#idk what to call this

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elfin hamlet
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He

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Won't

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Stoo

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I can't breathe

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Ykw

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I don't fare

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He can kill himself

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He's fucked with me and my girlfriend

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I don't csre

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I don't care

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I hate him

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She's gonna turn on me too

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She's

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Fuck

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Fuckduck

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Fuck

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I cant

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Do this

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I cant

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He's gonna turn her

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I can't do this

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Please

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No

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Fuck

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Shit

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I'm not eating

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I deserve to starve

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Oh my gid

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Fuck

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Fuck

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I think everyone would be better if I was gone

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It would all be peacefull

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They wouldn't have had me to begin eith

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The gross fuckinf fatass

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If she hates me what's it worth

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Who would want me to stay

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No one

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I'm useless

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Wirthless

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I've caused all of this

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I hate ntself

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My mum told me to eat

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Yeah sure

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I totally wull

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I think I'm gonna throw up

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Fuck

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She's

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I'm scsred

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What did he tell her

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I can't loose her

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I just

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I cant

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Please

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No

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I'm crhinf niw

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Fuck

elfin hamlet
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I think I need to loose more weight

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Maybe I need to be 38 again

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If he thinks I'm fat what does she think of me

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Ew ik

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I'm so gross

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What the fuck

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This wouldn't have happened if I wasn't here

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It's my fauktb

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It's all my fault

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Now because of me he'll either turn them against me or hurt them

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Who the fuck am i

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Ew

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I can't believe mtsekf

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She said that she didn't want to be close friends w him after thst

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What if he's gotten to her

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I'm useless

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Liam will save her from me

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I don't deserve her

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He'll save her from me

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I hate ntself

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I'll just grow to accept it

elfin hamlet
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Why does my door have to be open while I'm IN A FUCKING CLASS

elfin hamlet
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I don't want to go to speech

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It has NOT been a week I washed my hair on monday

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Wait technically speaking it has because the weekend wouldn't count

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ahebrjfJEJE

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Uhh fuck I forgot what time she's gonna be home

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My head hurts

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I'm a fat ugly cunt

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I'm not a good person

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Shit

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Fufk

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Fuck

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I can't stop shaking

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Shit

elfin hamlet
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Liams really getting to me

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And my mum won't shut up

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I feel so sick

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I hope she wants to play when I get home

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If not there okay too

elfin hamlet
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"from strangers to best friends"

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Best friends..

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friends

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Nuh uh

elfin hamlet
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I

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Lowkey

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Feel sick

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Ammys telling me to get off my ohone

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She's nudging my hands with her nose

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Have they done something to her

elfin hamlet
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Okay she's still alive cuz she sent me a message

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Maybe in being too much?

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What if liams messaging her bad things

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Maybe u should unblock him

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I*

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Then he can take it out on me instead

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It's not like he triggered me or anything

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Well

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Triggered me so badly that I killed myself

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I don't want him to hurt her

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I love her

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I don't want him to hurt her

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Am I manipulative

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Maybe he is right

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I'm a manipulative fat fucking cuht

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She said it wasn't my fault

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Is it really not tho

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Oh my god oh my god

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Liams onlinr

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I'm

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Fuck

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I have beef w this gif

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Fail again, failing again

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I'm so gross

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I do NOT deserve someone as great as her

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Should I watch horimiya

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What's my mum doing

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Where is she

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Friday

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Oh she took ammy for a walk

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I could watch horimiya but what if my dad comes in and makes me suddenly do something

elfin hamlet
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imnot convncde

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she doesnt seem okay iesfjseoijv

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maybe im being annoying and tahts why

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fuck

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im an untrustworthy fucking bithc

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im the issue

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im so dehydrated

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whatif liam messaged her

junior schooner
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why dont you say something positive for yourself?

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ur much better than what u think you are

elfin hamlet
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I don't like who I am

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I feel so gross

elfin hamlet
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I go on about my things too nuch

junior schooner
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i believe in you that you are not a "nobody" and that you do have positive things about yourself and are able to identify them because you have the capacity to be self aware like this although ur awareness is pretty distorted. why dont you try to make things better for yourself? start to appreciate any good traits you have, anything good that you have, a hobby, a skill, something you made and share it with others, you are not the only person in the world who likes what you like. but you cant just sit and repeat the same things over and over, you are gonna waste your life and eventually you will regret it. i dont know what your situation is like, where you are, or how things are, so im sorry if some of these things are simply inaccessible for you but my advice is to try to take anything good you have. good luck

elfin hamlet
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Well I can't ever tell my support worker that I'm gay eaeahebejfjenjdn

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She said something gay and then said ew so gross

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Bro ๐Ÿ˜ญ

elfin hamlet
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I can't dtop biting my nail

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I'm sorry

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If I say sorry it'll seem like I'm trying to seek her attention

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I want to go to sleep

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But I don't want it to be monday

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What if we can't see eachorher

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I can't live withiur hed

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i was waiting for her to come back oh

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its alg

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i think i have done something wrong

elfin hamlet
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Idk how I didn't fall asleep in maths

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!rank

fathom larkBOT
elfin hamlet
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Okayokayokay

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I like pink it's pretty

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I used to despise pink

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I wonder why

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I didn't want to be a fucking doll

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I didn't want to be dressed up unwillingly in ugly gross feelings clothes

elfin hamlet
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Aararaea

elfin hamlet
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I didn't do any work in fashion I just messed around

elfin hamlet
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What if

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I'm so scared

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I don't want him to attack her too

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Go for mr

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Not jer

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Plesdd

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Maybe I should unblock him

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Then he can contact me

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Then he can attack me

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Maybe

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Maybe I should

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I think I might

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Then he can attack me

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I'm scared to unblock him

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Should I

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If anyone's reading this should I unblock him

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I'm using up sm data

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Oops I'm on 6 percent too

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I want to go to sleep

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I want to feel safe

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I esnt to message her

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Oh I made her nose too big

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Oh well

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Can I go home

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I'm so tfid

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Yited

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Tired

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I'm so fucking hungry

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No food for me

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Nono

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I lovf

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I have a massive headache

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I'm using up sm data waiting

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Oops 4 percent

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Maybe she'll wanna talk after school

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My phone case is so dirtyyh

elfin hamlet
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I feel so gross

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My heart won't stop

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I'm sorry jia and miley but I just don't want to talk

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I've been ignoring them forever now

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I just want to talk to her

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Eaugh

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I'm shaking sm

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I'm clean

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I'm clean

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I'm clean

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I survived the thing w liam

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I'm fine

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Ew I wish I didn't eat

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I want to reverse time

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Ew

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I'm just gonna curl up in my bed and cry

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J hate who I am

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I'm so fucking annoying

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Ew

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How does she like me

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Im fucking gross

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I'm gonna go out my food away so I can idk do something until I have to fo

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I hate me

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Why am I so annoying

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I would play but like what if she joins and still doesn't want to talk to me and then I make it all awkward for her and then I ruin her fun

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I don't want to ruin her fuh

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She is playing

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I won't ruin it for her

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My heart hurts

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I think she hates me cuz I came ocer

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It's ikay

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I'll just

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Idk

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I don't want to move ever again

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Pretty pink

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!rank

fathom larkBOT
elfin hamlet
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I think she hates me

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Fair eniygh I hate me too

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I'm so sad

elfin hamlet
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She doesn't hate me I hate my stupid stupid head but I'm happy she doesn't hate me

elfin hamlet
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I feel so fucking sickk

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My teeth hurt

elfin hamlet
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German eEAUHH

elfin hamlet
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I'm having difficulty breathing

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six seven! A HOWLING LIGHT-

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I'm begging for a better tomirrroweeeeeww2www

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Oh my god I usually hate rewritten civers

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Aeiekeiaj

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She might not wanna talk w me atm

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Tis okay

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Hopefully I can go to my room soon

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I won't even be alone tho

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Eaushehehdhd

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I don't like this

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Nothing happened I can't tell her about anything cuz nothing fucking happened

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My legs r going numb

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Maybe I can just

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Euaugh

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It's fine

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She probably doesn't want to talk to me

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It's fone

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I want to stay at home

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O hage people commenting on me

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Esp if it's bad

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But what if he is

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It's my faukt

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I split everything up

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No one can fucking deny it

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It's just the truth

elfin hamlet
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When I get home

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I'll brush my teeth

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And floss

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I'm not using my dad's

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I hope we have floss other than his

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And mouthwash

elfin hamlet
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Oooooooooooo

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Ooooooooooooo

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Ooooooooooooooo

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I love heat abnormal

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All the black stars all the black stars all the black stars all the black stars all the black s to ars all the black stars all the black stars all the black stars
They're all looking down on them too.

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My dirty hands tained with hope

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Tainted

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I love heat abnormal

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Liams online

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I go online

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I'm online now

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I am strong

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I shouldn't have messaged general

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I ruined everything

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I can't breathe

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I ruined it all

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Do I dleelte it

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What if someones seen it already

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I'll just send it here and then delete it so then if anyone reads this they can see my yoshiki

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Not yoshiki but still it's cutie

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I deleted it

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All I do is piss people off

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Miizisuua

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I'm really proud of rhem

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I should change suas face to HAPPI cuz she was sad cuz she was without mizi

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Bur now she has mixi

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So cutie

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I love sua

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And I love my sua

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11 minutes

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I'm so hungry

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Just once more just once more

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ITS NEVER JUST ONCE MORE

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I relate

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He's still online I can't breathe

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Tht reminds me of

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Eauhhh

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I feel dizzy

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4 minutes

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I'm not as excited these days

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That's probably why

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Fair eniughb

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It's okay

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I love hearing about her things

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It's okau

elfin hamlet
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Idk why she's sorry

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She just doesn't feel like telling me something

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And that's okay

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She doesn't have to

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I will admit it does make me uneasy but it's none of my business so that's my problem

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Ew I'm so gross

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If my mjm asks if I want maccas I'll say no

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I'm starving but

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I don't deserve it

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Bro omg fucking grotty 7th years kept pushing chairs into me at break

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I hope she's having fun

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Bernie shut up

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I caved to maccas I need to fucking eat healthy

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I'm so fucking unhealthy

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Maybe I'm just not strong enough

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I'm so gross

elfin hamlet
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Liams better than me

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I'm so fucking pathetic

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Eauvh

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Bro I can't even play pjsk

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Ugh

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She'll find someone better than me surely

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I'm so fucking gross

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It's fine

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I wish I could numb my whole body

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My head hurts

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I don't deserve anything

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Only bad things

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I deserve bad things

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Maybe that's what it was

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It's fine

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My eyes

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Oh

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I feel so sick

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It's fine

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I'm fine by myself

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Right

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After I finish working on stuff then I'll just get into bed and not move and peel all of my skin off

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I wish my room had a lock

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No way my mum will give me one tho

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She wants to be able to see what I'm doing

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Either killing myself or idk searching up pictures of things I shouldn't is what she thinks I want to do behind closed doors

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No one really likes ne

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Maybe I should just throw everything I own out

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And go live on the streets

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And get run over

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Easily

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Omg I could get run over so easily by the teachers

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No one lieks me

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It's fine fair ebiygh

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Who fucking would like me

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I'm so fucking gross

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She doesn't want me

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It's fine

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Can I die

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I can't breathe

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She doesn't like me

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She doesn't want me

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She doesn't want to talk to me ever agaib

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She likes me even when everyone thinks I'm gross

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If she doesn't like me

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I really fucking must be a fucking gross cunt

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It's fine

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I'll accept it eventually

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Fuck

elfin hamlet
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Can I please go away

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Ew

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Just let me be clean

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Please

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I'm gonna cry

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I

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I'm just ungrateful

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I'm faking everything

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Nothing wrong w me

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I'm just insane

elfin hamlet
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my mum was so mad that she got my dad to be alone with me w the door closed

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and threaten things

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its so scary

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so fucking scary

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myy head hurts sm

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owwie

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my head

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i drank soem water

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FLAVOR FOLEY

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im acutally listening to electric weekend zone but still

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she slammed my door

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and didnt say goodnight to me

elfin hamlet
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Shaking in my boots I didn't do my german work yesterday now I need it for today

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Teto teto

elfin hamlet
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Nvm I don't wanna jinx it

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German my beloved

elfin hamlet
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Ot in 9 minutes ๐Ÿ˜ž

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I love fake heart sm

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I feel so flat

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Maybe she'll wanna talk later and then happi

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Aya

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4 minutes

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Im really happy for her

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VENOM

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Getting yelled at yay

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She said resting is only sleeping or medidsting not messaging her

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Shut up

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Stop

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Stop it

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I want to cry

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This is why I don't like being w anyone

elfin hamlet
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I think she doesn't want to talk to me or be w me

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I won't be able to talk to her until 7 pm

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Maybe she found someone better than me

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Someone nicer and prettier

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That would be easy to do

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I want to throw up

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She thinks I'm pretty but am I really

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I look so fucking gross

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I hate my face

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She loves my face tho

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Fuck idk

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I got to tell my ot about project sekaiiii

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And all the groups

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And my favourites

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I feel as if I can never truly be happy

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Its just impossible for me

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If her mum doesn't want her to see me I understand and that's fine or if she doesn't want to see me I understand and that's fine too

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But just I don't think I'd be able to survive until I'm allowed to see her again

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Omg renga colours

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I feel like I can barley breathe

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Oh my god

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He's online

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When I get home

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I'm just gonna play horsi and listen to music

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Bro I don't have any time to even rest

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Atp I'll have 15 minutrs

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6 percent oopsies

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Maybe she'll wanna talk and maybe even play w me later

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I hope she does

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If she doesn't that's okay too

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I will respect that

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I really hope she can come ovdr

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I'll probably cry all weekend if not

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My mjm said after this I can't ask again for another

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Until sfter

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Esuhh

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She got angry at me for asking for her to come over even tho she didn't last weekend

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Another lovely thing is I can't fucking get tomodachi life to work and I can't play pjsk atm

elfin hamlet
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I don't want to eat

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I don't want to eat ever again

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This can't be real this can't be real this can't be real this can't be real this can't be real this can't be real this is unbearable

elfin hamlet
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im so gross

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i feel so sick

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i think i might throw up

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i justuwant to stay in bed

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i dont want to go

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nuh uh im not gonna eat

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i ate alreaedy

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im not eating that too

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i keep hallucinating that shes typing to me

elfin hamlet
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Oh

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She nught just not wanna talk

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That's oki

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I don't think she wants ro

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I want to throw up

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I

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She's just talking cuz she joined

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Not cuz she wants to

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Maybe she'll want to talk

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I hope so

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If not it's okay

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But yeah

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Pilates was so ass

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I'm scared

junior schooner
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found this website yall

elfin hamlet
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My hands dirty tainted with hopee

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I want to cryy

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I'm gonna be late for school but idc

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I'm gonna go to fashion and skip the rest

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I can't do this

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I snuck my 3ds

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I'm begging for a future to exist

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Heat abnormal realest song ever

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Help me what happens if my ot listens to vocaloid and finds ifuudoudou

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That would be really funny and a shock to her

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BRO IF SHE LISTENS TO ALL RHE SONGS BY VBS AND NIGHTCORD SHES GOING TO BE FUCNING SHOCKED

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Hopefully she won't search up the translation/ meaning of mind brand

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It's so amazing but I hate that I relate to it

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My dad's side my beloved (NOT. NOT BELOVED. I HATE THEM.

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And that guy that traumatized me to not be able to have that drink ever again

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I remember when my mum was shocked I was still thinking about it

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My phsycologist told her โค๏ธ

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Early last year or late 2024 was when that happened I think

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Lil bro that is NOT something I can just forget and forgive

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Ew I'm at school

elfin hamlet
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My headphones r 10 percent and won't charge

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I want to cry

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Let me escape

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I wish I had a fucking blade

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I want to cry

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I cwnt do this

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Mt headphones just died

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THE LITTLE FUCKING HOES WHO PUSHED CHAIRS INTO MR ARE BACK

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How do I cease from existence for uhh

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Until 6 or 7

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Hah 67

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If the support person leaves at 8 I'm

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Esugh

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IM NOT MAKING FOOD WITH U U FICKING CUNT

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LET KE REST

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THURSDAYS ARE MY ONLY RESTINF DAYS CUZ I GET TO LEAVE SCHOOL EARLY

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It's so loud I can't breathe

elfin hamlet
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Just let me go home

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Please

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I feel so sick

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I can't go to english

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I have no good recent photos

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Fashion mood board cuz I had to make one

IMG_20260430_093646680.jpg
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I just got a Bluetooth pairing request wtf

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Weows the light flickers

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Flickered

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Aaa

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I hope she can come over for all three daysyshshebednsysyssyeueyeyeds

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I've been so depressed lately

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Do I go to English or do I just

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Not

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And get yelled at

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Ugh

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I don't fucking know

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I just sent to cry

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And be alone

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My throat hurts

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Not from feeling sick

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Just idk

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Ew I feel gross

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He's online

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He's online

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He's online

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He's online

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He's online

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My giosone foinf buluery

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Jes onlien

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Ehay id heattacks soneone elde

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I in ny god

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I'm so gross

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12 minjtes

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Maybe I'll go to the office and say can I

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Fuck what do I even say

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Say I can't be in class

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What do I fucking say

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Or do I just break down in tears in front of them

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I was in tears and they didn't give a shit they infact made it worse so nvm

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7 minjtes

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6

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5

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4

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R my headphones charged

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THEY ARE

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3 minutes

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What if I just stay here

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2

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1

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The picture I took in the dressing room of the top I bought makes me feel pretty

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I dont feel gross when I see that

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Probably cuz it's low quality so things r blurred tho

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Eaugh

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Fuck

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Class

elfin hamlet
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Aaeร 

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Why doesn't my mjm understand that I CANT EAT ESP IF ITS W RABDOM PEOPLE AND IN A GROSS ENVIRONMENT

elfin hamlet
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Liams online

elfin hamlet
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why is my mum always so mad at me

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im trying my hardest to survive ๐Ÿ’”

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i didnt relapse so im proud of myself

elfin hamlet
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I'm not going to relapse

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I'm not

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Going

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To relapse

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I'm not going to

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I'm not

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Going to

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I eont

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Oh my god I feel so fucking sick

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I hate living in my house

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I want to throw up

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My dad won't let me have what I want to eat either way so

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I'm starving

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It's what I deserve tho

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Trish is leaving now

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I think it's for the best that I get thru this by myself

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It's my problem

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She shouldn't have to help me

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Eaugh

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I'll just loose weight and then maybe I'll feel better

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I'll get down to 40kg

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Nvm id be sent to hospital then

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41kg

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No but then I'd be worrying her

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I won't loose aby

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I'm so cold I'm freezing

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I feel so sick

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I'm not gonna eat

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Maybe my mum will be back soon

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Nvm my dad will force me to eat

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That's fine

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If I throw up then oh well

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Yum

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Eaugh

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I'm so gross

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I hate throwing up

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And if I do it'll most likely be shit

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Ew

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Ewewewewew

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Ew

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I feel so alone

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It's just me tho

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I'm isolating myself

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I'm not talking to any of my friends

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Nvm that's just mikey and jia cuz the rest r ignoring my messages

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Abyways

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I think im stressing her out

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My eyes hurt sm

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I deserve to starve

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I deserve to suffer

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I don't deserve to get better

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Lowkey I've been thinking about not talking to my phsycologist about what happened w liam and charlie

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I feel so sick

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HEAT ABNORMALLLALAAYEYEEYEYEYEYEYEYEYAYAA

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Ew

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I'm gonna be forced to eat yip

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It's fine

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I'm so cold

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I'm so hungry omg

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I'm soncood

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Wait I'll get changed and I'll get into my bed

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I'm so smart

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Maybe I should just go on my laptop

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And then I'll go insane tonight without music

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If I have my switch I can manage

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Cuz I can play heat abnormal on yourube

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However if there's no Internet

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That's when I will go insane

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I'm so hungry

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I can get thru this myself

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Probably

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I want to be w her

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I'm starting to cry again

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What if in so gross she doesn't want me

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Owchies my heart hurts what

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I won't play jorsi cuz what id she wants to play and I ruin her fuj

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!rank

fathom larkBOT
elfin hamlet
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okok

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I have a massive headache

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I miss her

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I think my dad's going to not let me see her

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He's not coming to give me food

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I'm scared of him

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I'm so hungry

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Maybe my mum will come home early and she can get me maccas

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I'm too gross for her

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Ew

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I'm so sad

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Everything Liam said about me was right

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Okay from now on I won't say anything if I feel like shit cuz I don't want her to feel bad because of me

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I don't want her to want to help me when she's not meant to

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Maybe then in 10 years I'll tell her everything

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Or never if it'll make her feel bad

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!rank

fathom larkBOT
elfin hamlet
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Almost 222

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Heaheeheahehh

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Weoeieieiwieiwieieieijjrjrnffnngnfndnsnsjwwieirijfngngjdisiswjrnfjiewowoiedidjajqoqpeorfgmfmdosoeoeowapsmaanaggzznsgsgshieodsggshsiggoogogsodleleldlelelslsa

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Liams onkine

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Icsnt brwdthe

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Why

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No

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I

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No it's okay

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He might be elling her what a fucking disgusting cunt I am

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Okay my dad's making me go d

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Food

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She shouldn't have to worry about me

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I'm fine

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I'm not

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I feel bad for telling her the truth

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She probably feels bad cuz I'm not okay

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I understand if she doesn't want to see me ever again

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I'm disgusting

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I don't want to be here

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I'm ruining everyone's life

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Esp hers

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I

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He's still online

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Oh my god

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I

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My eyes hurt

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He's online

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I'm so sad

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I wish I could make her feel better

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Maybe liam can

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I'm gross anyway

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He'll just help her realize I'm a gross hoe

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It's okay

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I don't want to be gross

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It's fine

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I'm hurting her

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I'm so hungry

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I'm so sorry

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What liam said was true

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Eauhh

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I'm so fucking gross

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Maybe

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Idk

elfin hamlet
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I get triggered every time I see him online

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It's so silly I shouldn't be triggered by that

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Why do I get so triggered

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HES SRILL ONLIJE

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!rank

fathom larkBOT
elfin hamlet
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222 YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYYAYA

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YIPPIES

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I'm tored

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Lock in lock in horsi game

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I can't wait until I get tamadochi life

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Tomodachi

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Fuck

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Nvm now I'm doubting myself

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I HAVE THE FIRST GAME I SHOULD KNOW JOW TO SPELL IT

elfin hamlet
elfin hamlet
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I even collect random ones I find on the ground and spend days washing them so they're clean help

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I've only got 2

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I dug one up from the soil at ammys breeders house

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It's sitting somewhere

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Nvm I only have one I got forced to leave the other one

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Ammy ammy tab

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Wwwiwiiiwiiii

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Liams online

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It's fine

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I'll just go online then I won't get notifed mahbe

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No

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Then he'll see

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I can't breathe

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I have to leave soon

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I hope scarlett aplriciates it cuz it's special

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WOAH

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I might've pissed her off

elfin hamlet
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I hope she's okay

elfin hamlet
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I'm so scared

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What if she got into a car crash

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And is dead

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Or is in hospital

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And or all her devices broke

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And she doesn't remember my phone number

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So she can't contact me

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I need to memorize hers

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My stomach just dropped

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She hasn't been on animal crossing nor is she on riblox

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I'm so scared

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It's okay

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It's okay

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It's okay

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It's okay

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It's okay

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It's not okay

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I'm gonna blast music

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Maybe that'll make me feel idk better

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It wont

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I just can't cry

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I can't brearhe

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I brearhe

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What if she's not okay

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What if she's dead

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What if she's gone

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I'm shaking

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If ur reading this annabelle please stay safe

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Shes alive

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I should've checked she had her medication

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My ears hurt

elfin hamlet
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Bernie shut upp

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WIFE GOT ME THIS

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LETOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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I love my wife wife

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She's so cool and pretty and kind

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Teteteteto

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Teteteteto

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TetetetetO

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I need to find the artist again so I can get one for her

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When I'm allowed my own card watch out

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Why can't I have my own card bro

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I don't loose things

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I'm 16

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Wha

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I love fake heart

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I lowkey wanna cosplay fake heart rin

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When I'm not as insecure then maybe

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BEFORE I DO I NEED TO COSPLAY JUNKO THOO

elfin hamlet
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German class eaugaaahh

elfin hamlet
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Electric weekend zone

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Can I sleep instead of going to clsss

elfin hamlet
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My teacher is taking up all my storage

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I need to go into one drive and delete all the recordings

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Lil bro I do NOT NEED 3 80 MINUTE RECORDINGS PER WEEK SAVED TO MY LAPTOP

elfin hamlet
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I wonder can I play wobbledogs

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No I cant

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Fucking school wifi

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I half slept thru my class

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And now I can't do my practice cia again

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Yay

elfin hamlet
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Sleep my beloved

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Help Im so fucking exhausted

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I'm so hungry too

elfin hamlet
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This can't be real this can't be real this can't be real this can't be real this can't be real this is unbearable

elfin hamlet
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Fuck wrong one

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Why'd it take so long for me to fc it ๐Ÿ’”

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elfin hamlet
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Bro I don't need to hear the news after school

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Out of school and in yucky environment! SMASHED IN TBE FACE WITH 2 PEOPLE DIED

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Why can't jt just be nusic

elfin hamlet
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Stop

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Calling

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Me

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Good girl.

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It genuinely disgusts me

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IM NOT UR FUCKING "GOOD GIRL"

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IM NOT A FUCKING CHILD

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IM NOT A DOG OR PET

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IM A 16 YEAR OLD

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YES I CLAZSIFY TECHNICALLY AS A CHILD STILL BUT BRO ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

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I'm not a good girl

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Just say good job

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It makes me so uncomfortable

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It makes me want to throw up

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Eauhh

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Bro

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My old phsycologist accidentally sometimes calls me mimzi as a nickname and she has always respected that oh maybe I don't like it

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I do like it it's kinda cute

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GOOD GIRL EW

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I genuinely want to throw up

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Let me go back to sleep

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Let me jjst

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Be in piece

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Peace

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Where'd my pietro cover thing ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

elfin hamlet
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Bro she just checked on me wtf ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

elfin hamlet
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I'm scared for my ot

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It's fine but I'm scared for some reason

elfin hamlet
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I'm so hungry

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Ik so fucking hungry

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Whatever ig I'll eat lunch at 6 pm

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Nvm

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At 8 pm

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Yip

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I want to throw up

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Ewugh

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Maybe I shouldn't eat at all

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Why should I eat

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What am I even gonna talk to my ot about

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Oh shit

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She researched vocaloid

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Shit

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If she found the freaky side I'm done for

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Unless she found mirror

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MIRROR WHAT

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Magnet what am I on ๐Ÿ’”

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I LOVE

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MY YURI

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No shed think I'm a freaky freak if she found magnet too tbh

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I just hope she didn't find other somgs

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Eaughn

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If she found ifuudoudou and esp the original

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I'm cooked

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I'm cooked gang

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Even more cooked if she searched the lyrics up

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Is it a popular vocaloid song

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Idk

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Hopefully she just found classic miku songs or something idk

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Did I do something

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I think I'm gonna go deaf atp

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Nvm she turned it down

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I'm really uncomfortable

elfin hamlet
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I'm so fucking hungry

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My stomach is hurting so much

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I feel sick

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I'm so hungry

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I havnt eaten since 6 this morning and it's 4:21 pm

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Oops

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10 hours without food

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Owwies owwch

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My stomach hurts so much

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Breathing hurts

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Everything hurts

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It feels like my stomach is on fire

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Slowly burning from the inside out

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Owch oh my god

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I think I might throw up

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I keep getting goosebumps

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And I'm so cold then so hot

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Whatever that means

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Probably bad but oh well I'll be fine

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The pain won't stop

elfin hamlet
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I don't want to eat but I have to have dinner

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Maybe I can just throw it in the bin somehow

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I think I'm annoying her

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Fair eniugh

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I am pretty annoying

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That's probably why my mum doesn't like ke

#

She wants my spark gone

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I'll message her when I get home then I'll just wait

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Something's not right

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She's not okay

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I'll just disassociate tomororw

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Not exist

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Bur I have to pay attention I need to finish my sketches that I havnt even started for my pieces in fashion

#

The bridge is miku

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MY MUM DIDNT GET ME MACCAS

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IM SO HAPPY

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Water for dinner

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I'll just go into my bed

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I am gross

#

Maybe I should unblock liam so he can drag me down

#

Thats what I deserve

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Lowkey