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i get that but
learn to love yourself before you hate others
idk
i think what you need first is an outlet
you probably have a lot of frustration
anxieties
things you wanna talk about
fair, I am not creative enough to get ideas for projects
I only ever got 2 good ideas ever since I began coding
something something therapy yeah yeah
my outlet is composing but your's might be writing, drawing, modelling, who knows

everything else is mostly me researching
you don't fundamentally NEED therapy unless things get extremely bad
guh
because there's things you won't be able to tell to a therapist
I can't tell my therapist about my weird obsessions because I'd simply get locked up
i have one
Rate my car
therapy can't fix everything
unfortunately a lot of self work is required
and a lot of realism too
I research as I make stuff
depression will never leave but you can live with it
and the sign on the sign on the wall saying "everything is private execpt being a danger to urself, etc" is something that does not make me feel comfortable
I always start stuff not having full knowledge on how it would work but it ends up working out xd
and there will be better and there will be worse
ive tried that
it's life
ive improved myself
then i destroyed anything i had
i cannot put that in
take it easy
i thought i was starting to get to having a solid base for once
and then it all crumbled
therapycord
that's life sadly
but every time you fail you'll succeed even more later on
something something past experiences or whatever
you'll never know yourself fully
you being trans is a good example of that
i killed my past self in my mind at some point
no i mean
any memories i have left
are not mine
if i see them
everything's a blur to me all the time
have you tried putting all those feelings in lyrics
strong feelings make good music
ok but
lyrics are my WEAK aspect
if i make music
whatever you say
its
instrumental
words don't work to communicate the mess in my head, if i try it just becomes word salad
and ive tried
i could try ut
it
ironically just this sentence makes for a good foundation
but expect something like schizophrenic nonsense
90% of the people here either listen to lexycat or femtanyl
I think they're well acquainted with schizophrenic nonsense
3/10 braincells, 10/10 car
im 10%
you probably listen to ed sheeran or some shit like that
what the fuck
i mean like literally repeating the same word over again
very much the opposite
10/10 very cute
you'd be surprised
i know im fucking with you
I listen to a lot of indie bands only I know of because they haven't even launched yet
im working on making my own
got a vocalist and a potential guitarist so far
need a bassist and a drummer
potentially a second guitarist
because im gonna be on keyboard
my vocalist is really cool
really enjoyable to talk to
im currently listening to idk what, some artist Spotify recommended and sounds like would fit with tastes
it does
but like
lemme put it this way
i forgot
w
my rmtrain thought died
programming books aren't disappearing any time soon
here's some of my playlist
atp just send the link
fire
lemme put it this way
the person who i was is dead
i dont wanna learn programing
thanks
no one uses apple music
Me: oh
tldr i feel like my lyrics would end up sounding like this artist
ok fine
one day this will be all sorted into playlists
congrats you're a no one now 
the one video is the music video for poker face
which has been on this ipod like ever since my family got it
gensokyo would be fucked
reimu because she's literally the keeper of The Great Hakurei Barrier while Cirno is some dumbass ice fairy
why are the colors swapped
charismatic tho
i like reimu
that doesn't mean shit in Gensokyo
if the barrier falls it's over
charisma won't fix that
god i love overly complex rhythmic bullshit
nobody, i refuse to partake in anything anime related
i love changing tempo and time signatures
funny story i was playing touhou 6 yesterday then the principal walked in
like 20 times
what stage were you on
and yelled at someone because she thought his screensaver was a game
refer to my pronouns to get to know me better
the magic library or w/e it's called
you'd be surprised
"DO NOT LIE TO ME"
"I SAW YOU ON GAMES"
as long as it's not heavy metal or death metal im fine with it
"[teacher's name] get me his name and send it to me"
like
U.N. Owen Was Her? has been one of my favourite songs in the world since 2018
i like the 17.5 versions better
i can't listen to it right now but ill keep it in mind
there's a band I really like called 88Kasyo Junrei
they didn't release a lot of their shit on large platforms though
ronald mcdonald version da best..
and the ones they realeased on large platforms kinda suck ass
Another wacky Ronald McDonald clip from nicovideo. No words can describe this.
This is based off of a song called "U.N. Owen was her" Flandre Scarlet's theme from a game called Embodiment of the Scarlet Devil - AKA Touhou 6. It is a bullet hell series where๏ปฟ you play as a heroine and try to get trough all 6 stages and then if you choose, to ...
now if only i was good enough to be able to get to the stage where this song actually plays ๐ญ
i beat it and lost my entire save data after a patch tool update
i know a lot of the lore
i was friends with someone who was there since the very beginning
she taught me everything
...4 years after listening to owen was her on loop
nothing can recreate the ASMR i got when i first heard that song LOL
yall a bunch of nerds... listen to REAL music https://open.spotify.com/track/4nH1lpWkgzQPpTYPPjWKaI?si=918de5026f29491f
its fucking pouring
^^ a song that talks about how the artist doesnt love his wife anymore, and how he loves another woman, and doesnt know how to tell his wife
owen was her + shanghai alice of meiji 17 are my two favourites
sit in class, watching videos about IEMs
listen to the teacher for one moment to answer one of his questions
he says a dumb question where you have to understand between the lines
mfw he has pissed me off in just one moment
fuck that teacher
this is the main reason why I dont listen to him during his class
he either asks some dumb question which you dont have to think logically or he makes some dumb sexist joke
PLEASE PLESAE PLESAE PLESAE PLESAE PELAS LET ME IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL PAY TRIPLE THE PRICE PLEASE PLEASE PLESAE PLESAE PLEAS
just leave me alone and let me watch my videos then instead of doing some mind trickery
what a situation I can relate to! Egads!
MS-DOS music player?
i hate my bitch of a wife, i need to marry brazilian hatsune miku,,,
@glass shell i personally like this album, several of their members passed a little while back tho, including bassist, who was super good
ok no that's going in thr gallery
brazilian hatsune miku
does your wife know about this
im framing this shit
idk how to tell her
why
???
anyone that knows spanish is this product description good and would it make you want to buy it?
its funny
its not that funny to me
my bitch of a wife is stopping me from marrying brazilian hatsune miku,,,
entirely instrumental, but i love this album too, alot of rhythmic stuff n atmosphere https://open.spotify.com/track/4bieJtAzd1p1GaDgYTjNUJ
sad
do you want me to unpin ur gif and pin this instead? (ive already pinned so much, dont wanna overdo it)
pin the original message dingus
fine, I'm leaving vencor message blockrd rho
so many pins
discord needs to raise pin limit
yesssssssssss
why is ntts funny
I found that ntts is in the access enjoyers server
in the hwat
they are still here
yes I know
i will unpin android adb unlock copypasta for two blobcatcozy
support server for an internal tool discord made but is open source
oh
one actually
i think discord staff found that nobody really cares about their enterprise grade software they built
I dont even think theyve mentioned it anywhere have they
can i join
where do i go if im not human but not an alien
(#1288616064183308348 message)
I've only discovered because I saw it on their GitHub
you stay here and dont be brainrot
no one goes on discords GitHub unironically
#1288616064183308348 full of brainrot
real
here
i already sent.
shiggy is an ailen
real but i will not touch that catcry
taking over society
lc.google how old is miku
Aug 3, 2020 ... Miku is canonically 16. Miku has been out for 13 years, making her also technically 13. And if she was 16 in 2007, thatย ...
brazilian hatsune miku///
lc.google how old is brazilian hatsune miku
brazillian miku is just miku if she was brazillian
HOW
this looks like it hasnt been updated in 3 years
bro found a new land
rn shes 17 iirc
honestly idk
and that update was VERY minor
turns 18 next year
be scared.
this aged horribly since it was put here half a decade ago
i love sending my android diags to discord
yes i know this too
idk lol
how is that a part of discord.com
It just seems like some basic service to send android logs
i need to do this
unironically
if my xiaomi phone wasnt bricked, i would do it ngl

i have a moto phone
maybe it will
ximi jumpscare
i dont have xiaomi or motor phone :sadblobcat:
My phone is a Xiaomi but currently runs a custom rom
It's probably as useful as this button
CMF Phone 1, CMF Watch 1
we got that CCP smartwatch
This is unironically what I've been considering doing when I upgrade to a new phone
direct line to xi ping
lets get vencord verified
I hated hyperos/miui/whatever so much I just flashed that shit
horror
fuckin hell
i love xiaomi
also, my watch has girls being gay on it
i love xiaomi 2tb flash drive front of aliexpress very much not scam
i honestly never got ads on my xiaomi phone that werent from shit i installed
my phone and my watch have no kind of pictures on them, except an album cover widget on my phone homescreen
all the gay ppl sleepin damnit
genuinely believe backgrounds and shit are just so fucking messy and confusing
images generally
only exception is my website, which is there for talent display
my lock screen for like a year now has been a remiu fumo smokin a cig
even on desktops?
yurr
idk I got them in my notifications
And in the system apps
on your desktop

i dont think i need to explain. it just is my personality
keyboard and mouse leds are on for visibility, but not much else reason
i didnt think it was possible to have a computer with even less soul than a default windows 11 wallpaper and centered taskbar full of bloat
Oh so thats where the soul come from
mini dv camcorder nice
you probably turn off desktop icons not because you think desktop icons are a bad idea but because you have made folders on your desktop

4 seperate cameras on my desk, not including the one i use as a microphone and webcam
yurr, use it as a mic and webcam
windows moment'
with the icon replaced
still
this is
thought it was funny
water
worse with them on
no
sup chat
its just horrible
no it isnt
STORING YOUR COMMONLY USED APP SHORTCUTS THAT DONT FIT ON THE TASKBAR
dont really use the start menu
nor the shortcuts folder
the shortcuts folder doesnt serve a purpose
then why have it ๐ญ
too lazy to delete
oh so you admit it was a "good idea" at one point but really sucks in reality
feel like its easier to just drag and drop new shortcuts
still is a good idea
NO
why not?
been doing this since i was a child
better than fully bloated desktop
let me see if i can find a screenshot of my school desktop
i'm pretty sure ChromeOS and GNOME don't even have desktop icons
Not without plugins
this
yop
@viral cape
Budgie doesn't have them by default afaik
Desktop icons can be optional
I use a window manager with no desktop icons right now for example
This would be better without fully transparent taskbar
True
we should remove the Documents and Desktop folders from home dirs
unironically, across all systems
I use documents a lot
Because I actually write stuff
because of how misused it is
go download games
ONLY on windows it can die
genuinely
im hungry
I'm guessing it's a hold over from the documents and settings folder
so many shitty games and software litters the documents folder like it's the appdata folder on windows
This is exactly what I mean.
No that's called "User folder"
I think
it's ok i don't mind
yeah i really dont mind
Linux equivalent of that is putting a dot folder in the home dir instead of following XDG

yes
program i wrote does this
Why
~/.bingus
easier

Yeah
end users dont understand how annoying it is to write shit to follow your little shitty file organization system
this is 100x better
do it yourself
wtf is this take
Sounds like a major skill issue
its like 2 minutes extra work to use a standard config dir
Can you literally not hardcode like ~/.local/share or something
You can but it's "technically" not compliant in 0.01% of cases
Yeah fair, it's a start though
too hard
Technically you should be using an environment variable or something
the standard env vars for those arent even set on my system
someone remove this persons image perms
Someone brainrot them
v+ brainrot @undone umbra
brainrot game and brainrot messages....
@lapis lava can you come kill this user
capital punishment
@tough drift u love
i would download that video if it wasnt for the fact its so cringe that the funny part is gone
I HATE EBAY I HATE EBAY I HATE EBAY I HATE EBAY I HATE EBAY I HATE EBAY I HATE EBAY I HATE EBAY I HATE EBAY
what happened
i want to start selling old cameras
and i want to sell on ebay
but the problem is
i went to their page to learn how to sell
and there are 3 2 minute videos
how the fuck am i supposed to learn how to sell in 6 minutes
so far, 20 seconds into first video
I am "meeting mary"
it is 20 seconds of mary running
she is chopping what seems to be an apple
but it is blood red inside
Yeah, technically an implementation example should be something like this zig
const cache_dir = env_map.get("XDG_CACHE_DIR") orelse "~/. cache/";
Of course a ~ wouldn't be used but it's simplified
now she is looking thru clothes to see something to sell
is this C for python users
I ALREADY KNOW WHAT I WANT TO SELL MANE

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chat i love glorifying mental illness
hii oomf
ellescie
Your actions have consequences
It's your fault
๐
His name is sunday too...
@burnt maple why is programming so scary
TRUE

real
this is the most kitten looking kitten in the entire world
wtf is a tear of themis
v8
V12 actually
oh...thats a trump supporter twitter account..

i dont like men
yikes, i was gonna say something really controversial
Rude
I think you're confusing another account
let's pull in love and deepspace
bleeh
i would not wish this on my worse enemy
is blue archive a good game
Nein
Absolutely not
yop
so cool
@grand crypt You are being monitored.
@lapis lava also gm
trump supporting, god loving, gun toting man
gm
when does android 15 come out
If I get out of line do I get corporally punished or something?
I didn't mean it like that
There are 300 cameras in your house connected directly to the CCP
i have like 10 xiaomi devices
Couch Fucker Jr 
searched up chinese
why do i threaten so many people with a chinese water drip torture machine
this is racism against snapdragon 695
what android version
highschool without friends is such a great experience guys wow
i think google made it so all new apps have to target android 14 or newer
which is fucking insane
android 14
I'm warping you into the future
im API 37
i was on android 9 until not too long ago
i wish
what is wrong with you
Just make friends
easily said
Not so easy when all my classmates are fascists...
School full of weird people
this isnt a joke
That turned dark very quickly
Care to.... elaborate?
find Arch Linux user
?
profit
sure
Skill issue
channel dedicated to posting swastikas
I JUST REMEMBERED
i went outside today
AND MY LEGS SCRATCH BECAUSE MY SKIN IS DRY
samu server has nazi channel
Turned them normal
oh, thank you
vencord university:
Shower ๐ฟ
well there's this really cool trans girl but she's really cool and im scared to talk to her
i shower
nin0chat has secret keybind that opens nazi channel too
do NOT press CTRL + SHIFT + Q if in nin0chat website
Just talk to her
and skincare
IT'S SCARY DUDE
I dont think I graduated yet sorry
WHAT IF I STUTTER AND SHE HATES ME FOREVER
What's the worst that could happen
it will open secret nin0chat nazi edition channel
anxiety
her never wanting to talk to me again
try CTRL + Q instead
Most people wouldn't hate you over that
and then i lay in bed
what browser do you use
only works on browser
did you mean clicking the quit button?
are you on browser
Idk the odds of this are so slim
only works on browser
plus i am notoriously bad at holding conversation what do you want me to talk about
keybind works only on browser
Capitalism and its timed lifespan
just imagine 5'0" tall unkempt trans girl with big ass eye bags coming towards you
or the weather i guess
Vencord
^^
unkempt
i personally would run away
how are you so short
i look very unkempt no matter what I do
i don't know it sucks
dead inside?
unkept
Same I don't talk to women irl
BetterDiscord
i might be stupid
im not dead inside :(
twinning
depression just doesn't look pretty
last time i talked to a woman irl, she said she loved me after knowing me for 3 days
rizz
last time i talked to a woman was this morning in the bus
not rizz, she speedran doki doki literature club suicide route in class
is your school bus full of kids vaping
she's supportive of me being trans but she's a childhood friend so it DOESN'T COUNT I STILL CAN'T SOCIALIZE AAAA
no
the vape cancer is only in US i think
wrong
soo bad
I LOVE VAPING I LOVE CLOUD FROM MOUTH MAKES ME FEEL LIKE GOD I LOVE CLOUDS CLOUDS CLOUDS GALAZY GAS VAPOR CANCER I LOVE FRUITY MANGO
deffo not
@glass shell do u need a hug?
i might need one
hugggggg
someone put me in the femur breaker
@crude fern do you need me to remove the french language pack off ur gentoo install
or the physical contact may be my breaking point and I will then ascend to a higher plane and wreck the entire world apart just to rebuild it in an eternal loop of torment for everyone coming in my way
yall need to feel the touch of another person so bad oh my lord
i have felt the touch of another person
i have autism physical contact isn't really my thing most of the time
unless it's people i really trust
a hug from that tall trans girl would feel nice though
the shiggy
o
i dont want to know
fuck you then damn
im 5'10.5"
im not the one who wants to marry miku just saying
i am 6 feet tall
in normal units?
oddly specific
anybody want a hug
no i didn't install it
but you're not real you're in me phone
brazilian hatsune miku
little person in my phone
fake
hey at least they didn't say they're 6 feet tall
in fake units
my height in normal is 154cm
179cm
iirc its 5'10.59"
No you're not
im 5'9 for any americans, also known as 180cm
guh
1 stick wide
:c
(i need to eat more)
my metabolism is evil
no matter how much i eat i don't gain weight
i say 5'10.5" because that's the number its basically been for the last 2.5 yrs
Hello
round up or down, depending on if you want to be taller or shorter
what if evil hacker finds your computer and lists evil rocks on your now evil account
i already want to list evil rocks on my soon to be evil account
so win win
fair
i want percussion to at least 1 decimal place
You have to.
idk what fucking part of ADHD this fits into but somehow its gotta as im not autistic
one day one of you fucks will send me so much phishing spam to my email
this is not an invitation
I'm buying your soul
check your mail
do people actually email you when you post your email
no
i was born at exactly 12:34
i love this
so muc
i wont leak your email just because it technically is a request to buy something from me
wish i knew the seconds tho
but for any further queries, I sell cameras, not evil rocks
i don't care if my email gets leaked i never read anything
why are the spanish emailing me
and I have like 20 alt emails
ebay so bad at gathering identifying information
Device? Unknown. Location? Literal other side of country.
madrid madrid
yeah, because madrid is also a region
was explaining in case someone else didnt know
knowledge is power or something
just remembered a detail from my dreams
i dreamed that i bought toilet paper
turns out
we are still out of toilet paper
What was the scariest dreams you all saw and stuck with you
i was mean to zeet in a dream... already apologized to them though
i don't remember
ill do it in a bit
I think i also saw zeet in my dream ๐ญ
i did not see zeet in my dream
I had a dream where zeet was posting anime sketches
everything does

bad square
fuck my stupid appropriate life
beep boop
we don't talk about that

i will kill you
minky
why? because it was funny?
no because i don't like it when you're right
wait
shut up
i wonder how FAST an FPGA can drive
like my bitch of a wife... she doesnt like that brazilian hatsune miku is right for me...
"she doesnt exist" neither do you, get me another beer
and
delusions
bwaaaaaa
jager smells good i need to try it
do not overdrink because you will hate it after a bit
it's scary
are u drunk
you
what are u drinking
WTF
never a sober moment
nothing
drink milk
@lapis lava can attest to this
i drank a lot on saturday though
im lactose intolerant
that's so cool
pro yapper
capital punishment for you
adding purely because ur lactose intolerant 
how many messages do I have the deep state (discord) doesn't wanna tell
im into that
hi mugu
hi
but when i say it
you said it in a more vulgar way
ig
and to someone who isnt into it
please do not communicate with me any longer
please do not post gifs of executions
execution by water melong
HOLY SHIT
Dont post gore
cats (plushies) executed by heavy boulder (war melo)
NEW @

moodeng cake
@ estrogentwink
how the fuck is this not taken
Ok fr decos songs has been getting progressively weirder since rabbit hole lol
imagine
let him be

he is in a phase
nin0 is either typing out the bible, or doesnt want to do something
tbf the best ive listened to from deco as of far is hibana reloaded
yall need to listen to danny brown
a fucking icon
mika!
idk how so little people in pop culture know danny brown
sad girl s-x
danny brown is pretty popular
fucking femtanyl
If rabbit hole wasnt animated by ccs id prolly listen to it much more
he is pretty popular
But he isnt in everyday convos so to speak
i only knew about him since he worked with JV&B
you hear of eminem, kendrick, drake
people like that
obviously, danny never was that massive, but he is as big in pop culture as lil uzi vert and people like that
hey
hye
guh
Heard about Danny from JPEGMAFIA and various interviews
imagine using discord decos
um what the sigma
mfw the ellen
no embed
How tall are u all
5'11
5"6 ish 7
i will never get these items out of my drafts
camellia
5'10.5"
hi
hru hru?
guess who isn't finishinf their school day again
@stray spindle give me a call
i made my own decor
the door
this is honestly what i need
amazing door
these home depot doors dont take punches very well
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get the one from the construction in my school that was supposed to be done before school eveb started
hi demon from the hells
is there a regex for ethnic slurs? so I can block it via auto mod :P
horrible how about you
can u send me an invite to that guild server
D: why is that?
get ready.... cuz theres a second one (featuring censoring so i dont doxx myself
ask @edgy ermine
RIGHT AFTER I TOOK THIS SOME GUY WALKED OUT LMAO
buh
probably wondering why i was just standing there staring at the door
i am SO sleep deprived
also you should probably ask vee I think she's good with regex
haii
and yes, I recommend vencord, tis an amazing addon and I support it whole heartedly
Hallo!
my pfp and banner is my sona
you prob don't specifically remember me cuz i change my ENTIRE profile regularly but im still Stellaluna
she is a helluva boss sona
nice
:3
:3
ohhhh you're stellaluna
im still me, yes
I remember never talking to you because your name reminded me of my ex

regulars' colors are randomized now
(dumb reason)
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
im lavender named
my ex was named stella that's literally it
ah
@crude fern
i paid moneys
I paid moneys too :P
estrogen twink
๐ญ i thought it was a pretty name ok
on the github repo
I'm outside



