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“I—I hate you.”
The words I whispered,
staring into your eyes.
Guilt had vanished,
Only anger remained.
Kept in the dark, held by lies.
You took everything from me:
My first love,
my first kiss,
My first everything.
You looked into my soul and promised forever,
While I trembled, already seeing the end.
Each “I love you” was a wound reopened,
Each tender word, a blade disguised as a lover.
I gave you everything,
my heart, my trust, my all.
You took it with a blink, as if it meant nothing at all.
And now,
You dare to say you love me?
You dare look at me with those eyes
Those sad, guilty eyes,
The sorrow you left behind
Those are my eyes
The eyes you’ve given me.
You stand in front of me,
Crying and trembling.
Saying you’ve tried all you could,
Our life flashes between your muffled cries,
I want to embrace,
Take care of those tears I’ve put across your face
But you deserve it, every tear, every ache.
You’ve taken my life, innocence and time
You tricked me, fooled me, turned my life into a joke
Days, weeks, months and years taken,
I hate you,
I hate you, with everything I have left
You can cry and weep
I’ll hate you,
I’ll hate you forever and love you just as long,
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