unreal lotus
I know not where this takes its place,
My everything dwells within my head's space.
Excitement fills my heart, yet nothing feels new,
I yearn for a glimpse, a glance back at you,
But the taste of regret breaks through.
Your messages linger, their essence remains,
Like pain and love intertwined in your hands.
You called my name, echoing from your heart's core,
Yet your mind commands silence, closing love's door.
You pulled me close, only to push me away,
We shared kisses, made love, but what's the grand display?
You urged for haste, but of what? Doubt's cruel shout,
You pushed me off a cliff, where love is in drought.
Now, I know not where this tale finds its place,
As everything around me gets replaced.
gray sage