#🎪bruh-fart
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and they never did anyhting bad to themselves
But as usual the late night thoughts swoop in
do you have something you do when you want to clear out your head? like reading? or playing games?
Can you try to ground yourself?
activate your senses. touch, smell, vision
get the headspace back into the now
Talk to you fuckers
Go to sleep at 9:30
oh god its worse than i thought
It’s dumb but like it works
everyone
great hes here
bzeek 👋
the best course of action is contacting an actual specialist, not pinging some schmuck in gamma
hello
well we have no other choice rn sooooooo
you are the closest thing at hand 😭
how long has it been since you last chatted
a while
@oblique spire dang it

oops I meant to answer
bz transported to bf2.0 sadly
yeah stuff changed
bruh I just started a round
in cs or what
you've been gone for over an hour
byeah
yeah 
yeah yeah lets stop the whole catching up thing and maybe consult the lamma guy
k
ill listen through this album and drink water
need an advice or just a support
@oblique spire
Both tbh
well, first thing first
you probably feel it'll never end and it'll never change, but it's not true, you have good chances to get out of it eventually
the very feeling is fueled by depression itself
i do have my ways of curing depression but they could just provoke more depression instead
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This is what I come home to?
Fuck it, give it a shot
seems too dangerous
First he incepted Dutyer to make him a femboy, and now you.
I have a new enemy.
Give it a shot
i've been saying it and will continue saying it, it would've happened one way or another
im concerned about this 
i don't want to make it worse
but im not a femboy
you have no say in this
Give. It. A. Shot.
let busy speak for now
I tried having a wank, spoiler alert it did not fix the depression
BRUH IT ONLY MAKES IT WORSE
True
The post-nut clarity makes shit worse
Sometimes
i don't think you realise that he's not joking 
have you tried a hands free orgasm? That has no post nut clarity

you should try it
How the fuck does one accomplish that
prostate stimulation
don't
also known as
Oh
getting fucked in the ass
shhhhhh
No homo but it is the best way to do it
I am not responsible for the fact that god put the male g spot up their ass
its a taunt
a test of faith
im still waiting for the text wall
he do be typing for a while
Madirex
yeas/?
How about you jerk me off instead
soooo, tops are gods most faithful soldiers?
i honestly dont know if that's a joke or not
but would

we need a 5stack xd
never downloading that again
Tomorrow

but we need you now
It is a joke, I'd rather be jerked off by a buff tomboy
true?


you go queen
Buff tomboys are the shit
wont stop me from deluding myself that i might not fail completely
I want a buff tomboy gf
do you get to retry?
well after that i get the summer exams and if i fail? i just have to retake em next year
along with the other lessons
You dont get like a second try on the exam?

yeah our education system is weird
no fuckin idea its my first year
maybe i do later? who knows
I get to try again in like a month or so
we don't
we only do if we fail
why
no shit, thats what second tries are for
I have the stupid
you didnt study said subject till it was too late?
study dum dum
be me
spend 6 hours studying for exams daily
Its just a hard af subject
@uncut obsidian How do I get a buff tomboy gf
and realized that if you had studied from the start, it would be way easier?
im sorry but alice is banned
even alice was a man
"i want a buff tomboy gf" "tomboys m,an so good" fakecel ramble
me:
Im off my medication so its hard

hmm
what
you mean the studying thing?
i once spent from 10 am all the way to 11pm studying
im investigating something
cavity search?
p!infractions @sudden elm
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why are you so fucking obvious lil bro
translation?
p!ban 1008753481621975061 alt account
@granite ermine has been banned.
alt
i mean, it was obvious but i also have a memory for names/pfp and other things
special request?
he made an invite link and the alt immediately joined
aha
we should also ban the main
should we
i mean mute evading
Damn busy do be typing for a long while
i mean, i had enough of the homophobic, transphobic and racist behavior
do you want THAT back?
you could say he is ... busy writing 😎
henlo
haii krieg
True
wsg homie
tryna get a 5stack together in csgo since tomb is so much more higher ranked than me
and we are not succesfull
i see, maybe gamma should have a csgo chat for that
@uncut obsidian
respectfully
no
and maybe a league of legends chat

also world at warcraft chat when
now youre joking
brainfart
we got brainfart
ahaaa
the whole cs go chat was also a joke
but maybe try searching in other channels?
how has busy not crossed the allowed word limit yet

exercising and eating well is nice, because it actually helps, gut bacteria literally can induce a depression, working out produces serotonin, you probably know all that jazz by now, but if not, give it a try. but it probably won't help on its own, unless your issue is mild. again, would have been much easier if you could contact a specialist, and here's why - they can provide you with a two-fold support, that is very strong: working with your psychological issues with a traditional therapy and prescribing you antidepressants which have a pretty good chance of restarting your brain properly. if that is absolutely not an option - though you should try your best to pursue it - you should consider delving in your psychological issues yourself. it can be pretty dangerous without a supervisor, cos they tend to get more acute during the exploration, but you can try to do it carefully, one step at a time, coupled with some sort of meditation/yoga - those help to stabilise the mood, ground you and make such trips less emotionally damaging, letting you tinker with your issues with a cold head. also they're helpful in general because they help to get some sort of "distance" between you and your thoughts/emotions - you still feel them, you won't become a robot, but if practised correctly, you'll eventually get a better hold of controlling them. dietary/exercise routine may be coupled with a general lifestyle optimisation - if you're sleeping 3 hours a day and drinking 6 cups of coffee, no shit you're gonna feel depressed. no need to go ham over it, just try get a good sleep consistently (which may be tricky because depression tends to fuck it up, another reason why specialist's help is crucial sometimes), turn down any drugs consumption to a minimum, all that jazz.
holy
more about psychological delving - if you have no sources of joy and entertainment in life, have no purpose or meaning in life, no meaningful social contacts, that's a great soil for depression and all sort of other nasty stuff. consider your options on that regard - if you're lonely and it bugs you, try pursuing getting any sort of friends you're having fun and pleasure with, irl or on discord, if you hard cap is chilling with dudes in gamma, try to get to know them better, start playing some game together, get a little closer with them, you know.
if you feel like you have no purpose in life and just studying/working on auto, consider finding some hobby that you always wanted to try but ditched the idea because you had no time/was sure you won't make anything out of it because you suck or something, consider changing your education/work if they feel absolutely meaningless to you, yeah yeah I know dude it's the only way to survive for me but listen, if that's the core issue that makes you feel so unhappy, you'll eventually will have to do it, so if you feel it's that, slowly approach the field you like more, start learning about in your spare time, gradually get ready to change the rails completely. another issue that may leak in everything else is self-deprecation - if you catch yourself always thinking bad about yourself, rating your chances at doing something as always being a failure and generally consider yourself a failure, your main course of action would be attacking those patterns of thinking. it's hard, but doable, trust me. if at first it feels impossible to argue with your self-deprecation thoughts, consider sharing it with someone you trust AND who is a chill/nice person. talking about the issue with, say, your parent, who made you hate yourself in the first place would not help, as you may imagine. talk with some nice homie you trust and who preferably knows you, pay close attention that despite you feeling that you're a piece of shit, they actually may commend you on something, admire your traits or achievements, and consider it carefully, let it be your support at the start. because guess what, ain't nobody got time to flatter you, self-deprecation talk may retort with "they're saying it out of politeness" or some shit like that, but truth is, they're most likely just speaking their sincere thoughts. so yeah, good feedback from your peers and your own efforts, and you'll eventually overcome the negative self-talk, and it'll help with your energy levels, motivation and depression in general a lo
oa
here's my 5 cents

"5 cents" you deposited the entire US treasury on us
busy one sec
Ty for the advice
he will return and in greater sentences
you serve all purpose
thanks
One thing I have seen big results with is eating better and working out, as I have said I do before. Also working on my car helps quite a bit. Tonight is one of my less depressive nights, it is still bad, but much better then some of my other nights. I'll continue to do what I'm doing and will also reach out to my best friend to help with these things. Now if you'll excuse me, I have a date with some 12:30am cheese
huh
waltuh
put yo dick away waltuh
fuck cori said it before me
@digital quartz

One day what?
Waltuh I'm not having gae sexy with you tonight waltuh, put ya dick away waltuh.
didnt think it through that much
stop being a smug lil bookworm and join us 
no

we will grind you down Cori
waltuh, im feelin lonely right now waltuh
you will grind on me?
well I guess it doesnt matter after tomorrow 
ayo?
you only hear what you want to hear
ayo??
ayowitdamayo?
were just guys being dudes
yo same bro
I mean we can do the first and the last one
@digital quartz
i can fill in for the middle one
Ist das ein zu hohes ziel?
p!ban @sudden elm thanks for reminding us about yourself with that alt account, don't think you would've lasted that long after your unmute anyways

yeah take Bruno as your dakimura and you are good to go
@sudden elm has been banned.
I'm not so big on getting high but I'll smoke if you pass me the stub
that was a fire pfp
p!avatar
shit
was literally gone for all about a second lmao
p!avatar @sudden elm
Invalid member argument.
Member not found.
Usage: p!avatar [member]
man
cant do that after they are gone
Brainfart VRchat
i got drunk there last night
nö nimm Bruno zum kuscheln und du hast alles was du brauchst 
terrible idea
Based
imagine
damn i'd try
most loyal member of the white guard over here
im workin on a Stalker avatar tho
I can put my virtual feet in your faces
brainfart vr chat is just virtual erp waiting to happen
SEE?

ew

it was kinda dead tho, talked to some finnish truck driver about the recent workers strikes and to some nationalist saying bring back karelia and things about the current conflict
no bro it'd literally just be one giant cuddle fest
then logged off
Brainfart in general is just virtual ERP happening 24/7
noooo it's cuddling
Ive never ERPd
with the occasional shitposter
i would never

with me questioning my sanity
people have tried to erp with me, but I can NOT take it seriously
what about the uuh
other virtual tracking thingies
takes off crocs
dance with me cori
let's be the strippers we were always meant to be
It is pretty cringe, just gotta learn to lvie with the cringe
Les go
yes
takes off my propeller hat
lets watch Cori nae nae
attaches balls
aoy?
*pulls down 1 of my 7 set of pants i have on me *
Atleast ERP in vrchat kinda makes sense
as opposed to like text based
thats boomer erp
say that to the furry pilots
untangles balls
checks neuron connection
Because in VR you have 3d models, possibly full body tracking, and other stuff to make it work
im not comfortable enough with my own body
in the internet people are braver than irl
irl i would barely talk to anyone
other stuff?
other stuff huh ?
you should be
DPS for instance
bruh
holy shit, damage per second in vr chat?

i wish
Its Dynamic Penetration System
@heady crow if I could find comfort in your body, then you should too

and i will
his ass aint listening

what if you are the one doing the penetrating?
imma get really in there too, get nice and comfortable up in there
Its all part of the deal
It just works
oh wow
@uncut obsidian look at this, its your fault you know
the future is now
a "friend" has that right ?

Yea
@rose ferry But fr tho, I'd rather ERP on Vrchat than hookup with some random
But thats just me
whhwat
all of this
what
Its more so my fault
you?
than madi
Transformation is complete
I mean I'd rather flirt with you guys anywhere I get the chance tbh tbh
i mean id rather just sit on a chair and eat a sandwhich
Next week, im gonna start flirting so hard
discord, vr chat, drg, you name it
rather snuggle up and be wholesome
oh god
I'll be there
is CS perhaps your love language?
ok I stop now
It can be
bothering you with CS 
why am i clueless about those words
cs means c sharp 
no thats C#
shhhhhh
real
is it cyberpunk sex
can be
can be
i mean instead of cs you can always say cp se-
WHAW
BAN HER

Did you or Madirex delete those posts?
Madi
what posts
silly ski
youre having delusions again
FuckinSchzi(zo)
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<3
Good morning meow
its a boy? its a girl? who the fuck knows
hiii mya!!
Hai
surely a girl 
What happened when I was asleep
surely 
blame @edgy abyss
He's gonna go after Grok next.
damn @edgy abyss ruining everything

What did grim do
What didn't I do?
gave me an idea for a pfp change
#halflife
#hlsfx
#memes
#breakingbad
@edgy abyss really is responsible for everything
All i can see with that dragon is that it has the BD colour scheme

HE GOT THAT EMOJI FROM A FURRY PORN SERVER CONFIRMED
Was going after Grok your original endgoal? Trying to get femboy tactical gear into GAMMA?
this is just the beginning, delight
just
the
beginning
the ending is a pipebomb in the presidential office?
no... This
@maiden carbon IT'S ONLY A MATTER OF TIME! 
I will blow up malaysia
Before that gets into gamma
foap, they turned me into an exoskeleton wearing furry
Btw that is from #🎨arts-and-crafts
#🎨arts-and-crafts message
why did you actually ping him 
wait
will you mute him now
@edgy abyss rest in peace
is grim gonna get muted
men when I fucking GET you

dear lord please
real funny

check #╟❓general-offtopic
@uncut obsidian do it madi
mute him
mute him now
I dont go outside this channel
I CANT CLICK THE ADD REACTION BUTTON
TOO FAST
3,037,783
177,811,649
75,105,061
2 d, 4 h, 52 m, 36 s
4,644
134 GB
nope
And so it begins



grim what have you done
hold shift 
gotten away without any consequences he did
@pastel quartz also mark as favorite with alt 1st 
I made that two days ago... and I've joined yesterday
THIS IS YOUR DOING?

what
I do blender and uniity
Taidums are cute
Do you know what you have brought upon us? Grim wont shut up about it now
Fuzzer, GenSec
a who
Now you have to do all the factions 
well its a shared texture
god no
GenSec from payday 2?
yee
of all the beautiful things beyond human comprehension you could've made... and you made this
oh the furry model guy
Yes
AYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
nvm this mf is awesome
little?
demon man
he's adorkable
I also did this
We gotta defeat the combine
god
what the fuck is this
I'm a lil guy with big idea

my hobby

p!avatar @uncut obsidian
whar
also quick question
@orchid robin @solar obsidian you people don't known how far my influence goes... DOUBTERS ALL OF YOU!

p!avatar @uncut obsidian
i swear madirex is chris hansen
Yes?
cloaker ptsd?
p!avatar
is this better
maybe
No
Yes
Madirex fell off
also
@ruby minnow
i still doubt you
more like taking off
Your funeral...
Calm down there Icarus
who hte fuck is icarus
definitely not V 
doubt that 
you dont know icarus?
i remember
It's 3
but i don't remember
Do you remembah?
okay so there is this dummy thick guy called icarus
no nvm thats a diff icarus
doubt that too
21st night of september
Dummy thicc ego tho
colossally thick
also I regret scrolling up on this chat
huh
you regret that everyday, just stop
understandable
don’t we all
nah today's special

btw, I'm saving this 
right above "beware of the pipeline"
ooop, sry didn't need to ping ya there

literally me
Is it?
i mean if allah created us, it was already a big troll
We await the second coming of Aldo to purge brainfart once again
aldo left for cigarettes and look what madirex has become
dw skom is replacing him
time to change the "2021" image to my pfp
Idk if I’ve been off of here for too long but
What’s with Madirex’s pfp
although

madirex has embraced the fem
Madi went through the pipeline
he gay.now
you're clueless?
Ripe for brainfart 2.0
mf confessed to sucking dick before even changing his server personality
||always has been||
I have no idea I just parachuted here
madirex actually slowly becoming maja
always has been
did you drop out of a bus by chance?

maja used to be a mod?
he hasnt been here in ages
and how old was madi when he did that act? 
a crossbow recoil wont jiggle that ass, dumb woman
Maja alt
dunno? ask him

i mean if he did it with someone his age then
i dont understand the need for the question
imagine his eyes when he comes back
I’m just not active because my pc doesn’t run gamma properly
||16||
I wanted to make a fortnite joke, you gotta play along
see? kinda irrelevant
hello, 112?
Idk if you've seen me before I don remember
awful joke
L
@uncut obsidian was the other person your age?

yes
@solar obsidian tf you calling 112 for
pedophilia
I've sucked dick before
but he was with a person his age
It's awesome
how do u know
how is it pedophilia if you are both the same age
yeah

a lot of them
anti propaganda, not anti act
"propaganda" aka dont let the world know you exist?
can't get married
otherwise, not illegal
right?
no, like going to gay parades is considered propaganda
fuckin what
no sense
or posting rainbows n shit
🏳️🌈
Propaganda can be very very varied
yeah but, pride parades and rainbows being propaganda? thats just an excuse to ban pride marches and any discussion around non-heterosexuality
oh hi maja
wait
maja how did you get madirex's account?
No its western propaganda to further the objective of degenerates and sodomites
obviously
/s obviously
oh right, how foolish could i be 
welcome to the 21st century
You can call anything you don't like propaganda or terrorism
Yes
Tbf i dont thing they care about their image to the world when banning gey shit 
uh oh politics
Its akin to MKUltra
Idk but I really like it
yes
you mean "welcome to every dictatorship or authoritarian state ever"
Post memes not politics
memes with politics
wasnt domestic abuse legalized there too?
If i get banned, i want @grizzled meadow to do it
russian installation support at 3AM
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/723599467172986962/1076789813031747584/2Sx5K0X-9o5VzkQy.mp4
Literally @grizzled meadow
I dont even know what's being legalized in my own country nowadays
yeah
great advice:
there is no "reverse"
That only sort of exists there are vids where the first half is that then the rest is normal sissy hypno
oh lord hes here
I'm still waiting

Switch it with the wishmaker lines
this
tf is sissy hypno
Kinda self explanatory
the cringiest form of erotica out there
GIGACHAD HYPNO
"OOOH, YOU FEEL YOURSELF BECOMING MORE BAAAASED."
Groks got captured too
never ever
c'mon now, we all know all programmers were already like this
this
idk ASMR might be first for me
Gigachad Hypno is watching a buff dude do 100 reps of lat exercises while chanting gamer words
you could've seen this coming from a mile away
its worse
yes, king
okay we are back on track
and do you mean by ASMR like JOI or actual SMR
and my vision is getting blurry
whats the difference?
Telling you how to jerk off
I think
Like "Now go fast for mommy, now take it slow, do it with just 3 fingers"
🤔
Im not sure


I mean thats probably one of the best out there
now slide to the left
Most super hero movies are incredibly mid
now slide to the right
Yeah spider verse is good
depends
true
reaaaaaaaallly depends
no it does not
marvel in general has been very mid
no
maybe with a few exceptions
u
you could always try some more grounded superhero movies marvel made
like before the whole infinity war etc
The first Iron Man is pretty good
captain america winter soldier is good
Its not top tier
but its got a decent grounded story
and good character development
dc has been nothing but shit with these movies
1 and 2 are good
oh yeah the christopher nolan movies were great
Qrd? What game?
1 and 2 are great, the third is kind of a big meh from me
its the choreography
they messed it up
Its also Bane's sound being one layer over everything else
so he always sound edited in
also them not killing off batman
Hearts of Iron 4 mods
I need to watch the new batman
like i hate the trope "oh no hes dea- nvm hes alive again"
Oh
i hear from my friends its better than the Nolan's
Stop watching capeshit
There's like 4 good superhero movies or shows and none are marvel
aaaaaaaaaavvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
OI
DONT DISS DAREDEVIL
This is exactly how my autistic breakdowns look like
OR THE PUNISHER
Daredevil is good for like one season
Punisher season 2 sucked
real
2 new exiles
stop throwing em at us
I hate shows like daredevil
they're your problem now
Best superhero TV show is the boys
idk the writing probably
eeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
S1 was kino
It gets a little tedious in Daredevil sometimes with the story
2 was trash tho
but its overall got some okay action
3 was OK
for action the punisher takes the cake
Plus it has a long hallway fight scene
brutal and unforgiving
which is always a win
who would win, thanos with all the infinity stones or daredevil in a hallway
I mean daredevil is just aguy
and he struggles in the hallway too
against normal guys
so obviously thanos
YOU ARE NOT GOING ALONG WITH THE MEME CORI
No fightscene has ever compared tho to the oldboy fightscene
these kind of shows tend to follow a pretty predictable plot
@subtle grove @pastel quartz enjoy your stay
the raid ?
okay the raid is good because its fun action
@pastel quartz welcome to the femboy dungeon
who got banished?
@subtle grove @pastel quartz UwU
prepare for your punishment for shitposting in #╟🔰☢newbies-chat~
4 fuckin pixels
thats true
the raid has the fucking gigachad moves tho
ohhhhh
when did i shit post in there
that wasnt me
uh
the raid is just "funny action go brrrr" but well done
bro muted the wrong dude
the hell
My fav fight scene is in irreversible 
no
where did i shit post
shouldnt it be engie and soldier
all day
now enjoy your stay
i didnt even shit post
when you're so obnoxious you don't even realise that you're obnoxious
the fuck
still mad about efp?

oh thats why
what
escape from poland?
btw I gave bruno my alt so we can play cs even when we arent 5 now
whatd i miss
That sounds even harder than actual efp
for now

escape from poland
man im still happy
but i still dont have a reason why im banned
i shit posted in the right area
youre not banned
@digital quartz Have you seen Nobody
you are exiled
muted
It has like one or two nice fightscenes
duty suck
Not banned yet
for what reason tho
the saul goodman one ?
yes
yeah we suck our boys off to build up morale, anything against that?
stage 1: denial
nah I didnt see that one
movie night with @heady crow ?
Because you were shitposting in general chat
I guess I could see it again
will i ever see newbies chat
no
later today_
Now please, don't test my patience
Stage 5: femboy Madi
i dont wanna stay with you guys
should have behaved
:3
i didnt even say anything
"worst thing she can say is no"
only
there is no escape~
:3
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like really messed up shit
invisible username = opinion discarded
also embed fail
me listening to necrodancer ost
mf is so afraid of the mute that he tries to make it harder for the mods to mute him
mhm its so hard to click "get ID"
Invisible name won't save him

yeah lol
oh well, ill just go talk to my girlfriend and try to ignore this chat
oh wait
eww femboy
779402558602870825 whats this?
gf?
it just reminds me of the edgy kids back in the skype/MSN Messenger days using the weirdest possible shit in their nicknames
ew
shit
get a bf
banned for doxxing
ofc it was you who broke it off





