#Toby's Life rant

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I don't know what to do man Im crushing so hard on this guy and I really wanna tell him

Okay so basically, I'm dating a poly person who has another partner other than me. I got close with his other partner and now I really like both my boyfriend and his other partner, my boyfriend is aware and is okay with it, but Im hurting because I don't know what to do. I don't wanna be rejected, I'm scared of rejection and I really do like him a lot. I don't wanna seem weird to him for this idk I don't know what to do I'm so lost cuz I can't bring myself to just tell him :(

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I hate being this way

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I can't stop getting so overly nervous when I think about even attempting to tell him how I feel

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I don't know if I ever will be able to get it out

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On another note from that I've been feeling very upset and depressed again lately

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Unfortunately I think I'm going through an episode right now

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I hate my depression so much I wish I could be normal

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I feel kinda sick, my stomach and head hurt
I can't sleep, I woke up a bit ago from a nap but cannot bring myself to sleep again

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I just wanna sleep forever and hide from the world