#idk what to call this
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Good
Almost home then I can die in my bed
Great
Rain on me is playing
Primary school trauma flashbacks we love
My head owch
Failure girl materu remix peak
I don't want tomorrow to come
Skdkejejdjsjsnsn I can't back out of conversations I'm lovely
I think
I think she might hate me
Fair enough
I think
I'm better off dead
Lately I've been wanting to be sent to a fucking mental hospital but I don't want to ever go cuz I don't want to leave her and affect her badly
If I go to one maybe they can tell me whats wrong w me
What I'm doing wrong
I always ruin things
I love her so much
I'm so stupid
I'm so scared for tomorrowm
What if she threatend me seeing her
I'm not surviving
Yey
She probably doesn't want anything to do w me so I won't survive abyway
It's okah
Happy things from today
I saw a property w a thing storage container and then it got me thinking about all the different ways her and I cojkd live together when we own a property
I'm scared
I'm scared I'm really scared
She doesn't seem fine
I'm scared
And I'm getting the feeling I get when she's not okay
I think she hates me and doesn't want wnjuthint to do w e
I'm starting to cry
I can't
I love her
This feels like the nughts when they happened
I don't want to loose her
If I loose her I loose myself
If I loose her my light is gone
If I loose her
Nothing fucking matters anymore
I think
Can my.parwnts leave
I want to dissapear from this world
Hi
Please
No
Im
I canf
I can't breathe
I'm sobbing my eyes ojt
Theres nk ljrlose jn me bejbfbrre kf shes dead
Um not estjnt idc
Uf seh dies im killing mtsdlf jn tnemldt laknful wah losdkble
Iwsnt
To kil mtself
Plesd
Plesdeples
Please
Lleaseple
Pleade
Pleade
Please
Pleade
I can't brssfjd
My mjms kicking me out of the house
Yay
I'm glad
So glad
Let me leave now
I fsnt to die
Charlie and Liam aren't taking me seriously help
We love
More drugs yummy
I need ester
Nvm mahbe my mum wants me to die
No water then
Owfh my face hjrts
I need to be with her
I can't stop shaking
I'm breathing so he's jly
Heavilty
Mmmm drugs
My mum probably wants me to take them dru
Can I take 3 of them
Sm that I'll go to sleep
Jm
Tonna
Kms
I fwnt do rhei
I wsnt
To die
I wesnt
To dissapesr
I esnt
To leave this planet
I esnt to leave and go to a planet with just me and her
No worries
Just js
Forever
Plesd
My eyes hurt so fucking much
My arm hurts
I've given in
I have no control
I hate myself for that
At least she can come over now
Maybe she doesn't want
Me
After knowing how pathetic I am with needles
Maybe she doesn't like me
I'm so sad
Fair eniugh
I'm not very likeable
15 minutes left
I
She doesn't want to message me
It's fine
I'll survive
I won't
3ejdj
Im
Ew
Sjdnjejjr nsube
She just
Doesn't trust me
I broke her trust somehow
I hate mme
I'm gonna cfyvagain
She doesn't trust me anhmore
I hate myself for rhat
What can I fucking do
I'm so stupid
I've lost my only person
It's fine it's my fault
It's always my fault
I'm so fucking
Wha the fuck
I'm gonna cruall night
Yipye
I
Hate me
I think she doesn't want me
I just want to sleep all day
I think she doesn't want ne
She's the only one I've been messaging with the exception of the group and huddle sometimes
If
Stop there's sm blood on my hands
I think
She doesn't want me
I have no purpose
Oops almost got blood on my shirt help
She doesn't want me anymore
She doesn't trust me
Owejsjd
I hate myeerl
I hate my brain
It ruins everything for me
It always ruins everything
I don't want to go back out and talk
I'm scared
I'm so sdared
What happened
Im
I can't breathe who the fuck
I hate people
Can people shut up and stop
She hasn't done anything wrong
Stop jr
Fucking
Ass
FUCKINF
DIENF SN YOU PEOPLE
I think she wants to breek uoomewirhme
Um
Ginna killmhsefk
She
Doesn't want me
Its
Maybe it's the enr
What the fuck
Charlie and liam
Can fick themselbes
I love ddlc
What the fuck
I'm gonna cfy
did something happen
I think she doesn't want to be w me anymore
I'm boring fair eniugh
I'm a loser
I suck
It's fije
In a way it's good cuz she can then find someone better
I'm not good enough for her
I'll never be
She sent 2 messages then deleted them
I think
I'm just not good enough
Cry
I'm sorry miley
I'm so sfared
She deleted 2 messages now isn't responding
Did I do something
I'm scared
I can't est
Why is my mum giving me 4 fucking bowls
Without her I can't talk to anyone properly
I'm gonna throw up
She doesn't like me anymore and she just doesn't know how to tell me
Hays probably it
It's fine
I'm fine
I'll just
Owchies
Verrrry tempted to scratch
Can someone punch me in my shoulders
Alex saw my arm
Well shoulder
And my mum got a good look at ut
Cuz they needed to do do that
Eaugh fuck
Now everyone knows I hurt myself
If she doesn't like me anymore I'm
I can't exist
She's the sole purpose I'm here
Maybe I should just
Die
Wtf who's talking about whips
Ae
I think
She doesn't like me
I can't breathe
I feel
Fuck
I'm useless
I should just shut up and fucking leave her alone
She doesn't want me
Or abyrbinf to do with me
I'm such a fucking loser
I hate myself
I want to carve my skin I feel so ugly
Ysy
Markiplier
Oh kill me
Shit
Okay
Well
Uj
I tbknk
I'm fucked
I need to breabre
I think I'm just gonna not play Roblox anymore
I'll play for like 15 more minutes w miley then I'll sit and cry
i reallyhope she had fun too
im so happy i got to get such a special thing with her
owchies my blanket is itchy ew
bell blanket my beloved
all the things from or that i get with her are always extra special and i cherish them so much more
it wasnt like that with anyone else before i met her
it was like that even before i was her girlfriend
w the little horsie keychain thingy
i never took mine anywhere becasue i wanted to makesure it was safe
its never been like this w my past girlfriends either
only her
onl y her
i love ehr
ewwy im sweating sm
rolling girl my beloved
real
!rank
okayokay
im staying awake
fighting my sleepiness
i want to say goodnight to her
im sad
im selfish
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
hey its the next day
owch mny eyes
they hrut from staring
BRO WHY DO BUGS LIKE MY FUCKING SCREEN
omg i wanna draw kaito so bad
Why
He didn't even spell it correctly help
"were not fucking dumb mia"
I was just starting to talk in it again
I guess I won't anymore
It's fine
My body heat has risen once again
For searching for change in something that's dead
I can't get rid of it even if I tried
My friendship e liam and charlie is dead
I'm okay w that
I have who matters with me
And I'll try my hardest to never do anything wrong that would make her leave
All of the black stars all of the black stars all of the black stars all of the black stars all of the black stars are looking at them
Am I really that pretty
I'm so hungry
Sosososo hjngry
Maybe I'll have dinner
I told her I'd have lunch but I can't est w my support eorker
I told her I'd have some when I get bsck
But I can't
I don't want to go out of my room
I was out from 9 till like 4
I fwnt face any more leople
I feel icky
I hope she's back soon
I want to est
I esnt food
I esnt foof
I'm so hungry
She motivates me to eat it's good
Eauvh
I've lost my appetite
It's okay maybe dinner
If not then breakfast
No I won't get breakfast tkmorrow
Oolsies
I hate markets
Owfh I'm sore
I feel so gross
I'm surely not THAT pretty wtf
It feels weird having people other than her fsll me pretty and cute
I feel yucky
Maybe she'll want to play w me later
Eaughh I fel so fross
My mjm brought me foof
I don't feel like eating
I'll just
Ugh fuck
I'll get yelled at for not eating
Can I sleep
My head owch
Maybe she doesn't want to talk to me
I'm being annoying
I'm being such a fucking pain
I wish I could talk to her
What would make me happy
Her
She wijld
Uhh fjck
I could dye my hair
But I just had it donerjfnekfkfo
And then I'll have to get out of my room and I'll get comments and
I eont
I'm so fucking hungry
Sorry gang
Huh I'm loosing my appetite but then getting it back
Odd
J always mask I'm so epic
Eauvh
I feel sick
Km so gross
I miss her
I've barley talked to her todau
It's almost the end of the day
I wish I didn't get forced to go ojt
I may not be able to talk to her right now but at least I have WONDERHOY
I'm emu otori
Emu is meaning
SMILEEE
Maybe she doesn't want to talk to me
No I'm sure she does and she's just bush
Busy
Buisy
No it's busy
IM CRUINF
Freddy fazbear
Should I eat something
I have no motivation to
Bro
Liam and charlie
I'm actually
YOU CAN SHIT ON ME ALL U WANT
BUT DONT
DOMT
FUCKINF SHIT ON MY GIRLFRIEND
Heh kms
I'm so hungry
I need to shut up
I talk wah too fucking much
Probably wny no one likes me
Oech
Okay whatever I'm just gonna
Idk
Can I sleep
Forever
I can't fucking eat
Oh well
I'll jist
Seals
I'm
Gay
Why does this have to happen when she leaves
I can't fucking breathe
I don't use her
I love her
I cwnt
I can't
Yay someone likes my recommendation
I'm not used to people liking what I recommend
That makes me really hwppy
Thank u person
This argument is actually insane
People should be able to do what they want
Rskdnrjdnjddj
I mean at least it's distractinf me from Liam and charlie
I have such low energy
I think she noticed
My heart is hurting maybe Liam and charlie r right
She'd be better off without me
I'm just hurting her
Fucking HELL
CSN TBIS JUST WORK
I hate this glitch and I can't even report the glitch
Bro
No one likes me
Fair eniugh
It's fine
It's really fine
I deserve ut
Look who I fucking am
Ew
I shouldnjust
Dissapesr
Dissapear
Ew I look
Gross
So gross
I'm so gross
I'm disgusting
I'm so
Ugly
Ew
Ewew
Ew
Ew
Ew
Ew
I hate
I hate
Screenshot I got w wife
Akdnfhenfnrndnrdn I hate me
Can I go away
Doggie yesterday
Ammy ammy I love ammy
I hurt all over
Mentally
And mind of physically
E
I miss her
She might be feeling bad I don't want to make her worse
Ccan i
Idk
My baby seal
Faadkdmf
She's done nothing wrong I'm the one who's being stupid
Skdjjrjdj I want to sleep
I eat too much
I can't even go to be with my dog
It's fine
I'm just fucking
Stupid
I'm scared
Bsnddรฑbdbbddd
Iaw in died
Oaw im tired*
She can tell I'm not fije
I am fine tbo
She's probably realized how fucking stupid and yucky and pathetic I am
That's why she's not messaging me
I'm so
Fucking
Gross
Charlie and liam r right
Kanamafu
Eauhhhsdnfnf
I'm so disgusting
I'm so gross
I'm so grossi
I'm so gross
They're correct
They're rughtb
Ik
I'm
So
Gross
I wish I wasn't safe I'm ngl
Abywayd
Eaugh
Im
Ugh
I want to rip my own skin off
Like
My beds making me feel more gross cuz I have no mattress topper and it's not my usual sheet
She knows I'm not ikay
I just
If she doesn't want me she shouldn't have to be w ne
I hate charlie and liam
AWW SO CUTE
I'm so dehydrated rjrjrjrjdjdjsjdjreisiejehejrjrjrjsjrjjttjtitidydystsyee
I feel so sick
Offline liam and cbarlie are talking
They can't know I'm here
I feel so sick
I'm just someone to talk to for my fashion friend
She doesn't want me number or discord
My*
Not even to send her how to do things
Yip
Oh I feel so sick
I want to go home
I'm so ewweyebrnjrjenejtjtjtjejwiiwiwiwjssejรจews
Why does that word fucking trigger me
Ehy
Whyeehrje
Wheueii
It just
Makes me
Idk
Im
Stupid
Deco
I loooooove deco*27
I think I should apologize to them
For being so gross
I want to be able to protect her
I feel
Ifk
Like
Idk
Abyways
I'm not
Important enough
My back hurts
I don't like
Oweies
I'm so tired
I feel kike sjes nit okay tio
Im
I'm so fucking
Eaugh
I can never help anyone at all
That's probably ehy
Cryi
I'm stupid and
Ew
Fair eniugh
Owchies
Waiesughh
I want to
Be clean
I don't need to tell anyone about anything
I'm okay
I don't need help
She's not messaging ne
I
Thibj
Eaugh
I'm gonna throw up
Everything Liam said about me is true
I hate
Nysekf
I'm fucking holding her back
I'm fucking gross
I'm disgusting
Does liam want me to die
I think
Probably
Fair eniugh
I dotn need help
I'm just
Stupid
How do I even get help when I'm not allowed to get help
How do I get help when I'll get punished for getting help
I don't need help
I'd be a waste of resources
Just like I always am
I hate liam
My mum thinks everything's fine w Emma too
Yep
Yep yep
Totally is
I can't do anything
I'm fucking
Useless
Can my computer stop updating
Bro my laptop
Liam unfriended me on roblox but before it loaded that he did I saw he was playing adopt me
Ur more addicted to fucking adopt me u fucking
Ass
I'm scared to be mean in my vent about him
I'm so sad
He hates ne
He thinks I'm a fucking gross creep
theyre just talking like fucking normal
should i just add jia
should i
should i
and see how they reaxt
theyve wantd me to
like
wpuld they then turn and be all mnice to jia while still ignoring me?
i wonder
idk
im not in the
i cant
comfotr
right now
i could if it was my gielfind
only her
not anyone else rn
im sorry
i
im not doing well
no thats admitting it
he cares about a fucking video game character more than me
THIS ALEAWYS
ALWAYS FUCKING HAPPENS TO ME
THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS
I HATE MYSELF
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
WHAT AM I DOING WRONG
WHAT THE FUCK
CAN SOMEPONE
can someone please
can someone PLEASE just tell me what THE FUCK I AM DOING WRONG
i cant
go to pilates.
i dont want to spend time wiht my mum
i dont want to leave my room
i dont
want to go
ugh
theres no way i can get out of it etiher
yay
ill spend sll night doing shit i don t want
my mums talking shit about me again
eugah
i feel like such shit
im so fucking gross
how the actual fuck does she like me
how doesshe think im pretty
how does she think im kind
im not
im a fucking ugly ass bitch
im not nice
im pathetic
im
yuck
I don't deserve maccas
Rah this is super scary im
i feel so weak that this is affecting me sm
This is gay
She better not fucking ask me what I did
Oh I had a trauma response and I did things w my girlfriend it was pretty sigma!
Second part is good
Help๐ญ
People keep scaring me I can't focus
I can't do another term of this
Fuck she's going one by one
It's gonna be me eoib
Save me
Rjshrhehde
Scaru
3 minutes until I can leave
Oh ma gaw am I exhausted
Ig I shall play pjsk
Raughhhhhhh
Hallucinating little horses canterinf around my beloved
Some old person who touched me last year just looked into my room wtf
I wonder who my favorites are
Oaw guidance person coming
Didn't come for me nvm yay
I think liam told jia and I so shut up
It's okay I responded w thjs
Then responded to jia w this
Sigma
I deleted mizuki so they don't accuse me of spamming
2 pictures is better than 3 I hope
I KOVE FAKE HEART
Oh?
Anyways
I was gonna say
HES SO ME WHEN
When alot of things
Me when I'm forced to try something
Me when I van't anymore sebsory wise
Abyways
Toya REAL
I lowkeu
Feel like shit
I thought jia would reply to them
Anyways
It's fine
I hope my mum says yes
Maybe she'll think it'd about me being suicidal and she'll take it seriously for once
Just so I can get back to it
Peak
HELP MEEE
IM CRYIJG THE ENDING MADE ME SMILE EVEN MORE
(if anyone's reading this it's restlys
I'm not even looking forward to fashion anymore
Fashion was the only reason I came to school
But not even my friend in fashion cares enough about me
I
My mum said no
Bro what part of "I need her to be with me for me to talk about it" do u NOT FUCKING UNDERSTAND
I feel so gross
SHUT UP
I hope she's doing okay
I can't do maths
I talk too much
No one wants to actually listen to ne
I mean she does but like
I'mmso boring
I think I'm gonna throw i
Up
If I talk about it with u then you'll find out and go thru my phone so that's why I can't fucking tell u
I can't do this shit
She's right though
I shojkdnt have her over if she's exhausted cuz she won't need ne
I feel so sick
I love her
I hate who I am
Maybe I'll play pjsk idk and maybe it'll make me feel better
I EAS SO FUCKING CLOSE
First try help me
I started breathing when I was playing this one so it made a difference
OH MY GODDDDD I FUCKINF
I need to find that Len thing
I WAS SO CLOSE TO THE FUCKING EHD
I NEED GEMS I OOVE VBS PLEASE
What the fuck
What the ABSOLUTE fuck
JUST HAPPENED
IH MY GOD
What the FUCK
BRO
WHAT
Im
I'm disvaleif
I can't spell it
Disbaleif
Disbelief
Why is Liam trying to make me think she hates me and doesn't like me
What's his problem
I feel so sick
My eyes hurt so much
Why does he want to take this away from me
I love her
I
I'm going to destroy the thing I was making for his birthday last year
Use the beads for something for a convention and give it to someone random
Then I'll get rid of the beads and someone will appreciate it
Oh my god I feel so sick
She's not responding nowi
I'm scared
I think
Oh my god
I'm sorry I can't eat
Charlie hates me too
He just won't want to admit it
Liams turned him
Oh my god
I can't do this
I cant
I cant
I cant
I
Oh my god I think
Im
Gonna throw up
Nvm charlie cares about ne
Ja :)!
I feel a bit more like miiself
HELP ME ON TBE RADIO THEH JUST DESCRIBED ROBKOX AS A LEGO METAVERSE
I feel sickie
I hope my mum says hes
If no idk how I'm gonna survive
Idk how I'm gonna survive tomorrow
A
Isnsnssm
And if she doesn't wanna see me that's fine too
I'll
Find a way through
Help
Cryint skipping all my classes
I have no motivation to eat
What's the point
Arag
I'm sure she's just sleeping again
Nvm she said sorry
It's not her fault
She didn't know
I don't want her to blame herself she didn't know
I
Or maybe she doesn't wanna talk
Which is fine too
I'm scared aboutliam
What if
He's turned her
What if
I don't know
What if she doesn't like me anymore
I'm scared
I need to go to ot in less than an hour
I can't fucking talk about it
If it's w her yes
But also my OT isn't QUALIFIED
For that
I just hallucinated a notification from her I'm so sad
My foot hurts
I might just stop playing
It's not making me happy
I'm sad
I'm scared
And I'm angry
My fucking foot wtf
I feel so gtoss
I am gross
That's probably ehy
She's realized I'm gross
And she doesn't want to be around me or have anything to do w me abhnoren
Fair enjgh
I understand
I hate me too
I fucking gave my horse water the fuck do u mean
I have no hope without her
Komahina mentioned
Hope
It must be so boring for her to hear me talk about all my fucking stupid interests oh my god
She probably feels bad so she doesn't tell me to shut up
She can tell me to shut up and id shut up
My foot owch
I don't want to go to ot
I don't want to be bere
I just can't
She hates me jow
Liam took the thing I treasure the most
And ruined it for me.
Thanks liam I REALLY FUCKIJT APPRECIATE THAT. (This is a joke I don't appreciate it
Fair eniugh
Fuck
I think I did something wrong
I have to go soon and I've
Fuck
After ot I think ik just gonna sit and cry
I probably can't tho
Oh well
Fickfuf
Jelp
Notninfs making me smile
Crap I bit my nail
I think she doesn't want to seemme
Fair enjuhh
It's okah
I'm fucking hard to deal with
I'm gross
I'm ugly as FUCK
Eqygh
Shit I'm sca
Red
Fuck
She doent lkke me
Fickfufk
I'm kind of worried
I feel sick
I feel sick I think something's wrong
Crap
I'm scared
Fuck
Fick
Fick
FICKDSJCNKS
Has something happened
I'm scared
i hate liam
Maybe she doesn't have her devices already now
I don't want to talkkdkdktkfkdkr I only want to talk to herrjndrmmdnd
I hope she's okay
.....WYSN???????? I...w..ikuo!
I annoy peoolekskdnfnxnxnn
I feel
Weird
Reki holding tissues cuz I don't like tissue boxes in my bed
He looks very sensible
Thank u reki
NOOOO THE VBS
Oh well
I don't care anymore
I do
I do care
Eaugh
I
I want to cry
I hate liam so nuch
Fajdeisjd
I feel a bit more like miiself
Lowkey I didn't really wanna add her to the server but she wants it and I'm really bad at saying no
Miku hori
Fuck I'm at school
I fell asleep in maths after writing two sentences
And woke up when everyone was leaving
I feel so sick
And I feel so sad
I don't want to fucking talk to ANOTHERBnew support worker WHEN MY MUMS NOT HERE and WHEN I WANT TO DO WHAT I WANT BECAUSE ITS FUCKING AFFER SCHOOL
If she expects me to then also go do dog training I'm actually
I have no one to talk to so I'll just
Bro when I can't talk to her I feel so lonely etf
Hori
I want
To ban Liam from the server
BRO CHARLIE DOESNT EVEN KNOW WHAT HES DONE
HELO WHAT
It's so real
No way my shuffle just played the nughtcord version and is now playing the original version
I want to go home
(I am at my house
But I'm not home
Before
Kaitos new costume hAPPUII
Alas
Oh my god
I full on sbut down