vent journal no.999999 atp lmao | Huddle | Page 1

burnt adder Jan 22, 2026, 8:37 PM

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tw erm.. everything

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i feel crazy shitty

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im sick of being a burden

burnt adder Jan 22, 2026, 9:27 PM

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Feeling shitty

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Bad gf bad friend

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Bad daughter

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Bad person

burnt adder Jan 22, 2026, 9:55 PM

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I truly am crazy tired

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Nobody FUXKING gets it

burnt adder Jan 23, 2026, 5:27 PM

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i feel terribly bad toward my mother

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i fear her

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i love her

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i want her but i feel so scared when around her

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at night i can see her on me, hurting me

burnt adder Jan 24, 2026, 9:15 AM

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I feel so insecure

burnt adder Jan 25, 2026, 9:41 AM

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je me dégoutes mais bon

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ça change rien de d'habitude

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j'ai de drôles d'idées, ou je me vois blesser violemment des gens que j'aime énormément

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j'ai peur

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quand ca avait commencé, je n'avais pas ça

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je hais mes bras mon ventre mes jambes

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j'ai l'impression d'avoir des jambes d'hommes mdr

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j'ai pas de seins assi

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lahonte

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imagine ta mère te dire que t'as pas de seins

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il n'y avait rien de plus simple que de se prendre à ma féminité pour me blesser

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j'aimerai être aveugle

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pour ne plus me voir

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jamais

burnt adder Jan 26, 2026, 8:06 AM

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Je suis taré apparemment …

burnt adder Jan 26, 2026, 2:59 PM

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Ill do it

burnt adder Jan 26, 2026, 5:45 PM

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i truly am the worse person on earth ...

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i should calm down

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or ill fail again

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omg i truly am exausted

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iit's too hard

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i wish i wasnt so lonely rn

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ill survive

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it has always been like that

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ill survive alone

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with scars

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and bad memories too

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but i'll survive

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and thats whats count

burnt adder Jan 26, 2026, 6:35 PM

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i prob will never be really happy haha

burnt adder Jan 26, 2026, 6:59 PM

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my head hurts

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i cant do ts anymore

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i wont make it

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ill kms

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anything is better than this life

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even fire

burnt adder Jan 26, 2026, 7:49 PM

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ill do it

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idk how

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idk when

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but i will

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i will do smth very bad

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to myself

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its the only way for it to stop

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i need more than help

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i need to die

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to make it stop

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they want me to die

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its the only single way

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nobody understands

burnt adder Jan 26, 2026, 10:47 PM

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Im so tired and ashamed of myself

burnt adder Jan 27, 2026, 6:46 AM

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I want to be the weird smart girl

burnt adder Jan 27, 2026, 9:36 AM

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imagine wanting to be sick

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if i catch wtv my lil sis catched then ill vomit too

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so ill lose wegh lmao

burnt adder Jan 27, 2026, 11:33 AM

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ill jst purge ig ...

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its jst SO FUCKING UNFAIR

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WHY TF

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IS SHE USING

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BUTTER

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FOR GREEN BEEN

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ITS SO ANNOYING

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IM SO DONE WOTH EHR

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IM JST DOING TO PURGE IG LMAO

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MY LIFE IS A FUCKING JOKE ATP

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IM SO FUCKING DONE

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ILL DIE FAT

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BC OF THIS SILLY JEALOUS WOMAN

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ill leave run to school hide in the toilet andpuke

burnt adder Jan 27, 2026, 1:33 PM

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I truly am the worse gf in the whole world

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It’s always like that

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I get annoyed for small thing

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Then he panic and spend a shitty day

burnt adder Jan 27, 2026, 8:01 PM

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i am DEFO purging bro

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i hopemy stomach wont hurt too much ...

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i jst will cut myself instead

burnt adder Jan 27, 2026, 10:22 PM

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ill do it

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whenever

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whereever

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but i cant

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keep going on like thos

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If only it was my last night

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Im jst going to cry myself to sleep again …

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Im jst so tired

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I have nobody …

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I truly am exausted

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Il the worse gf on earth lol

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I feel so guilty avt everything

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Esp food

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The cuts stings

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Il sorry honey

burnt adder Jan 27, 2026, 11:15 PM

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I can’t wait to die

burnt adder Jan 28, 2026, 11:41 AM

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I should purge

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Already are around erm

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700-800 cal ig ?

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I feel guilty

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It doesn’t feel Nice

burnt adder Jan 28, 2026, 5:52 PM

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I feel so gross

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Every day is the same painful routine

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All this to end up 6 feet under the earth

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Eaten by worms

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Thats my only purpose

burnt adder Jan 28, 2026, 8:46 PM

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jsuis qu'une merde

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je veux crever

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ca arrangerai beacoup de monde

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jveux me pendre

burnt adder Jan 28, 2026, 9:18 PM

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ill do it

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ill kms

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i hurt

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demain, je me reveillerai, je me peserai, ca affichera encore 58.2kg, je m'habillerai, je brosserai mes dents, j'essaierai de me coiffer, je mangerai mon petit déjeuner et je boirais mon café

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j'irai au lycée, je renviendrais pour la pause déjeuner

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j'y retournerai

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je pleurerais

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je reviendrais a la maison

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je travaillerai

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je m'empifrerai

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je chialerai

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encore

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jme dégoute

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c'est tllmt handicapant

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d'être aussi vulnérable

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honetement j'ai dnvie de m'ouvrir les veines et de partir

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je le veux sincérement

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c'est mieux ainsi

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je DOIS crever

burnt adder Jan 28, 2026, 10:03 PM

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J e suis énorme j’ai un cul d éléphant

burnt adder Jan 28, 2026, 10:19 PM

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I feel lonely

#vent journal no.999999 atp lmao