digital wedge
Good try with the AABB Rhyme Scheme and ending of with the a ABAB RS. It conveys a good sense of your topic and theme about being used-in a certain way. Its good progress! You can challenge yourself more by removing filler words, and only using words that relate to the theme (specific wordchoice), so it makes it more structured!
I like the verses "I lied to make you guilt free" and "ripping my soul open with a knife", it seems very reminiscent of a style of poetry used by another poet (I forgot who), but its very vividly portrayed 
