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I broke myself in pieces, just to keep you whole,
I silenced my laughter, I buried my soul.
I gave you my freedom, I gave you my trust,
Even when the world said your past was unjust.
Tod tod kar khud ko, bas tumhe sambhala,
Apni khushi chhupayi, apna rang uthala.
Azaadi di tumhe, bharosa bhi diya,
Duniya ne kaha galat, par maine tumhe chuna.
You spoke with deep lines, like poetry’s art,
But actions were missing, they tore me apart.
You left when I needed your comfort the most,
Yet I kept on loving, like a faithful ghost.
Tumne gehri baatein kahi, shayari si lagi,
Par kaam mein kami thi, dil ko lagi chhuri.
Jab mujhe zarurat thi, tum door chali gayi,
Aur main phir bhi mohabbat mein hi doobi gayi
I defended your past, though I knew it was true,
I chose your present, I stood by you.
I apologized even when I was in pain,
And still you left, leaving me in the rain.
Mainne tumhara maazi bhi maaf kiya,
Sach jaanta tha, par tumhe chuna.
Mainne maafi maangi jab dard mera tha,
Aur tumne chhod diya, akela kar diya.
Now I am weary, my spirit is torn,
How can I rebuild what’s endlessly worn?
If you do not return, if you choose to let go,
Then I’ll live with the fragments of love I still show.
Ab thak gaya hoon, rooh bikhar gayi hai,
Kaise jodun tukde, taqat khatam hui hai.
Agar tum na aayi, agar tumne chhod diya,
Toh bas yaadon mein jeeunga, jo maine tumhe diya.