#vent bc feelings r too much

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torn crag
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nvm

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i dont

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im sobbing again please stop

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i cant handle this please fuckifn kill me

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kill me

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kill me

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kill me

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kill me

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kill me

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kill me

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jill me

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kill me

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kill me

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kill me

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kille me

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kill me

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kill me

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kill me

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kill me

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i dont want to be alive

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i really really dont

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont w at to be alive

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i dont want to be aluve

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want ot be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont wznt to be alive

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i dont wznt to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be qlive

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i want to hang myself

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i want to stab myself

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i want to slit mt wrists so bad i bleed out and die

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i want to shoot myself

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i want to strangle myself

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i want to scratch every layer of skin off my body

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i want break all of my bones

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i want to give myself a lobotomy

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i want to give myself horrible brain damage so i never have to think

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i want to fry my brain cells

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i want to rip out every vital organ i have

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i want to bleed out

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i want to die

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i dont care what way

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i want to die

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my arm stings now

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its going to be horribly scarred

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i never want to eat pr deink again

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maybe i just wont have water ever agzin

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that will kill me

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itll be a fun xay to die too

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im not gonna drink water

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im js not gonna deink any water

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im not going to

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i want to fucking die i cant handle anything

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im crying agzin

torn crag
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i think im being too hyper

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i need to slow down

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james marriott refernece

torn crag
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i think scarlett hates me

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has liam turned her against me

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is thzt why he hasnt refriended me

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i think she hayes me too

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she said it but i dont think its true

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sad

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chaewon 1

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chaewon 2

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pookies

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sad

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idk

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that sort of made me sad

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i can recognide asc

torn crag
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im sad

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i feel bad

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i shouldnt have spammed her

torn crag
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world is spinny

torn crag
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im gonna tey to not self harm anylire

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my bubee bubee bubee looooooove

torn crag
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i feel like i should theowbup

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i ate too much today

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i know i didnt actually but my eating disorder makes me think i did

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im so full i dont feel good

torn crag
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im so mad and pissed at lysekf

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ive worked for a week to get down to 65.6kg

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in one nighr ive gotten up at 66.6

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im so disappointed in myself

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i dont care

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im kot eating tmr

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at all

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at all

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im not having a single bite to eat

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ok google says that the quicker i lose the more i gain

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but

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i lost iver 16kg when i didnt eat fir a month

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if i do that again im down to 50kg

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lowkey

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my legs are shaking

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but to me im not perfect

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i shut her down and feel bad

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bur i cant accept that im good

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lwokey

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at jacaranda place if i js dont eat

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thats 12-14 weeks of not eating

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three and half months

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i could

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ghe thing is my scale i have at home is faulty

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like it changes alot

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surely my weighr change isnt that severe

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its too late for that

torn crag
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nothing can bring me up

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it was the ine thing i was succeeding at

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and now im nothing

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i want to cry

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so badly

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i just want to cry

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im so sad

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im so sad

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ive beng mh nail do much i can feel the blood threatening to leak theough my skin

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i taste blood yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaya

torn crag
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i peeled my naul really bad

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i hate the way shes being treated by everyone

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she doesnt deserve it

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i want to take her away from all the bad things and peoples actions

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my precious girl

torn crag
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im scated

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i dont want anything to happen ti her

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shes been theoigh so mich and shes being worked to death

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im scared

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im trying not to cry

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im so agfected

torn crag
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i feel sad

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i want to cry but i cant

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i promised myself i wouodnt eat today but i js had popcorn

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im not good enough

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im bad

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i want to rip all my hair out

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i want to cry

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i cant cry

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i want to

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i cry

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i hate myself

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im scared

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im so scared

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im scared

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im scared

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im scared

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i cry

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im scared

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i cant see my tears r blurring

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im scared

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im so scared

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its too many calories

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i had too many calories

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i cant breathe

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i cant live

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im so uoset

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i cant

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im so useless

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i cant even go on a fuckifn excersion

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everyones getting beter

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im not

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im getting worse

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whats weong with me

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and whos fault is that

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its mine

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i hate

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i need tissues

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im so scared

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for her for myself

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i hate

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i cry

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i sob

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i cant

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im so scared

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im so wrong

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and bad

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àd horrible

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and ugly

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and fat

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andgross

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and ew

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and mean

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and horrible

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and repeteitice

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and unvalid

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everyone hates me

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its all true

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i need to accept ut

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im so gross

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i feel and look so gross

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its all me

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itd all my fault

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everything is

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i ´eed to be there for others

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im so tired

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im so exhausted

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i just want to die

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i want to go to dleep and never wake up

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ever

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im in so much pain

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on pinterest someone szid instead of self harming wrap urself in a blanket and cuddle a toy

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ill do that

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i do that

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i do that

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i keep myself from delf harmung

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i watch south park and hug sua

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i sjould crochet a massive mizi and sua doll

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that wiuld be fun

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its all my fault

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i make her feel not good

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i make everyone feel not good

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i always have and i always will

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i need to not be around anyone

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good thigns

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what are good things to look forward to so i wont kill myself

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i have horse ruding on friday

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im going dor a trail ride

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that will be fun

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it wont be stressful bzcause itll js be me and the lady

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and shes really nice and ubderstanding

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on saturday morning we will be working with horses at happy paws

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that will be good

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sarah said she might be able to let us brush them this time

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i cry more

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im not good enough

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she doesnt want to tell me anything becausenim not good enoigh

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i cant self harm

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focus on animal ceossing

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make urself feel better

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ok go

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go on animalcrossing

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play

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make urself feel beyter

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u need to feel better

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while shes gona u can cry and scream and scratch rself

torn crag
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im down to 64.9

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imdoing a good job

torn crag
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sad

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its my own fault

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but im still sad

torn crag
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im sad

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im sad

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im sad

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용감한 내 가방, no keyring, no hand mirror
Oh, rock will never die, 린다, 린다 자장가
한정판 콩국수 matcha보다 고소해
I'm too shy for all these, 데이트 내내 젤리슈즈
I got Suede on my vinyl, 나의 동화책
I'm not cute anymore (uh-uh)
I'm not cute anymore (uh-uh), 안 돼 no more
강아지보단 난 느슨한 해파리가 좋아 (uh-uh)
'Cause I'm not cute anymore
오분 컷 완벽한 my makeup tutorial
When I get super stressed, 공포영화 좀 볼까?
근데 넌 멀었어, oh, I don't like cherry coke
난 외계인이 아냐, 그냥 털털한 편인 거야
I got Suede on my vinyl, 나의 동화책
I'm not cute anymore (uh-uh)
I'm not cute anymore (uh-uh), 안 돼 no more
강아지보단 난 느슨한 해파리가 좋아 (uh-uh)
'Cause I'm not cute anymore

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my bags so brave, no keyring no hand mirror
or rock will never die linda linda lullaby
limited edition konguksu matchas got nothing on this
im too shy for all these, jelly shoes on my date
i got suede on my vinyl, my fairytale book
im not cute anymore
im not cute anymore
no way, no more
ill take a laidback jellyfish over a puppy
cause im not cute anymore
five minute perfection, my makeup tytorial
when i get super stressed how about a scary movie?
but youre way off
i dont like cherry coke
im not an alien im just kind if easygoing
i got suede on my vinyl, my fairytale book
im not cute anymore
im not cute abtmore
no way, no more
ill take a laid back jellyfish over a puppy
cause im not cute anymore

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peakest song and lyrics ever

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난 외계인이 아냐, 그냥 털털한 편인 거야

torn crag
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im trying si hard not to cry

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its 10 days but i wont survive

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ill probably try to kill myself

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im that fucikg attached

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i dôt fuck care

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i csnt handle this

torn crag
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stressed

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im stressed

torn crag
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im gonna cry

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i just want to go home

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let me go

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im so tired

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and strzssed

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and sad

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let me go

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kill yourself

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fucking kill yourself

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im gonna killy myself

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im gonna fuckinf hang myself

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im gonan fucking kill myself i cant handle àything

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i dont fucking want to be alive

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i want to be fucking dead

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20 feet in the ground

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dead

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cold body not houghts

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dead

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i just want to fucking die

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im crying so hard

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i hate being alive

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i hate being me

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im so fat

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and gross

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and weird

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im a horrid person

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get me out of here

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please someone fucking kill me

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why cant anything go right

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i broke a fucking tissues

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i cant deal with anything

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i need to be gone

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a rotting corpse in the ground

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im gonna fuckinf kill myself

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im not making it to 30

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ive always known that

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i want to rip all my intestines out

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i dont want them anymore

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please get rid of them

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my eyes are leaking so much

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i cant handle this

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fucking end me

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i hate everything

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i hate being alive

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i hate being myself

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fucking emo cunt

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be here

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im so scared

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im so scared of everything

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i just want to sit in a dark hole asleep dor the rest of my life

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i donr want to be awake

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i dont want to think or feel

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i cant syop sobbing

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i feel so gross

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im so tired

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let me sleep

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my bear is wet

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fucking hell

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fucking kill me

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i want to die

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mine has been a life of such shame

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Now I have neither happiness nor unhappiness. Everything passes. That is the one and only thing that I have thought resembled a truth in the society of human beings where I have dwelled up to now as in a burning hell."

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mine has been a life of such shame

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i cant even guess myself what it must be to live the life of a human being

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no longer human is such a relateable book for me

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fuckass gifs

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i dont want to see a cunt ass disgusting anime creature

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i want to see the book

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or junji itos art

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i love junji ito

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favourite author

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i hate everything

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why cant i get off all the skin on my body

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i want to go back to the psych ward

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nothing to do but read all day

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o ly thing is i dont have music

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i can listen tot eh first 2 episodes of modern family on repeat again

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i want to go back to the psych ward i csnt handle anything thats happening to me

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rhis is how i feel

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my breathing calmed down

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my heart and head have not

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i want to screw a nail into the sidz od my head

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like that one movie my dad used to watch

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that was straight up gore

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that he would watch with his eight year old daughter

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or seven

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some young ass age

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im fucking deceased

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i dont like

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im ruining everything

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im ruining her entire life

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i ruin eveeyones life

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i always have

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ive always ruiznd everyones life

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ive always been the one that causes hurt pain trauma and issues

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its all my fault

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i cznt handle this

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i dont like being a burden

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i dont like being the type of perosn i am

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i dont know how to change

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its so hard

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i want to leave this earth

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im not worth anything

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i dont deserve to keep living

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i cznt handle anything

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my head hirts

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so does my hurt

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heart

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and every piece of everything in my vody

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i dont like me

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all my faults r all i cna think about

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i dont have any redeeeming things about myself

torn crag
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im gon’a hang myself

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of course its only me

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its always just me

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im the issue

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be here

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i hate being sad

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i hate being me

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and having to deal with zll my issues

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im so depressed

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ewys

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im crying again

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i hate my mind

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and my body

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and my feelings

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and my thoughts

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i hate it so much

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i will never like myself

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its impossible

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i dont want to eat again

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i dont want to drink again

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i dont want to breathe again

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its all my fault

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im not animated enough

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im not more excited

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its my fault

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im not alive enough

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i feel so dead

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i am dead

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im useless

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ive achieved nothing in life

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i never will

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im useless

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when i cry

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i sound like im laughing

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thats a good thing ig

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i sound like a donkey

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i want to kill myself so desperately

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i dont want to be alive

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i really relaly dont

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i bring badness into everyones lives

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im a burden

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im like a dark creature rhat sirs on everyones shoulder that brings them bad feelings and thoguths

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i dont want to be alive

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i relaly dont

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please someone kill me

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please

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please please please

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please kill me

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i want to be happy for once

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only death can solve that

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i should go back to my dads

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he has alot of alcohol there

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who givzs a shit abt my trauma w him

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its not valid

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like im js making shit up

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he never did àything bad

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it was all js me

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im the one w problems

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i should go back

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i can get drunk

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that would be a good escape

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i can disappear from earth for a couple hours

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what if i js try and attempt again

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ill go back go the psych watd

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and i wont have to think about anything

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i can js stay in my room and read all day

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sure i might go fucking insane but i wont have to be alive

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omg i sound so cringe

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i dont care

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ill be gone

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and that will be all that matters

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i need to take more thzn 1200mg of seetraline

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no

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im prettt sure i took 2000

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no

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i took 24000

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2400*

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maybe 4000

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would that kill me

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google says 4000 u can still survive

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8000

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when im older

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i moght have to wait until im in control of my meds

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but i can overdose then

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but its too far away

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im so dead

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im not alive

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i need to keep ceying so i become numb

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i checked and im 64.7kg now

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thats a good thing

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i js need to keep going

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i need to be aeound ber

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i started sobbing as soon as i thoight that

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she would make everutjing beyher

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im scared to message her

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im scared to be around her

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but if i was i would feel so much better

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i wouodnt even think of killing myself

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now its my only thoight

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if im around her i wont have to go through these thoughrs

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i need to be around her

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im crying so hard

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i can barelt breathe

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she hates me

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i make her life worse

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its all my fault

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i bring her down

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she needs to be brought up

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she needs someone better

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i can never be that good

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im horrible

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im a horrible person

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no one likes me

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no one ever will

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i want to sleep for eternity

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i hate me

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i hate my life

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난 외계인이 아냐, 그냥 털털한 편인 거야

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i am an alien

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and bot the good kind

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rhe gross kind

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can i be sua

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i want to fucking

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please

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please

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i squeeze my neck

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stop breathing

torn crag
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i watched a whole movie while i was aslepe

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like in mt dream

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it was about the boss baby doing a while bunch of robberies and he went to far and tim the brother trued to keep him from going too far and had a love interest who the baby shived the love ibtzrests dog insude an egg along w a bunch of other worth alot stuff and shived them in a room in the museum and said ‘who said i never wqnted to rob the museum’

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and then i woke up

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there was a whole ass thing t’werz the sisters from coraline were w the love interest and int heir house and tim and the boss baby snuck in and stole millions worth of paintings and they escaped w it snd the love interest tracked down all of the apartments in the city until she found tim

torn crag
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i just got hit with insecurity

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im a shit rider

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im not good around horses

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im not good at all

torn crag
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i want to cry

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i feel like shit

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i want to cry

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she sent a picture of us znd it included my leg

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i started crying and now im ceying again thinking about it

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o cant look at the picture i stat like rubbing my skin really bad and crying

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i cant look at it

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im crying

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i cant even see a picture of me

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i want to delete every picture ever taken of me

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my nose is too bug

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my cheeks r too chibby

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my eyes look so weird

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my lips look really gross

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my ears stick out

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i have a mole above my lip znd it looks really weird

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my skin is gross

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my legs are too fat and the chunk badly and have like waves on them

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and dents

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my fingers r so fat and so are my arms

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my stomach is so gross

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i hate looking at me

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i just cry

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so badly

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i ahte myself

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i cant stop crying

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i dint wan to get my hair wet because it was straigjtened a couple hours ago

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i hate eing me

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can i be literally anyone else

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i hate myself so much

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i had chips and a mcflurry

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i ate too much

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i dont wznt to gain weight

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i look like fucking michael jackson

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the uncanny version of him

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like this

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without the defined cheek bones

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i want to peel my massive scab

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i hte feeling like this

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i hate hating myself

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but im so geoss

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i can never stop

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i hate my nose

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i genuinely want to rip it off

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i hate it so much

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i cant stop crying

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i dont want to get my hair wet but i cant stop

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but i dont love me

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tahtsvthe problem

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i dont love me

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its out of everyones control

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im just ruining everything

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i need to get better at masking

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i feel this shit everyday and she shouldnt have to know every time

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im just bringing her down

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i shouldnt hzve eaten so much

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i feel so gross

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i dont like being online

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no

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i dont want to make her feel bad

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why do i kepe ruining stuff

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im making her not feel good

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i hate myself

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i of all people

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i dont like making people not feel good

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especially her

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i need to be hit

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i took a picture of myself and im crying now my eyes look so gross

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i hate the colour of them

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why do they look like that

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why do i look like this

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i want to be able to change everything about me

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im so gross

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and unmotivated

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all i can do is sit in bed watch south oark and play animal crossing all dzy

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i literlaly cant do anything else

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im so fucking lazy

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i cant stop crying ill never amount to anything in life

torn crag
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i need to peel one if my scabs

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its got gross stuff on it znd i dont want to gross her out

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its a reàly really big scab

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friction burn

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guck its bleeidng alot

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im sobbing

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i want to make a sua doll

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i cant

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i have to make stuff for the market

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its so syressful i cant handle it

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im so scared

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i dont want to be around people

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everything i make id ugly

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im not doing any good

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they all look bad

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i need to make money

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but i cant even crochey

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and i cant handle being in public so i cant handle a job

torn crag
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HELP I WA SPLAYING A GAME W WILLOW AND IT TOOK ME EIGHT SECONDS TO FIND THE TREASURE

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im too scared to send to girlfriend so i send here instead

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i have no one

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im alone

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lwokey

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i lost my appetite

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i dont want to eat

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i dont want to gain weight

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i want to keep losing

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i feel like ill throw up

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its ok ill only eat half

torn crag
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im truing so hard not to cry

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everyone has good stuff

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i dont

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i dont have a life

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im not exciting

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or real

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or fun

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or funnt

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i remeber messaging the kztseye server côstantly and pretending to be asleep when my mym znd sister came into my room to put my birthday presents in it znd then me ditting in the corner of my room opening my predents znd crying while waiting for the ambulance

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ive chewed my lips so bzd

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ive tipped off as much skin as i can

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im so anxious

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i dont feel good

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imtrying s hard not to cry

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i keep peeling

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its the only thing stabling me right now

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my mouth tastes weird

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my tymmy feels weird

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i cant even stand up fir too long without feeling faint

torn crag
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im so anxious

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im trying ro nto cry

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i dont know why im anxious

torn crag
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i reached that time of day

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i want to cry

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im so alonr

torn crag
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she hates me

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she hates me

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she hates me

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she hates me

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she hates me

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dhe hates me

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im alone

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im all alone

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I CANT SEE

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im alone

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im so alone

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ima l’ alone

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she realused im a bad perosn

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thats a godo thing

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she can get away from a horrible person like me

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i deserve to be alone

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i should be alone

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im so dissyrzssed i cant even think

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im dhaking so mych

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um so distessed i cant even shower

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im cryi nf so hard

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i cant live

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i couldnt even get changed without sobbing

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now i cant stop ceying

torn crag
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i just looked at myself in the mirror

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i look so gross

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and ugly

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and gross

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i started crying

torn crag
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im so bad at drawing

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i cant even draw emus eyes

torn crag
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im so sad

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im sad and tired

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and done

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im so done

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i dont want ro think or feel anymore

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i want to be numb and not exist

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shes lying to me

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she says people care znd love me

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ive never even talked to them

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i should go back to the psych ward

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and die there

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im slone

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im all alone

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im just flopping

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i have no energy

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i have no energy to eat or drink

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i have no energy to think

torn crag
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i dont want it to be tomorrow

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i dont want it to be today either

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im gonna cry

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i dont want it to be any day

torn crag
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im sad im nog

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im ashamed im not

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im guilty im not

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im crying i really dont want it to be tomorrow

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i want to disappear

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i think im condtantly in despair

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i want to didaooear

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let me please

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i dont want to be here

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i hate being alive

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im so depressed

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my life hurts

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im so alone

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im so far gone

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i dont know how i csn ever come back from thid

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the depth im in is impossible to get out of

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my stomach hurts so much

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its like i can feel it contracting

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i think im a bad person

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i dont know how to change

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i dont want to be a bad person

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i am tho

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i can barely rype

torn crag
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im hallucinating a fifty packs a day dmokers voice

torn crag
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im crying

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my suster is succedding more than me

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all i can fo is cry and watch south park all day

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she can actually fibdtuff for boni

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i cant do anything

torn crag
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its almost like iwtkisslm

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its stressing me out beyond belief

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i want to disappear

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forever

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never reappear

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its too much to ask of me to keep living

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i wouodnt be surprised if i start getting grey hairs soon

torn crag
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im a horrible person

torn crag
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i have no one and nothing

torn crag
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ineedtosheigsobad

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i fucking knew it

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she hates me

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i knew it

torn crag
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my sister took so fucking long tismp

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i want to kill myself

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i fucking hate being slive

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i hate being alive

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olease fucking kill me

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i dont want to be alive

torn crag
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im scared

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im really relaly scared

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im so anxious

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i cant breathe

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my heart is beating so fast

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im so scared

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im really really scared

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im so so scared

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i shoudont have eaten

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im anxious i dont want to go to jacaranda place

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im really scared

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she hates me

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and im scared

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im really ezlaly scare

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di dont want to go to jacaranda place

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i want to go home and cry in my bed

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i shoudont have sent it

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i cant delete it now

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its ok just close fiscord

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dont go on it

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close it

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its gone

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im scared im scared im scared

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im so scared

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im scared

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i dont want to go into javaranda place

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im scared

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my heart is beating so much

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im so scared

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im so scared

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we r like two minutew away

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im so scared

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nvm we r here

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i dont want to go in

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i want to cry

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i dong wang go go in

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i want to see if my mym can go in and i dont have to

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i relaly font want to go in

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im trying not to cry

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i dont want to go in

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im so scared

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please dont mane me go in

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we have 10 minutesbecore we have togo in

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im trying so hard not to cry

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if i dont do this i dont get in to jacaranda place

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i need to do it

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i cantthi i cznt

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p’ease dont make me do this

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im so so scared

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i cant cry

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im so scared

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i dont want to do thus

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im so scared

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please dont make me do this

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i dont want to cry

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i dont want to do this

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i cant do this

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my heart hurts

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i dont like

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i dont like

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i dont like

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i dont like

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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srop

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srip

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srop

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stp

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stop

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stop

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stop

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srop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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stop

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i cant do this

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i dont want to do this

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i dont want to eat

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i dont want to drink

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i dont want to do this

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i cant do this

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i cant i cant

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i cant

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my mym talkedd to le and i jumped

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im scared

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and heightened

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i dont want to do this

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i want to go home and cry

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i cant cry here

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i need to cry

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i cant do this

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i hurt

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i hurt so much

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i hate this

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i hate

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please i dont want to do this

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my heart and brain hurts

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i dont want to do this

torn crag
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can this giy stfu

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im sctually gonna hit him

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i dont fucking care

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im never talking to him

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he ever comes up to me and says hi? im walking away

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i dont rucking care

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he should kill himself

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he deserves only pzin znf suffering

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i wish a horrinle life on him

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i hope he kills himself

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i fucking hate him

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im gonna beat the living shit out of him

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i hope hes in horrible pain

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contantlt

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never stopping

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pain

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only pain znd depressiô for him

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he deserves a sad and miserable life

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fucking kill yourself allan

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kill uourself

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now

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u deserve nothing but despair allan

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kill yourself

torn crag
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my heart is beating so fast

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ive been here for so long

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let me fucking leave

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i want to have a heart attack

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so i can fucking leave

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can my heart please stop

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12:58-2:32

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how logn i was fucking in there

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fucking finally gone

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i want to kill myself

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i hope i fucking die

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i hope i get into a car crash on the way home

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and i finally fucking did

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i hate my mum jedus christ

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can we fucking go

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im trying so hard not to cry

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its all her fault

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its all her fucking fzult

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can we fucking fo

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fuck u mum

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im not gonna frink water for the rest of the day

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fuck u

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she doesnt actually like me

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mia doesnt like me

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she prefers me without my natural hair

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she doesnt like talking to me

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i bring her sadness

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ive goven her so much trauma

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im horrible

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im do thirdty

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i cant deink water tho

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im so thirsty

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my throay hurts so much

torn crag
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i feel like im gonna pass out

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im so dizzy

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and swirly

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my stomach hurts from not eating

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hmm i wonder why dumbass

torn crag
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I GOT STAR FRAGMENT ISLAND AGAINNNNN

torn crag
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im gonna kill myself

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star stavles server goes down in 5 minutes

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i js wanna playstar stable

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i really want the matching saddle pad to the leg wraps i ahve

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i have to buy it now

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im not even close to getting it😭😭

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if anyone reading this is on star stable and on the server firestar

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friend me

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im kit shadowstar

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im so fucking anxious

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i hate it

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i jsut want to cry

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why cant i cry

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i have no one and nothing

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i keep peeling my lips

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they hurt

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i want to rip every cell out of my body

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im so dehydrated i cant even cry

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i have no one

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i dôt have anyone

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imalone

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im isolated

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i have no one

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no one cares

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no one likes me

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everyones happy that im failing

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theyre all happy im going bacjwards

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i want to go back to the psych watd

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let me go back please

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i dont want to be here i want to escape

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im not hungry anymore

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its all my fault

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i bring horribleness to everyones lives

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im like tomie but im not pretty

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and in the bad way

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i kin yozo oba minus the sexism

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i should reread rhat book

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mine has been a life of much shame

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i cant even guess myself what it must be to live the life of a human being

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hes so relateable

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i dont feel human

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i dont think i am human

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im so dehydrated

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i cant cry bc im so dehydrated

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can someone please do this to me

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im already insane i just need someone to kill me

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i want to fucking die

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why cant i vomit up all my burdens