Puppet Show
I live inside my own world of make-believe
Kids screaming in their cradles, insanity
I see the world with double peeks
One day I wake up feeling higher
Other days I can’t even remember.
Some days I feel like my head’s getting lighter
Other days I feel I’m about to commit murder.
Is this laughing or is this screaming?
Can’t tell if it’s iron or coloring
Oh my mind, it’s a freak show of delight
X’s crossed over those who didn’t do me right
Bodies spilled like stones all over
Blood on my hands, splattered
Only it didn’t taste like mines.
Faceless voice telling me to feed
Need to know where are my remedies?
I’m a human like the others..
Or maybe I’m just a monster who’s sober
Some days I hear screams that causes confusion
Other days I get drunk on delusion
Visions blurred with darkness
Is this heaven or hell?
Bind my flesh in chains
Please, can’t envision the pain
What if full moon strikes I’m curious
Will I break out or stay?
I love everything
Sunlight peeking out from my curtains, my world so bright
It’s hard to see,but that’s alright
Cerebrum jailed with thoughts most would consider not
My patience’s running thinner than this melting clock
The angels tell me I should choose God
I’m trying to hang on
It’s mortal’s strength versus the devil’s fun
I love everything..
Fire spreading around my room, my world so bright
It’s hard to breathe,but that’s alright
Hanging from strings protruding from wooden blocks
I want to break but my mentality would not
Performing for these crowds of fog
I don’t know which side I belong
It’s a puppet show for the throng.