I feel like dropping of of school
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I have ocd staring issues
And fuck group projects
Last semester people skipped me and like I’m going to be marked down because of that as well
Common test in 2 weeks time I’m cooked
Why am I born in the first place?
Is so fucking hard to get a diploma
Worse come to worse I get a part time diploma
Or work study
If I’m lucky enough
Otherwise I work at retail or restaurant jobs
Low pay low salary low wage
And I die because of that
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I always somehow procrastinate
Last time I’m not like this
For group project
I’m dead
It’s the end of the world
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I guess it fine I messed up
Next semester I don’t know what to do
I won’t know how to apply for another diploma
I only got a certificate but it’s for entry level jobs but I doubt that would be very useful
Funny thing is that every time I tried I failed
I got into the course I hate I didn’t like
I wanted to go to cybersecurity
But I got coding instead
But why am I born?
Why
The person at the office (for job finding) told me that if I want a job I should get more certificates
But I hope I get a diploma
Whether it’s part time or work study
Or full time
Maybe 2 months break I should get more certificates
No point venting
But why are people confident that I won’t fail
Even though school teachers say some people retake the module
What to do
Next semester
If I tell my problems no one ever cared
But I hope they help me though
Maybe I should stop saying I dropout
But I will say it here anyways
As a person who also suffered from staringocd, this is bad
Time files very fast
I hate time
I suck at communicating
Even my communication skills are bad
No eye contact
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I waste so much time