#Fireworks of december

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thin smelt
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Dear anything and everything at the same time or more like Aj.

I met you a random day in december, just when I started to think the camp was going to be boring.

I was playing with the girls and suddenly they all yelled a name, a really beautiful one, almost immediately after they did a circle around that person, I was confused, I got closer and I saw him, I saw you.

You were laughing while dancing. You seemed so happy, like a sunshine that I could see all day long, I couldnt help but smile and ask;
"Who is he?"
Oh those 3 words that started everything.

That night me and my friends started asking each others top 3 hottest guys in camp, feeling like kids again, you wont believe me, but even tho there was so much more guys, I couldnt help but say your name as the only top I had. Its like you were the only one my mind wanted to think about.

The next days are blurry in my memory, except your smile, oh that smile you did when I was drawing, you said I was so good at it, thinking I wouldnt listen, I said thank you, you were confused of me understanding but then you smiled. That time maked me want to draw all my life just for you and that smile of yours.

That day I saw the fireworks everyone talked about when they fell inlove. I felt lost, but not as lost as I was when I saw your eyes, those dark brown eyes, its like if I could taste the perfect amount of coffee in a Monday morning.

All our laughs, our hugs, and our tears at the camp just felt natural, like if they were meant to be because they were with you.

I thought I was just another girl that falled for Aj, maybe I was, but how could I help it? You were too good to be true.

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After camp my eyes were looking everywhere for yours, but of course, you werent there, it felt like searching for anything but just for you at the same time.

Its been a year now, not same time but yet the same feelings.

Aj,

Our laughs mean the world to me, and beyond.

You are my everything.

I always dreamed of you, you are just so perfect. It hurts to hear your problems with girls, but sometimes life is a mess, but not so much because you are in it.

I want to treat you better than they did.

I want you to love me as much as you loved them.

I want to be the emotion that comes from deep down of your heart.

I want to be the girl you think about when you laugh.

I want to be the girl of your dreams, the one that you cant stop talking all the time about that even your friends get sick of it.

I want you...but...do you want me?