🧊-off-topic-iceman-only

[raw panther]

yo what up

[eager marsh]

omg me

hai

[shadow yarrow]

yall r so cool

[raw panther]

:3

[eager marsh]

:3

[shadow yarrow]

:3

[sudden fjord]

i’m not

i never was

[shadow yarrow]

too bad u r now

[dusty goblet]

Lies i ain't cute

[shadow yarrow]

prove it

[dusty goblet]

Why did I write cute instead of cool

I'm neither anyway

[dusty goblet]

I exist

[shadow yarrow]

ur cute and cool until proven otherwise and existing isnt proof

[sudden fjord]

if I look cute I kms

[shadow yarrow]

what why

[sudden fjord]

because I look shit

[shadow yarrow]

doubt

[sudden fjord]

@dusty goblet can prove

[shadow yarrow]

is there a hashtag media channel

[dusty goblet]

Nuh uh

[raw panther]

nope

[shadow yarrow]

every transgirl is cute

[shadow yarrow]

where am i gonna send my cat pics then

[sudden fjord]

i’m lesbian, not trans, so

[raw panther]

uhh here except you don't have image perms so you can only post links

[sudden fjord]

if cat girl, my dms

[shadow yarrow]

the bisex flag:

[shadow yarrow]

how do i get img perms

[dusty goblet]

I will untrans myself

[sudden fjord]

by hacking ven

[shadow yarrow]

cant i just ask some mods

[sudden fjord]

@dusty goblet you get flowers if you come here rn

[dusty goblet]

Flowahs

[raw panther]

boost server, bribe vee for donor role or get image sender role by asking a staffmember nicely

[shadow yarrow]

dont do that

[dusty goblet]

I couldn't anyway

Being a guy disgusts me

[shadow yarrow]

id rather just get image sender honestly

[shadow yarrow]

EXACTLYYYY

me too

[sudden fjord]

i can put makeup on you

[jaunty trellis]

[raw panther]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/emojis/1155918238442606713.gif?size=48&name=hypershiggy&quality=lossless

[dusty goblet]

You're the 3rd person wanting to do that

[sudden fjord]

(no guarantees)

[sudden fjord]

damn

[dusty goblet]

Hai :3

[shadow yarrow]

i can also do that if u want

[sudden fjord]

no one ever wanted to give me makeup - i’m too ugly for that

actually

[dusty goblet]

Why are yall so cute

[sudden fjord]

can someone buy me makeup

[dusty goblet]

How much

(Price)

[jaunty trellis]

dw I'll do that in 83 days once ed comes over

[dusty goblet]

We need a new name for me

[sudden fjord]

idk, https://dm.at

[dusty goblet]

I just gave DM 50 bucks yday

Horror

[shadow yarrow]

oh cool german

[zinc spire]

german names?

[sudden fjord]

my name is just “your local lesbian”

[sudden fjord]

austria

[jaunty trellis]

based

[sudden fjord]

i have like 3eur

[shadow yarrow]

doesent austria also speak german

[dusty goblet]

920

[dusty goblet]

Cursed German yes

[sudden fjord]

kinda

austrian

[shadow yarrow]

so cool

[jaunty trellis]

[dusty goblet]

Pingu is cool

[raw panther]

[jaunty trellis]

w<

[zinc spire]

Yop

[dusty goblet]

Annie cool too

All my fwens are cool

[zinc spire]

U toooo

[shadow yarrow]

i want too

[dusty goblet]

What?

[shadow yarrow]

.

[jaunty trellis]

[sudden fjord]

me no fwends

[zinc spire]

[dusty goblet]

We need to make a vencord transgirls village

We will start our own cult

[shadow yarrow]

yes

we need it

[sudden fjord]

i’m not trans though

[dusty goblet]

And each morning we start with headpatting each other

[raw panther]

we should buy some island and make a cargirl utopia

[jaunty trellis]

[dusty goblet]

You buy it yeah

[shadow yarrow]

honorary trans

[zinc spire]

ur an ally though

[sudden fjord]

i’m naturally lesbian

[sudden fjord]

i indeed am

[zinc spire]

buy an oil rig and transform it into that

[dusty goblet]

Same

[dusty goblet]

500 Americans liked this message

[sudden fjord]

(transfems and fwmboys are female for me so I stay lesbian)

[raw panther]

the pirate bay planned on buying sealand which is kinda like that basically

[shadow yarrow]

r u by chance gynosexual

[dusty goblet]

What's that now

[sudden fjord]

i have no idea that that is

[zinc spire]

wha

[shadow yarrow]

attraction to femininity regardless of gender

[shadow yarrow]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/emojis/1102159530713944145.webp?size=48

dang

[sudden fjord]

lols

[zinc spire]

isnt it the same as finsexual

[shadow yarrow]

whats finsexual

[open pasture]

I LOVE THE FINNISH!!!

[jaunty trellis]

[shadow yarrow]

theres prob some tiny bit of differance between them

[jaunty trellis]

w<

[deep token]

same

[raw panther]

:3

[zinc spire]

https://www.reddit.com/r/Finsexual/comments/k6to32/so_whats_the_difference_between_this_and/

[dusty goblet]

I love one specific Finnish girl

The rest of the Finns are pretty cool too

[shadow yarrow]

thats cool

so its more specific

[last siren]

how many did you buy

I got 4x3 yesterday lol

[deep token]

one

it has 3

so

they were pretty big tho

and very good

[last siren]

only 3 is never enough for me

did you get a burger?

or just wings

[deep token]

nah i got 9 nugs and fries

might get a cheeseburger later and a mcflurry

[last siren]

I got a cheeseburger yesterday and it was good

[open pasture]

I made some gyros with my roommate yesterday but they're very spicy

We have a lot extra

[dusty goblet]

@jaunty trellis @zinc spire

[solemn plank]

im soggy

[dusty goblet]

What

[zinc spire]

[dusty goblet]

[zinc spire]

** **

[balmy rover]

[balmy rover]

Why does it say 可燃💀

Means flammable

[sudden fjord]

because i’m flammable

if someone hugs me I’ll explode

[vapid yarrow]

nuh uh

[jaunty trellis]

[jaunty trellis]

tfym I don't exist

[vapid yarrow]

it just doesn't

[eager marsh]

damn you fl studio

[dusty goblet]

Sorry pingu I didn't take my schizophrenia meds the last weeks 😔

[eager marsh]

my whole fuckign pc froze

[jaunty trellis]

chat this is so sad

[balmy rover]

💀

[fringe drift]

sob sob actually have had this issue :(

[deep token]

meow

@fringe drift hiiiii

[fringe drift]

hewoo

[zinc spire]

[deep token]

i am considering an m1 air

[fringe drift]

guess whos flying to amsterdam today

[deep token]

theyve gotten cheaper

[deep token]

no way :o

[dusty goblet]

WHAT

[fringe drift]

gonna leave for airport in <1h

[jaunty trellis]

woah

[dusty goblet]

[fringe drift]

[dusty goblet]

I have a friend in Amsterdam

[storm cedar]

g'day peeps

[deep token]

discord can you make a proper mobile app please

[dusty goblet]

I need to go visit them

[fringe drift]

r they cute

do they like hugs

[balmy rover]

Lol

[sand citrus]

they cant

[fringe drift]

they should say hi to me if they do

[dusty goblet]

Yes to both but they've left Amsterdam some hours ago today

[fringe drift]

scam

where to?

[deep token]

hey i like hugs

[dusty goblet]

Idk Italy or smth

[fringe drift]

r u in central europe

[deep token]

yeah

[fringe drift]

where :o

[dusty goblet]

I like hugs too

[storm cedar]

Should be kinda sunny ish when you arrive

[deep token]

✅ republic

it's pretty out here

[fringe drift]

east or west?

[dusty goblet]

One of the people who wanted to put makeup on me is from there

[jaunty trellis]

[fringe drift]

west i could take a train to from berlin, anything else would he a flight

ive been to cz before

:3

[vapid yarrow]

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Finland_does_not_exist.png

[deep token]

im near prague

[dusty goblet]

Someone should hug me

[deep token]

hot

[fringe drift]

oh thats cool

[deep token]

did you like it here

oh shit i see a disassembled imac

[fringe drift]

considered moving near prague lolol

[deep token]

holy shit w

[jaunty trellis]

[fringe drift]

not anymore rn,,

[deep token]

im probably gonna move

[fringe drift]

for <mh> reasons

but

[zinc spire]

NOOOOO

[deep token]

i want english speaking country

[fringe drift]

i did

[digital kettle]

hai gays

[fringe drift]

korea

[deep token]

i have a map of europe

[jaunty trellis]

haiii

[dusty goblet]

Hai

[deep token]

let me find it

[deep token]

samsung country

[fringe drift]

r u in central europe :3

[dusty goblet]

How do u explain this

[storm cedar]

I mean Amsterdam would be fine in general if you can speak English

[vapid yarrow]

CIA plant

[fringe drift]

but if you close your eyes

[deep token]

im gonna go get ice cream

[fringe drift]

does it almost feel like noothings changed at all

[jaunty trellis]

why is sweden still there

[deep token]

nothing changed those countries are nonexistent

fuck the uk and fuck france

[fringe drift]

huh cuz i need to move there

[storm cedar]

Everytime I've been there I end up actually speaking English instead since its more common *referring to Amsterdam

[dusty goblet]

Woah that means I have access to the sea

[deep token]

cuz it didnt do anything

[dusty goblet]

Yis

[fringe drift]

she sells seashells on the seashore

[fringe drift]

wheeere

i will deliver one (1) singular hug

[dusty goblet]

Germany

[fringe drift]

frech

where there

[dusty goblet]

Freiburg

[storm cedar]

Dutch

[fringe drift]

what the fuck is a freiburg

[jaunty trellis]

[dusty goblet]

😭

[fringe drift]

oh bw

[deep token]

@last siren IM KILLING MYSELF

[dusty goblet]

Its 2h below vee or smth

[fringe drift]

its basically switzerland

[deep token]

THEY DONT HAVE OREO MCFLURRIES

NOOOOOOOO

[dusty goblet]

And France too yeah

[deep token]

MY DAY IS RUINED

[open pasture]

Nooooo

[fringe drift]

omw to bc100 and visit all the germans

[dusty goblet]

LMAO

[storm cedar]

Think burg is old germanic for a hold or a castle or something

[jaunty trellis]

come visit me

hop on the same plane with ed

[dusty goblet]

If you visit pingu take me with you

[zinc spire]

do i count if i can walk into germany

[sudden fjord]

me alone

[deep token]

my day is ruined

[last siren]

fuck...

[vapid yarrow]

are you a polack

[jaunty trellis]

[zinc spire]

sadly

[deep token]

i am very sad

[vapid yarrow]

then no

[last siren]

[deep token]

i got a different one and a cheeseburger tho

[zinc spire]

😭

[jaunty trellis]

[deep token]

theyre refilling the ice cream machine

this is gonna take long

[dusty goblet]

Do you speak German

[misty zephyr]

meow

[dusty goblet]

Mrrrrrp

[jaunty trellis]

[misty zephyr]

woah

[storm cedar]

idk do you?

[zinc spire]

Natürlich (100% true no scam)

[dusty goblet]

I do

[dusty goblet]

That's enough ig

[jaunty trellis]

[dusty goblet]

Cute cat

My cat

[unborn magnet]

[deep token]

this battery is ass

[jaunty trellis]

[unborn magnet]

Boymoders?

[floral cargo]

hm

[dusty goblet]

Why does this sound like me

[unborn magnet]

I kinda still don’t get it…

[jaunty trellis]

trans girls who present as guys cuz presenting fem is not a possibility at the moment

[unborn magnet]

Ok I found a better definition

[ripe timber]

@open pasture can I DM?

[unborn magnet]

:D

[zinc spire]

exactly

[floral cargo]

damn

[deep token]

me

[dusty goblet]

[jaunty trellis]

not having to boymode is nice

[zinc spire]

how do you not boymode

[jaunty trellis]

hm?

[cobalt portal]

i wanna girlmode but

poland and i dont have warm fem clothes

and its quite cold here so

[dusty goblet]

I never cared for most of my life

I'm hoping I can just go on with not caring

[jaunty trellis]

I'm out to my family and friends just don't give a shit so I can be a girl all I want

[cobalt portal]

i dont think girlmoding will make me pass anyway soo

[dusty goblet]

I don't feel like I'll ever be a girl anyway so why try

[jaunty trellis]

smh

not even trying is the worst thing to do

[storm cedar]

cause feelings aren't rational and you'll never know if you don't try

[sand citrus]

if u dont try then obviously you wont be

although i assume u realize that since u strikethrough'd the text

[dusty goblet]

Yh

Idk I was supposed to not be anymore anyway

[storm cedar]

don't care still gonna argue against that statement

[golden swan]

Stupid fuck kanye didnt drop the album on spotify my australia vpn didnt work fuck you kanye

[sand citrus]

so true

[zinc spire]

authen not cute anymore

W

[dusty goblet]

All I know is I hate being a guy, i hate myself and I hate life but also I cba to do anything about if in my current environment

[golden swan]

so true

make this server authenmaxxed

[zinc spire]

NOOOO

[dusty goblet]

How does one even try

[dusty goblet]

I will leave if that happens

[golden swan]

when i turn 54 years old i will die by overdosing on estrogen

[dusty goblet]

I will also remove my brain violently because I couldn't cope with the horrible events

[deep token]

can't

[golden swan]

yes i can

[deep token]

no you can't

[void ivy]

you can't die from overdosing on hormones

you just make yourself really really sick

[golden swan]

yes i can

[storm cedar]

I thought so

[deep token]

^

[golden swan]

yes i can you cant spread woke propaganda to me

[jaunty trellis]

do I grow boobs faster tho

[open monolith]

hello

[deep token]

its not propaganda its biology

[void ivy]

no

[jaunty trellis]

sadge

[cobalt portal]

what happens then? sorry i dont know much but i wanna get hrt so would be good to know nya

[golden swan]

woke propaganda

[dusty goblet]

Do not do stupid things

[golden swan]

biology isnt even real

who the fuck is science

[storm cedar]

too late

[dusty goblet]

It better not be

[golden swan]

how does hrt even work dawg do you have like a little alert for estrogen t ime

[wheat ledge]

i just take mine in the morning

[golden swan]

oh sorry i cant do that im busy on estrogen time

[zinc spire]

blood tests:

[void ivy]

im not an expert on this nor am i trans, so please dont take my word as gospel, but according to medical literature you get similar effects to pregnancy (i.e., nausea, fatigue, weakness, etc.) and you should stop taking it until you hormone levels normalize

this is something you should talk to your doctor/clinic about though, not random people on the internet

[cobalt portal]

ah okai, thank you <3

[void ivy]

no worries

[jaunty trellis]

[void ivy]

as long as you follow what you're told you'll be fine

[golden swan]

dont talk to doctors talk to me i am a expert

[cobalt portal]

well i dont have anyone professional to ask since im not out to my family soo

[storm cedar]

depends on the specific HRT, since its a per person case as to what's most suitable (and available)

[void ivy]

i wish you the best of luck on your journey, and i hope you find good doctors

[cobalt portal]

thank you <3

ill probably need it

[dusty goblet]

I will speedrun a doctors title and get you hrt

[zinc spire]

can you get some for me too :3

[dusty goblet]

(I'm probably dead anyway before I have a doctors title)

[dusty goblet]

Yop

[sand citrus]

buy hrt from sketchy places on the internet!

[golden swan]

new speedrun category dropped

[golden swan]

buy estrogen from soundcloud

https://soundcloud.com/velfer-kikker/estrolibrium-estrogen-pills-price-in-pakistan-03001040944-buy-now?si=dd8e161e36f94cc5be4bcd1370002662

[cobalt portal]

lmfao

[wheat ledge]

i remember for a while people on twitter were recommending doing diy estrogen which is like the worst idea

[sand citrus]

https://soundcloud.com/marchez-pogda/free-dl-steam-wallet-hack-2014-steam-wallet-money-adder

[wheat ledge]

it kept appearing on my timeline

[zinc spire]

horror

[void ivy]

oh yeah i would avoid DIY HRT

[cobalt portal]

i know someone that did diy

[storm cedar]

not the worst idea, but certainly far from a good one

[ripe timber]

nahh 💀

[sand citrus]

what is diy hrt exactly

[void ivy]

it is not safe and you can fuck up easily, please get it from actual pharma companies as much as they're shitty

[golden swan]

diy estrogen you add salt to water an drink it

[cobalt portal]

they got forced off it and got hrt from professionals tho

[void ivy]

home made hormones

[sand citrus]

illegally getting estrogen? or is it different from estrogen

[sand citrus]

how do you even do that

[brittle granite]

NO

[cobalt portal]

but yea be extremely careful while diy

[void ivy]

no it is estrogen, its just made by not-pharma companies

[wheat ledge]

thats good

[void ivy]

it is not safe to do it

[sand citrus]

yeah thats what i thought

[storm cedar]

You take legal chemicals/hormones and just see how well it works

[void ivy]

i have genuinely read through the instructions before and holy shit

the amount of ways you can kill yourself

[brittle granite]

diy hrt is when you dont get an endocrinologist

[wheat ledge]

no just dont do it at all

[ripe timber]

oh shit green names here are not vendetta green names sorry

[dusty goblet]

Need

[cobalt portal]

or that

[zinc spire]

you buy it, take too much, get bad side effects and then find yourself in a hospital cuz no one knows whats wrong with you

[cobalt portal]

unless its your only option

[brittle granite]

you can't make estrogen at home

[void ivy]

anyway

no more diy shit

guilty gear

mods

[raw panther]

poor @golden swan, did you post too much cringe

[dusty goblet]

Deserved

[storm cedar]

You can order odd substances that do give HRT effects

[sand citrus]

haters

[cobalt portal]

nope

do not

[storm cedar]

you can

[sand citrus]

laced estrogen

[storm cedar]

not you should

ffs

[dusty goblet]

Yes im a hater, I hate almost everyone and everything, and at most I hate myself <3

[void ivy]

i am not a medical professional but please do not make, consume, or encourage non-pharma grade injections or medicine

[dusty goblet]

I should hop offline the bad thoughts in my head are getting louder again

Have fun

[sand citrus]

might be healthier for u

hope u feel better

[zinc spire]

[storm cedar]

Take care Ed!

[dusty goblet]

I will not

[zinc spire]

bye Ed

[dusty goblet]

I'll just have more time to have thoughts

[brittle granite]

THAT'S NOT DIY HRT NO ONE IS PULLING A BREAKING BAD

[dusty goblet]

Do not headpat me

[cobalt portal]

sorry

[brittle granite]

😭

[void ivy]

what

[raw panther]

methstrogen

[sand citrus]

u dont have to be the one making it

[cobalt portal]

yeah you can get some online

[sand citrus]

and its very safe!

[brittle granite]

DIY transgender hormone therapy is a phenomenon where transgender people obtain and self-administer transgender hormone therapy as part of their gender transition without the guidance of a licensed medical provider. This may be caused by various problems accessing healthcare which transgender people face. The prevalence of DIY hormone therapy in the trans community varies between studies, from 11% to 79%.

[jaunty trellis]

[storm cedar]

aka it can be done, but that doesn't mean it should be

[sand citrus]

buying substances illegally has no risk associated with it!

you are getting what you pay for!

no one would lie!

[storm cedar]

one can also smoke gas station weed

[rough dome]

he has powers (oh no!!!)

[jaunty trellis]

varies between 11 and 79%

[cobalt portal]

yeah

[storm cedar]

those aren't illegal usually

[brittle granite]

you can buy pharma grade estrogen without a prescription

[storm cedar]

on the clearnet at least

[zinc spire]

.

[void ivy]

no, the specific stuff im referring to is actual DIY HRT

as in

actually making it

yourself

[brittle granite]

NO ONE DOES THAT

[cobalt portal]

id say dont do diy hrt unless its the only choice (legal hrt is illegal or unavailable)

[void ivy]

THERE ARE LITERALLY

PEOPLE

WHO DO THAT

AND THEN SELL IT

[cobalt portal]

oh god

[void ivy]

HAVE YOU NOT SEEN THE MASSIVE SCAMS

AND SHIT

[storm cedar]

That sounds like a lot of risk for little gain

[void ivy]

FROM PEOPLE CAPITALIZING ON IT

[storm cedar]

do they actually have product that works then

or just scam powder (aka air)

[void ivy]

very few do

[sand citrus]

theres definitely someone that does

[brittle granite]

holy shit buy it from a pharmacy

[sand citrus]

this is probably comparable to Buying drugs off the streets lol

[storm cedar]

bad comparison at least it is here

[void ivy]

the ones that do actually do it legitimately dont do it safely, and they usually are selling to people who cant get it because of legal restrictions or because their country has anti-LGBTQ laws

[sand citrus]

what im trying to say is you cant trust it

its possible but its

not something you should do

[void ivy]

but even then, just dont, please, its not worth the risk and a lot of them can make you very sick or kill you

[storm cedar]

Don't just trust anything your doc gives you either

[sand citrus]

well thats way more trustworthy

[wheat ledge]

getting on hrt can suck, took me like 2 years but its much more worth the wait than risking diying it or somethin

[storm cedar]

not meant as don't trust pharma hurr

[cobalt portal]

huh

[misty zephyr]

also cats help

[golden swan]

the estrogen plug

[sand citrus]

soundcloud

[void ivy]

she's so oomfie

i have modded this but i like this color scheme and outfit

its cute

[brittle granite]

u can buy real estrogen from outside pharmas i can assure you no one actually needs to buy homemade drugs

[storm cedar]

but you can actually question a prescription or treatment option. Might be a different drug/treatment/anything that works better for you

[void ivy]

like i said they sell to countries where that's not possible

cause it's regulated or illegal

https://tenor.com/view/ggst-elphelt-elphelt-valentine-guilty-gear-guilty-gear--strive--gif-15774969657406111103

i like her normal outfit but i think i-nos outfit works really well on her too

[golden swan]

tl;dr buy estrogen from strangers make your own estrogen it is completely safe

[void ivy]

no

opposite

bad

terrible idea

[golden swan]

i should use more tone indicators

half of my messages would have /j /s

[storm cedar]

real estrogen as opposed to what

[brittle granite]

homemade

[void ivy]

anyhow

[golden swan]

.fm

[fading lance]

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[storm cedar]

You can make stuff at home up to a high standard, admittedly its not all too common to see pharmaceutical quality stuff with most things people make

[void ivy]

i wanna try uhhh

seasalt ice cream

it seems nice

[misty zephyr]

cat ice cream

[storm cedar]

fun fact on this topic, lavander and tea tree oil can induce male booba growth

[kind rose]

what discord modded client would yall recommend for android

[cobalt portal]

vendetta or aliucord

vendetta is eol but it still works

[kind rose]

didnt vendetta get discontinnued and aliucord outdated

[cobalt portal]

yeah

[sand citrus]

aliucord isnt dead its old ver of dsicord on purpose

vendetta still works

[cobalt portal]

they both work fine

just use vendetta until it breaks

[kind rose]

discord mobile website is ass

[zinc spire]

WHAT

[kind rose]

ok

[cobalt portal]

and then find a fork of it or switch to aliucord

[west ore]

challenge accepted

[sand citrus]

or at worst u can use an old discord apk

[cobalt portal]

yea

[sand citrus]

or best, depending on how u look at it

[storm cedar]

it has a somewhat similar effect to estrogen

[west ore]

chosen route: marker degradation (weird yams to t precursor to progesterone to estrogen)
running synthesis…

[zinc spire]

👀

[cobalt portal]

any legitimate studies on those?

[storm cedar]

gimma a sec

[open pasture]

no say it here

[west ore]

brb drinking lavender essential oil /j

[ripe timber]

oh uhm, i just wanted to ask if you were alright. that's why i wanted to DM

[open pasture]

is something wrong?

[storm cedar]

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/17267908/

[golden swan]

thats not a trusted source a trusted source is wetdry dot world

[ripe timber]

No, I just meant to ask that when I noticed you left the other server, but couldn't due to closed DMs.

[zinc spire]

omw to drink all tea trees

[open pasture]

yeah I left servers

[cobalt portal]

real

[ripe timber]

Understandable then!

[open pasture]

ty

[golden swan]

.fm

[fading lance]

Now playing - authen

Current:

Trapped in Prison
Lil B • Im Gay

Previous:

mallgrabber p
Quinn • drive-by lullabies

51 artist scrobbles · 2 album scrobbles · 1 track scrobbles · 35832 total scrobbles

[ripe timber]

yw

[west ore]

everybody in chat get patted lol

[sand citrus]

why

thats messed up

[zinc spire]

u too

[west ore]

thx

[zinc spire]

[west ore]

why

[sand citrus]

bites off ur hand

[golden swan]

that shit is fucked up dont do that

[zinc spire]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[dusty goblet]

No

[golden swan]

/j /s

[sand citrus]

true /srs /sx

[west ore]

/javascript

[dusty goblet]

(I've decided the lack of distraction offline is worse for myself)

[golden swan]

so true

[sand citrus]

try watching some yt maybe

also yeah i feel that

[storm cedar]

yeah

[zinc spire]

Ed can you get us lavender and tea tree oils

[dusty goblet]

If you put me near a tree this moment it's not gonna end well

[storm cedar]

Don't, I just referenced it as an interesting side note

[zinc spire]

NOOOOO

[dusty goblet]

[golden swan]

you should watch tony zaret videos it will make you will beter

[fiery otter]

REAL

[dusty goblet]

I will block you

[storm cedar]

if you really wanna scratch that itch, just work out and train specific muscles especially

[golden swan]

nuh uh

[dusty goblet]

Yuh uh

[golden swan]

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/fEaxclj7uic

[dusty goblet]

Wdym no

It be gud

[west ore]

you literally hugging a tree:

(hug pingu instead idk)

[dusty goblet]

Nop

I am not touching anyone

I am too bad of a person

No touching me either

[zinc spire]

[west ore]

?!?

[dusty goblet]

(depression)

[west ore]

why are you self punishing lol

[misty zephyr]

depression doesn't make you a bad person

[dusty goblet]

I was giving a reasoning for my thoughts

Or rather a cause

[dusty goblet]

I hate myself

I do not want to live

I never wanted to live

[west ore]

ok but

if you recv headpats is that a good enough reason

[dusty goblet]

No

[west ore]

what would make you want to live

[dusty goblet]

Right now nothing

[west ore]

cuddles?

[dusty goblet]

Nop

[west ore]

gaming? yt?

[misty zephyr]

money?

[dusty goblet]

Nuh uh

[west ore]

probespamming noises

[dusty goblet]

What

[gray turtle]

Press ⁢‍‌⁣⁣⁢⁡‌⁣⁤‌⁤⁢‍⁡⁢‌‌‍⁤‌⁢‌‌‍‌‌⁡⁣⁡‌⁢‌‍⁢‌‌⁢‌⁡‌⁢‌⁡‌‍⁡‌⁢‍‌⁣⁣⁢⁤⁣⁢⁢⁡⁢⁢‍⁤‍⁡‍‌⁢⁢‍⁡⁢‌⁣‌‌‍⁢‌⁤‍⁢⁡‍⁢⁣⁡⁢‍⁤⁣‍⁡‌⁣‌⁢⁣‌"DECODE" on message

[west ore]

then what is making you not want to live

[dusty goblet]

idk

[brittle granite]

have you ever gotten a psychologist

[dusty goblet]

I have

When I started therapy they said they'd feel better if I was in a psych ward

(I was an acute danger to myself and others lmao)

[shadow yarrow]

yo what up gang its me again

[misty zephyr]

that's normal depending on what you tell them

[shadow yarrow]

who wats cat pics

[zinc spire]

Ed

[shadow yarrow]

wheres ed

get me ed

@dusty goblet

would u want cat pics

[dusty goblet]

Nop

[shadow yarrow]

dang

[brittle granite]

maybe you really should
they're not the scary places crumbling and full of dangerous people roaming media makes you think

[dusty goblet]

Trauma or smth maybe idk

[west ore]

[zinc spire]

[dusty goblet]

I actually wanted to after I was done with school but then I felt good enough so I didn't bother about it

[west ore]

isn’t this location dependent

[dusty goblet]

Now I don't have time

Ob yeah my local psych ward is awful

[misty zephyr]

I have been in a few and the worst thing is it was super boring, always

[dusty goblet]

At least from what I've heard people say

[dusty goblet]

Do not

[dusty goblet]

Nuh uh

[zinc spire]

yuh uh

[sudden fjord]

https://tenor.com/view/anime-bite-gif-25923605

[dusty goblet]

Nuh uh

[balmy rover]

Ur biting everyone

[sudden fjord]

no I bite @dusty goblet

[dusty goblet]

Do not bite me

[balmy rover]

O mb lol

[dusty goblet]

Especially not when I feel like this

[sudden fjord]

I do bite you

[balmy rover]

You sick or smth?

[zinc spire]

can we hug you instead

[sudden fjord]

we can recreate my pfp if you come here

[dusty goblet]

What

[sudden fjord]

what

[dusty goblet]

Mentally very

[brittle granite]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-kitten-attack-mitsou-adorable-gif-17755857

[balmy rover]

O dam, hope you get better 💪

[dusty goblet]

I will

After some time

The bad thoughts will fade out

If I survive

Why is it always the Saturdays

[balmy rover]

[dusty goblet]

Do not

[balmy rover]

You will

[sudden fjord]

I make all my thoughts reality

so i’m in hospital every week :p

[zinc spire]

Do not

[sand citrus]

i would not be saying that right now

[sudden fjord]

I got told to follow my dreams

I did

now they ask me why I do this

[sand citrus]

talking here doesnt seem to be very good for you right now, try watching a nice yt video or movie or something maybe

[zinc spire]

@balmy rover explode

[dusty goblet]

It really is fine lol

[balmy rover]

😏😏😏😏😏

[dusty goblet]

It's

[sand citrus]

i dont know about that

[dusty goblet]

Neutral

I do not have the motivation to watch YouTube

[sand citrus]

wdym motivation

[balmy rover]

I eventually will

[sand citrus]

maybe take a nap if you don't feel like watching stuff

[balmy rover]

Instagram reels>>>>>>

[sudden fjord]

go sleep

go to me

[balmy rover]

Come*

Not go

[sand citrus]

shut up

[balmy rover]

Ok

[sudden fjord]

yes I know I happen to be a English tutoring teacher

an*

yes,*

.*

[dusty goblet]

I don't use stupid social media

[balmy rover]

Ok

[shadow yarrow]

based

[balmy rover]

Fair

[sudden fjord]

I only use youtube shorts lol

they suck but i still use it

[dusty goblet]

Yea

Yt long content sucks on mobile

[dusty goblet]

I probably should've just eaten

My blood sugar probably dropped away and that allowed the thoughts to come

Now I cba to go eat

[zinc spire]

go eat smth nice

[dusty goblet]

Nop

[dusty goblet]

Can't be bothered

[zinc spire]

what about a monster

[west ore]

go hug someone cute and you will get diabetes /j

[dusty goblet]

That one is actually kind of funny

[west ore]

:3

[dusty goblet]

My monster is for tonight at 11pm

[dusty goblet]

In a way where it broke some of the negative thought patterns

[dusty goblet]

It's not husk

[zinc spire]

how about u take it now and sleep normally in the night

[dusty goblet]

I got too lazy for that

[dusty goblet]

Nuh uh

[jaunty trellis]

[dusty goblet]

[zinc spire]

[jaunty trellis]

ed stop being an unhealthy bitch and drink the monster now instead of at night

[dusty goblet]

I will send you a pic of me drinking a monster at midnight

Purposefully

[jaunty trellis]

[dusty goblet]

[dusty goblet]

oh yeah how easily can I get monster in Finland

[jaunty trellis]

it's expensive

like 2.30€

[dusty goblet]

WHAT

HORROR

you're moving to Germany not me to Finland

[open pasture]

Now that vendetta is dead, what do yall use on Android

[west ore]

omggg joke debugging

[open pasture]

Does Finland have fins?

[jaunty trellis]

hmm

[dusty goblet]

No mods

[open pasture]

[jaunty trellis]

vendetta until it breaks

it's gonna work for the foreseeable future

hopefully until a new mod comes out

[open pasture]

It should work longer than aliucord at least since its more recent?

[jaunty trellis]

mhm

[next warren]

lol

[open pasture]

Epic

[jaunty trellis]

if you stick to an older version of discord yeah

every new version of discord has the chance to break it and then just go back to the last stable version that works

[sudden fjord]

well i starve or injure myself lol

[dusty goblet]

I wanted to injur myself so often on purpose but I was always afraid of getting physically abused by my parents if they noticed

[sudden fjord]

eh

[open pasture]

[sand citrus]

new discord versions suck anyway

[dusty goblet]

I suck more

[sly spear]

[dusty goblet]

I said more not harder

[west ore]

[sly spear]

still able

[sudden fjord]

uh

[dusty goblet]

Nuh uh

[sudden fjord]

prove

[dusty goblet]

Oh yeah also I feel better (partially)

[dusty goblet]

Whar?

[sly spear]

actually gonna marry whoever made that tool

what if windows but good

[sudden fjord]

prove that you’re not gay

[dusty goblet]

How

[sudden fjord]

get a (real) girlfriend

[sly spear]

impossible

[sudden fjord]

||i’m female||

[sly spear]

also, its impossible to prove they arent gay

theyre in the vencord server

[sudden fjord]

I only know vensdoor

[dusty goblet]

That's like saying I'm not transfem whar

[zinc spire]

......

[sudden fjord]

then be girl and get boyfriend

or helicopter

or airbus a380

or me

[zinc spire]

nvm ur not an ally

[sudden fjord]

world is fucked

you are gay no matter what you do

[dusty goblet]

U alr have @jaunty trellis tho

I*

[sudden fjord]

considering I am friended with more transfem people than others lol

i don’t care if someone is transfem, I see them as a girl

[sudden fjord]

can I be The Blåhaj?

[golden swan]

i love eating nails

[dusty goblet]

Whar

[sudden fjord]

||so I’m with you two girls so i’m not scared at night||

[deep token]

i want airbus a380

such an insane machine

[sudden fjord]

real

[last siren]

alright I'm buying you one

[sudden fjord]

i’m more of a a320 neo

[last siren]

delivery in a year

[dusty goblet]

I want an a380 so I can turn on the engine and stand in front of it

[deep token]

seeing an a380 in front of you is insane

shit's fucking massive

[sudden fjord]

my garage will explode

[deep token]

ok now about the more realistic option

a bus

not an airbus

[eager marsh]

u guys will not believe who i have on my screen spinning rn

[west ore]

LunaBus

[deep token]

nah no transport

[west ore]

MoonBus

[deep token]

for my private usage

[west ore]

SpaceBus

FoxBus

EsmBus

[sudden fjord]

so cursed for me to talk with @deep token because I’m also A Luna

[zinc spire]

no way

[deep token]

hi luna

im the original

[sudden fjord]

hi lunar

[deep token]

what

im a woman

im also married

[sudden fjord]

damn

[west ore]

omg all lunas are part of a Luna System?!? /j (cc @dusky vortex)

[dusty goblet]

Meow

[eager marsh]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/996654458878570566/1201199610610327652/caption.gif

it can also dance

[sudden fjord]

https://tenor.com/view/anime-bite-gif-25923605

[deep token]

nah

[eager marsh]

oh yea i just finished making a remix who wantsto see

[dusty goblet]

STOP fucking BITING ME

[deep token]

im the original, every other luna is a fake

[sudden fjord]

make me

[zinc spire]

🔥

[sudden fjord]

only a fake would say that…

[deep token]

🔪

[dull anvil]

Meow

[sudden fjord]

[deep token]

[dusty goblet]

Do not make me make you not bite me

[eager marsh]

hold on :3

[sudden fjord]

I make you

https://tenor.com/view/anime-bite-gif-25923605

[west ore]

nyah*

[deep token]

my ears hurt

[golden swan]

im a funny fella im a funny fella im happy!

[zinc spire]

get bug repellent on your arms (its not very tasty)

[shadow yarrow]

listen to the silence

[deep token]

im listening to music

[sudden fjord]

sometimes happens with early generic cat ears

[shadow yarrow]

then dont 🔥

[deep token]

i have airpods in

[sudden fjord]

generic

[dusty goblet]

You do not want to

I will be rude

[golden swan]

listen to daughgter of darkness by natural snow buildings

[sudden fjord]

be rude to me

[dusty goblet]

Mods, lobotomize this person

[rough dome]

🧠🔨

[deep token]

not even loud

[eager marsh]

eww fuck i need to clean my earphones

i think they have dried sweat on them or smth

[dusty goblet]

Do NOT live out your kinks with me

[deep token]

same

[shadow yarrow]

turn it down more

[deep token]

i love how with airpods pro i can just take the ear tip off

and wash it

[deep token]

nop

[golden swan]

god delete this please

[deep token]

im pretty sure the noise control is doing this

[eager marsh]

oh i meant headphones fuckm

[deep token]

my left airpod is faulty

[dusty goblet]

Me when I just listen to music on max vol

[sudden fjord]

https://tenor.com/view/anime-bite-gif-25923605

[shadow yarrow]

i love how that was a feature from the near start and apple just took it away and reintroduced it

[dusty goblet]

Rare moment of me agreeing with authen

[eager marsh]

my earphones are clean cuz i clean them duhh

[stark tapir]

is this a reasonable goal for genesis

[golden swan]

i think 9/11 was bad

[dusty goblet]

Why would I agree

[golden swan]

terrorism is bad

[deep token]

who made the first earbuds without tips

[shadow yarrow]

yeah
my uncle died that day

[dusty goblet]

So is America

[sudden fjord]

forgot airpods

[deep token]

i am very sure apple did not make that as the first

[dusty goblet]

I will bribe vee to automod biting

[golden swan]

osama bin laden did not like vencord

[shadow yarrow]

they made it popular tho

[sudden fjord]

he can’t mod irl

[deep token]

hm

[golden swan]

osama bin laden used betterdiscord

[deep token]

idk my airpods 2 work fine

i did have to clean them tho

[eager marsh]

ok cleaned my headphones

[shadow yarrow]

i love my glaxy buds2

[dusty goblet]

You will not bite me irl

[eager marsh]

meh fuck it leme do my earphones too

[dusty goblet]

I will not visit

[deep token]

sucking on them worked

[sudden fjord]

uwu and how I will :3

[eager marsh]

what..

[golden swan]

i need some gay music

[deep token]

you take a tissue

[shadow yarrow]

hey dont do that

[golden swan]

music that is very gay

[sudden fjord]

I will visit you then :3

[deep token]

place it over the airpod

and suck on it

[eager marsh]

😭 i wouldnt do that tbh

[dusty goblet]

I will get a restraining order

[deep token]

why

the tissue catches the earwax if any even gets out

[sudden fjord]

i will bite it

[eager marsh]

idk

[dusty goblet]

[shadow yarrow]

just use the fucking tissue

[golden swan]

@dusty goblet can i borrrow 100 dollars

[sudden fjord]

[deep token]

for what

[shadow yarrow]

idk
cleaning???

[limber garden]

katy perry

[deep token]

how when the earwax is IN the grill of the airpod

[dusty goblet]

NO

[shadow yarrow]

oh yeah
apple removed the protectice pad aswell

[golden swan]

@dusty goblet can i borrow 1 dolar

[deep token]

the what?

[dusty goblet]

What for

[golden swan]

change the world

[eager marsh]

ok cleaned my earphones

i just like scrape the earwax from inside the ear tip using that little key thing u get with phones

[shadow yarrow]

by removing the silicon thingy u can take out and clean they removed the protective padding they can add to them

[deep token]

the what

[dusty goblet]

In what way

[eager marsh]

(not airpods btw i have kz edx pros)

[shadow yarrow]

hold on ill show

[deep token]

non apple earphones without ear tips also don't have them

[storm cedar]

you give off those unhinged vibes and its funnier to read than it should be

[golden swan]

i will have 1 dollar

[shadow yarrow]

still sucks

[deep token]

ngl i kinda find my old airpods 2 comfier

[shadow yarrow]

dang i dont have img perms

ill dm then

[eager marsh]

i have 1st gen airpods but the battery in the left bud thing is dead

anyway remix (loud) and mimi creature dancing

[dusky vortex]

True...

[shadow yarrow]

is that russian im hearing

[eager marsh]

yes

[shadow yarrow]

i heard спосибо or smt

[eager marsh]

amazing

[shadow yarrow]

idk русский much

[eager marsh]

its a song from an obscure music band from 2010

[eager marsh]

its my native language

[shadow yarrow]

thats so dope

[crude spear]

vencor

[eager marsh]

vendor

[shadow yarrow]

so what does eë mean

[crude spear]

you will install miui on iphone

[shadow yarrow]

i heard it in a song

[eager marsh]

pronoun im guessing