#lore-discussion

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dawn knot
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he most have some weird genes to have gray hair

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or maybe i just don't have a proper grasp on when hair turns gray in people

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in fact if the wiki is anything to follow, it really isn't confirmed that roadhog is the way he is because of "radiation"

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which i expected

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perhaps fans just assumed that but i know blizzard has

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bigger plans

reef thicket
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and somehow hes the most overttuned tank in the game

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when he has nothing but a shitty scrap gun and 0 armour

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k

opaque stratus
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@dawn knot I assumed his hair has been bleached by constant sun exposure

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Living in the outback would do that

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Especially since I don't exactly see Roadhog splashing out for hair care stuff to undo it

dawn knot
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ah that makes sense

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but then again you'd think his "healing liquid" would regenerate it to an extent

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or perhaps i'm misinterpreting what exactly it truly is capable of

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that or he's got a lower quality batch (which is pretty highly likely)

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perhaps a combination of both

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yeah ngl on second thought i'm certain that healing stuff isn't anti aging since they've talked about mercy being her age and looking younger before, how her in game look is just not the most accurate

opaque stratus
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It might also just repair the essentials

dawn knot
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and i'm assuming it's the same technology to an extent

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since all the healing in that game is just "yellow liquid" in some form or another

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nearly all of it at least

opaque stratus
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Though personally I always assumed that in-universe it isn't literally healing him

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More it's getting him high on painkillers

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So he doesn't suddenly not have the injuries he can just ignore them

dawn knot
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and that would make a lot of sense

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if not for the actual tank of yellow fluid in

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either his barn or the second stretch of junker town i've forgotten slightly

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but i'm sure it exists

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which then has his little containers next to it

opaque stratus
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The way I've assumed, and this could easily be wrong, is it's the same element that fuels Mercy or Zenyatta's healing

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But you're SUPPOSED to use it to fuel a sophisticated machine

dawn knot
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and i'd be surprised if that attention to detail, making it yellow, is arbitrary

opaque stratus
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Not just huff it

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So the way Roadhog's doing it might work but probably has drawbacks

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Given the state of everyone in Junkertown mental degradation might be one of those drawbacks

dawn knot
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not to go too off topic, but there are voice lines actually establishing that zenyatta and mercy's healing are not the same

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along with lucio being a healer with "sound"

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i'm realizing that perhaps not all yellow

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is truly the same thing

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but the fact that it's fluid makes me think it's a thrown away stash of perhaps defunct nanotechnology

opaque stratus
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On an actual game related level I just got PotG as Lucio

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Which is rare as hell

dawn knot
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lol nice

opaque stratus
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Sonic Booped a 76 and Roadhog to their deaths at the same time

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And yes I insist on calling that ability the Sonic Boop

dawn knot
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makes sense though

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also i believe that some characters are "more canonical" than others

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like how widowmaker literally is one to one with what she can actually do, whilst torbjorn has the ability to spawn turrets and throw/shoot lava

reef thicket
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i got a question

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isnt moira technically like

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immortal?

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isnt her healing regenerating cells

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and isnt cells the thing that makes us all slowly die

dawn knot
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yes, and i believe she is to an extent

reef thicket
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idk it just seems to be if anyone in the ow would be immortal it would be moira

dawn knot
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but reaper is the more likely candidate for immortality

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as moira was the first test subject

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she tested her technology on herself

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then reaper was the next stage, maybe even the final one

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though perhaps not as there are some visible kinks

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and spoken ones too, where reaper calls his condition a "curse"

opaque stratus
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I believe Moira has what you'd call biological immortality

dawn knot
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even though all voice lines are established to be 'not canonical' i consider them somewhat reflective of the actual character at times

opaque stratus
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Like her body will continue to function forever without outside interference

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But obviously, outside interference can come in all forms

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I think Reaper's condition keeps him alive for now but is slowly killing him, if that makes sense

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A friend actually has the really depressing theory that the final straw to make Reaper snap was when he tried to end it all and his condition wouldn't let him die

dawn knot
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i wonder too how moira consumes. we know that reaper eats by kinda absorbing dead people and turning them into husks; perhaps his cells merge with that of the dead "host" and absorb what nutrients are necessary out of the blood and organs, and we can assume moira can do this too somewhat, but she does have an otherwise "normal" body at first glance

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so i wonder if she can eat normally too

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also ngl that reaper theory makes sense

opaque stratus
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I think Moira can but doesn't need to eat

reef thicket
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she succs

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to get those healz

opaque stratus
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Here's a weird one

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Assuming some characters got more involved in the Talon vs Overwatch war building, what sides would they take?

reef thicket
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also wasnt

opaque stratus
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Some are easier

reef thicket
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reaper the first

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subject

opaque stratus
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Reaper was an accidental subject

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The lab exploded with him in it

valid shell
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False.

opaque stratus
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What we see now as Reaper is the result

valid shell
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Stop spreading misinformation.

dawn knot
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we don't know that for sure yeah

opaque stratus
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Or at least that was how it started, forget if Moira touched up on him too after

dawn knot
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the lab thing exploding we don't know

valid shell
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Reyes was a very willing subject.

dawn knot
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no i'm not sure we know that

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yes

valid shell
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Moira's confirmed test subjects: A rabbit, herself, and Gabriel Reyes.

opaque stratus
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Inb4 that rabbit becomes playable

dawn knot
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perhaps just not fully cognisant of the endgame effects

reef thicket
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moira's condition seems alot more clean and well done than reapers imo

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like her wraith form is quick and fast

valid shell
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Look at her hand.

reef thicket
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while reapers is slow and clunky

valid shell
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It's all jacked up.

dawn knot
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i mean i feel like that's more gameplay reasons

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they made it that way for a reason

valid shell
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Also, in-game abilities =/= canonical examples.

dawn knot
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we see in the shorts, reaper is just as fast

reef thicket
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so in canon is moira able to do everything reaper is able to do

opaque stratus
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At least from dialogue and such Reaper's condition at least seems a lot less stable

valid shell
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No.

reef thicket
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or is it different since they were both different experiments

valid shell
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Yes.

opaque stratus
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Whether that's because he was an early example or just his body didn't take to the procedure as well

dawn knot
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i'm pretty sure moira cannot teleport long distances, or at least that's my theory

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where as reaper can seemingly go wherever he wants

valid shell
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I wouldn't be surprised if Reaper's entire body now looks like Moira's right arm, post-Swiss HQ explosion.

dawn knot
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fading away after ana takes off his mask

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to probably some talon base

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i think moira's arm looks that way because it was still a "prototype" experiment

opaque stratus
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Seriously though I have to wonder what side some of the characters would end up on

dawn knot
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we actually see some of reaper's skin on his arms

opaque stratus
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If they came into the Talon vs Overwatch conflict more directly

dawn knot
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as he does not have long sleeves, but his gauntlets cover most of his forearm

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it's pale, and i imagine the rest of his body is like that

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where his blood is just kind of that black dust

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anyways yeah i'd imagine

opaque stratus
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I think the fact they're bothering to hide it kind of says for us it isn't a pretty sight

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Whatever's under there

dawn knot
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lucio d.va being overwatch of ocurse those are obvi

opaque stratus
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I was more thinking people like say Ashe, Junkrat, evil characters who aren't necessarily muhahaha masterminds

valid shell
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Moira's rabbit probably ate it, and Moira got a (painfully) fucked-up arm, and Reyes was completely stable and successful, until the Swiss HQ.

dawn knot
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i mean i doubt it's anything really bad, considering he already had the full range of abilities in that one event i forget

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retribution i think?

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and he looked fairly normal

valid shell
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She doesn't look like she's having fun.

dawn knot
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yeah pain

valid shell
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And Reyes hard confirms that there's no ill effects in Retribution.

dawn knot
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i honestly think he just wears all that so no one knows who he is

opaque stratus
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Makes me wonder what order it is with Moira; does she have to drain/feed to keep those effects away? Or does using that power cause that pain

dawn knot
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we also have to remember that

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perhaps these people dress this way because it "looks cool"

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we already have a pretty prevalent nerd culture today

opaque stratus
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Someone needs to tell Reaper his outfit is about as subtle as a trainwreck on a boat then ๐Ÿ˜›

dawn knot
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and all this is way in the future

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well it is black still

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it may also be for the fear factor

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which is a very real thing used in military tactics

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albeit pretty much entirely back in the day

opaque stratus
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More terrorism tactics but then Talon ARE terrorists

dawn knot
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yep

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also a lot of people complain about how WM's outfit is like

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unrealistic and all that

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how it makes no practical sense

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or not that just that

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it's

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kind of over the top

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and i wholeheartedly agree

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i think that the talon higher ups

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obviously being

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bad people

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just kinda wanna see this like obviously fit young woman

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in this revealing stuff

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like that's my theory anyways like

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kind of a power move if that makes any sense

opaque stratus
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Or even if they don't care it rubs salt in the wound for the members of Overwatch who know who she is

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And/or knew her directly

dawn knot
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considering her condition

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yeah it's like

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yeah

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showing off almost

opaque stratus
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Though on a practical level her condition makes her functionally immune to the elements

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Practicality probably just becomes an afterthought when clothes don't actually need to keep your warm

dawn knot
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i suppose but

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she does wear a coat in the winter comic

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but if you look closer she's also wearing her

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visor

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and "work shoes"

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so either she's fresh from a mission

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has to wear that all the time

opaque stratus
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Personal headcanon; the coat was her husband's and it's a bit of Amelie pushing through

dawn knot
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or she chose to be like that

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well the coat has pink edges on it

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if i remember correctly

opaque stratus
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You sayin a manly man can't wear pink son ๐Ÿ˜›

dawn knot
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also that's kinda strange to think about, if she was fresh from a mission, talon operatives must be with her

reef thicket
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hammond is talon

dawn knot
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which makes the whole situation more odd

reef thicket
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100%

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xDD

opaque stratus
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Depends where you are I suppose but french fashion includes a lot of pink

reef thicket
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evil hamster

opaque stratus
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For men and women

dawn knot
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i guess, but gerard is shown wearing a lot of all black suits

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no pink

reef thicket
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i still dont get why reyes joined talon when he hated them because they tried assasinating gared

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and

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ended up getting his wife to kill him

opaque stratus
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Well again going back to my friend's "Reaper tried to end it all" theory

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She thinks he knows Talon is going to lose

dawn knot
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i personally think it was some sort of miscommunication, or stylization. since it was just a comic, and in the same strip mcree and sombra are in the same bar

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like

opaque stratus
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And is basically comitting suicide by cop

dawn knot
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fat chance

opaque stratus
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Or trying to

dawn knot
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i feel like reyes joined talon for separate reasons ngl

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like that was just an "oh yeah they did that i guess"

opaque stratus
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Also tbh I can see McCree and Sombra hanging together

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For one thing does McCree even know she's part of Talon?

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Even if he does I could see him being drunk enough to forget that

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Considering he's passed out drunk in the panel

dawn knot
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no but it's kinda strange to see two main characters in a bar together by random chance

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i honestly think that whole page is just semi-canonical

opaque stratus
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Might not have been random chance

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One function I think it's only sensible to assume Sombra has

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KEeping tabs on a lot of characters

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Either as potential recruits or potential dangers

dawn knot
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but she doesn't at all seem interested in mcree, more so in whatever's in her shot

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like they just happened to be there and she's minding her own deals

timid eagle
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A fat man, an explosives expert, a gunslinger, and a hacker all walked into a bar.

opaque stratus
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Honestly it would be an interesting dynamic

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If Sombra and McCree were somewhat friedly "off the clock"

dawn knot
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i doubt there's ever a break for people like that

opaque stratus
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Eh you find your breaks where you can get em

timid eagle
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Isnโ€™t McCree a wanted outlaw?

dawn knot
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yeah most likely why he was in mexico

opaque stratus
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@timid eagle I mean dive bars aren't exactly known to be the most law abiding places

dawn knot
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when the traffic would be high in the seasons

timid eagle
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True.

opaque stratus
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In fact the bar they're in looks like the stereotypical place you'd go to get a hired gun

dawn knot
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also it's the same bar on the map that has her hideout nearby, so i really honestly think it's just panels showing characters in somewhat representative of what they truly are/would be doing situations

opaque stratus
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Am I alone in liking to think there's potentially some good in Junkrat?

dawn knot
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if that makes any sense

reef thicket
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i swear sombra is bipolar or something

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idk

opaque stratus
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His whole attitude and demeanour makes me think more an overactive kid who was never taught right and wrong

reef thicket
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shes in talon yet she seems like?

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idk

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a meme?

opaque stratus
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Than a dangerous terrorist

dawn knot
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well we can only really consider the shorts and straight canon

reef thicket
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she doesnt take anything seriously

dawn knot
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and in all she's been in, she's been a majour threat

reef thicket
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"BOOP"

dawn knot
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that was a threat to katya's child

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not something she just did to be silly

opaque stratus
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I mean we have people in the real world who hack government servers for kicks

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She seems to fit right into that

dawn knot
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she noticed the picture of her doing the same thing to her daughter

reef thicket
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threat to her kid?

dawn knot
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and did it to her as if to say, "i know"

reef thicket
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oh

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really

dawn knot
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yeah

reef thicket
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i never noticed that

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lmao

dawn knot
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a lot of people think she just did that because she was being weird or something

reef thicket
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wait

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which pic is it

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im watching the cineamtic

dawn knot
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but yeah i think sombra feels she's always in control, which gives room for a more aloof nature

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just like when she toyed with reaper in the same short

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she's smug

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it's on the desk, it should appear somewhere

reef thicket
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oh

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i se

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i thought it was the one she picked up

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now i see the boop one

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xd

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yeah she looks over at it

dawn knot
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mhm

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it turns what seems to be a silly moment into a very calculated threat to a child

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which is kind of hilarious ngl

reef thicket
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ik sombra can be a bitch but

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would she really kill a child

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jesus

dawn knot
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i feel like she's do something

reef thicket
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her main threat was just

dawn knot
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but either way katya doesn't know what this random terrorist is capable of

reef thicket
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blasting that shes working with the omnics all over russia

dawn knot
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so it may just be a harsh bluff

reef thicket
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idk if doing something to her child would be needed

dawn knot
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ik but it seals the deal

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that's the ultimate grab you by the neck moment

reef thicket
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seals the deal

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by

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BOOP

dawn knot
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she has totalcontrol over that person now

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yeah it does tbh

reef thicket
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what does sombra actually get from katya anyways

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like i havent seen her gain anything from her

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unless im just not looking hard enough

dawn knot
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she may just be gaining more power for power's sake

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or she may have an underlying plan that we're unaware of

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that maybe just we're unaware of, idk if there actually is media explaining why she wanted to "make a friend"

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there very well may be

rose escarp
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she had some master web thing in the short

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probably building towards some ultimatum

dawn knot
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of course

reef thicket
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another question

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xd

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why do sombra doom and widow have "Talon" skins

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arent they always talon

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shouldnt those be their normal skins then?

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idk it doesnt make sense to me

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like sombras outfit where she looks alot more proffessional but her normaly lore skin is her purple clothed skin

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normal*

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or doom with his red warpaint

peak escarp
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those skins represent when they were still grunts

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and it's unknown if Sombra's Talon skin is even canon

reef thicket
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would make sense

peak escarp
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I suppose once you're important enough you get to pick your own outfit

reef thicket
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IDK

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caps

dawn knot
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i feel like they wear the current outfits for varying reasons, but the grunt thing i agree with

peak escarp
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everyone thinks Widowmaker wouldn't have had any agency in choosing her outfit

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but have you seen what ballerinas wear?

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she's probably comfortable in skin-tight suits

dawn knot
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of course and perhaps she did choose it from a design standpoint

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but i do think it was a near completely influenced choice

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considering her situation

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i think they suppressed her good characteristics, and brought out her bad ones somewhat as part of the whole transformation process.

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her show-off attitude combined with her aptitude towards looking best

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obviously something perhaps someone would have a little of

peak escarp
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I hope some day we get a glimpse of her personality before she became Widowmaker

dawn knot
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i mean of course we will

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but i wonder what we'll see?

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i do think very much that the character we see as "widowmaker" is just an extremely warped version of her former self

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not a total reset and then an implanted totally new personality

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so perhaps yes she chose the outfit to some extent, but only because she had this strange sense of herself in the first place

peak escarp
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so she was probably a perfectionist or highly competitive as a ballerina

reef thicket
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maybe one day widow will snap out of it

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or idk

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try to regain her former life

dawn knot
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yes i totally agree, doctor six

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and maybe just maybe she had a hint of narcissism too

peak escarp
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people in the spotlight often are

dawn knot
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but at the same time i don't think this dominated her personality

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many other features most likely played parts as they do in normal human beings

peak escarp
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yeah

dawn knot
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that were then obviously taken away

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i feel like some of the subliminal used were somewhat like "it's just a show" "it's all an act" "you're seen as beautiful when you do this"

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and therefore the attitude is such

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and when the things are ruined

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anger arises because it's as if the opposing force messed up a performance

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these of course are just my farfetched theories

peak escarp
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she did seem pretty irritated when Sombra messed up her chance to assassinate Volskaya

dawn knot
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mhm, and when tracer did her thing

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but it all seems very genuine

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you see an almost plain child-like face looking for the gantlet in recall

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perhaps this is just a quirk of the early animation style back then

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and tbh i really do think it's that

peak escarp
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maybe

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they hadn't settled on her design at that point

dawn knot
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but it may just show that she really does believe it's all for some "greater good" told to her by higher up or

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more aptly put forced on her

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yeah but still i get this weird feeling like

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everyone else is fully there

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but she's not

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like mentally at least

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and while that makes sense

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it still strikes me as interesting

peak escarp
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to me see seems a bit frustrated by her lack of positive emotions

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she visits her husband's grave, she moves into her family's home and puts up her wedding picture

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she surrounds herself with things that should provoke emotional responses . . . but nothing happens

dawn knot
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i also really do feel that she was totally convinced that she had to commit murder that first time and that it was all for again, "some greater good" this is why she keeps pictures, and visits graves, because nobody at all, no matter how much torture, would be fully convinced to do something like that unless they were first convinced that it was good in some fashion

peak escarp
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and the tone of her interaction with Moira is very sharp

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Moira: How are you feeling, Lacroix?
Widowmaker: I don't feel. That's the point, isn't it?

dawn knot
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yeah but i still feel like this is an act

peak escarp
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that reads as frustration/anger to me

dawn knot
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like moira walks away from that thinking, "i've got her right where i want her"

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in that

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she's

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i'm just not quite sure how to explain it

peak escarp
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that could also be seen as her playing along

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saying "I don't feel"

dawn knot
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like ok think about this, i'm going to use captian underpants as an example because it's the best i could think of,

peak escarp
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because she knows she isn't supposed to feel

dawn knot
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when captain underpants is asked how he's feeling it's always like

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"oh i'm just great haa" and then some other silly shenanigans

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because that's part of the character he was brainwashed into being

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this I think is the same thing applied with widowmaker

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she's this "character" that acts out things but is still somewhat absent because obviously that isn't her

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and she's all

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"i dont even feel the cold"

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and doing smug comments after killing and

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snapping back at moira

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like a child being condescending to an adult it's like

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"yeah mhm of course you got me"

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widowmaker is exactly how moira wants her to be

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and that dialogue interaction is just proof of that

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she's fully integrated into her role

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and is playing it out flawlessly

peak escarp
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yeah

dawn knot
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hopefully this makes sense

peak escarp
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yeah I kinda get it

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she's playing along because she has to and she doesn't know any other way to act

dawn knot
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it's like an edgy teenager acting like their tough and doing one liners and all that

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;like an act

peak escarp
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but I still think that on her own time, she's (maybe secretly) trying to get herself back

dawn knot
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but widowmaker actually believes because she was forced to, in the act

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i doubt it

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if she had any semblance of her old memories

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which i think are not lost, just warped too, mind you

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she'd kill herself

peak escarp
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why would she visit Gerard's grave then?

dawn knot
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it'd be easy

limpid agate
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Her mind was not erased

dawn knot
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and it's make sense

limpid agate
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Amelie is still Amelie

peak escarp
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why move into her family's manor?

dawn knot
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because it's part of the act

limpid agate
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She was just conditioned to feel no emotion, and enjoy killing

dawn knot
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it's like "oh i did this because i had to, how sad"

peak escarp
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she must remember these things are part of her life

dawn knot
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she's not thinking "wow i'm brainwashed and had to do this"

limpid agate
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They never tampered her memory

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Or her disposition

dawn knot
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how do you know this?

limpid agate
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She still shows respect for Gerard in her voicelines

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Not regret or remorse

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But respect for who he was

dawn knot
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which lines

peak escarp
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she clearly still loves (or knows that she's supposed to love) the memory of her husband

dawn knot
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again, how do you know this for sure

peak escarp
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she just doesn't experience the emotional side of it

limpid agate
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Ana: Gรฉrard was a fool to love someone like you.
Widowmaker: You don't know anything about him.
dawn knot
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i do feel for certain this was a trained reaction

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also

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all voicelines are not canonical anyways

limpid agate
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You misunderstand what that means

peak escarp
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the dialogue isn't canon (those heroes never said those exact words), but the content of the dialogue is canon

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the sentiments and the information are canon

limpid agate
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Voicelines represent what someone would say in a given situation, and show off their personality, their history, or their disposition towards other heroes

dawn knot
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so if they were to have some sort of interaction like that

peak escarp
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yes

dawn knot
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it would be similar

peak escarp
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it's hypothetical conversations

dawn knot
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ok makes sense, so explain to me what exactly this means then

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because i still think that she's absent, fully this other character based on her old disposition slightly, but yet one who has a warped sense of reality

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just like someone on psychedelics kills someone because they think their the devil

peak escarp
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for example: Mercy and Lucio talk about Lucio's father inventing the sonic technology

limpid agate
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It would be helpful if you could supply a proof to support your claims.

dawn knot
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she was induced into thinking it was for some greater good, or that she had to

peak escarp
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as far as we know, Mercy and Lucio have never met

dawn knot
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my proof is just as solid as yours, interpretations of vocal interactions

peak escarp
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but that doesn't mean Lucio's father didn't invent the tech

limpid agate
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You're not supplying a voice interaction

dawn knot
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i'm basing this off of the same one you supplied

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and off of other generalizations based on demeanor in shorts etc

limpid agate
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But that doesnt make any sense.

dawn knot
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how so

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if you go back to my captain underpants explanation (sounds silly i know) perhaps it will make a bit more sense

limpid agate
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What the fuck

dawn knot
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I know

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but essentially i'm saying

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they are convinced they are some sort of character that acts a certain way

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and they in turn

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act that way

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where she believes she has to do all of this and that she likes it

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hopefully this makes sense

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regardless these are all just theories anyways, and none are more valid than others

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also going back, if you could better explain your reasoning for your theories

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that'd be cool

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i want to hear what other people have to say

limpid agate
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Elaborate on your confusion

dawn knot
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are you asking this of me?

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i mean how do we know it isn't i that's confused

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but you in some respects

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not at all attempting to demean of course

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fr

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i just

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i've explained best i can and i want to hear what your reasoning is too

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it would also be interesting to hear you take apart my theory

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if i am at all confused i certainly would not be able to see it

limpid agate
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Your theory is based on what. Widowmaker having a warped sense of reality? As in what.

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Your thesis doesn't make sense, and you didn't back it up with any supporting evidence.

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You argued my evidence could be used to support it, but failed to explain how.

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I cannot deconstruct your theory if I dont understand what you are trying to explain.

dawn knot
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ok so my theory isn't based off of "widowmaker having a warped sense of reality" it is that widowmaker has a warped sense of reality

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and sorry i failed to fully convey that

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i use that voiceline

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along with many others in the same vein

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where she has quick snap backs

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and perhaps comments on how

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skilled she is or how wonderful the kill she just got was

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or how she "doesn't even feel the cold"

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to show that

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in my opinion

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she's not fully there, but yet acting out a character

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I do not merely believe that her sense of remorse was turned low, and her affinity towards committing crime was turned up

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because while the former makes sense from a technical standpoint, the latter is strange in that there isn't just some "affinity towards crime" section of the brain

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while it's reasonable to assume there is one for empathy

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so in it's place i imagine that

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using parts of her former personality

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perhaps pride, and narcissism from her ballerina days

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as doctor six mentioned, people in the spotlight are apt to develope

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they crafted a new "character" that also was proud of the fact that they did not feel and felt as if perhaps they had to commit murder on their significant other

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thus explaining why she'd show at his grave

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not thinking

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"oh dear i've really done this haven't I? i was brainwashed into doing this and now i am sad"

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but instead thinking

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"oh dear what a shame that things had to be this way, oh well"

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she displays the same attitude elsewhere too

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which all adds up to me believing that she really does play some sort of a character'

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by force that is

peak escarp
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people don't visit the graves of their murder victims

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they visit the graves of their loved ones

dawn knot
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of course, but she is not a normal person as i've explained

peak escarp
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and that whole spread of the comic was about people spending time with people they love or doing things that make them happy

dawn knot
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well

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i think that panel in particular was just showing off what exactly the certain characters were doing

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not having any uniting theme

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as junkrat and roadhog are commiting another crime spree

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and mcree and sombra are at a bar

peak escarp
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Junkrat and Roadhog are having fun together

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McCree enjoys drinking

dawn knot
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i suppose you could say sombra was doing something she enjoys

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but still i think that the theme

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if there is one

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is a little more vague than that

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at least

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and of course there is love felt at that grave site

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it's just

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a strange one

peak escarp
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and the last panel before that 2-page spread

dawn knot
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like i explained what i felt was going on in her head

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how it was more an "oh shame" rather than an actual mourning

peak escarp
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Winston says "the holidays are supposed to be a time for friends and family"

dawn knot
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but like i said in the end they're all theories anyways

peak escarp
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the spread shows people spending time with friends and family (for those who have them)

dawn knot
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yes i agree

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also i just realized

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is all this "theorizing" considered

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Fanfiction

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or is it not because we all understand that it's not

limpid agate
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No

dawn knot
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real

peak escarp
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fanfiction isn't based on facts

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as long as we can back up our ideas, they're fine for discussion

dawn knot
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i mean they can be i suppose

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i could say my theory and then say, "and i earnestly believe and push this notion"

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in my mind that makes it ff

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where you actually totally believe it and push it as reality

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i just hope i'm not crossing any lines

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as i kinda do believe what i'm saying and i wouldn't be surprised if it turned out right

limpid agate
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i use that voiceline
along with many others in the same vein
where she has quick snap backs
and perhaps comments on how
skilled she is or how wonderful the kill she just got was
or how she "doesn't even feel the cold"
to show that
in my opinion
she's not fully there, but yet acting out a character

Widowmaker's back story was that she was conditioned by Talon to not feel or hesitate when it comes to taking the shot, and that killing helps make her feel alive. She is evidently not wholly emotionless, but she is numbed

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These lines are not out of character, they are her character.

dawn knot
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they are her character that she plays yes

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and while the character descriptions are nice

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we can't take them as totally representative of each person either

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more an exaggeration or understatement

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to "show off" the character to newcomers i would think

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like how it says "nobody knows reaper's motives"

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or how soldier is an "international target"

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like sure but not totally

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if that makes sense

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that and these descriptions never tell the whole story

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why they are like that

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or if that's all of the things they are

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if that too makes any sense

limpid agate
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Moira: How are you feeling, Lacroix?
Widowmaker: I don't feel. That's the point, isn't it?
Ah, the site of one of my finest kills. That day, I felt alive.    
When I was a girl, I had a fear of spiders. I was told they felt no emotion, that their hearts never beat. But I know the truth. At the moment of the kill, they are never more alive
dawn knot
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exactly

limpid agate
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The first interaction is a direct discussion about her current condition

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Her second line refers to Alive, where she felt alive at the time of the kill.

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The third line is from alive, talking about how, like a spider, she feels no emotion until the moment of the kill.

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Putting these three together, you can deduce that Widowmaker is numbed emotionally, but feels the breath of life when she ends another's.

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You don't need to rely on the bio to say this

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Which, yes, are often filled with error

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At least for the launch heroes

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Ana and onwards seem to be accurate

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or how soldier is an "international target"
This one is true though.

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He is wanted in both Egypt and America, and is therefor an international target.

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He also raised hell in Mexico, which likely raised more bells.

dawn knot
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he committed a single crime in mexico (ngl to our knowledge) and it was against a crime organization

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regardless that was just a point off the top of my head

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sorry it couldn't have been more sound

limpid agate
peak escarp
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the bios for the launch heroes were written like 3 years ago

limpid agate
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He raided Watchpoint Grand Mesa, a Helix protected facility, and stole old Overwatch equipment

dawn knot
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anyways, while everything you say is correct

peak escarp
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they need a bit of an update

dawn knot
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my theories or on why exactly she acts that way

limpid agate
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WHich explicitly states Soldier raided multiple watchpoints

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ANd simply stole the Pulse Rifle from Grand Mesa

dawn knot
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of course talon tinkered, but i feel like they did a little bit more than numb

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which makes it seem like numbing would be just a small thing to do

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it isn't

limpid agate
dawn knot
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i'm just saying talon did a lot

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and the turned up with a very well preforming soldier, one of if not the best so

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i suppose it "worked out"

limpid agate
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They numbed her emotion, enhanced her abilities, and further conditioned her to become loyal.

dawn knot
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exactly, and my theories are on that

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"further conditioning" part

limpid agate
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Doomfist: Watch my back out there, Lacroix.
Widowmaker: Tell me what needs to be done and I will do it.
dawn knot
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exactly

limpid agate
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You are suggesting that Amelie is consciously creating a persona, are you not?

dawn knot
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not consciously no

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like an example i used earlier

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where perhaps in an rp situation maybe even in everyday activity

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a teen may act overly edgy

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and say one liners and all that

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or how a person in a play may overdo their part

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but yet they all they're playing a part

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i'd say the closest thing to amelie is a very very serious method actor

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if that helps clear things

limpid agate
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It still makes no sense.

dawn knot
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i'm sorry about that

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i wish it did ngl

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maybe it's just me

limpid agate
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You are suggesting that Amelie had a change in personality then?

dawn knot
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yes, but not fully

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i feel like they amped up her narcissism and showmanship and made a whole little warped character out of it

limpid agate
#

That's character development. Genji also had a change in personality between now and 8 years ago.

dawn knot
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well yes but this happened in two weeks, no?

limpid agate
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No

dawn knot
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two weeks, returned, committed, retrieved

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and then further enhancements begun

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purple skin etc

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there was a trigger, and then a switch in character

limpid agate
#

Two weeks between Amelie being returned and then killing Gerard.

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Not two weeks between

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Amelie becoming Widowmaker

dawn knot
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well yes sorry two weeks in talon

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two weeks back

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and then talon indefinitely

limpid agate
#

It doesnt say how long she was with Talon before she was returned

dawn knot
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i remember two weeks?

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maybe i'm mistaken

limpid agate
#

Two weeks later she killed Gรฉrard in his sleep.

dawn knot
#

hm

limpid agate
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When they found her, she was normal

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Two weeks later of normal life, Gerard dies

dawn knot
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yes she wasn't "triggered" yet

limpid agate
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ANd she disappears

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Fast forward 2 years

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Widowmaker is first seen in Legacy

dawn knot
#

is it two years or 7?

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oh wait nvm should have

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let u finish

limpid agate
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Amelie was normal 8 years ago because Gerard was alive 8 years ago.

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The next appearance of a Lacroix chronologically was ~6 years ago, during the events of Legacy.

dawn knot
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that we know of

limpid agate
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1 moment

dawn knot
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(sorry to butt in, continue)

limpid agate
#

She was relatively fresh around that time as well

dawn knot
#

ok yes

limpid agate
dawn knot
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yes

limpid agate
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It was the next appearance to the viewer, but also her next appearance to Ana and Overwatch as a whole

dawn knot
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well to ana

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as after this

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i believe directly after

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she goes into hiding

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and does not seem to speak to even her family, let alone overwatch

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but even with all of this

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my theory in my mind still stands

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even the anger shown here further proves it

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again, in my mind

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part of the "performance ruined" act

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though even if this isn't the case, i'm sure i'd still be pretty bummed if someone took away or diminished the means by which i gained satisfaction

peak escarp
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her family thinks she's dead too

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everyone does

dawn knot
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ooh her family

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i wonder how that's doing

peak escarp
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she didn't go into hiding, she goes back to Talon

dawn knot
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considering she uses her maiden name on her fake passport

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wouldn't be surprised if she was the only child, brought up thinking she could do anything

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thus becoming a star ballerina

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also further enforcing the narcissism portion of her personality(to later be inflated)

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and i also wouldn't be surprised

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considering her kind of

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"gothic theme"

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with some of her skins and the look of her house

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i mean blizzard is still an entity that wants to make a compelling, and in that way perhaps not fully likely story

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i wouldn't be surprised if she was in a bit of a 'batman' situation (parents killed)

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maybe pushing her more towards an affinity towards "law enforcement figures" thus gerard?

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kinda far reaching with the last one haha

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but still

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the more i think about things the more it all fits

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but i'm always open for criticism so

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have at it

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oh also doctor six, i meant ana

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ana goes into hiding

limpid agate
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My criticism is, you are describing her personality, but keep trying to imply it's an act.

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When the more likely explanation is

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Its her personality.

dawn knot
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well i mean it being her personality is just a theory too at this point

limpid agate
#

Would that also make Reinhardt's uproarous vigor just a theory too?

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Or Moira's stoic demeanour?

peak escarp
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or Reaper being an edgy traitor

jagged hornet
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i dont think its a theory - its just her personality

peak escarp
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unless we have proof to the contrary, it's probably safe to say they aren't acting

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and those are their genuine personalities

limpid agate
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You can say so far if you want, but that's not evidence towards other characters hiding true personalities

dawn knot
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it is her personality

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but it's hers not by choice

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that's the simplest way i can put it

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just as you'd call anyone else who's been "brainwashed" or otherwise under some sort of influence

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'not themselves'

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and obviously i wouldn't say anyone else is acting because

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no one else has been brainwashed

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also by "acting" i mean of course forced mentally into a role that she now believes she actually is

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like hypnotizing someone into believing their a chicken

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and they begin to cluck

valid shell
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Neat theory, but there's no precedent for it for anyone.

dawn knot
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she's acting all "badass" and nonchalant about killing because it's the character she's been given to play

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whether by the sick whims of the higher ups in talon

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or perhaps it serves a practical use

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and yeah i understand that it certainly isn't for everyone

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but i like this theory myself

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and i wished to post it here

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that's all

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though at the same time a lot of people seem to misunderstand what exactly my theory is about

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so perhaps if i could just

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transfer my exact ideas into their minds it would

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fit with more people

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fr though if people could repeat back to me what they think i'm saying that would be

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actually the best way of sorting this out

limpid agate
#

What we are getting from this is

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Her personality is not her real personality

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Which doesnt make sense.

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Its been 6-8 years since Amelie became Widowmaker.

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Most heroes in game aren't the same as they were back then, but went through growth as people.

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Like Genji, Reaper, Jack, Mei.

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And Widowmaker

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Widowmaker's present day personality is just like Genji's present day personality

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In the sense that it is a contrast to whatever they may have been like in the past.

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Genji's gone through three characters.

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Casual Playboy
Vengeful Edgelord
Harmonious Soul

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None of them are fake or real personalities

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They're all Genji

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Much like how past Amelie and present Widowmaker are both just Widowmaker

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Conditioned or not, she is still a person, and still grows just like anyone else

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She loyal and drives pleasure from assassination, but she still forms thoughts and opinions on her own, and still has her own personality.

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She's not brainwashed to become someone she isnt.

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She didnt lose who she was, her memory is in tact.

dawn knot
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ok see this is where the claims grow shaky, i was going to wait until you were totally finished

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but tell me where you've gotten this

limpid agate
#

I am finished.

dawn knot
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ok

limpid agate
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Which part

dawn knot
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just the last part where you said that

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it was just her and that she isn't brainwashed to become someone else

limpid agate
#

Chateau Guillard and her lines regarding Gerard

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Show that her memory is still in tact.

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She still harbours emotion, as seen in most of her interactions.

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Albeit repressed

dawn knot
#

ok but that being said, it is all covered in my theory anyways

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where of course she has her memories

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but she has a warped attitude towards them

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maybe i should totally restate exactly what i think is going on

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but in the most crystal clear way i can manage

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or would that be too much

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i'm up for it

limpid agate
#

Youre not explaining how this is different than Genji.

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Or any other hero who had character development

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Like

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Its just character development, I dont get waht your point is

dawn knot
#

ok so you're saying that she's like that because of

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character development

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character development being what a character goes through to change them

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correct?

limpid agate
#

Are you suggesting you would be the same person if all your emotions were numbed and you only felt pleasure from ending someone's life?

dawn knot
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obviously not

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and the thing is i'm not arguing against that

limpid agate
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You would develop as a person

dawn knot
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this is where i think people misunderstand

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what did you think i was saying?

limpid agate
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Theres no need to say you have a "twisted attitude" towards your past because of your newfound condition

dawn knot
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no no it's not that

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i'll just

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explain one more time

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hopefully things make sense

limpid agate
#

Stop. Just explain it in one sentence

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What is your thesis

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What is your main idea

dawn knot
#

ok

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Widowmaker is the way she is because of augmentation to her mind that places her in a state where she perpetually believes things are different from what they are.

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there's a lot more to it but that's the essential

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"thesis"

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it's really still way too open to misinterpretation and if i could just be given a few more sentences at least it may clear up some holes

limpid agate
#

where she perpetually believes things are different from what they are

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What the fuck

dawn knot
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yeah see this is where explanation is necessary

limpid agate
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Also that's literally Don Quixote Reinhardt

dawn knot
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yeah somewhat ngl

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yeah that's a wonderful example actually

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a forced don quixote situation

valid shell
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Of course explanation is necessary, but don't just assume things through conjecture until we get one.

dawn knot
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of course, and i'm sorry i can be so vague sometimes

peak escarp
#

there's no evidence that Widowmaker sees things differently than they are

limpid agate
#

Widowmaker isn't at all like that though.

dawn knot
#

the thing is this is my theory and we really don't know how she sees things

limpid agate
#

Genji is the way he is because of augmentation to his mind that places him in a state where he perpetually believes things are different from what they are.

dawn knot
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this is false

limpid agate
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How is this different

dawn knot
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his body was augmented which lead him to, of his own accord, reject it. this then leading to a somewhat resentful nature thus explaining the "edginess"

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but i just don'

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t get how WM can even be compared

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as she was quite literally forced to be something she wasn't

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unless it's your theory that her original personality aligns more so with her current one.

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but it's my thought that it doesn't really

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we don't know though currently

limpid agate
#

I'm not saying her original personality aligns with her current one. I'm saying she grew as a person to adapt to her newfound condition, much like any other human being, both in and out of the Overwatch universe.

dawn knot
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and that's cool

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we've just got to acknowledge that that's no less or more of a theory than my idea

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because we really don't know what goes on in her head

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everything is inference at this point

limpid agate
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Your theory makes no sense. I understand what you are trying to say now, but it isnt based on anything other than the brain is involved and Widowmaker seems pretty villainous for someone who was once just a harmless ballerina.

dawn knot
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like yeah of course but i'm saying a lot more

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those are obvious

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and i'm giving a possible explanation for why that is

valid shell
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If someone sustains an injury to their frontal lobe and undergoes a dramatic shift in their demeanor, like Phineas Gage, that doesn't mean that Gage is suddenly a different person.

limpid agate
#

Those are also not real points of evidence.

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Also Phineas Gage is a great example

dawn knot
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or more accurately why why that is

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and of course not he isn't

valid shell
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Likewise, if someone has a comparable shift in their mental state through some kind of procedure, and not an accident, they're also still Amelie.

dawn knot
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but i'm trying to explain something a little different than that

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if i could be given time to write out a proper explanation it would be appreciated

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but

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then again you all have to agree that it's ok

valid shell
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Then write your explanation.

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Instead

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Of typeing

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Like this

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So

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It takes

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So long

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That people have

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An opportunity

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To inturrupt

dawn knot
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it helps me organize my thoughts somewhat, but seeing it in action here really does give view into how disrupting it actually is

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sorry

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anyways i'll be writing, thank you for this chance

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also just a preface, i'm going to be stating things like "is" or "was" as if they are actually the case. do note that this is just for the sake of simplicity(not having to then add, "but yet that's due to this evidence" and whatnot).

stoic eagle
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guys

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you're overthinking it

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its simple

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Talon removed most of Widowmakers good emotions, to make her an assassin.

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she's cold and blue, and works for them

peak escarp
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her being cold and blue isn't related to her emotions being suppressed

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one is genetic manipulation, the other is mental conditioning

limpid agate
#

Her being cold and blue is because her heart slowed down so she would be physically the best assassin.

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Not unlike the soldier enhancement program enhancing Jack Morrison to peak human qualities to be the best soldier.

stoic eagle
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Her mission complete, Amรฉlie returned to Talon, and they completed the process of turning her into a living weapon. She was given extensive training in the covert arts, and then her physiology was altered, drastically slowing her heart, which turned her skin cold and blue and numbed her ability to experience human emotion. Amรฉlie was gone.

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Yeah

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They don't actually control her mind at all times, she's not a puppet

limpid agate
#

her physiology was altered, drastically slowing her heart, which turned her skin cold and blue and numbed her ability to experience human emotion
This is the opposite of what you said

peak escarp
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it's possible the genetic therapy was done by Moira, but that's an assumption based on Moira being the only geneticist we know of who has worked with Talon at that time

limpid agate
#

You said her emotions were removed => Her body became cold and blue

stoic eagle
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YEah

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I HEARD YOU THE FIRST TIME

limpid agate
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Your source says her heart was slowed => Her body became cold and blue && Her emotions were numbed

stoic eagle
#

holy shit i get it

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i remembered wrong

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i already said ok

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are you this fucking "wait can i just say ur WRONG one more time haha"

peak escarp
#

he was just finishing his statement

stoic eagle
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He already told me two times

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he's just being petty and stupid

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Anyway

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She's not mind controlled, just brainwashed

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different things

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@dawn knot is basing his assumptions on nothing and blizzard doesnt have extra lore they dont share about really old characters

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There

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thats it

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simple

dawn knot
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i think you most likely have not caught the entirety of my text blocks

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there is a lot

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unless you have

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in which case idk what you're saying

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anyways i'm still writing, sorry

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ok its

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too big

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so i'll cut it up

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Hopefully i wrote it out well enough๐Ÿ‘‡

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Amelie before becoming widowmaker was a ballerina who most likely was proud of her looks, and had slight narcissistic tendencies because of the attention cultivated from being proficient in such a profession. When captured by talon I believe that they took these tendencies and enhanced them to make a more willing participant. They then by some means changed her perception of reality, just as someone under hypnosis as a chicken starts to cluck, kaw, and overall believe that they are a chicken. I believe they made her wholeheartedly believe that she somehow was doing all of these things a โ€œgreater goodโ€. This new โ€œcharacterโ€ would then be trained to intensely enjoy killing to top off the process. Along with the obvious dulling of empathy, these changes would make it so that she was more willing to improve. Of course force

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was most likely used in the beginning to first instill these things, and then perhaps a little after, but someone who has had all of these things done then begins to want to train and become literally near perfect at what they do so that they can A. Gain satisfaction and B. Do what is best for the โ€œgreater goodโ€(this being talonโ€™s cause). We see this displayed in her want to do what doomfist says in certain voice lines, and that โ€œenemies of talon will be eliminatedโ€ in other voicelines. This then shows that she is willing to do what talon wants, but willing only in the sense that a hypnotized person wants to eat seed as a chicken. This also explains all of her boasting comments about cold and kills, sheโ€™s been โ€œhypnotizedโ€ into being this character. Say in reality you went to a convention and for whatever reason the hypnotist told you, โ€œact as the character โ€˜Widowmakerโ€™ doesโ€, you would then begin to adopt an overly serious demeanor and be a bit show-offy and prissy. Of course these things coming possibly from ameliโ€™s actual original personality, but yet warped when shining through in widowmakerโ€™s. This โ€œpseudo-personalityโ€ shows too when she visits gerards grave, and sometimes in comments after kills. Where there is almost a โ€œwhat a shameโ€ attitude. Of course this is conveyed in a smug way where she knows satisfaction was gained upon the kill, and it was for her perceived โ€œgreater goodโ€. To end, just as Don Quixote thought beating on windmills made him a hero, perhaps widowmaker had been suggested forcefully into believing that committing murder made her one

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anyways i'll possibly be going to sleep soon so

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do @ me with any further responses and rebuttals, because i may not be able to respond myself if this all gets shoved up by morning

peak escarp
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I don't think Talon believes in doing things for "the greater good"

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and we don't know what she's thinking when she stands at Gerard's grave

dawn knot
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of course not, but to have her preforming smoothly it's best she believes that

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and of course we don't know what she's thinking'

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but to me with everything else considered

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it's a thought she could very possibly be having

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like a schizophrenic mother who believes that she's got to kill their kids to praise the spaghetti gods or something

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she still recognizes that she loved them

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but her devotion to the spaghetti is greater because of her condition

peak escarp
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your theory is based on too many assumptions

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there's nothing indicating any of this

dawn knot
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well i mean i feel like near every voiceline and interaction is proof of it in some way

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but individual cases need be addressed

peak escarp
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they could also be counterevidence, based on how you interpret the voice lines

dawn knot
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i feel too like my theory makes the most sense at least, in a complicated way lol

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i mean of course

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and that's the fun in it

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we don't know till we know

peak escarp
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it's all up to interpretation

dawn knot
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yep

peak escarp
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and I don't think anything points to this

dawn knot
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i mean, i don't see how any of your guys's prepositions jive with anything either so

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we're in the same boat i guess

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but if you could pick out certain things i said and give evidence against them

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that'd be

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appreciated

peak escarp
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that's not how the burden of proof works

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I don't have to disprove your claims, you have to prove them

dawn knot
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well i feel like i've given enough proof

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but then again it's

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well it's inference but everything here is

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that's why you can't say it makes any less or more sense than any other theory out there about the specifics of widowmaker's psyche

peak escarp
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it doesn't make sense because nothing supports it

dawn knot
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i suppose that's your interpretation

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i mean it strikes me as odd, if widowmaker wasn't in the first place brainwashed to believe that the organization she works for is good. then considering her remarks to moira, wouldn't she just leave and do her killing on her own terms?

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also why would she even kill someone close to her in the first place if she wasn't manipulated into thinking it was a good thing to do

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i doubt she would keep her mouth shut to overwatch the organization responsible for shutting down terrorists purely based on perhaps physical threats

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which would be used in the absents of mental manipulation

peak escarp
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Talon operatives kidnapped her and subjected her to an intense program of neural reconditioning. They broke her will, suppressed her personality, and reprogrammed her as a sleeper agent.

dawn knot
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yes exactly

peak escarp
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they did program her as a sleeper agent

dawn knot
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which fits with my theories

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i

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say all of the above because that's what i feel yall are saying

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and why it doesnt make sense to me

peak escarp
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but nothing indicates that she was made to believe it was "for the greater good" or that she even thought it was a good thing

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she might have been horrified by what she did, and Talon took her back by force

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and continues to keep her there by force

dawn knot
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well if she had no want to do it then why did she

peak escarp
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because she was programmed as a sleeper agent

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sleeper agents have no idea they are sleeper agents

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they are triggered subconsciously

dawn knot
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sleeper agents believe in what they are doing though when activated

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but you're saying maybe she was just

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extremely compelled to kill him

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and then did

peak escarp
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it's more of a reflex action than something willful

dawn knot
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and then felt bad

peak escarp
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maybe

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we don't know the full details

dawn knot
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well i mean depending on the circumstances you'd think it'd be hard to

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do something as organized as that

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on a whim

peak escarp
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on a whim?

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Talon planned this out

dawn knot
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some kind of reflex

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on her part

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i'm not talking about talon's overarching plan

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just like

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she wakes up

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"ok im kill now"

peak escarp
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think of it like Winter Soldier

dawn knot
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yes i know and he was conditioned into thinking he really wanted to do those things

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that's how conditioning works

peak escarp
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when they read out his trigger phrase, he acts against his will

dawn knot
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of course it's against his will, but in that "activated" state

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for all intents and purposes

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that new personality in charge

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wants to do those things

peak escarp
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but that was just the brief moment when she killed Gerard

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after that, she was taken in by Talon and numbed to emotion

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she still has her free will, and she is still aware of what she is doing

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she likely knows killing is bad, but does it because it's the only thing that makes her feel alive

dawn knot
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ok, but that goes back to what i was saying earlier

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why not just leave and kill people you want

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rather than follow these people

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unless you've been suggested to do so

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suggested in terms of hypnosis

peak escarp
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or she's being coerced

dawn knot
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and also once an agent is triggered they could be like that forever

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just as perhaps a similar character

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black widow is

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she was made a soldier

peak escarp
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threatened with harm, or blackmailed - if she left Talon and did her own thing, she could be arrested

dawn knot
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actually that's a bad example ngl

peak escarp
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Talon protects her

dawn knot
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i know but the thing is why act all of this extra way, smug towards tracer, and all of these comments boasting about the cold and whatnot

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if you really didn't want any of it

peak escarp
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who says she doesn't want it?

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she says killing is the only time she feels alive

dawn knot
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exactly, she does but only because she was forced into liking it

peak escarp
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so she enjoys what she does

dawn knot
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of course

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because of talon

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it all fits with my theory like

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the more i think about it

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it all just makes sense

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she honestly believes in what she's doing because she was manipulated by talon into feeling that way. triggered in the night by some means, she became fully like the WM we see today

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and did the job no remorse

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then most likely contacted talong by some other means

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and rejoined what she believed was right

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obviously not by choice

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but now she's someone else

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someone talon wants her to be

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with memories in tact of course