torturous rains

[rain berry]

If it was meant to be
Then I’ll see you again
Like the waves in the sea
I drown in the tide of the torturous rains

I’ll meet you in our second life
A universe where forever was more than three weeks
Where memories of you don’t cause urges of knifes
Where your love made me strong and not utterly weak

In my final breaths I’ll think of you
I’ll wonder why I never knew
I hope that in hell I find the truth
Of if I was lovable, or if you’re just like him too

I wish I was poetic
I wish I let go
I wish my final act of love was leaving you alone
But my final act is more melancholic
It’s infusing my soul like a drunk alcoholic
My final act is my devotion to you
My final words are wishes to never come true
And my final wish of that maybe you meant it too

[tulip ginkgo]

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