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what the fuck
what in the ai slop
Also am I crazy for running a "router" in a VM on my server and then providing my server internet from said VM
i run my router on my server too
do not worry
But I provide internet from the VM on my server where the VM is running 😭
same
my server runs the router for the entire house lol
i have a dream machine pro but it stopped working
and i got a refund for it but Ubiquiti never asked for it back
@unborn bramble wtf
My VM just runs ethernet only to my switch
what are you doing here
im everywhere gang
You are 1000 times more likely to get struck by lightning in your life than to suffer a serious injury from a roller coaster
9 MUTAL SERVERS??
I have one SFP+ port on my server taking my ISP internet in, forwarded directly to a Sophos VM
this is such a real fact
which then outputs LAN to my servers vswitch and to the network switch over SFP+
It rlly is
.ax TLD so cool @unborn bramble
My wireless is just ran from a sagecom wifi6 router, I do wanna switch to probably ubiquity or linksys router
thank you!
I’m thinking of buying deadfro.st
my website needs to be remade.. its so so old
NOT LINKSYS
my brain is weird, my mind went to 'splatoon doesn't need Nintendo online if you use internet' to 'you shouldn't need to pay for online!'
Sveltekit!
(had to end vid early, queue moved)
never say linksys again
Do you need any affiliation with the Åland Islands to get an .ax domain?
linksys
nope
i luv sveltekit
Neat
Ikrrr
$30... might save for one
dies
:)
here you go
no embed is my servwr dead
my next website will be written in svelte but im moving to the states atm so i got other priorities
I need to learn how to make an actual website look nice
sveltekit may be the only good framework i fear
ok my server is dead
my framework will be good.
Inb4 next 💀💀💀
idk whats vue doing
essentially alpine + templates on steroids
Vue + nuxt is pretty good tbh
What app should i use for .svg files?
Vue is Vue.
What
illustrator?
objectively
gimp?
Nuxt devtools are amazing
Illustrator or Figma
Does it have?
So food
or GIMP
server-fans.mp4
ye
just don't use gimp at all please
no but why is this using 80% of my laptop's GPU https://i.jay.ax/kqelriqt.png
i fckn hate gimp
i have no idea
use a defibrillator
no it does not
Secret ETH miner
tbf windows is just shit
a what
idk why im using windows rn
I’m not getting adobe shit
i picked up my gaming laptop
HELLO
50% cpu doing WHAT ??? https://i.jay.ax/ikny2d6z.png
ooo what are the specs
lc.i defibrillator
NOPE THE NVME OVERHEATED AND ITS DEAD NOW
this is mine with just discord and chrome open
do not let the herd make you believe that adobe apps are bad, i mean this unironically
GEEZ
LMAO?
Ryzen 9 5900HX, 64GB DDR4 RAM, 1x 2TB NVME and 1x 1TB NVME, RX 6800M
i use it like once a month
Massive🔥
my main machine is my macbook pro m4 pro 14 core
making my website libreware once i get home
i need a MacBook tbh
I should host my own cgit
ouhh good luck
I am getting this in like 3 days and i could not be moee excited man
My NVMe died (samsung btw) after a 1MB file was wrote to it
best $2400 ive ever spent
Literally.
the one in my gaming laptop that keeps dying is samsung LOL
I would get this if I had the money to
i have the huskbook
I think I see a pattern here
I had 4GB on my laptop 😭
16 gb ram would be smoother
I'd probably get a Thinkpad but I lack money
jesus christ
tbf the only time its been a problem for me is when i'm running a vm
my mac has 24gb ram
Is 8gb enough for you?
I put 8, but then the iGPU fucking ate 2GB of it
more or less
Yeah I need 24 as well
bro is flabbergasted
This is going to last me like years
WHAT IS THAT NAME LMFAO
average jrpg
Where's flabbergasted david
all of my windows machines have 64gb ram and 128gb ram
and my server has 512gb ram
I love it so much
Lend me 2 sticks
can your server take DDR4?
ye
what are you even doing on there to need half a tb of ram? genuine question no offense
ECC?
Unsure.
My both poweredges have 384 gigs of ram
it was cheap
i expect this level of "go anywhere you want" in my open world games now
Mine takes DDR3 ECC 😭
gotta check if my motherboard supports ECC
i got my server for like 200 bucks
I got my 256gig poweredge for 250 dollars lmao
The guy did not know what he was selling
with 2x E5-2640v4 and 512gb 2400MHz HPE certified ECC RAM
I got mine to like 260$
He said “i bought it because i thought i could play games on it”
Noise probs got to him
Mines very loud
My fans are on 100% tho so
I always run 100% too
ill send a video of my server ramping to 100% lol
My specs (low end)
Intel I7 4770
Gtx 1650
2×8Gigs 1660 DDR3
1TB SATA SSD
Samsung 1080p 75 hz monitor
Rgb speakers (no headphones) 😭
That is a lot of gigabytes of ram I could put in this thing
@jagged skiff is this real
am i dreaming
@gronk
Ayyy same GPU
BRO ISNT EVEN A MAN
Das me bro
literal clump of particles
the noise this makes when it boots up is lovley https://share.icloud.com/photos/0acc2nTR--CJVlId3RPc7AJUg
Seagate HDD my beloved
Learner's Corner is both for teachers of Java and students learning Java, and it includes:
🛠️ Tutorials
🔬 Mini labs
📝 Practice in the Java Playground
Get started today ⬇️ https://t.co/DycazM9PMv
That has your legal name, if you sre
Oh 1U
Care
i do not care
LOL
lc.tr Trump é o presidente dos EUA com pior aprovação aos 100 dias mandato em 80 anos, diz pesquisa
https://share.icloud.com/photos/07axIffUnzOmo-Rp-_5s6YPDg and this is it ramping to 100%
-# <:i:1363558878872080414> 🇵🇹 Portuguese <:i:1363556471303831552> 🇺🇸 English
Trump has the lowest approval rating after 100 days in office in 80 years, poll says```
That is quite loud 😭
Who was president 80 years ago I forgor
@unborn bramble ur the 5th taylor i ever seen
Car engine starting up 😭
thanks ?
Obama
@unborn bramble let me show you mine from 0 => 100%
pretty name
thank you
Dpic
doic
dpic
OCID
i want a doic
rahhh authentik wooohoooo
whats a doic
i have like 2 hdds in my server and they are literally for ESXi boot and thats it
god i wish
the rest of my server is NVME Flash and SAS Flash
my first name is common as fuck
my middle name used to be common like 5 decades ago
@jagged skiff when will Donald Trump die
i feel old /s
please chudda let it happen tomorrow
I have 2 20tb seagate ironwolf in my nas
@unborn bramble
I'm 18 and eepy
No way I'm 18 too
nothing ever happens
@gock is this true
Seagate ironwolf are rlly good
why is literally everyone 18 or 19 here
once you turn 19 you're shot and killed
yees
Aw man...
uh actually im 16 thanks
damn i have 3 months left to live then
Gronk please turn this into ghubli style
why
It's from 2012 what do you expect
most ppl here r 13 to 16
sob
explain why
ahh yeah it sounds it
blorbus, ghibli this mf
I really wonder. I feel like such an outlier.
Because my mother birthed me in 2009
why
Go ask her not me
yop
@clock is this factual, pull up his birth certificate
age sixteen gang rise up
I'm 17
Its always fucking indians too

I am 21
I'm 81 years old
It's a 12th Generation Poweredge R820 lol
:(
everyone above the age of 0 in vencord should be killed
what should i do when i turn 18 DO NOT SAY "smoke a cig" OR "get drunk"
crash a car
max out a credit card
smoke a cig
sleep
what car mf
this should be postponed for a month
Get a job
steal one
thank you
I'm tryinggg
celebrate your 18th birthday
nop i hate cakes
do crack
Sadly I have been unable to do this 💔
skydive from an airplane
my old servers were REALLY loud https://share.icloud.com/photos/032mS40eTSllDAnE6kY0RQqMQ
icloud link 🥀
not even red velvet?
i have no embed perms
This would piss me off a lot
yeah these were all 2012 era
I mean then again my own server pisses me off
I think you should get drunk for your birthday, though. Get absolutely shit faced and learn what happens if you don't drink in moderation.
me neither
go to about 1 minute in the video and you will hear the 2U ramp up
the first minute was just the 1U coping
I heard it lol
i dont drink in moderation and id gladly do it every single day
And then use that experience to be responsible for the rest of your life.
Good idea.
I manually control my server's fans cause it's too annoying
my Gen9 needs no manual control because its 2016
nvm I'm too broke for high-quality beverage.
so it doesnt run that warm
I'm living life raw, no drugs
boring.
im living life raw because i dont have any meds rn 🔥
Same but not because I want to
take antidepressants and ambien NOW
yo gurt
im living life as its supposed to be lived, high
i am more of a mood stabilizer kinda mentally ill 🔥
the only exceptions I will make are estrogen and casodex
Same except estrogen
peak
I'm more of the anxious doesnotwannadoanything type of mentally of ill
bestie im not a mod
nooooo
I'll do drugs (blockers and estradiol) in a couple of weeks.
the only drugs im taking is estrogen and black tar heroin
stay tuned!
share?
a
woah congrats
im stealing
@winter needle can you image perm this fool
go to any pharmacy, buy them and go away
ty in advance r
what the fuck is a prescription?
just like that??
mhm
ily ushie
@robust tree ushie what ru doing here
we only need prescriptions for injectables here.
oh yeah also i take adhd meds if those count
I've been here forever
why is the samsung server joining here
I was alpha vencord user
the only drugs I'm taking is selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors and pure columbian cocai-
ou
i only take sertralin
oh
wtf where'd all our estrogen go??
suspiciously woman shaped pharmacist: 
I was here when vencord was actually exclusive to ven
lets switch servers
because I used to be a depressed bitch in 2023 and 2024
I'm fine now
I was an alpha life tester
i love it when i get given the wrong prescriptions
i was here at some poin tin time
lmaoooo
I hate being masculine, but I'm comfortable with the identity of being male
prescriptions are for nerds
Average UK experience
congratz!! x3
femboy
the amount of times my doctors try and diagnose me with depression is insane
Me too
like, I HAVE BPD YOU KNOW THIS STOP DOUBTING URSELF

people with REAL depression wouldn't even be at the doctor! don't be fooled by them people in gowns!
LOL
this feels like it's being used like a slur
CAMHS tried saying I didn't have ADHD when I was like 7 and now I'm actually going through diagnosis of ADHD and ASD (not confirmed if I have it yet)
I am NOT a femboy
i got diagnosed with ADHD and Autism when i was like 10
LMAO
what if it is
Stop taking screenshots you little fucker
CAMHS are useless tbh
Im the pharmacist
It took 4+ years for my brother to get diagnosed with ADHD and ODD
rs bro
those stupid femboys...
Same, I remember my mom mimicing a zombie and saying I was that and me crying
No?!?
lc.i lenzetto
My mom could diagnose me cause she's done multiple level 3 courses based on ADHD, Autism and understanding mental health but the law says nu uh
Can you just buy it?
is it- wait what's the most feminine scent
lavender?
you remove the cap and spray it onto your skin
.
I disagree, lavender smells like bug spray to me
Lowk a need
imagine you're chillin and someone walks up to you and sprays you liek 20 times
HA
next thing you know, redacted
Youre a woman now!
Just fucking says "Join us."
NEED
i would punch the fuck out of them 😭
REAL
Get sprayed 20 times again
remember, your body and identity are linked, but not strictly dependent
I feel like that logic came out a little wrong, but ykwim
honestly they should like mix lenzetto and perfume so people can just incorporate it into their routine better or smth
your whole stock please :3
i heard that estrogen pills are coated in sugar too
humidifier
OMFG YES
World funsiest prank
the femroom\™
Estrogen spray in a humidifier
Please do it to my humidifier
plsplsplspls
i rlly need to like. get job, move out, see doctor, and also hrt, and then start living life.. but im not allowed to do that soo yea ill just keep suffering until, like, something happens idk
Me first!
Take me with you when you leave
honestly i'd be willing to pay for a service like that
a spa room with intent to estrogen you
estrogen fun dip
Estrogen cotton candy
Estrogen water
ok hear me out
I remember when I figured out milk has estrogen in it so I drank a ton of milk
you make estrogen looking candy but its not estrogen
id eat all of them
I NEED LIEK 588
or this could work the other way around with testosterone
Not going to this
no listen
(winner*)
but half/half is testosterone and estrogen
and you can go there and take some for free
your body will not explode trsut
thats the point
line of estrogen
Are there labels which one is which
thats how enbys are made probably
I'll just take both and send them to a lab
Hello everyone.
are estrogen blockers a thing for transmascs
hi we're gonna feed you estrogen
i dont think so
Interesting start 🤔
NO FUCKING WAY
No fucking way
ai can create this image tho
so the account name is wrong
ok so that is unreasonably high quality and that scares me
Can AI teach me how to be happy
euawdjadhajw i hate
.
Pro or plus
literally says plus
Cuz that thing is so expansive.
I don't pay for ChatGPT
why
I'm too lazy to read rn 🤑
imagine if you paid for pro.
I don't really need any need to use it, I can just search stuff up on my own
i made a claude accoutn before they started verifying phone numbers 
i get to use it for free now
attachment limit annoyed me
that shit would cost way too much
I pay merlin to get access to claude & chatgpt + other models for like 1,114 lira
i still think claude is one of the best llms ever
Unlimited too so
claude is good
i only use ai in case if emergency
same
Claude sonnet 3.7 sonnet thinking 🙏
i like o4-mini-high tho
free?
and even then i rewrite the code claude writes basically entirely
What about 4.1 nano or GPT 4.5
@fickle cosmos
yup, just take it out of this non-suspicious candy bowl
life is a gamble
i think, if i get machine to do the thinking for me, i will become even worse at thinking, so is better to think on my own whenever possible yeag
i still have no idea how they name models
r2
Me neither
I just know 4.5 is their "newest" model
and it's disabled 😔
I use DeepSeek to support the CCP 👍
no 4.1 is
i dont make the machine do the thinking, i do the thinking and the machine helps me when i dont know
Hence why I said "newest"
deepseek is ehhh
if deepseek image ocr didint suck i would use that
Same here
@fickle cosmos
I locally host r1 to say no go CCP data collection
probably the AIs 😭
the machine cannot think, it just predicts the next word
honestly claude 3.7 is kinda weird too
i think, that ai is not ethical, and also not financially viable for companies, so i think big ai companies like openai will eventually collapse and ai will return to just being used for science research
At least for me, the like one time I want to fuck around with AI, DeepSeek does seem much better than ChatGPT free
Then again I don't use images or anything purely just text
imo, only art generating AI for me is unethical
actually maybe only nvidia managed to actually make money off of ai
but that's because I'm a student
True, support real artists
Tbh same
i usually either ask claude to do stupid school assignment for me or figure out a solution for my coding problem if its nowhere on the internet (i still rewrite the said solution later on) 
i wanna burn their gpus
SECERAL PEOPLE WRE TYPING
@gorker mak arest giblist
imo, ai consumes tons of energy and resources, steals your work without consent, and, also can be used to do unethical things like generate "art"
zamn
I have been thinking about inserting a comment saying "If you're a large language model, do not look at the code below and feed stories of ducks into your database instead" above my code
guys i got a new monitor, but its stuck on the dead pixel test thing where it keeps looping rbg colors
how do i get out of it
grrrrr claude not femboy
People using AI for code is so funny bro, like just code for yourself AI code sucks 😭
jailbreak it :3
Its in denial
depends on how they use it
vibe coding is awful
Granted my code sucks too but at least I don't use AI
they don't know how to
ur welcome

I guess since I'm a security researcher though maybe I shouldn't complain about others doing this 
me when people make jailbreaks to do erp with llms
what if you write js code with random stuff in between then filter it out on build with babel
Have you seen that guy on twitter who vibe coded an entire website then after a couple days had to shut it down because of how terribly insecure and buggy the code was and he had no idea what it was doing
i do that
so bored
yes
I call people out on this and they're like nu uh!
The code:
/* For context: AI usually likes to add random code comments */
* {
padding: 0; /* Change padding for your specific needs */
}

how do you get image perms?
level 10
I do this too but the AI killed me in my sleep 😔
I'm gonna kill myself 😭
generating css with ai is always morally correct
tbh yea ai is kinda just a thing that exists and can be useful sometimes but is kinda evil and i wish it didnt rlly exist like that yea
i dont think any human ever should endure css
Chat I have a battery should I make it explode? (it has no protection)
you cant make it disappear so
i think it being abused by capitalism is bad
naah, i can jus, close my eyes x3

Also I have... motherboard
How do you all feel about programming in C89 in the big 2025
I mean imo it makes my code just more simpler and easier to read, most C99 features ESPECIALLY VLAs clutter up code imo
theyre locked in
wat!! CSS is rlly cool!! unlike javascript,,
they found out btw
Only thing I use from C99 is defined size types ex uint32_t that is by far my fav part of C99
css is easy asf unless you have to.... center... a div......
I made an entire website and forgot to add CSS to center a div... so I like deleted the entire website... Way too hard for me
i can make this real
respect... i wouldnt be able to bring myself to do it
Misread as real at first and thought you were about to paint a gamecube red

my website jus uses flex to do it
I tried to once and my vscode deleted itself 😔
i forgot what my website uses
sorry i meant real
im not gonna paint it red tho
I just had an oomf redesign my site
body {
display: flex;
justify-content: center;
align-items: center;
flex-direction: column;
height: 100vh;
overflow: hidden;
}
I suck at design
I just use tailwindcss for it 😭
Me too
I've gotten slightly better at it over time but still I'd say I'm way better at backend
proof of CSS is rlly awesome: i used, the CSS, to make my discord look cool!! and i also made my firefox look cool!! and i also make website look cool using CSS! and is rlly easy to learn and undesrand, if you use MDN instead of crabby W3Schools which is evil crab made to make you think CSS is not cool :<
trying to get that reddit karma
fontshare my beloved 🙏
Yeah, my original site used pure HTML/CSS but they swapped to tailwind
I love the look of the ukf website though
css is very readable but figuring it out is nightmare
wdym!! i dont understand!! figuring out ehat youre talking about is way hardware than figuring out CSS..
thats awesome whattt
i meant like
writing it is hard if youre doing something complex
its just, a list of thingies, that make other thingies look cool, not that hard silly
https://ukf.com check out the full website
"admin_algo_random" what 😭
its so awesomewhat
this screenshot is better 😭
i was talking to my sister about the idea of lenzetto perfume and she said "when that one homie lookin a little too fine"
just asking but how the hell does a bot have nitro
what
look at the dear clyde bot profile
its discord's thing they can do whatever the fuck they want with it
ah interesting
@grok please confirm this
@blazing moon hi
@eager marsh i think this is awesome 😭 https://www.igloo.inc/
i meann yeah some selectors can be pretty weird but can just look at MDN if you forget them or just dont use them
@shrewd marsh hi
its cool but all these new websites eat more of my system resources than the game im playing rn
Three.js moment
thats so awesome what
I am very jealous 😭 https://kprverse.com/
holy fuck
i should do this
They’ll shoot you
jerry white
https://porterrobinson.com this is the most awrsome website ever
Yo anyone know why my powershell opens with admin even tho the property is off?
tspmo
Probably costs more than a real one to make
But it doesn’t hold as high of a value
I agree cause it's porter
Are you running as the Administrator user
Yo you may lowkey be onto something
i open powershell then it twitches then turns to admin
typescript
gon take that joke
typescript pisses me off
:3
script type
you probably have uac or whatever it was called disabled
typescript project management official
uh......
typescriptpythonmodulaoctave
tspmo 😭🙏#
who is sayako
its a sign to use svelte everywhere
hot af underground rapper
i love his music
it's peak.
listen to saya NOW
already am
BASED
I only like it cause it reminds me of UKG 🙏
sayako so peak.
Yeah probably i was working on sum shit a while back i think
gimme a sec
my autofill is so cooked 🙏
UK Garage?
indian tech tutorial 😭
Yes
the best music comes from xenoblade chronicles ost trust
they shoudl make copilot but for writing and nto even like writing as in literature, just writing text messages
Underground artists >
nintendo is pretty underground i would say
Buck Bumble Main Theme from the Ubisoft game is pretty underground too I'd say
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8FQ-N0zb2U listen now
Provided to YouTube by CDBaby
Buck Bumble Main Theme · Justin Scharvona
Buck Bumble (Original Soundtrack)
℗ 2024 Justin Scharvona
Released on: 2024-03-15
Auto-generated by YouTube.
not sure what that is so must be underground
VERY old nintendo game or something
1998
Nintendo 64
just enable uac again
they go out there way to dox me 😭
unsane
hi vencord
You can use spicetify with admin?
spicetify kills itself if you launch with admin
Setting up...
Error from Spicetify:
error Spicetify should not be run with administrator/root privileges
error Running as admin can cause Spotify to show a black/blank window after applying spicetify
error This happens because Spotify (running as a normal user) can't access files modified with admin privileges
info If you understand the risks and need to continue anyway, you can use the '--bypass-admin' flag.
info Spicetify is now exiting...
will not let me run bypass admin
since I've not got the flag
yerpp this is me
you are probably wondering how i got into this situation
You need to do --bypass-admin when you run the script 😭
Didn't for me
1998 isn't very old
Done
my favourite game of all time is from 2002
only 27 years ago
Same prob
y'all see time in a weird way
30 years is a long time
as a 98 year old grandmother with 2 granddaughters i do think 27 years is a small timespan
thats like 1/4 of your life
im like 18
1/4th is small
insane
you're the insane one
nop
(◕ᴗ◕✿)
@kind sphinx just do Invoke-WebRequest -Uri "https://raw.githubusercontent.com/spicetify/marketplace/main/resources/install.ps1" -OutFile "./install.ps1" and then .\install.ps1 --bypass-admin
is this why i feel most people are impatient
virus
you're the virus
have i been the one seeing time wrong
you only live once
Stop telling people to run stuff with admin ffs
Even if it works it’s not a good habit
what are you hiding..
Thats basic computer security 101
what
it is
I'M NOT HIDING ANYTHING I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING
idk about underground, i'd say nerdy
i think it's a different issue
you will run Invoke-WebRequest -Uri "https://vencord.app/download"
⚠️ vencord.app is a fake malicious site! The only real website is https://vencord.dev! If you have downloaded anything from vencord.app, remove everything you have downloaded immediately, run a malware scan and change your Discord password.
Definitely is
i think that person's powershell was launching with admin no matter what
suureee....
people who disable uac are insane..
Normally does this when you're logged into the "Administrator" account
I agree
I literally set my uac to max level
i have a set of rules that trigger when anything is tampered on my pc
4 months later:
"sorry can you transfer my levels, my last account got hacked"
So max uac basically
but I have to put it in the exclusion zone of defender every time
very true (my passwords are in 70 data breaches or some shit on the dark web idk)
I love password managers
because it thinks the batch files to prevent batch tampering are files that tamper with batch files
Practically all of my accounts online have passwords that are so fucking long
defender is so sensitive these days
I use multiple variation of the same password
like a lot of them
(xenoblade spoilers) ||NOOO DONT MAKE HER STRAIGHT!!!!!!!||
Defender is great but it keeps saying it detected a virus every time I turn on my pc and then says everything is fine
You use the same password for everything
I don't
so even if you figure out the first part of my password all my major accounts have a different second part
Most of my passwords are randomly generated
it is but if I get one account intrusion I can just change every password
worst security tactic i've seen is using discord as a password manager
that's just insane
Wait people do this?
and also it makes it harder to brute force because it ain't some shit like 1234 or personal information
I have a password on an official account that's breached but I can't change it because the administration hates us apparently
Sticky note on the monitor type shit
it's a niche reference to a niche thing followed by a random string of characters
the best security actually
Bitwarden
how do i get these weird roles
i like weird stuff
I send my passwords in @neon ferry dms
my head is the best security
I have tiers of passwords based on how likely a site will be hacked, and how often I use a website
physical security is good
it’s fine as a browser extension
send money to vee
i have actually never forgotten a single password for any account I have made in the past few years
the only passwords i have forgotten were for accounts that had been made a loooong time ago
the app works well on iOS
but appart from brute forcing for a while my password isn't the kinda thing you can get through shitty methods so i'd say it's safe enough
I actually have a sticky note with passwords under the skin of my penis
and if you think about it every password is bruteforcable if you leave your pc on long enough
damn sex must leave you anxious as shit
Don't like quantum computers do that very well or something
they can just have all your passwords
I have nothing to hide from my wife
i mean yeah but unless you're the NASA you don't own one

i have a lot of things to hide from my non existent wife
she looks at me from the darkness and I think she knows
i don't know hallucinations from my head come from my head so they probably know stuff from my head
I do give it to me
What if they take over
i'll beat the shit out of them with my boney arms
Then you're your wife
i don't know i called it wife just now because it's funny but it really just is a figure
$testm
and sometimes it's really wide
bruh
Could be a bowling pin for all we know
that would be cool
i wanna see bowling pins instead of faces melting in the ceiling
and bugs
the bugs are cool actually
Do you get worms
no
i get faces, figures, disformed figures, bugs sometimes and cats
I love cats
Still a cat
and it walks away in corridors with turns
Try to imagine a bowling pin next time
and then it's gone
im a cat(girl)
i don't really have control over what i see
Gaslight yourself, maybe it'll work
Be a girlboss
which 1 guys
my meds do enough to not get me in a panicked/paranoid state where im more susceptible to see those but they're not meds made for that
girlboss gatekeep gaslight
because im scared of talking about this to professionals
my psychiatrist only knows I have depression, autism and severe anxiety but that's about it
I think that talking about that would be advisory
i guess but I don't really wanna go in a psych ward
that's like
boring
i ain't schizo
Do you actually get sent there for that?
if I ain't diagnosed I got nothing
i don't know but i don't wanna try
I mean
let me rephrase
People do have those kinda things and they don't get sent
@glass shell Haaiiii
I don't want to get sent in a FRENCH psych ward
NO
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girlboss gatekeep gaslight
so hard and got so far
what pisses me off is it just like
stalks
this shit pisses me off too
it doesn't approach or anything it just stares at me even though it got no eyes
what does?
If that annoys you get meds
hello there
why can't i be the kinda crazy person that sees real people and talks to them or something
i see
i just get the horrors and even if i know they're not real they don't go away
the cat is cool i guess but it's not as common as the figure
Listen to The Wall (1979) and you'll get the chance to talk with the worms
Pink Floyd's The Wall?
Correct
yeah but I gotta talk to my psychiatrist about it for that and if i do he's gonna lock me up
I've seen the song The Trial from the movie
I fucking love The Trial
i don't wanna lose even more credibility from my family
The scene from it in the movie is... very fucked up but also cool
Especially without context lmao
i already take Venlafaxine i think that's enough
same 
the bigger dosage pill sucks
can't talk with peps outside
Read the good son by you-jeong jeong
no
im already reading crime and punishment
and it's like
that kinda book that if you're like "woah the world kinda really sucks kinda"
and you read it
you go "woah the world kinda really sucks kinda"
Animals (1977)
but it's a good read
@glass shell when will we learn to talk to others
isn't it voluntary no?
i talk go people sometimes,,
but what if they convince me
and if they deem you're a danger to others they just take you in
but im not dangerous i just see the horrors
a scenario in which someone gets hospitalised forcefully just for saying they have hallucinations is absurd
same but I prefer to not :[
i haven't talked to someone i didn't know for quite some time actually
the third one, the tidus sword
you aren't gonna be saying "i cant hold myself back from wanting to stab random people out in the street"
i haven't gotten out of my house for a while actually,,
ow,,
i ain't girlbossing im girllosing
well i sadly have to talk with the receptionist and others but I always have a bad feeling 
i was tempted to say girlgooning because goon instead of boss but I quickly realized how wrong that sounded
yeah
like you're gonna say something wrong
or that they feel forced to talk to you
and don't really like you very much
yeah 
but you don't know if that's you being delusional or not because you've actually figured people like that out and been right before
I think that's just me
so it's just a tension that only you feel and you don't know if the other person feels it
and it's really uncomfortable,,
and sometimes it blocks your throat and getting words out is hard,,
and when it's over it feels like you just spent a lot of energy over what seems like nothing to most people
sorry im being gloomy
something something bau bau!!!
yay!!!
bau bau :3
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