#idk what to call this

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elfin hamlet
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1000th thinf sent

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What the actual fuck 😭

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Im not gonna be comfortable on my birthday

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I'm looking forward to the 12th at least cuz I'll see her

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Maybe j can just

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Be sick

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Oh I have the gay virus

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I don't wanna spread it

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I can be w my girlfriend cuz she's gay

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HELP

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💔

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What the fuck

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I feel

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Betrayed

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I always do on my birthday

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Sometbknf always happens

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I want to spend it how I want

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I'm already doing stuff I don't want to like the uniform thing and classes

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What the fuck😭😭😭😭

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I'm gonna cry

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Okay wait I

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I don't wanna go to maths

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I go to maja

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Matjs

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Then I can talk to girlfriendo and play animal crossing

elfin hamlet
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I'm so needy

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I'm so disgusting

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I feel so sick

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I feel so ugly

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I'm gross

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I don't deserve her

elfin hamlet
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I'm fucking useless

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I hage mtself im not even energetic ebjhgh to play animal crossing with her or even ask

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I'm so eaugh

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I think I'm annoying

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I miss her

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She deserves way more than me

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I'm not good enihgg

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Eniugh

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My eyes hurt

elfin hamlet
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Why do I always feel so sick

elfin hamlet
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My 3ds came i think and I'm so excited but I can't tell anyone or even open it

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I feel sick

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Lowkeu

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It's so hot

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I hope she's back soon

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I have to go in like 2 minutes I'm sad

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I just hope she's back by tonight atleast

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I give space

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I might be too much atm

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I'm used to being too much for poeple it's okay

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I've cried 3 times today idk if that's bad

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I feel so lonely but I distance myself when I'm not feeling okay so it's always my fault

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I don't distance myself from my girlfriend cuz she's the acception

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Exception

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Whayever one ir is idk

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I need to breathe

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And just not cry

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She would tell me to breathe

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Ugh I need to go

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If ur reading this I miss u and I'll be back soon

elfin hamlet
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I'm so fucking exhausted

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I'm really suicidal atm and idk what to do to make it better

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I just need to stop

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Eveehrhinf

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But I can't

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Or I'll fail

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Like everyone says

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At life

elfin hamlet
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I HATE MY PERIOD

elfin hamlet
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I love them

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I'm so annoying what the fuck

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Can I just be consumed by my bed

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I'm too much

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Can I dissapear

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Now

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For good

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Please

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I'm not worth anything anyway so it's not like I'd make a difference

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I can't breathe properly I don't want to go to dog training

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No one

elfin hamlet
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8m9kay

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Idiund rhjnfs to ejiw fiekfirndo I focus on that

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I brearhe

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Iàn ikay

elfin hamlet
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Ny head huets

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She's okay

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I am okay

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I'm not gonna be able to sleep tonight

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I can never sleep

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I'm scared for my birthday

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Jjeedns

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Why is time so slow

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But then why is it so fast

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I'm so tired

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Um nit good ebihgh doe abhrhjnf

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My bodies morphkng so is grsvity

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I'm hallucinating ithknk

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Cam o timeslip to the 12gj

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I'll pay 250 robux

elfin hamlet
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My heart rate lowkey won't go down idk what's wrong

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I love them

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I should sleep soon

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I'll do something on my switch so I can go to sleep on a good note rho

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1111

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I feel sick

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Sniff

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She's okqy

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I'm okay

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Lowkey idk if I'll be able to talk to her before my illkt

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It's okay

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Tomorrow it'll be 6 days

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And she'll be back tomorrow

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What's fucking wrong w me

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Toki

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I'll do something to make sure I don't sleep on a bad note

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It'll be okay

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My fucking eyes

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9 minutes

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I can countdown by myself

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She's having fun

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She doesn't need to worry about me

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We were somewhere else

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And the only flashlights r the towers at midnight

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Ill look forward to talking to her tomorrow afternoon and seeing her on thursday

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That'll get me thru

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6 minutes

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She messaged but I hope she can't tell that there's something wrong

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I want her to have fun

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And kot worry about me

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I am fine

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5 mibjtes

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Binglbongl likes doctor who

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4 minutes

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I feel sick

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My heart rate hasn't gone down

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I'll be fine

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I'll get thru it

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3 minutes

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I brearhe

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Breathing is good

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2bkinures

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One minute keft

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Idk what else to say

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I feel so sick

elfin hamlet
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Can I not go to German please

elfin hamlet
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KILL ME I NEED RO SPEAK TO PEOPLE

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KILL ME PLEASE KILL ME KILL ME

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I CANT DO RHIS

elfin hamlet
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I need to tjmeskip

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Plead

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E

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Please

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I always have to suppress my feelings I can never cdy

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I want to cry

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Im so scared

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I'm doing my stupid thing again

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It's a habit I will not ever break though

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Ever

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Never ever

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I need to make sure

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Everything seems impossible

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I feel so icky

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I miss her so much

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I want to be able to protect her from things

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I have a stupid fear of abandonment my god

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Never

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I will never

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It's not true

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It's not

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It could never be

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I don't know how to tell her

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She could never ever cuz she's always making me happy

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I think I've done something wrong

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I feel sick again

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I don't want her to leave

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I am yoshiki

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I am

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Fr

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"Then kill me instead, please"

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I want to have a sleepover

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And it never ends

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Ever

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I'm so scared she's going to leave me like everyone else

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She's the one I care about most I couldn't survive

elfin hamlet
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Do I just need to change

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And that's why

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Like lowkeh

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Not myself

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I shall change the media I watch

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I shall rewatch

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Ueham

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I shall rewatch haikyuu

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I can't listen to music then tho

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I miss girlfeiendo

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My speechy gave me a birthday present

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Girlfriendo girlfriendo I miss u

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Im gonna throw up

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I feel selfish but I want to know I want to be able to be there I want to be able to jelp

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I know there's something wrong

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I'm not ever gonna be too tired to talk to her unless I'm actually falling asleep

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I'm so scared she's not replying

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I wouldn't even know

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Would her mum even tell me

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I'm alone

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I'm all alone

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I can't bresjfe

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I'm so scared

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I know there's something wrong

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I know

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I almkst always know somehow

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I need to throw ip

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If she's gone I'm gone

elfin hamlet
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I want to make her proud and happy so my goal is to try sleep before 2am

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Idk if I can do it but I will try my best

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Gn gang

elfin hamlet
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3ds

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Sniff 😞

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OMG IM GREEN

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Do I know who I pretend to be

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Of who am I a copy?

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Yes it may be who I am but I'll never understand

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Why it had to happen to me

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Not a robot nor a doll I'm not anything at all

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I'm just an entity finding out the way to go but these fingers and these palms full of love bespote the scars they show indisputably I have so much more to growww

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Oh I can change I can evolve I can get up when I fall I'll love contentedly need a reason whyy

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Standing tall and standing strong I have found where I belong

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in the arms of somebody there is no more need to cry

elfin hamlet
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If I don't have my devices I won't be able to eat at all

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They distract me esp if I'm doing something happy like messaging my girlfriend

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I can't eat anymore

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I just cant

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I'll eat something else later but I'm not eating any more of this

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It's yucky the plate is yucky and just no

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I can't I'm gonna cry

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Why can't anyone ever be proud of me

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The only one who is is my girlfriend

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She means so much to me

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I ate half or even a little more than half why can't she be proud of me for once in my life

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Next appointment I have I'm going to mention it to the person so she can hopefully do something about it

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She's telling me to eat just one more bute after I feel full but then my mum makes me have so fucking much that I can't sleep because I feel so sick

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Thays unrelated tho

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I'm gonna cry I hate this

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I'm hungry but just

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Now she put dirty stuff on my bed

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It looks like mould I'm

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Why is she never proud of me

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Ew

elfin hamlet
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MY HEAD DJDNTJKFJESNND

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I have entlish due tomorrow and idk what to do I hope I can just like record it w someone cuz yeah

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My head hurts so much and my period is actually killing me

elfin hamlet
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I would like to be consumed by my bed please and I never have to eat and drink ever again

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Shes exaujsted and im norrhe onesh ed preferablt talk ro i need rk wddept it ire kkay sjes her own persin snd irs fine id sje doesnt rant to tslk ro me i jndedsfand ir xuz im repetitive and anntoinf

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I can't see properly lowkey I think I'm just numb

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Idk what I'm feeling

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Why is moddinf my 3ds making me feel yuck

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Irfdd

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Idk I'm not okay but like I don't want to seek attention and shed exhausted snd I never want to seek attention and she is exhausted

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I've made her mkore dxhausfed now cuz she has to guess how I am I hate mtself

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I'm so srupid

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It's my fsult

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She's gone it's my fault

elfin hamlet
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MY PERIOD OS FKCKINF KILLING ME

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I'm gonna DIE in english

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Oopsies

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My lop hurts so much

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I'm hungry

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Akito

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I hate cramps

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THEHRE KILLINF EMM

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AKdnfkddkd

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It's so hot

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The aircon was on

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I don't know what to draw

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I askiask girlfriendo wjat to deaw

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1:20

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I'm excited

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3 days

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AAAA

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Okay wait I'm not venting

elfin hamlet
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My mum keeps trying to push food on me

elfin hamlet
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My brother made a "joke" about killing himself

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My mum took my side tho w how it's not cool to joke about that

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He doesn't realize how serious it is

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U don't joke about killing urself

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I'll play ddlc in front of him one day and make sure he sees the 10 minute scene

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IT WOULD NOT BE FUN IF U FUCKING

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Okay

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I won't gothere

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He just needs to know

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You FONT

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JOKE ABOUT THAT

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And the fact he just said it so lightly

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Then after he said well it's my mouth I can say whatever I want

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I'll sew ur fucking mouth shut like the oglings or whatever they're called in the dark crystal

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Oplingd

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Ifk

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Break time

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Hell yeah

elfin hamlet
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Sasalele no it says sale sale

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Sasalel

elfin hamlet
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I DONT WANT TO FUCKINF SEE CHARLIE AND EVEHERONE ON THE DAY AFYER MT BIRTHDAY IM GOING TO BE EXHAUSTED AND THE ONLY PERSON I CAN BE NORMAL WIRH OS MY GIRLFRIEND

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I DONT EANT TO HAVE TO WASTE MORE ENERGY FUCKING MASKING

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Atleast shell be w me but it's my birthday why can't I fucking choose

elfin hamlet
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Timeskip

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And cancel Saturday

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I feel sick

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My stomach hurts but I'm making it up apparently

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How do I stop making it up

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I want to time skipppepedksmsnxnxnxnsnsjdnjaja

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I'm so stresssdkdkdemdndnedkdneddddd

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Idc about my exams at all

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I'm not stressed about them

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Loweky probably will on the day of them but

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Rn I'm just

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Ejshshdhd

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I think I'm gonna pass out I need to decide if Im gonna change or not

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I hate my drawinfs

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Ewewewies

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Oopsies I'm shaking

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Oopsies

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Jhhhhhhhuhuh

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I miss her

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I need

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I'll pay to skip until thursday

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Plesd

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Okah I might fall

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I don't want to sit down cuz it's a moment without being able to see if she's messaged

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Eushdjdd

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I'm so fucking

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My back hurts

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Wait I'm annoying

elfin hamlet
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I think I understand what they meant

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Why is my primary school still affecting me what the fick

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She told me in y1 or prep

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You need to learn to play by urself

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I couldn't have any other friends but her and when she wanted to play with another of her friends because she was allowed

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I

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I kind of enjoy being alone now

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I kind of enjoy talking to myself now

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It's boring sometimes but

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It's something

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I always have myself

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I'm always here for me

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WHY IS IT AFFECTINF ME SFILL

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But technically alone is also with my girlfriend

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But I feel happier

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Idk

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I'd rather be w her than w anyone else

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I miss her

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I hate lilah

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I'm so glad she's not in any of my classes

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She's one of the main reasons I was suicidal in primary scjool

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I don't like my primary school

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That kid who threw a brick at the police that one time honestly should've thrown it at the principal

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He was homophobic but he was actually gay

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Can it be thursday

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Can we make the week Monday Tuesday Thursday Friday

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I think it would be good

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I feel sick

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I miss her

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I just

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Fucking

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Eauhh

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Mleb bleb bleb

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I miss

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I miss

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I MISS

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I'm sas

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How do people survive long distance relationships fucking hell

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Feed me vivid bad squad and I'll come out a bigger lesbian

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Kohanne 😻

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I love lesbians

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EEEIEIEIEIEIIIEJDNXN

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They both remind me of her

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I lovr

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HELO ME MONOCHROMEMENANCE

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OMGOMGOMT

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I'm so excited to show her my 3ds I'm actually

elfin hamlet
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So many of my photos r like not deleted but I can't access them and I'm so sad because it's my most recent ones including my downloads so I don't have my epic photos in

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Wait I still have them they're just not showing up anywhere

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WHERE ARE MY PHOTOS 😭😭

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I'm finding old photos tho

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Ammyammy

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It's fine

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I'll take new pictures w my girlfriend and of my dog and of mizuki (my 3ds)

elfin hamlet
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My phobia of spiders is so bad what the fuck

elfin hamlet
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How to I un blue myself so no one at school knows I dyed my hair

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It was just a highlighter that exploded not hair dye wdum

elfin hamlet
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I can barley brearhe

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Fucking jell

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I'm not strong at all 💔💔

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I can't wait to see her tomorrow

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I'm so excited for that

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I really want my 3ds finished though so then I can play it w her tomorrow

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I feel sick

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I swear that class was like an hour and a half instead of 45 minutes what the fick

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I can't wait until my girlfriendo back

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Japi

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My chest hurts lowkeh

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I'm so thirsty

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I don't have the energy to drink

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I'll be okah

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Surely

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Idk if I can eat anything either

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I miss her

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Jelp

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I'm so thirsty

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SCISSOR MY TIMBERS

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Omg it'll take less time to get to girlfriendo cuz it's closer

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Omf

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Omgomgomg

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Omgofmfofmmggm

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AAWIEJAUAAA

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I need waterrrreeeeeeer

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PEOPLE ARE MESSAGINF ME NDFNFNSNSNFNDNSJSNSJSIRNTNRJEISJSHEHEHESISAGA I just want to message girlfriendo 💔

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I need water

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I hate assuming the worst

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Eauhehsbsbshsbshagsgshsbghshdeeeoeospsslsksheoeoa

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Ejendsbdsnnsdnnfmffmdmsksjsggaisoeoeopaaea

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She promised so she can't be

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It's okay

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I love heat abnormal

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I need waterejrkensnsnznznnnzsiaaoa

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I'll have water later

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Maybe

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Possibly

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I don't have the energy to play animal crossing

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I'm shaking wha

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I'm sure it's just from heat abnormal

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Trust

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Exams

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Wauhh

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I have girlfriendo to look forward to

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I will be okay

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I miss my girlfriend I miss my girlfriend I miss my girlfriend

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I lowkey might be annoying her she might just watn space

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I won't send anything else until she's back I don't want her to be mad at me

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She's my favorite person I don't want her to be mad at me

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STOP

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IFUUDOUDOU

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IM

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Sniff sniif sniff sniff

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I can't wait to have horsies and live w my girlfrieno

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I feel gross and icky and I feel like I stink 💔💔💔

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How am I gonna do this fashion exam ficking

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I'll just draw uhhhh

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Gumi

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Peak

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STOP AKITO AND TOYA

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SFOP IT

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STOP IT

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My headphones won't charge I'm sad

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I need to listen to music from my pgone

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IDK HOW IM GONNA SLEEP SHIT

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Okay oopsies

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Uheams

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I'll just watch nightcord music videos until I sleep on my switch

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I'm so happy she likes the things I like

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She's the first person who's actually interested in the things I like

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Yeah charlie was sometimes but that's because he already liked the things I liked and he just wanted to know more info

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Bur she is actually interested in all my things

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Everyone else just dismisses it all

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I'm so happy I have jer

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She is peak

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Peakest of all peak

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Eheheh I can't wait to see herr

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I feel so gross what

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Table

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Ba baowowaa waaaaa ba wawawa waaaa

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I'm so thirsty

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The waters right there burni just can't

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Tis okay

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Why won't my earphones charge

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Fucking ejamdn

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WHY WONR RHEY CHARGE

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FICKINF

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They are like 4 years old now but srill

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I love them

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They're my favourite

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They're green

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And cool

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And dirty as fuck but srill

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They're the besttttt I love them

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I need to clean them

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Lowkeu

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OMG

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THEYRE CHARGINF

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I miss her

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Of whom am I a copy

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I miss her so muchb 💔💔💔

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Can I move out now

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I just want to be next to her and we don't even have to do abyrbinf together but just

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Being w her makes me feel okay

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I can't wait to show her the thingy I did in animal crossing EEEE

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Label

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My mouth is so dryu

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Laaaa laaaa lalala

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No

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ITS LANGUAGE OF THE LOST NOT MAFUYU

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I don't want to pressure her

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I feel sick and I havnt even eaten what the fick

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I HABE NO GOOD PHOTOS ANYMORE IM GONNA SMASH MY PHONE

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Nvm I found

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OMG I CAN DO MY 3DS

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I NEED TO IFNIHS IT TO SHOW GIRLFRIENDO

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YAYAYAAA

elfin hamlet
elfin hamlet
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I'm sitting in an exposed place with books in front of me telling me that I'm fat

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I can't breathe properly

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I wanted to have water but since I'm not in the room I cant

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3 hours ish

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I feel sick

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I did my maths exam

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Turns out I don't have fashion instead it's next week

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My 3ds is almost dead even tho I charged it all night

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3 hihrs

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Only 3 hours

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I printed mizisua in fashion tho

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So yes

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AND GIRLFRIENDO THIS ADGERNOON AAAAA

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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I'm so excited to see her

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I just have a few hours of feeling sick and then I'll see her

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I was confident to share my idk it's not my best it's meant to look silly w my friends and no one responded to it I feel kind of sad

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The only one who ever replies or reacts to my art is my girlfriend

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Id rather that than people criticizinf me I guess though

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I'd rather be ignored than be shat on

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And my girlfriend doesn't ignore me she loves me art even if I think it looks horrible and I hate it myself

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My art*

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I can't decompress and watch nightcord videos before english and draw I'm gonna crash out

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I need water tosmfndjd

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AYAYAYAYAAYAYYA GIRLFRIENDO

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AYAAYYAAA

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I'm so excited

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Shit now but then soon not shit

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Happiiii

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I put mizisua on my thing for fashion so theyre w me when I do my exam

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Girlfriendo w me too w mizisua but she's always w me cuz my bracelets

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Byebye 3ds

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I drew Miku but it's about to die

elfin hamlet
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Pipipi

elfin hamlet
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I did fonch and sent like vibe thinfs to emma girlfriendo jia and my mum

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My mum's not replying to me

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I can't talk to jia she's doing skmrtbjng

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My birthday things always end up e me sad this is why I wanted to avoid it

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It's always like this

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I'm pretending to be in my phone

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If I'm not typing here I'm just staring at it

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J tried to play pnsk

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I fwnr

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I dkenloaded bur I need to kenload even more and I don't have charlies wifi

elfin hamlet
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I fell alseep

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I shouldn't have

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I got so excited I saw she messaged

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I'm sorry

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I should've been awake

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She sent so much to me I was so happy

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She might've accidentally sent it all to me maybe she didn't want to message me

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I.got.imto trouble for sleeping

elfin hamlet
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I miss my girlfriend

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K miss her I miss ner I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her

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I hope we can see eachorher in week 9

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My eyes hurt from sleeping

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I

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Miss

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Girlfriend

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Ur so babygirl fodah

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She's so nice she fucking

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She got all the fish I need and made a list

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Wait I should fish while I wait for her to reply

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Then I might get a new one and I can show her

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And then HAPPJJJJ

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I miss her so much

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Let me see her let me see her let me see her

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Let me see her NOW

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NNNNOWW

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Or I will become tom nook

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Okah I'm gonna fish

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Eaugh I need to finish the room first stop if

elfin hamlet
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67

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FUCKINF HELL

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I thought today would be actually all good

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(scjool

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Fuckinf hell

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I should've ignored the teacher and left the door locked

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"oh sorry love we've got a meeting in here"

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You always have a fucking meeting

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Just do ir in your massive fucking office

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If I can't be in my room let me be in your office

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Also I don't like that

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I feel really uncomfortable w old people esp people who have said things to be in the past call me "love"

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I am not your love

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The only one that can call me that is my girlfriend and my girlfriend only

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I am not ur love u old fucking lady

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Now I don't get my work done and I'll get into trouble

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Atleast I got a sip of water before I had to go

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Bro they just sat down and kicked me out

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They didn't even give me a second to do anything

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I didn't close the door for them so hahhaa fuck them

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Fucking jell

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It's so loud I HATE

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Blasting birdbrain peak

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Vikki better reply soon

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I need to know what school to put

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Only 3 attempts and then I cant do the test again

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Wish me luck gang 💔💔

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I'll be fine

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I'm so excited to play animal crossing with wife this afternoon

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I havnt worked on my island anymore but still I love just running around her island and my island w her

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AND SLEEPI TOO MAYBE HOPEFULLT AA

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EIEIEIEIEIEEEIEIEIEEEEE

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Hmm... I feel like Len...

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He's so real

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Oooooooooooeoeeoooooooo

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Bandairs are interesting

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Me and wife when I finally stop procrastinating my driving stuff

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Skdkekkeksks I love baby queen

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Wcba tadyt tadyt?

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HAH

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Peak

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I should check my emails

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20 mknjres later and she's not replied

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She said that she'll be by her computer incsse I have questions

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I need to know this to start the test 💔

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Okay yk whatever idc I'm gonna write whatever

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It's obvious things I'm dying

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IM DYING

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HELPPPP

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Digital footprint

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Okay lock in lock in

elfin hamlet
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Okay it's not that hard

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I just lowkeh already did all of this sfuff

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It's stuff I've done in my own time

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Well yippie ig

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I'll finish it during break cuz now I relax in my last 5 minutes before fashion

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I might fraw

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HELP my 3ds had sound on

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I work on drawing

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I wanna finish it so I can show girlfriendo

elfin hamlet
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Fashion pookie is so nicr

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SHE KNOWS LITERALLY ALL THE TBJNFS I LIKE

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Well not all

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She told me about her like idk oc stuff and PEAAK

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I'm glad I can rest now tho before maths

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Gonna draw gonna draw

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Wwwwwwwiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

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I am a mayor

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My mum oh my god

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Nooo food

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Noni

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Nono

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It's okay I'll have something at home

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Naybe

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Maybe

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I might

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I actually kind of want food but

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It's okay

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If in not allowed I'll just sneak some maybe

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Maybe

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Girlfriendo gone I spend my 5 minutes here instead

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Incsse she comes back I look tho

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No back 😞

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Okah my mum's back

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No fries for me 😞

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She said I couldn't have it then when we were in the drive thru she asked if I wanted fries LIKE WHAT

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I said no it's fine I'll just have something at home

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I can smell bernjes food

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I want some 💔

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I feel sick

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I feel so fucking sick

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I feel so sick I don't want to eat

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I can't eat I'm

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I think I'm car sick

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I love being car sick

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I miss my girlfriend

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Im gonna sit and wait for her

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I'm lowkey shaking there's something not right

elfin hamlet
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I can feel my heart in my face

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I feel like I'm going to throw up

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I miss her so much

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I hope she's back soon

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I need to charge my pgone

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I really want to see her

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I miss her so much it hurts

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I miss being next to her

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I miss talking to her

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I miss listening to her talk

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I miss playing with her

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I miss existing w her

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I think in fonna pass out

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I miss her so much

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I'm so scared

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I miss hugging her

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I miss her

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I'm so sad

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I want to be w her

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I can't even play animal crossing I kiss her so much the fick

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Miss*

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Sjdjdndjjdjjsjsjjkakaaiaosjeheieeoeoososa

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Car

lethal skyBOT
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Yes

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Uegah I miss her so much

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I'm so sad

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I'm so fucking sad

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I miss her

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I'm trying not to cry

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I want to be w her all the time and then I can protect her

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I feel so slow

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My head hurts

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Mt heart hudfs

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I feel sick

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I keep crying then pulling it back

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Im

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I'm so sad

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I'm not crying

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Nope

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No

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No crying

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I'm fine

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I'm okay

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I'll see her soon

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I will be okay

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Soon we'll plan sleepie

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That'll give me something to look forward to

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I will be okay

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If she doesn't want sleepi im okay w that too cuz we did just have one and she might want space to herself

elfin hamlet
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I

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I'm so selfish but I just can't 😭😭

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I'm okay

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I'm breathing

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I'm okay

elfin hamlet
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Why r the only people who actually reply and care about me my girlfriend and my online friends

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It hurts so much

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It makes me so sad

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They wouldn't even notice if I just

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They

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Fuck

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I feel like cruinf

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I'll keep u saffee and keep u secrettt

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1800

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Wife so talented

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I love jeremiah

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I love her

elfin hamlet
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I'm home I can finally eau

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Why r the only people who actually talk to me my online friends and girlfriend

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I didn't ride well today

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I had a bad dream too

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I hope she's back from work experience soon

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I'm so exhausted

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I just need to breahr

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Eaugg

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Kill me 😞💔

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I have addi and jia

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Girlfriend so talented

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Ehahshddjd

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Wwiiiiii

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New nughtcord and I love

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I think I talk to much

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And that's why my friends don't like me

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Jia and addi and my girlfriend r fine w jt

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But it's true that I talk to muc

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I don't know when to just shut up

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It's better when I don't talk at all

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I have hapi news for girlfriendo so that's good tho

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And maybe we can play animal crossing today

elfin hamlet
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It's nothing special but still

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Gundham ranaka

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They seem to not mind when I don't talk

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I cojs just leave tbh

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They wouldn't even notice I'm gonw

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Tbehd just be happy the annoying person isnt talminf

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Nnrjrjejjjr

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I miss her

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I miss her so mjch

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So fucking nuch

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So mhch it burts

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I think I should just leave the server

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They don't care about me abgway

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No I won't cuz then charlie would get ownership

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I don't want that

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I'd be fine if it was my girlfriend getting ownership

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But it'll be charlie

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I'll just mute the server

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Again

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Okay irs muted

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I hate that charlie doesn't even care about emma

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He needs to stop @ ing everyone

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HELP I'll make a @ for hik

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Doubt he'll use it

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Uhh

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Ugh

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I just

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Eaugh

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Fhere

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I made roll

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Role

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I miss her so much

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My head hurfs

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Aaaiseieieeaa

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I should focus on animal crossing but I lowkey can't because I miss her so much

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I hug the things from her

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I wish I was next to her

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Exams

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I HATE exams

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I thought girlfriendo messaged but it was just addi 💔💔💔💔💔😭

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I manifest wife

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Wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife

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Wiiiife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wiffffeeeee

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W I f e w I f e w

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Wife I miss u

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W

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I

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F

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E

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Wife

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Wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife

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My manifesting isn't working

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Oh it's 10

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I think she finishes at like 9

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Or 9:30

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Maybe she's doing more today

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O hope she's had water

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And even just a bit of food

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I'm so tired

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Can I skip german

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Wsndndnfn

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Girlfriendo girlfriendo I miss u

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Girlfriendo girlfriendo I miss u so much

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In so tired

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EEEEE

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I can't wait to tell girlfriendo

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She might be doing something else or messaging someone else so I might have to tell her after ferman

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I'm so excitedrkrlher

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Insk

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Fuck

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I'm so excited to tell her*

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HAPPIIIIIIII

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Omg able sisters wojkebe open

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Able sisters im conint

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I feel so yucky but I have no energy to shower

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I.miss her I miss her

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I miss her

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I'll go to able sisters

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She'll be back soon

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I'm sjre

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My mum called me

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Eisjsndndns

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My legs hurt

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I'm not good enough

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And I will never be good eniugh

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Ejrhrhfjr

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Qwprfn

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New nightcord tho

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I miss her

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Can I sleep thru the abe seek

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Whole week"

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I got har for puetro

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So the egg the the egg egg

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I love notifications from her

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So tired

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She's so talented

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Gasp

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I'm so tired

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I want to just relax w her

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Watch her play animal crossing

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Watch her draw

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I love watching her draw and just do things in general

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I'm happy when I'm w her

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She makes me the happiest I've ever been

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No one can beat her

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She's peak

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My shoulders hurt what

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I hope she's back soon

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I miss ger

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My name is emu otori

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Emu means SMIIILE

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WoNDERHOY

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wonderhoy

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kicks

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WO-ONDERHOY

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It's so hot

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Why is it so hot

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I miss her

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I miss her I miss her I miss her

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I have no motivation

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I'm tired

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I'll eat something later

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Naybe

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I might after germab

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While im talking or playing w her so it'll be a good distraction

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Aaaæà

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Nightcord is peak

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Nah I'd smile

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I have an hiur

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59 minutes actually

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😭😭

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What if she died at work experience from dehydration or fainting onto something

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What if she

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Shes

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What if she's gone

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I'm scared

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What if she's fone

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Today is my last day if that's true

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The fourth cliset

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I miss her

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She can't be dead

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She can't

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She can't be

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Right

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What if it was so bad that she didnt talk to me and now she's gone

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What if she's fone

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Shes

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Im

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I cant

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I can't do thus

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She's fone

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Shes gone

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I couldn't stop her

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She's gone

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Lock in don't cry

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Lock in

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ERJRMFNFNRJFJDJ

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Can the earth swallow me whike

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I have no energy

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She can't be gone

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She can't be

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Ni

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I'm acared

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I'm so scared