#idk what to call this

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elfin hamlet
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EVERYONE

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Came out of the barhroom

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EVEEYONE

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Holy shit

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Holy sbit

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Holy shit

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Anyways someone stole my spot so I'm in the room

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BUT WHAT

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Anyways

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Ugly ass fashion piece

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I keep messaging then deleting kt

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W charlie and stuff)

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I feel so uncomfortable

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Skdnrjfkfnmfrkrjkdjdsjjs

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Pjsk my beloved

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I miss my girlfriend

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I feel so hyper today

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I'm probably gonna crash when I get home

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I shouldn't have started talking

elfin hamlet
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Shrimp Miku

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elfin hamlet
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My mjm gave photos to my school of me for my teachers

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Cuz I'm special or sometbknf

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Jdnfndjf

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I feel sjck

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IM SO EXCITED TO SEE HERE

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My dad just said ammy isn't a dog cuz she isn't outside what the fick

elfin hamlet
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HE SONT SSUT UP

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HE JJST WONR

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SHUT

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UP

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XAN HE SHUT UP

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PLEASE

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Then he wants me to be quiet with my girlfriend

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Hoe ur fucking SCREAMINF

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My heart is beating so fast can he shut up

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Please

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Olesden

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Please

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I'll get my headphones

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Bur the vibrations

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CAN HE SHUT UP

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It's okay

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Look forward to sunday

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Girlfreidno

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Playing animal crossing w her

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Playing pjsk

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Being next to her

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It's okay

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PLEASE BERNIE SHUT UP

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My heart is beating so fast

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Can I take double my anxiety meds

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I would consider that but

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Girlfridnd

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Snd I want to be able to message her

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Cuz she makes me feel better

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I can't do this

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I'm so

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Overwhelmed

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I'm so scared

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I miss her

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I want to be w her

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My heart

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In scared

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I'm so scared

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My airway is closing

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I have no orher ways

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I turned down food

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Yipyip

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Idk what to do

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Um sfared

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Job

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I need a job

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I need a job

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Then I can start earning money for us

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And then we can escape quicker

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My airway

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I can't brearhe

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My hearts bwarinf so dast

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It's so tricky

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Rdndndndn

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I'm scared i pissed her off

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Im sorry

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Fire dance my beloved

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I need to show her the 2dmv

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ONF I just remembered that creature from jjk that screams

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Wait or was it from link click

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Or madoka

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No I think it was jjk

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I want my girlfriend

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I feel like a little kid on my god

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Shrimp Miku that idk if I remembered to show her

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I love shrimp miku

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I can't go to the toilet yayayayaaa

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I hate people

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People piss me off

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There are very few people who never piss me off

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Infact there's only one person who never pisses me off

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Djdndndndndndndndbbdd I hate people

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I love mmj

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Ur welcome to anyone reading rhis

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HELP

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Akito is GAY

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He told me

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Omg I forgot to send that to her

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That's okay mizuki you'll always be my gyatt

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I love them

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I don't care what happens

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I'm always going to want to be by her side

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Im always going to want to be with her

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I love her

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I miss her

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I feel uneasy when I'm not around her

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Things feel easier when I'm with her

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She gives me energy

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She listens to me

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Skdnrjfkdsnsnnansnnznzakaoaooeoeeoapa

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My heart

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Im scared

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What do I do if she's lying

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And she's actually like

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Gonna

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Im scared

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Okay

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If she does

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I cojkd use 3 blades at once

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And kaboom hell yeah

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Then it'll be quicker

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Then I'll bleed to death

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With all the things she's ever given me

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And sob

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And die

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No but then I could stab myself

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Dnfnfjdjdiisejebsbwiwowoewhqhgyq

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Okay the bleach

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How much panadol do u have to take to die

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I'll run down to the train station

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No I don't want to traumatize someone with my death

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Actuallt

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I don't give a shit

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I don't care if she's not alive

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Nothing's worth it if she's not alive

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I should buy even more blades just incase

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They should be on sale

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Omg I cojkd sharpen them

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I could break my

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Yes

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Okay hrd

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Smart me I am

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Sorry gang

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I'm only alive if she's alive

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There's no convincing me

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Help planning out my death options again

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Yip

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Can I stab myself in my heart

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What if I cut like

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My head off

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Lowkey

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Lowkey

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I'm so gross

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I'm so selfish

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But im so desperate

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If she's dead

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I'm gone too

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I'll slit my wrists

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Idk how many times would be enough to kill me

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I'll go over the amount

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I'll hit all my veins

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And bleed out

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I'll hang mtself

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Somehow

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In the libary at school

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HELO

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I open the door gently

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Stop that's so bad I'm sorry

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I would tho

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Id just need to get rope somehow

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I think I have some rope

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I'm so scared

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Okay I'll drink bleach and I'll find my iron tablets again and overdose on those

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So I'll be in pain

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And

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I'll slit my wrists

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And bleed out

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I'll cut my face I don't care

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Whayever

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I'll peel my skin off

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Harvest jt

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With my blades

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And put it somewhere

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Help

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So I'm BLEEDINT

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I'll make sure there's no way of survival

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Nt mouth huets

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I want to be w her

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I want to be w her forever

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Please

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Can I just live w her now

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What if she doesn't want to live w me

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What if she

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Im

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I'm so scared

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I want to be w her and make sure nothing happens

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I don't want her to die

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I want to be w her forever

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Please

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Just let me have that

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Hey what if I swallow blades

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And bleed internally

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That'll be fun and paibfuk

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Great way to die

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Hell yeah

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Okay

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All they're ever gonna do is take me for granted

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There's gotta be more than this

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There's gotta be more than this

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Omg by October I'll be paid more of I star a job so

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I need to be able to convince her

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I need to show her

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It will be epic

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I promise

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We just need to get thru 2 years

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Or even less

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Then it'll be amazinf

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Please

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I can't survive without u

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Im going insane

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I hate who I am

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I'm so selfish

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I look so gross

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I hate all of my pimples and scars

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Do I not love her enough to make her stay alive

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I'll

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I can't protect her

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I'm not

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Able to

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Im scared

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I don't want her to leave me

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I don't want her to die

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I can't cry I gotta breathe

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Sndnrnfndns

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This is great while holding a fucking piss and "holding" my period as Bernie would say

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She messaged

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I think I'm annoying

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It's probably me

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Im not a good eniugh reason

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Help me ruby huddler

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Well wow okay

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How do I become a good eniugh reason for her to stay alive

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I seriously will do anything for her

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I don't know what to do

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I feel lost

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Ew my teachers have pictures of me

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Plotting my death

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Yuppies

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Huh I remember when I made a safety plan

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"talk to someone"

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Bro

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My mum doesn't even care if I kill ntself

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And no one likes me

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Who would talk to me

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Willingly

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Its good when I don't have sleep

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I had so much energy at school

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I yapped to fashion pookie

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And made her annoyed I think

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I'm so annoying

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No one would miss me if I was gone

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I want to be w her

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Please

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Please

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Pleasep

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Please

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Please

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Please

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Please

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Please

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Please

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PLEASE

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Dehydration my beloved

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I want to be w her

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I want to hold her

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And make sure nothing happens

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Please

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Please let me do rhat

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Please

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I need to

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I need to hold her

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I need to hold her

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I need to be w her

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She's my reason why im alive

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I need to be w her

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Please

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Bro

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Everytime I think of reasons to stay alive

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It's just her

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She's the best

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She's the light in my life

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I love her

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She makes me feel so safe

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She makes my worries go away

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She's so nice

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She's so thiughtful

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Shes so sweet

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I couldn't ask for anyone better

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There's no one better than her

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She's so peak

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Eiaksndndnsnsn my head huets

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Im scared

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What if she's at the hospital and

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I can't

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Sjenrndnbd

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Okay

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What makes me jappy

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Idk

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Talking to her

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I can't do abyrbinf

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Things from her make me happy

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Im not gonna drink water

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I don't eat breakfast

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I'll just have water for my neds

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That's ir

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If she's dead there's no use in trying abymore

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Im only trying so I can be w her

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It's the only thing keeping me goinf

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Sjdnddndnejejdjdjsa

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What if my mjm takes me to the hospital tho

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Then I don't have my blade

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Nor do I have any other way of killing mtself

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If I get some sort of sharp I'll use that sonehow

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Or I'll go to the roof of the hospital

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Yummy

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I should eat glass

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I feeeel so useless

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I want toii kill ntselddf

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I think she's dead and I'm so

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Abyways hi how r u doing chat

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Im good

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Im good

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Oh my god

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If she's dead

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I swear

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Literally on my life

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Help

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I'm killing mtself

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In the most brutal way possible

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I'll more more jump off a cliff

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HELP

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Miku dayoo

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In scared

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Can I stab myself

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Now

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No

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I don't want to

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Cuz if she's alive

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I will only if she's dead

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I want to be alive if she's alive

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I want to be w her

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Please

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More jump more

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Dhdnfnfndnddnxjxj

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Villain

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Real

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Oh

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Okau

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I feel like I'm gonna throw up

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She deleted

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Abyways

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Im fineim

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Im fine

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Im fine

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Im fine

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Im fineim

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Fine

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Im fine

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Im finei

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Im fine

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Im fine

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Im fine

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Im fine

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I'm not fine

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I need to be w her

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Please

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I need to become a good eniugh reason

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How do I become betrer

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How do I be betrer

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I don't know

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I don't know how to be better

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How

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I want to be w her

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I want to live w her forever

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Please

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Please

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How the fuck did I get over there

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I don't think I'm gonna get sleep tonight

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What if she's dead

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Or what if she's dead by subday

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Or what if she's dead by next month

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Please

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I need u

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I can't survive without u

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Please

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I'm so selfish

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Bur I need this

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Please

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I can't survive without you

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How do I become a better reason

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Eisenenfnfnfndndndnsnd

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Can I be a witch

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SHE TURNED ME INTO A NEWT

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I got betrer

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No but then I'm not dying by my own hands

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What's the fun in that then 😞

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Im going I sane

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I wouldn't be alive if I hadn't of met her

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My hearts besfinf so fadt

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What if it's not her

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It is

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I'm sure it is

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Rihht

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What if she's dying

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And she

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What if that was

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Please no

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Please stay

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I xant

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I still have sm things I want to do w u

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I want to travel w u

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I want to

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Get our horses

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I want to

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JUST EXIST EITH U

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Please

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Please let me

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My biggest fear is loosing you

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Please don't die

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Im not going to kill myself unless she does I'm not going to unless she does I'm not going to unless she does

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I'm not going to unless she does

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I'm not going to unless she does

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It's worth it

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No matter how hard

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It's worth it to be w her

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Override is so real

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I love my songs that r actually really fucking depressing but r fun songs

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I wonder

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How long does it take to die if u bleed ojt

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3dñdñd344

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Bro d/n/a peak

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Im scared

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Pinkie

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What if that was her dying message

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Dmfndjddjjdddj if it wss

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I'm cutting myself until I die

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Hi! I wanna save people!

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She accepts me for who I sm

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She cares about ne

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She loves me

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Im enough for her

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She even likes my face

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I hate my facd

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She lives me for who I am

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I miss her

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Im upset

elfin hamlet
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My mum just told me I have to go for a games night whatever that is LIKE NO FUCK OFF WHAT ITS MY HOLIDAYS SHOJLDNT I BE ABLE TO CHOOSE WHAT I DO 😭😭😭

elfin hamlet
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I keep falling alseep and I hate it so much

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I just want to talk with my girlfridn

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I hate that I'm so tired

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I hate ut

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I'm so pissed off with myself

elfin hamlet
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I feel sick

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It's my mum's birthday and I'm getting shamed

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I just wanna talk to my girlfridn

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I dreamt I was w her

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I miss her

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A

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Am I alive

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It appears I am

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Nbo so real

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Bro Bernie is so annoying

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Oopsies

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Kanade is a seal

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I have no motivation to shower

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I will definitely today tho cuz I wanna be clean for wife

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Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

elfin hamlet
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HELPME

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Do a flip

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I need to find that video again

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It was the best

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Jayvik peak

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I'm gonna throw up

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I've done somerhinfb

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Ikd whag

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I'm so stupid

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I hate who I am

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Eauej

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I don't want to finish my food

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Im discurtinf mtself

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Im gonna cry

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I can't handle anything

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I feel bad for going offline but I can't keep messaging niley I'm sorry I'm just

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I can't breathe

elfin hamlet
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I think I talk too much

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Im gonna delete what I said in general about pjsk I'm just happy but everyone hates it when I go talk about my interests

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I feel so sad

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And so sick

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And so lonely

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Im such a bad daughter what the fuck

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I can understand why they wouldn't want me

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Makes sense

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Euahh

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Im gonna try okay animal crossing maybe

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I miss her

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I feel like crying

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Am I really just someone to talk to only when ur bored

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Can my dad shut up and go away

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Im gonna cry

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I can't do this

elfin hamlet
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Ugh rjjffnmrni hate this

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AYAYA MY SEITCH IS CHARGED

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Can Bernie shut up

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What would happen if I took all my olazopine that I have under my bed

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I don't wanna find ojt

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Im already so tired

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Ejsndjenfnfdnndsnsksks

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Override

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Wwwiwiiiiii

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I love oherride

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Ajbshsdmfmgmfnsnngntnfnfgndnfng

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Carrrr

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I gope girlfrin back soon then I can tell her then we play

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Owwies it's so itchy

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Idk how my mum thinks they're scratches from my dog

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First of all her nails wouldn't be able to do thst

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And like

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If she scratches me it'll be a long scratch probabnly

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D/n/a PEAAK

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Asmdmekesjsnaj

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My airways hurt what

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Owwies Mt ears

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There's something wrong w me but idk what

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I hate who I am I'm so tired all the time and I look so weird

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I miss her

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I hate my family

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I don't want to get my haircut

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Hair cut*

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I do but

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Then I can't cover my ears and eyes

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I need to be able to cover my face

elfin hamlet
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Why is it so exhausting to talk to anyone besides her

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I feel like it's my fault cuz I'm not talking to anyone because it's so exhausting so it's my fault I have no friends

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I can speak w jia and addi but it's still just so fucking exhausting

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I want to live w her now

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I want to skip a few years

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I really hope I don't have to go to the conventione w chwrkie

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I want my wife

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I want to go w my wife

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It's aactjwlly so stressful going e charlie

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Yeah it's funny sometimes but like

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It's so fucking draining

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And do it drains more from me when I'm already going to s very draining event

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I want to be w her

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I always feel so sad when she leaves or when I leave or when we like patt ways

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Mysterious bug

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Mysterious? Epic nightcord card mentioned

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Gah gah gah

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Im excited for this weekend now

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If she wants to come tho like if she doesn't it's okay too cuz ifc I'll hbderstsbd

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Water my beloved

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I will work on my room

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And my island

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So then it's good for when she's here

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Im so sad why doesn't anyone like me

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That's a lie my wife likes me

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I'm so lucky I have her oh my god

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I'd be long dead without her

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She's actually interested in my things

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Oh my god I had sm

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Rsihsdbrbebd

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I won't throw up in fibe

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I

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Am I

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Mean and that's why they don't like me

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An I mesn

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An I mesn for just not talking anymore

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They wouldn't give a crap if they found out what shit was going on w my family

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The only one

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THE ONKY ONE

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Who ever actually gives a crap

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About

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ANYTHING

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To do w me is my girlfridn

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Pietro

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My girlfriend is so pretty idk how the fuck I managed to get her

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Bro oh my actual ficking god

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I'm so happy I have her

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I'm so GAY around her

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Im FRUITY

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(a good thing

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Hmhmhmhmm

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Tired

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Btoorldnrejdifk

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How did

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I

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Me

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ME

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Of all people

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OF ALL PEOPLE

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SHE CHOSE

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Me

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Mememememememee

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I'm so lucky I'm so lucky

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I'm tired

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I don't want to go to sleep though I don't want jt to be tkmorroweww

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FUCK

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I need to find my apple pencil

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4am

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4am

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4am

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The new 3am?

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But it's little fruity fairies who come out of hiding

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I think that would be pretty pewk

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Djenrjjben tired oh my good

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Less than an hour u til my limit

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Yay

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I'll probably sleep after mynlonit

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I hope I can talk to her tknorrow

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I want to be

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zejrjHEDH

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With her"

elfin hamlet
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I'm so sad

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I speak too much

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I

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I'm too loud

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I need to know what's wrong with ne

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I'm so sad

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My mum said I had to do work while she was out so I'm gonna get yelled at when she gets back yay

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I havnt eaten a single bite of my dinner

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So I'll get yelled at for that too

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Euahh

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I'm a great kid

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I should have water

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I'm to tired go

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I can't fill it jp

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I ewnt to bew her

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She makes me feel alive

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It's all worth it for ehr

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I'm so swd

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Rsugh

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Wife online

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Maybe she'll wanna play

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I'm gonna get yelled st

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I'm sad

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Tomorrow I'll work on stuff

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And hopefukky she's allowed to come

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18 hiurs

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I can do that

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I'm so sad

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I deleted the stuff I sent

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I took a screenshot so i can show wife if she wants to dee

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I'm so sad

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I think only Liam saw the first bit so I'm okay

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I'm so sad

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My mum thinks I'm eating

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I miss my girlfriend

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I'm so sad

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Why do they all hate ke

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What an I doing wrong

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My heart started beating faster im happy she's alive

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I'm no different to who I once was

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Im still the stupid kid who is either waayy to shy or doesn't shut up about her interests

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I'm sad

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I'm gonna cry

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What am I doing wrong

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Why don't they like me

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What am I doing erong

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Can someone please tell me

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Eauh

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I miss her

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Why does she like me

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Why does jia like me

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Why does addi like me

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What's so special about me

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I'm happy they like me

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I'm happy I have my girlfriend

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I'd be dead without her

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I'm so sad

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Can someone actually tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

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What am I doing wrong

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What am I doing wrong

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Im

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Eaugh

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I csnt cry I can't cry

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If I start I don't stop

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I'm breathing

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Os

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I want to be w her

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Please

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My eyes omg

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I'm okay

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I hope I can talk or play e her before my limit

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I ate one piece of pasta

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I'll tell her later or tomorrow if I remmeber

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I hope she's proud

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She's always proud of me no matter how badly I'm eating

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I'm fine

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Wsterr I need water

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I have no motivation tho

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I

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Don't know

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I'm gonna vry

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They can all hate me I'm fine with that

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But I jjdt

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Please

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I can't have her hate me

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I can't loose her

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I cant

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Car

lethal skyBOT
elfin hamlet
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Eaugh

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I feel so fucking

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Ew

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What's wrong with ne can someone please tell me

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What does she see in me that everyone else doesnt

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Am I really so special

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I can't eat

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I need that one nughtcord song

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I don't feel like I'm a human

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Im

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There has to be a reason why I'm not liked and why I'm weird

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Nughtcord my beloved

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Jishoumushoku

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the thing that is keeping me here is her

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Ieiske

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Sorry jia I can't tell u

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I can only open up to her

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I'm sorru

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She's not suspecting anything so that's good stkesdt

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I don't have the energy to message anyone else but her I'm sorry jia I would message but I just

elfin hamlet
elfin hamlet
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I deleted everything that I said in the chat to them today

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All gone

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Yeyay

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My girlfriend cares but no one else does

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No one cares about my stupid little things

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There's someone in general who likes horimiya so I'm happy about that

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I'm so bad at talking to people

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I'm probably gonna just sleep the entire time she's at scarletts I'm ngl

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Or be awake the whole night

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And asleep the whole day

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She's probably w liam already

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I feel so sick and sad

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I'm so sad

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I'm pathetic

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Can I die and come back to life on the weekend when she's here

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Bro I can't even do anything my mum is now checking on me because she thinks I'm suicidal

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Well I mean

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I am lowkey

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But I'm staying cuz I want to be w her

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Ew

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Who the fuck am i

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Emu

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I'm emu otori

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Emu means SMILEEE

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Sorry emu I can't smile

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I wish I could

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I really do

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I'm sorry emu

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Ugh

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I'm dead

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I hope she has a good time and doesn't worry about me

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She's already gonna have sm going on she doesn't need to also worry about me

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I'm fine

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My eyes r bloodshot wtf

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They hurt

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Wiwiwiw

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Oh how I love who I am

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Oh God I feel sick

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I can't throw upo

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Oops my phone is on 1

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I'm charging it now I'm alg I'm alg

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Owcj

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What does she see in me

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What's so special about me

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I'm a fucking looser

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I regret giving 2 million bells to liam

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My heart hurts

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What's wrong with me

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I hate

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Me

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What if I throw up

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Thag would be fun

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Rekkiii

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I feel so sick

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I think I'm dying

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Can I be taken away from life for a few saysu

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Bad apple

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Yay

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Oh my mum's hoke

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What ir I just turn my phone off

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Then I won't have to messgae abhone

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And she'll just think I'm sleeping

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I don't want to lie to her tbk

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But I abt her to have fun and not worry

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She should t be e to worry abjjre

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She shouldn't have to worry about me"

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I can hear the taps

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In going jnaaen

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Ibhusr need ri sray away drom my blad

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Can I be killeed

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Does Bernie have alcohol

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Can I drown out everything

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Ug

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I think I'm dying

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I hope she's okay

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Am I okay myself

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Lowkey no but I mean

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I'm happy if she's okay

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And if she's not I want to be able to help or try to help

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My hands r sticky from food ew

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Oh my switch died

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Yay

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Do I pick my switch or pgone

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Good qhestjon

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I tbjnk in dying

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I'll just

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Get off my phone and let it charge maybe

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Ugh idk

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But

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How am I gonna distract ntsekd

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I need to stay the fuck away

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Stay away

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Stay

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Awag

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Rui

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Yaywyeuywhahaa

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I could okay pjsk wait

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I can't even okay properly tho cuz of how in feeling

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Simple songs my beloved

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I can't even play simple songs

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Okay I'm gonna wash my hands and put my food away and okay pnsk

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Wbayever

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I hope I can say goodnight to her tonight

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I think im

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Dying

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I feeem like a monster that ruines everyoneq

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In sorry

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I didn't mean to yurn ojr ike. This

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What do I beed to do for people to lkke me

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Due?

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Ik ljam qnd xbarkie wiukd ljke be betrer if I wss deas

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I'll keep living to spite rben and becahse I wsnt to licd ejrh my gjrlfrieen

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Kfd wll wieth it firher

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I bage mtsefl

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What if I do sometbknf tbst wojld send mr ri hisoirak for a fihole of hours

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No then I'd be seekinr qtte rjob

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Tpekple woukr be better off wirhour me

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How todistrsft mteelr from doing bad rbinfs

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Enu

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Rmj ie the eolutioj

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Emu aays be safe

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I be safe

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I try

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Ughrjivd

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I whye mtself

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I'm so stupid why am I talkint tonnyself

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Sh ok sissy rhat

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Who does that*

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Me

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My mjms gojnf out

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She asked if I want anything

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Yes

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100 razors

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I want to bathe in razors

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And then put salt on all my wounds

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And repeat

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Nkw I'm fjcnjnf wirryinf addi

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Who am j whag tbefick

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Ew

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Ihate mtself

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Iwtkms

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Irwtkms

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Irrwtfkms

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Plmkms

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Please

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Mt eyes

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She's too good foemr

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Ew who am i

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I look so fickinf gross

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U hate tmself

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Can I die

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Iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms iwtkms

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Iwarnttokjmtsemf

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Iwanttokmssobadly

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I'm so friss

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Ew

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Kill M

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I'll go to hospital if I take the stash of melatonin I have

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I could do that

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I won't die

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But I'm fk to hosljral

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What if I pullall my veins iur

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I think I'm dying

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I'm going jnsane

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Ew

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Ew

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Ew

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Im so groas

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Wow my rank

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Almost rime

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I hope she's oakay

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I hipeshes not eorryint about eme

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Im djbe

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What's gonna happen after myjlimit

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Iwont kikl mysele

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Ie wjlli

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Uhhy

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I wannasgay wirh hee

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Ans i sknr have the ebegry qbwy y

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Envy baby x king is peak

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Inf mt rtpinf was okay for rhag wvat

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Iyaiyaiya

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If abgones rssfinf tbjs u whojkd kisten to tbjs sont

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Smile and nod

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I'm onay

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I don't beed amhrbinf

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I need myre tissues

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Non breath oblige

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I want to live but I'm told to die

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I want to die but I'm told to live

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Suffocating

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Eaijajnenwnssbbsje

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Canidie

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So many people have it worse

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I'm just being stupid

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I hate nysekf

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I'm so stupid

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Ew

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Ugh

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Does anyone even like ne

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Stupid question

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Can I dissapear

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There's no use for me

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I have no use

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Oh lala I thihght I was bleeding from my mouth agaib

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Bad nose bleeds my belived

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What if I punch myself

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My parents would notice

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Can sometbknf happen to me

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I should find my pocket knife

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I hid it from myself years ago now

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I want it

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It was even sharper

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It was really good

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I'm gonna find it

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It's actually useful I love it wm

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And jrs from Germany

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Yeah I use it for the wrong things sometimes but I mean

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It's mine I should be able to do what I want w ut

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I'm gonna find jt

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Pocket knife my beloved here I come

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No but

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No I'll just get it