im sick and tired
of being sick and tired
and embarrassed
im like a pristine white yellow bud flower
on a waterfall ledge
i cant shed tears
and i keep fainting having seizures gagging and dry heaving
im so sick and tired
of not knowing whats wrong
with me
and knowing its getting worse but having nothing i can do about it
ironically i feel like a supernova
the materials that make me up are reaching their finity
and disbanding into loosely connected tissue
i wrack my brain for an answer
searching both hemispheres for an incorrectly placed cortex
hoping for something wrong
that they could find
so i couldnt be told i was lying
so i couldnt be faking
im already so embarrassed
i dont want to be sick
and i dont want to be sick without answers
im like a pristine white yellow bud flower
on a waterfall ledge
dont fall off the waterfall ledge
#sick
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That is a really unique way of thinking about it the very component that makes you is harming you a budding flower in it's final supernova state
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