?

[scarlet socket]

My family has a history of the women having a slightly higher testosterone level then normal (eg being able too grow some facial hair etc) meaning for still and stopping to grow at 18 isn’t totally out of the question 😭

[proven hound]

Female at birth

AMAB for male at birth

[tired dagger]

Since this morning? I would have stabbed myself 3 times and my brother 4th. I'm good

[wide creek]

i feel you😭😭

[scarlet socket]

Im lucky, tho idk, i can pass as both male and female depending on if i have long or short hair or if i bind or not (im genderfluid) and usually i have some sort of mullet but now its like shoulder blade length

[proven hound]

Being androgynous >>>>

[scarlet socket]

Also partially due to the fact im part Native American

[proven hound]

I love to confuse people

[dapper flax]

Excuse me gang imma watch movies nice talk <3
And @hollow inlet sry to cuss at ya

[proven hound]

"Hello ma'am... mister..."
I never answer fully and let them drown in confusion

[scarlet socket]

By this i mean, i have a slightly different build, as in facial its a mix between both masculine and feminine enough too pass as either honestly

I love the duality tbh

[hollow inlet]

It's okay, I'm not mad, i was just surprised
See you later Dee

[tired dagger]

And French old person be like "Wtf are you, you don't exist" /j

[proven hound]

Partly why I don't answer

Wouldn't matter if I tried to explain or not

It's neutral to leave them in their questions

[scarlet socket]

I used to have a pretty deep voice until i was like, 11?, not like overly deep but generally more boyish, it can still be considered so purely based on the fact i have a slightly lower octave and rougher way of speaking (also passable as feminine) just a little odd

[proven hound]

Sometimes they get into small arguments though when it's a couple

"It'a a woman! Show some respect!"
"But his voice!"
"But look at her hair and face!
"But it's a masculine face to me!"

[scarlet socket]

I was taught english via youtube growing up so i have a mix between an American and British accent and ive had American friends call me british, and British friends call me American, what i have also had is australian

[tired dagger]

Sometime I wonder if I don't like all genders, but if I find someone who is a woman/trans/whatever they are except men I want to see all my racist/homophobic family reaction

[tired dagger]

It's a iel deal with it

[scarlet socket]

My sister is like 9 right, and lately shes been watching a lot of youtube and talking about, should i dress emo or preppy today and being overly self conscious like sweet wonderful baby girl your nine, please put the tablet down and LIVE

Like no you dont have a big fat stomach its literally your organs and baby fat you’ll grow into as you get taller and your bones also shift and you enter that awkward stage where your like really weird and lanky, you’ll be okay

That was super off topic but yea, I really hate the internet nowadays because of how negatively it impacts young children already now, i had my first phone at 8 or so and it was a samsung flip phone, then iphone and i watched jeffy and play doh, why are you at nine years old watching makeup tuts and wearing crop tops??

I hate to say it, but back in my day my momma would have burned every single crop top and grounded me for months

[tired dagger]

Monday for Easter, my mom heard my cousin (11) talking to my other cousin (10),both girls: "Damn, you ate a lot today". She ate as much as a kid should ate.

[hollow inlet]

Based mom honestly

[tired dagger]

I had a non healthy relationship with food because of my mom around this age too, but damn, they're already bodyshaming..

[scarlet socket]

I genuinely hate that kind of mindset now because like, you are a wonderful amazing KID, kids look strange, they need it too grow, did you think you were skinny and pretty at birth?? Like let people be people

[scarlet socket]

THAT, it physically hurts me, considering i spent well over a year raising my sister (long story) and yeah, sibling dynamics and shes super annoying but like, please don’t say things like that

Its genuinely so unhealthy, and kids deserve to be kids not spend all day inside, they have school yeah, and im outside more than them, sometimes 2-3h a day just walking my dog and playing and im 18.

[proven hound]

Not commonly used enough for me to talk about it to anyone tbh

[scarlet socket]

Their inside more then i used to be at their age, like id be out until it started getting dark after coming home from school and id climb trees and wander around on my own

[tired dagger]

I hate that the same cousin who bodyshamed is one of those iPad kids..

[hybrid canopy]

What's everyone talking about

[scarlet socket]

My mom would have broken my ‘ipad’ if i had one back then, (unrelated sos) but like, the way they depend on devices and wanting tt or too dance and be skinny and pretty is just insane

[tired dagger]

It should be.. But we'll, French mentally I guess..

[scarlet socket]

Like ur 6-10 years old you shouldn’t be worrying about that

[hardy gazelle]

“French” yea sounds about right

[scarlet socket]

Actually, no one should ever have too worry about their weight or appearance in my opinion (unless its too a point where its from an illness or causing you health issues or complications,eg severe obesity or so)

[tired dagger]

I shocked my aunt last week telling her I'm around 70kg while every other women in my family want to be around 50

[tired dagger]

I didn't understand what you said, can you explain?

[hardy gazelle]

Idk I deal with Belgians a lot and I know how those are. Belgians are half French so I js kinda thought the French would also be obsessed with being skinny

[mystic gazelle]

boots n cats

[hybrid canopy]

Why is France being mentioned

[scarlet socket]

Im around 70kg or so but i have to go back down too 50 minimum because i have prior health issues (immune deficiency and bad knees/back) and the small extra weight for my height puts too much strain on my body too the point im in constant pain because of it

[tired dagger]

Oh yes, they are, I mean I know my family is

[hardy gazelle]

50kgs is so little what?

[tired dagger]

Bc of our mentality about food

[scarlet socket]

At a minimum i said, i meant between 50-60 😭

[tired dagger]

Oh shit, I'm sorry about that, I hope you can achieve what you aim for then

[hardy gazelle]

60 also isn’t that much?😭

[scarlet socket]

For me thats a healthy weight I’ve discussed with my doctors, its mostly for my physical health because the constant tension on my knees can cause the joints to wear down and cause long term damage

[tired dagger]

I'd 60 is a good weight

Depending on your height

[scarlet socket]

For my build, height and weight in question 50-60 is actually a very healthy weight

[hardy gazelle]

Yea

[hardy gazelle]

Wait how tall?

[scarlet socket]

5’6-‘5’7 or so

[gray barn]

What’s good people

[hardy gazelle]

Oh nvm

[hybrid canopy]

Fair enough (I am so confusled)

[hardy gazelle]

I was thinking like the 180 point or so since that’s pretty avarage where I live

[tired dagger]

About our relationship with food? I can explain a bit if you want

[scarlet socket]

50-60 is considered pretty normal here and i did talk to my doctors abt it so its okay, and a recommended weight for my health problems

[scarlet socket]

Ohh, no yeah i get what you mean

[proven hound]

Yeah in France it's all about look. Skinnier is better so you must eat in order to stay "fit"

[hybrid canopy]

Moreso the fact that it was unspecified what type of food conversation it was

But yes I would like to hear too

[hardy gazelle]

Round 70 is a regular here (but yea I weight around 60 aswell so I see where your coming from)

[tired dagger]

Basically French people is obsessed to be skinny as Gojo said, it's the to the point they put kids on diet (I was part of that), there's adds everywhere about it, whole company dedicating to food industries making quick meals with low calories

[fallen timber]

is yalls website not pulling up?

[scarlet socket]

i also eat pretty well (never been a breakfast person) but i eat 2-3x a day and considering i walk maybe 3-4h a day with my dog, sometimes twice a day, some spent running etc since i have a working breed dog that needs the exercise im loosing the weight necessary in a healthy way (plus lots of water too keep hydrated!)

[tired dagger]

They put shame on people who have a little fat on the waist/legs or wherever, it's very unhealthy and they're quick to judge about it

[hardy gazelle]

??? Sounds actually horrible. You would get shot where I live if you force your child to be skinny

[scarlet socket]

I get it, i used to be 45-44kg at some point and then suddenly in like a month or so i had to get up too 70-76kg i put on too much weight too fast for my joints to be able too keep up as well, so for me in order too live pain free im recommended 50-60 (50 being the absolute lowest which is unlikely) and 60 being an okay weight, but between 55 or 63 is a good weight for me

[hardy gazelle]

No yea then it makes sense :P

Js make sure to keep up some energy. What I noticed when I was losing weight was that I was basically constantly tired

[tired dagger]

See when I was around 12 and started to get my period, I got pills because they were too painful and other health problems, which made me go from 50 to 70kg, my mom, instead of trying help stop eating junk food or make me change pills put me diets

[scarlet socket]

Also counts for the fact im technically supposed to be an M but genes play too, so im around a L(42 pants wise) or XXL if i want too feel like im not a butcher sausage

[scarlet socket]

I have vitamins and supplements for it, i have an immune deficiency so it fluctuates for me plus stress plays heavily into it, i generally have to drink a lot of water and eat consistently, ive always been overly tired but i also lack iron (this i dont have a supplement for yet)

[tired dagger]

I know that in my family, women will go on diets right after holidays like Easter, new years and everything, diets being no putting fat on meat and eat vegetables..

[hardy gazelle]

I have vitamins too and yea they do help with energy levels I think(I suck with taking supplements tho they make me feel so sick so idk about them)

[proven hound]

You're considered chubby and ugly if you have rounded cheeks (talking from experience) and if your thighs, when you stand, actually touch then you're considered fat

[hardy gazelle]

???

That would be multiple people I would consider a health weight. Holy

[scarlet socket]

Also considering i was born afab theres a lot of other things too consider, plus my estrogen/testosterone levels aren’t exactly even or right (underneath the fact endometriosis is hereditary) i was on the pill (the shot version) and i didn’t take it since last summer and ever since then (no period) sos if its a tw or uncomfortable topic(?) but basically i have to get an allergy pannel, get blood work and a ‘stof’ or substance screen (like do i lack vitamin etc)

[timber meteor]

Hello people

Talking about healthy food uh?

[proven hound]

Welcome in France

[scarlet socket]

I have this oil thing i take so its not a whole ton, and most vitamins i get with the limited ish food palette i have but otherwise im okay (i just need to eat more bread atleast)

[tired dagger]

France: country of gastronomie, wine and bodyshaming

BUT

If you're a man, NONE OF THIS APPLIES TO YOU

[proven hound]

Indeed

[tired dagger]

https://tenor.com/view/so-pissed-im-work-mad-gif-23416426

[hollow inlet]

sadly

[scarlet socket]

Man i need to get these migraines checked out

[timber meteor]

Why

[proven hound]

Patriarchy

[tired dagger]

Because women have to me pretty.

French mentality

[hardy gazelle]

Sooo where I live it’s like 60% farmland + the fact that we have a pretty vegy/ non fattened meat community that wouldn’t really change much? Idk how that would be in a probably much denser place tho so idk

[timber meteor]

You can't be fr

[proven hound]

Lmao

[tired dagger]

Unfortunately, I am.

[proven hound]

Feminism exists for a reason

But it's getting political

[scarlet socket]

I hate the dutch medical system everything gets dismissed and ur told to just take paracetamol, like i had to take my step dads painkillers once because the doctors refused to prescribe me any (they were strong enough too tranquillise a horse but he’s also disabled after being hit by a drunk driver and having 19 surgeries or something)

[proven hound]

I'll stop the thought here

[tired dagger]

Women have to be pretty, if you walk around in sweat pants and t-shirt you're ugly and y'dobnt care about yourself

[timber meteor]

My country will PROBABLY get the first female president on it's history

[hollow inlet]

Hard to be adults without any political thoughts tbh

[lyric bobcat]

amazing

[scarlet socket]

I agree i think??

[proven hound]

Ofc but well it's a server for everyone and politics should be avoided since it's a tough subject

[timber meteor]

But that is still hard since there's another candidate with strong support

[hollow notch]

Hi chat!

[scarlet socket]

Im slightly confused about the statement but alas

[hardy gazelle]

I’m pretty sure my country has the first gay prime minister

[lyric bobcat]

hi Simon !!

[scarlet socket]

ALSO HI THOMAS

[tired dagger]

Hii

[hollow notch]

I’ve been getting into Twisted Wonderland recently and omg I’m in love with the show I can’t wait for season 2 :p

[scarlet socket]

the one time i need paracetamol its empty

[hollow inlet]

What i mean is, we're almost are all adults here, there's points where we're kinda forced to fall into political territory, even if slightly.

[scarlet socket]

Ohh yeah

[jade rivet]

Are we all here because of time limit??

[hardy gazelle]

Lmao. (We love paracetamol tho)

[tired dagger]

Anyway, I'm going to sleep, goodnight everyone!

[river stratus]

good night papate

[hardy gazelle]

?

[hollow notch]

Is anyone else into the show? I can’t find anyone else ;w;

[hollow inlet]

Good night patate

[hollow notch]

Night!!

[tired dagger]

Nope, we're here to actually talk

[proven hound]

Nighty night

[hollow inlet]

I'm here cause frens

[jade rivet]

Oh..

[river stratus]

if you wanna see fights about that go to #💭︱cai-discussion

[proven hound]

Finally here to wish you good night Papate

[timber meteor]

Who is him?

[jade rivet]

No fights just sad

[tired dagger]

After days I say goodnight in DM and you're already gone

[proven hound]

I'M SOWWYYYY

[scarlet socket]

I mean ive never really liked politics but if id have too choose id be more too the left(democratic) since i grew up in a democratic country as well and it generally coincides with my views, but then again you had socialism i suppose so honestly its a mix mix

[proven hound]

[tired dagger]

Naaah don't worry

[hardy gazelle]

Rob jetten (might’ve remembered wrong tho but I thought he was gay)

[tired dagger]

I understand, you work and need rest

[proven hound]

I always talk in my bed at this hour so when my eyes close... well

[scarlet socket]

Dutchie too?

[hardy gazelle]

Yuhhh

[tired dagger]

Anyway

[proven hound]

[scarlet socket]

Cooolll i moved seven years ago there (im miserable this town is so boring i wish i lived on a farm or in the woods anything but THIS place im in rn)

[timber meteor]

Oh and I will be fr about what I said earlier, I wouldn't like that woman I said to be the president since she collaborates with the ex-president who is a total son of a-

[scarlet socket]

ALSO GOODNIGHT PAPATE

[hardy gazelle]

The place I live has city rights but isn’t a city 😭 (also I live around farmland it’s actually so quiet and nice)

[hollow notch]

I wanna talk about Twisted Wonderland so badly but I think I missed out on the peak of the fandom I don’t see much about it anymore 😭

[timber meteor]

I live in a rural town and it's not that bad, people are good here

[fair steppe]

The ads are growing ridiculous. They cover content and I'm having an ad in particular that's a new page. Like yahoo. Like I have to hit the back key to return to the content. It's getting beyond a joke

[hardy gazelle]

I really wish I could understand you but I don’t think I’ve watched a show in like 5 years😭

[scarlet socket]

I live in zeeland so yeah, just towns and ocean honestly, we’re thinking about moving further up and closer to belgium (axel?) too get away from where were now, we live in a very bad neighbourhood currently

[hollow notch]

Sobs so loudly, I heard they’re making a season 2 and I’m actually really excited

[timber meteor]

I'm getting tons of ads too bro it's so annoying

[scarlet socket]

I live in a ghetto, someone broke our door once, beat my sister up, and police are too scared to do anything so people are being beat up left and right and no one speaks up

[hardy gazelle]

Ugh Zeeland does not sound nice. I live on an island bro (half the people are lowkey racist tho)

[fair steppe]

It's not just the ads, it's giving "desperate hot 34 year old one (1) mile away"

[timber meteor]

Oh that's bad...

[austere osprey]

what is it about?

[timber meteor]

Sorry for your sister, Simon

[hardy gazelle]

What the actual hell is happening in Zeeland bro?

[hollow notch]

It’s about like this guy who is sent to twisted wonderland (this show is based on Disney villains) where he’s stuck in this academy that had 7 house wardens based on the 7 greater Disney villains (ex: a house wardens based on the Queen of hearts, another based on Scar

[scarlet socket]

Ohhh, i wish, id love too live nearer too farmland and or a forest, i have a dog and i love hiking in the woods etc but nothing here and the woods that do exist r like, a sanctuary/protected

[scarlet socket]

A lot of crazy stuff

[scarlet socket]

And thank you, shes okay ish now but none of the kids play outside anymore unless supervised or close by incase they need too call for help

[austere osprey]

isnt that adapted from a mobile game?

[dapper flax]

hi hello hey gang:D

[hardy gazelle]

Nothing that crazy happens where I live. Just sometimes a whale will wash up on shore (also we have seals:))

[timber meteor]

Where I live it's pretty safe, only difference is that the illegal groups control the zone

[hollow notch]

I think so- I’ve never played the game I’ve only seen the show

[timber meteor]

Hi

[river stratus]

hello dee

[hollow inlet]

Dee||🌻||

[hollow notch]

The DO

[austere osprey]

it seems kinda interesting I might watch it whenn I have the time to do so

[hardy gazelle]

Zeeland also just doesn’t sound like a nice place to live. I don’t think I’ve ever heard a positive thing about it (except maybe the delta works?) I’ve heard more good things being said about Leeuwarden (iykyk)

[hollow notch]

Yuhh!!

[timber meteor]

Australia

[dapper flax]

Bro.. my birdie is making gull sounds

[hardy gazelle]

I think you got confused I meant the Dutch province not the country of New Zealand

[timber meteor]

Wait there was a Dutch province called that?

[hardy gazelle]

Yea

Old Zealand lmao

[timber meteor]

Things in my country Colombia are getting crazier too

[river stratus]

at least isn't your cat that does "bababababa" all the time he wants food

[dapper flax]

I dont have a cat

[hardy gazelle]

Sounds like it. Would not want to be living in any type of America rn

[timber meteor]

For some reason, the police are letting out criminals they arrest

[river stratus]

i was talking about my cat but yk yk my cat does that

[dapper flax]

Oh!!1!!11 i seee

[hardy gazelle]

Actually confused

[timber meteor]

And the goverment suspended arrest warrants against gang leaders for electoral purposes

[dapper flax]

Wth.. even in a big crime??

[timber meteor]

Correct

They let a guy free even after he killed his ex-girlfriend

[dapper flax]

No way

[dapper flax]

Wtf and they arrest innocent people permanently?!

[hardy gazelle]

Also I found out that New Zealand is called New Zealand because the Dutch js decided to call it after the Dutch province of zeeland. Which means that there are a new and old Zeeland

[timber meteor]

The poor woman went to the guy's house to gather a few items she left there, and the guy got mad at the fact that she broke up with him... and killed her

[dapper flax]

Wtf.. poor woman.. if this was like fr may she rest in peace she does not deserve it

[timber meteor]

He got arrested at the start yes, but he declared himself innocent and then nothing else happened! He was left free

[strange walrus]

That's pretty interesting

[hollow inlet]

Bastard

[dapper flax]

Bruh.. for how many days in jail?

[dapper flax]

Fr

[hollow notch]

Oh! I’ve been getting into studio ghibli movies, like watching them for the first time, and I’ve watched Howl’s moving castle for the first time and I love it so so so much

[timber meteor]

I think he passed a week there

[dapper flax]

WEEK!? WEEK!? HE SHOULD BE IN LIFE prison.

[timber meteor]

I know! But the justice here is being unfair, the police are letting out dangerous criminals and nobody knows why

Some blame the goverment, others blame the poor judicial system

[hardy gazelle]

I wanted to shy away from the depressing stuff in the other conversation because I’m terrible at giving positive feedback… (hope Aiden and his country eventually prevail without much more unnecessary violence)

[dapper flax]

If that was me I would execution him.

Like ts crazy ngl 😔✌️

[timber meteor]

I would too but the justice in Colombia just doesn't work like before anymore

[dapper flax]

Damnn, wait ur from Colombia?

[timber meteor]

Yes

[dapper flax]

Nice :)

[timber meteor]

Now in the news we always see that certain person got murdered or kidnapped and by the same people that the police are letting go

[dapper flax]

Tf..

[hollow inlet]

..

🙂 if i had the power I'd make execute all these aholes

[scarlet socket]

Okay im back i got ibuprofen

[timber meteor]

Welcome

[dapper flax]

And I would choke them <3

[hardy gazelle]

Hejjj

[timber meteor]

If I was the president of my country I would make the judicial system work like USA (in certain things)

[dapper flax]

Wb fein

[scarlet socket]

Also colombia seems cool ish, like as a vacation (my dad was adopted from there) but never been but hearing the stuff that happens there its like, idk

[timber meteor]

We have two big departments who are the center of crime and various cities with daily shootings

[dapper flax]

Does anyone know gta5

[lyric bobcat]

does anyone know grass ahh question

[hardy gazelle]

Is it also like hot asf in Zeeland? I’m sweating through like a bed at this point 😭

[timber meteor]

I know GTA 4

[dapper flax]

LOLL

[dapper flax]

Idk gta 4

[hardy gazelle]

What about war thunder tho

[timber meteor]

The most realistic GTA game that Rockstar Games created, it's a masterpiece with a lore that's also a masterpiece

[dapper flax]

Nop

[dapper flax]

wowie

[austere osprey]

yes

[dapper flax]

no?

[hardy gazelle]

Its terrible but they have me hostage so uhm… WARTHUNDER IS AN AMAZING GAME

[timber meteor]

Zenzeless zero? (I don't remember the name so good)

[scarlet socket]

It was 25c today

[scarlet socket]

Oh

[hardy gazelle]

same and I’m still sweating buckets here

[dapper flax]

I never been to a club in my life but I went to in a club in gta5 and it was traumatizing..

[austere osprey]

how long were you playing for

[timber meteor]

The only thing I hear from ZZZ is Jane Doe

[scarlet socket]

Ima have to go soon, im empty of allergy meds n my hand is starting to get swollen

[hardy gazelle]

The shoe store?

[hollow inlet]

Zzz is nice

[dapper flax]

No..
Str1p club..

[hardy gazelle]

Ah that’s not good.

[hollow inlet]

Genshin however made me lose my mind

[timber meteor]

These illegal groups have more warfare than our very own army

[hardy gazelle]

Same thing

[timber meteor]

I love Left 4 Dead 2

[sour tangle]

Does creating a bot work for y’all? 😔

[dapper flax]

Oo genshinnn

[austere osprey]

started playing a few months ago, gor about 400 hours on the first 3-4 months

[dapper flax]

no 💔💔

[timber meteor]

Yes

[hardy gazelle]

My thumb hurts so bad rn. and my knee. and my big toe.

[sour tangle]

Been trying to make one and it keeps saying that it’s against guidelines when it’s completely SFW???

[hardy gazelle]

Oh just like my 1400 hours of warthunder

[timber meteor]

I have almost 300 hours in L4D2

[austere osprey]

Cunning hares my favourite faction

[hardy gazelle]

Did you say gold tho?

[hybrid canopy]

I love L4D2
I do have some small mods for it though (basically just lighting fixes and a smaller hud.)

[dapper flax]

Gimeh gimeh.. gimeh gimeh~ ahh song 2013 gta5

[hardy gazelle]

Big mistake.

[hardy gazelle]

Okay so what does this mean

[timber meteor]

The mods I install are for more realism

[boreal citrus]

They switched the ui back to the old one?

[hybrid canopy]

I don't really do that because I do prefer the devs' style

[hardy gazelle]

That’s what my uncle said before going bankrupt lmao

[timber meteor]

Well, I increase the realism while keeping trails of the original style

[hardy gazelle]

99% of gamblers quit before they win big?

[dapper flax]

A song

[hardy gazelle]

That does not explain anything more

[hybrid canopy]

I've also dabbled in the art of "Install a shitload of insane mods to where the Hunter's is now the Green Goblin and Coach is Master Chief wielding a Pepsi launcher whilst being attacked by gnomes"

[austere osprey]

havent played the game for a bit so idk what they are like, im planning to return bc of s rank billy

[timber meteor]

You're right! How about we talk about GTA 6 instead?

[dapper flax]

Because I want to

[hardy gazelle]

Ive dabbled in the art of trying to download RBR on windows 11 and giving up because its written in old English on a website from 2007

[hybrid canopy]

And the Tank is an iron golem, naturally

[river stratus]

so sigma

[timber meteor]

It terrifies me

[hybrid canopy]

never watched

[hardy gazelle]

Only care about steel balls that have a preference for running

[dapper flax]

Imma use c.ai bye gang

[timber meteor]

Bye bye

[hollow inlet]

See ya, have fun

-# catoru is watching

-# cute

[timber meteor]

Y

[proven hound]

.-.

[hollow inlet]

Woah, okay dead 😍

[timber meteor]

Does somebody know the game Watch Dogs

[hollow inlet]

I love kemonomimis 😆

[timber meteor]

It's a masterpiece I highly recommend it!

[proven hound]

Same honestly

[timber meteor]

I bought it when it was on it's lowest offer

Around April? I don't remember, that was in 2024

[river stratus]

[warm light]

[hybrid canopy]

This is the emotion I feel all the time

[woeful ether]

Larping

[reef flame]

This is deader then my hope for America

[woeful ether]

I love larping bro

But where is Steel Ball Run

[grand snow]

soon

[dapper flax]

Goodnight everyone

[hollow inlet]

Gnight Dee

[river stratus]

me hungy

i wanna food

no food right now 😔

@grim mauve gimme your pasta bru, i'm so hungry

[valid mason]

.

hi

bro i hate c.ai now😭

[hollow inlet]

okay?

[valid mason]

[hollow inlet]

Should we punish it then?

[lyric bobcat]

hi lugh

[valid mason]

nah

[hollow inlet]

Heyo Thomas

[valid mason]

[frail pagoda]

hi!

[hollow inlet]

-# black market

[valid mason]

naw cuz like i ain puttin mah ID on c.ai js to verify

[blazing solar]

Whose idea was it to do this? I hate c.ai.😭😭😭😭

[lyric bobcat]

hi lyssa

[valid mason]

right

[lyric bobcat]

idk, California ppl, they made the law

[frail pagoda]

hi hru

[valid mason]

like bro.. technically i cant even use it anymore

[spiral hound]

WE HAVE THE SAME. NAME OMG

[lyric bobcat]

fine thanks

[frail pagoda]

yea

[gaunt stirrup]

Hello is anybody else experiencing lag in calls? 🥲

[grim mauve]

Dang, I already ate it

[marble summit]

Yikes! Sorry to hear that. Try testing another browser (such as Chrome or Opera) and see if the lag continues there as well

If those browsers don't lag, try clearing the cache and cookies on Firefox and see if that helps!

[scarlet socket]

Hii

[gaunt stirrup]

Thank you 🫶🏻

[true token]

I’m like so confused but did anybody lose access to their chats like outta nowhere? like even if you just had access the day before and were waiting for your 24 hour timer to be up?

[bright cobalt]

Yes, it happened to me too, maybe it's a server issue

[hollow remnant]

yupp, im stuck on reading mode now with no timer 💔

[true token]

idk, but like if i just waited like 18 hours for my timer to turn off just to lose access to my chats, im goin to crash out

[stable trail]

Omg me too😔

[neon spruce]

DUDE SAME

[bright cobalt]

Me too, I think it's due to the servers since I already tried logging out and logging back in

[nocturne mural]

Same!

[bright cobalt]

[true token]

hopefully we get access back

[meager vapor]

GOODDDD MORNINGGGG

[hollow remnant]

real, i wanted to continue my story so badd

[meager vapor]

what yall talking abt?🙌

[true token]

me to bro, like I did not wait 18 hours for nothing

[nocturne mural]

Exactly

[bright cobalt]

yes me too bro

[bright cobalt]

Yes

[true token]

like did they not learn anything from the last time they put us on reading mode bro?

[bright cobalt]

Was that the update they released, right? Or was it already there?

[worthy cliff]

1 hour limit, yes

[true token]

like on mar 10/11 is when they first tried to do reading mode on the under 18 users, it didn’t exactly end well

[bright cobalt]

While they fix the problem?

[neon spruce]

Chats are only on reading mode 💔💔

[bright cobalt]

Ho

[worthy cliff]

No no, that was b4 when you were under 18, you only had 1 hour to chat with the ai’s and when that timer ended it would lock you onto read mode for 14 hours

[bright cobalt]

Yes, that's so annoying

[oak ravine]

Just another C.ai failure ✌️😭

[true token]

I guess just keep checking chats to see if anybody gets off reading mode

[bright cobalt]

I understand, but the "rest time" has already passed and the chat hasn't been unlocked

[delicate canyon]

Alr

[smoky sun]

can I do something to talk with my AIs again?

[lyric bobcat]

verify your age or find smth else idk

[smoky sun]

can I send an email to my legal guardian to authorize me to use it?

[lyric bobcat]

no, YOU need to be 18+ you can't use an adult id's for it.

[proud sorrel]

Lowkey snatch ur mom's ID

[smoky sun]

that's unfair, they should be able to authorize me or something. It is literally digging his grave

[smoky sun]

I need to take a photo of his face right?

[reef flame]

Yall are so alive now

[proud sorrel]

😭might have to get her to

[true token]

they are doing that reading mode bs again bro

[reef flame]

Awww

[river stratus]

fuh