Kiri's slow descent into madness | Huddle | Page 3

brisk hornet Mar 21, 2026, 7:22 PM

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i want to run away

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fuck

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fuck

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nat isnt available

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xr is asleep

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ro and mar is also asleep

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fuck

brisk hornet Mar 21, 2026, 7:50 PM

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i hate this

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i hate this so much

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fuck

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why do i feel like this

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why

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what did i do wrong

brisk hornet Mar 21, 2026, 8:48 PM

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you know they said i was adorable

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i was sososo cute

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irresistible

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i could get anything i wanted

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thats what they said

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i was so cute

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they would brush my cheek and tell me how pretty i was

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they would hold me and tell me what they wanted to do to me

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and they would tell me how much they loved seeing my tears

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and how much they loved hearing my little noises

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and i would force out my tears more because maybe if they really liked it that much they would listen to me

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and i thought that they would listen

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and i thought that since they said i was so cute that they would listen to me

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and i wish that they were never gentle with me

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and i wish that they were never that considerate

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and i wish that they never ever did think i was cute

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because they would never listen to me

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and then whats the point of being cute if they won't listen

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i can't even do anything to myself without reminding myself of them

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and i hate being gentle

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i hate being so soft

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i hate that the only way i can handle myself now is with roughness

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i hate that

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its painful

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i hate it

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i can feel their hands on me

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disguisting

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disguisting

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disguisting

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is it irresponsible of me

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to depend so much

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?

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what's more dangerous, relying on personal bonds or relying on a paid service?

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both comes with risks

brisk hornet Mar 21, 2026, 10:44 PM

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i wonder

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what are the chances that he's lying?

strange canopy Mar 22, 2026, 4:30 AM

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brisk hornet what are the chances that he's lying?

do you think he's lying?

brisk hornet Mar 22, 2026, 4:31 AM

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strange canopy do you think he's lying?

There's always a chance that he's lying if it's a paid service

strange canopy Mar 22, 2026, 4:33 AM

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brisk hornet There's always a chance that he's lying if it's a paid service

I’d trust a paid service more than personal bonds.

brisk hornet Mar 22, 2026, 4:33 AM

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strange canopy I’d trust a paid service more than personal bonds.

But there's more intention behind paid service (money)

strange canopy Mar 22, 2026, 4:35 AM

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brisk hornet But there's more intention behind paid service (money)

Exactly—money makes them accountable. Good intentions don’t guarantee results, but payment does.

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With a personal bond, there’s no payment—so there’s no obligation. They can choose to help or not, and you can’t hold them accountable

brisk hornet Mar 22, 2026, 4:37 AM

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Hmm that's valid

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I'll think abt it

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Thank uu

strange canopy Mar 22, 2026, 4:37 AM

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brisk hornet Thank uu

np! lmao

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im a nerd

brisk hornet Mar 22, 2026, 4:42 AM

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Nuar that's a good kinda nerd

brisk hornet Mar 22, 2026, 3:41 PM

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elias has a rlly nice voice

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsghI0DiNMc&t=897s

YouTube

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▶ Play video

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very cute

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very demure

brisk hornet Mar 22, 2026, 6:03 PM

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i genuinely am not as witty as some people make me out to be STOP WITH THE VAGUEPOSTING I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO THAT

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"what would you taste like" bitch like fuck if i know probably like blood or something

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if you get lucky and bite the right spot itll be the bitter taste of perfume on bare skin because im an idiot who likes spraying it direct

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somebody said they cld make me taste salty LAMOAOAOAOAOOAO

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thats actually rlly funny

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oh i js realized they were talking abt spraying on me.

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ok yeah no that guy is blocked ew

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disguisting

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anyways!

strange canopy Mar 22, 2026, 6:16 PM

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brisk hornet "what would you taste like" bitch like fuck if i know probably like blood or som...

wtf what kind of question is this 😭

strange canopy Mar 22, 2026, 6:17 PM

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brisk hornet if you get lucky and bite the right spot itll be the bitter taste of perfume on ...

samee

brisk hornet Mar 22, 2026, 6:19 PM

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strange canopy wtf what kind of question is this 😭

surprisingly common in the fandom space

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think there was a trend one point in time where artists asked their followers what their art wld taste like

strange canopy Mar 22, 2026, 6:20 PM

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brisk hornet think there was a trend one point in time where artists asked their followers wh...

😭 lowkey thats disgusting and funny

brisk hornet Mar 22, 2026, 6:22 PM

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im gna watch ponyo

strange canopy Mar 22, 2026, 6:27 PM

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brisk hornet im gna watch ponyo

OHH THAT i watched it when i was a kid

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u will prob like it

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i will join vc

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after

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55 min

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5*

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 8:58 AM

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gross

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 9:34 AM

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mmn

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i'm tired

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i wish i could just sleep forever

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what bliss that would be

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 11:07 AM

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im so fcking stressed bro

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im caught between 2 ppl

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ts sucks

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 11:38 AM

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i think im getting fat again

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sigh

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idk maybe its because im starting to eat lunch and dinner again

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 12:42 PM

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brisk hornet idk maybe its because im starting to eat lunch and dinner again

😭 u only eat breakfast? how can u live like that?

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 4:33 PM

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strange canopy 😭 u only eat breakfast? how can u live like that?

nah usually i eat breakfast + dinner

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 9:30 PM

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Hnghh I miss him :c

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Why am I so needy fml

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Random picture time

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Bird and a hatdog

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It's greed consumes him

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Old photo

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Terrible editing but yeah

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Me and that friend doesn't rlly talk anymore so it feels wrong sharing his photo

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Omg I rmbr me and my friends created like DND avatars in roblox

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So cuteeee

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 9:47 PM

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brisk hornet

my roblox avatr taste is so shit

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 9:47 PM

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Usually I play bards but in my friend gro there was already a musician so I switched to thief LOL

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 9:48 PM

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strange canopy my roblox avatr taste is so shit

Nahh it can't be that bad

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 9:48 PM

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brisk hornet Nahh it can't be that bad

uh trust me i only buy cosplay and the one time i tried making an avatar wanna see what i got?

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 9:48 PM

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Bunch of other themed avatars we created

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I was always yellow for some reason

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 9:49 PM

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strange canopy uh trust me i only buy cosplay and the one time i tried making an avatar wanna s...

I'm scafed

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 9:49 PM

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ye its not scary but bald

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 9:49 PM

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Omg that's even worse

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Tragedy

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Nightmare

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 9:51 PM

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brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 9:51 PM

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Oh my god what is that

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 9:51 PM

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brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 9:51 PM

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Why is he WHITE

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 9:51 PM

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lmao

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 9:51 PM

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That's even worse you're not trying

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 9:52 PM

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i only buy cosplays bro

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im too

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uh

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stupid

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hey atleast ik how to play mc

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 9:54 PM

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brisk hornet That's even worse you're not trying

oh actually i think i have only one avatar that is good

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but its like so basic

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 10:01 PM

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I'm confused

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 10:02 PM

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brisk hornet I'm confused

im confusing ik

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this is the only avatar i consider normal ig??

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 10:03 PM

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Oh yeah that's normal

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SEA vibes ngl

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Are you from sea

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 10:03 PM

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i only use it once a month lmao

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 10:03 PM

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brisk hornet Are you from sea

no lmao

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https://tenor.com/view/anime-blush-girl-mad-gif-16116911

Tenor

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 10:04 PM

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Dang u dress like em www

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 10:04 PM

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emo?

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 10:04 PM

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Hnghh idk how to describe it exactly

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There's a certain style that SEA guys are prone to

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 10:05 PM

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i like trolling people with avatars

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i used to have that big cow

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to do the glitch

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that make people cant see shit

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in mic up

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and why the fuck do i have this..

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 10:06 PM

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brisk hornet There's a certain style that SEA guys are prone to

uh yhhhhh i just got what u mean

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and yes im a sea guy

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LMAO

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like my house is 5 mins from the beach

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 10:07 PM

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strange canopy and why the fuck do i have this..

Diva

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 10:07 PM

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strange canopy and yes im a sea guy

I KNEW IT

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Wait what

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No I mean sea as in

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South east asia

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 10:07 PM

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https://tenor.com/view/higuruma-hiromi-higuruma-jujutsu-kaisen-jujutsu-kaisen-meme-jjk-memes-gif-10370496866020481076

Tenor

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no uh guess

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ts embarrassing af

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 10:08 PM

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brisk hornet South east asia

my country is uh

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very shitty

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 10:08 PM

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Eh atp what country isn't

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 10:09 PM

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brisk hornet Eh atp what country isn't

eh trust

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its bad

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but we got good beaches

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tbh

brisk hornet Mar 23, 2026, 10:11 PM

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Omg I finally found this photo www

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I love it sm it was the first time my hair was hairing properly on camera

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Slayyyy diva

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Pity I didn't do my makeup that time,,, my eyefats could've been more obvious w it sob

strange canopy Mar 23, 2026, 10:12 PM

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im that kind of person who never takes photo of himself not even with my friends

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ye ima go now! bye

brisk hornet Mar 24, 2026, 5:41 AM

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strange canopy im that kind of person who never takes photo of himself not even with my friends

Real I used to be like that too

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Bye

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Anyways Matilda won't leave me tf alone even in my dreams like c'mon man

strange canopy Mar 24, 2026, 5:41 AM

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answered after 7 hours😭 *

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and said bye

strange canopy Mar 24, 2026, 5:42 AM

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brisk hornet Anyways Matilda won't leave me tf alone even in my dreams like c'mon man

LMAO

brisk hornet Mar 24, 2026, 5:42 AM

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Sorry I fell asleep www

strange canopy Mar 24, 2026, 5:42 AM

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brisk hornet Sorry I fell asleep www

no im joking its okay i shouldnt be talking here like its a normal chat anyways lmao

brisk hornet Mar 24, 2026, 5:43 AM

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Mmn

brisk hornet Mar 24, 2026, 8:02 AM

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WHY IS THIS GUY ONLY ONLINE

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AT 4 FUCKING IN THE MORNING

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WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIMMMMM

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brother his sleep schedule is literally like

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HES NOCTURNAL

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HE CLD MOVE TO MY COUNTRY AND HE WLD HAVE NO TROUBLE FITTING IN

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i meant in

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not

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in me

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god

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thats such a bad fucking replacement holy

brisk hornet Mar 24, 2026, 10:57 AM

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everytime i get a dream w matilda in it my day is ruined

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like not in the im severely depressed way but in the way that it js BOTHERS me

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like ew

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i hate seeing his face

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i nvr thought i wld actually come to a point where like i wld hate someone so much i js wanna avoid and forget them

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it genuinely takes so much energy to hate on someone

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lowk he was rlly traumatizing

brisk hornet Mar 24, 2026, 4:51 PM

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omg I HATE IT

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FUCKKKKKKKKK

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FAHHHHHHHHHHHH

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sigh

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this is so pathetic

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CRIM

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im gna die

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holy shit im actually gna die from embarrassment

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ohhhmygod its so bad

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what_has_my_dumb_ass_done

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ohhhhhhhmygodddddddddd

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wait

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i need to check this hold on

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okay so

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vaginal canal is typically 7.5cm to 10cm

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and the cervix is typically 3-4cm

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so if we take like

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the smallest average

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7.5+3 = 10.5cm

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thats around 4.13 inches

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...

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i feel like i got some calculation wrong.

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because average is around like.. 12...?

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cm

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hm

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am i missing another part of the female anatomy im confused

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hnghh

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well whatever

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fiction anyways

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im gonna kms holy shit i wish i was nvr got into relationships because now its js embarrassing to read ts

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STOPPPPPPPP

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UDFHUGDSHK

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ohhhhmahgah

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Bae_blocked_my_ass

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i used to consume ts like it was WATER and now im pausing like every 5 seconds im gonna cry.

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WOAH OKAY HOLD ON

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I CAN ACCEPT

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BUT

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WHAT ARE WE

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WHAT IS THIS

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ARE THEY NOT HUMANT

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TELL ME

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ARE THEY A MUTATED SPECIES

brisk hornet Mar 24, 2026, 5:33 PM

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omg he warms the towel for her

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im actually gna cry

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thats genuinely so sweet

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wtf

brisk hornet Mar 24, 2026, 6:30 PM

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i missed my sister's bday holy shit im so bad at this

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anyways paypal is gna make me crash out lowk

strange canopy Mar 24, 2026, 10:49 PM

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brisk hornet anyways paypal is gna make me crash out lowk

not you only

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been like this for last 3 days

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i wanted to buy rust

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this shit cant be serious

brisk hornet Mar 24, 2026, 11:38 PM

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RIGHTTT it's so annoying omds

brisk hornet Mar 25, 2026, 1:11 AM

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dude paypal is genuinely more unstable than some ppl i meet like whats gg on gng

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shld i stream totoro tnight

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i rlly wanna finish watching it

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if i can js get paypal to work i can watch it w him istg

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also i found these insane ppl as well

brisk hornet Mar 25, 2026, 2:58 AM

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Fml fml fml fml I'm gg through a lecture for making small talk

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Guys

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Guys save me

brisk hornet Mar 25, 2026, 8:12 AM

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Tired

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Sigh

brisk hornet Mar 25, 2026, 9:19 AM

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ohhhmygod i know why it doesnt accept my paypal now.

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seeklSerious

brisk hornet Mar 25, 2026, 1:15 PM

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brisk hornet ohhhmygod i know why it doesnt accept my paypal now.

shit ok lemme explain this rq

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basically

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umm

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paypal only allows those over 18 to create an account right

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and i mightve like lied abt my age but i didnt know they check the details against the bank

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sigh

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and i can't exactly lie to my bank

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which means ill have to wait until im legally 18 (when my bday passes)

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then i have to deactivate and make a new account

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but like ts is so embarrassing because like ive considered myself 18 ever since 2026 started

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because usually we go by schooling level

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and if you tell someone you're like 17 when you're 18 that year, they might mistake you for being in like the year below you

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and i forget that like in the eyes of law (and the rest of the world) you're not that age until your bday passes

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but my bday is in november so i've gotten so used to just going by the year ykwim

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i'm not sure if i'm making sense

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sigh

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it sounds like i'm making excuses but i swear im NOT

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its a genuine reason

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fffff i fucked up

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it feels a bit odd to take care of others

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hm

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it's a weird sort of feeling

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somewhat fufilling but also very,,, misplaced?

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oh

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i got it

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its as if i'm pitying them?

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no

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its like i don't really like taking care of others

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but i do it because i like how being taken care of makes me feel

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so i want to share the feeling?

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even though i don't enjoy it

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...

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is there actually something wrong with me?

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is this normal?

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it feels so fake whenever i take care of someone else

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or when i try to show interest back

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it makes me feel bad

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because i know relationships have to be mutual effort

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it can't be me in the centre of attention at all times

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but if i do try showing interest it just feels like i'm acting

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what the hell

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what's wrong with me seriously

brisk hornet Mar 25, 2026, 2:26 PM

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sometimes i don't really feel human at all

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i feel like maybe i'm just something foul that crawled into a soulless body

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and i'm trying to blend in

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but it's not really working huh

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i'm kind of tired

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i hope i don't wake up this time

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i'm sorry

brisk hornet Mar 25, 2026, 3:03 PM

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can love really make you stay?

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i wonder

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how selfish would it be

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if i was to use love to make myself stay?

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wasn't that what you did to wille?

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oh

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i'm sorry

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i didn't even realize

brisk hornet Mar 26, 2026, 8:31 AM

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Hnghh maybe I shouldn't have drunk tdy

brisk hornet Mar 26, 2026, 8:58 AM

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Nyehnyehnyehnyeh

strange canopy Mar 26, 2026, 10:50 AM

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brisk hornet Hnghh maybe I shouldn't have drunk tdy

Maybe is crazy ur still a minor 😭

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But ig that's what's most people do nowadays

brisk hornet Mar 26, 2026, 12:36 PM

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strange canopy **Maybe** is crazy ur still a minor 😭

BYE ive literally forgotten its technically illegal for minors to drink alcohol

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considering myself a minor is so weird

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wtf

brisk hornet Mar 26, 2026, 2:22 PM

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im watching a movie

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and oml

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i hate both the fl and ml

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dear lord

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the ml is so human and selfish

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but the fl's like

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talking patterns

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are so

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reminiscent of

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father

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euhg

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i hate it

brisk hornet Mar 26, 2026, 5:05 PM

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OHMYGOD

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OHMYGOD

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GUYS

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I DID IT

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I BECAME MOOTS W SOMEONE I ADMIRED

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HOLY SHIT GUYS ITS REAL

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OHMYGOD?????????

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IVE ADMIRED THEIR WRITING STYLE FOR SO LONG

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HOLY SHIT

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I WON

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I WON!!!!!!!

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im actually tearing up wtf

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idk if they even know that its me because this is like,, their alt

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but

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its okay gng

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its okay

brisk hornet Mar 26, 2026, 6:47 PM

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why is my porn artist drawing angst comic

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what the fuck

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i followed to see someone getting railed not to have another breakdown

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dude the worse part is that its GOOD

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its GOOD angst

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its thorough and layered and fuckkkkkk

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WHYS IT SO GOOD

brisk hornet Mar 26, 2026, 8:53 PM

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Nyehnyehnyehnyeh

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It's so nice to say

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Nyehnyehnyehnyehnyeh

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Nyehhhh

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I have like an impending sense of doom for this relationship wwww

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I'm betting maybe,.. 1-2 weeks?

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Hnghh maybe more maybe less... Depending on how much stress I get

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He'll probably get turned into a scapegoat hnghh that's kinda sad

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Wehhhh he hates me

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Ik it's probably js the alcohol talking

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Man

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Alcohol makes me so clingy

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Even earlier tdy my friend told me that I was being more touchy then he remembered www

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Tbf that friend smelled rlly good so I didn't mind

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But wtv

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I feel so needy now :v

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Man it's so stupid I already miss him and it's been barely a minute

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Sobbb

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sadness

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Wehhhhhh

brisk hornet Mar 26, 2026, 9:25 PM

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"You want it questionable to your self respect" HELPPPP

north mango Mar 26, 2026, 11:16 PM

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Hello @brisk hornet hope you're doing okay! Please do take a moment to read our server #rules as they apply to journals too. Reminder to keep it sfw. Thanks! huddlecuteghost

strange canopy Mar 27, 2026, 1:39 AM

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brisk hornet Tbf that friend smelled rlly good so I didn't mind

lowkey fair bro i aint tryna look weird but its nice to have someone with you who smell actually good

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when i go out with girls and boys i make sure i smell very good uh and lets say it worked kind of..

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with the both genders..

brisk hornet Mar 27, 2026, 4:53 AM

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north mango Hello <@853917403439562792> hope you're doing okay! Please do take a moment to r...

Rip

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Mb gng

brisk hornet Mar 27, 2026, 4:54 AM

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strange canopy with the both genders..

Yeah smelling good is like a plus point for everyone

brisk hornet Mar 27, 2026, 11:04 AM

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My friend js broke up w his gf but like it was totally his fault like

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Wtf do I even say to that

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I can't even comfort him

brisk hornet Mar 27, 2026, 12:10 PM

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mtdy8u6gcVw

YouTube

nyalra library

Bitch’s Theme

▶ Play video

brisk hornet Mar 27, 2026, 3:40 PM

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sigh i wrung out marcel as much as i could now i feel bad

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no longer a source of inspiration to me,,,

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sob

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it was nice while it lasted

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this is like the equivilent of liking a song so much you blast it on repeat for 3 days straight and now u can't even bear to touch it anymore

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maybe i shldve paced myself

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so it cld like wring out more writings

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next time next time perhaps

brisk hornet Mar 27, 2026, 4:03 PM

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mmn i write the best when i'm acting like a fanatic

brisk hornet Mar 27, 2026, 6:03 PM

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i can't breathe well

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mmn

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i can't tell if it's because i haven't eaten, because my period is coming or because i'm on the verge of a panic attack

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hnghhh

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i guess we'll find out soon

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my ribs hurt...?

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oh my stomach hurts too

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i had a nightmare

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that we met irl

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and he started getting too handsy with me

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idk why but now i trust him less

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im sad

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i really wanted to trust him

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i really did

brisk hornet Mar 27, 2026, 6:45 PM

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i might

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be getting my ass blocked by my moot

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depending on how well they take my stalking

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ummm

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im

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i think im dying

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omg

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im in so much pain

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fuckkkkkk

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wtf

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im scared HELPPP THEY HAVENT RESPONDED

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seeklSerious

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im gna throw up from the stress

brisk hornet Mar 27, 2026, 8:01 PM

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they responded

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went well

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i still feel like throwing up tho

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eugh

brisk hornet Mar 28, 2026, 1:11 AM

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i woke up too early,,,

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thought my appointment was at 10am

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sigh

brisk hornet Mar 28, 2026, 3:01 AM

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m tired

strange canopy Mar 28, 2026, 6:50 AM

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brisk hornet i woke up too early,,,

atleast u can sleep lol

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for the last 2 days i vbeen sleeping at 11 am

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and waking up at 9 pm

brisk hornet Mar 28, 2026, 8:34 AM

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real

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i wish i cld

#

my stomach still hurts

#

hnghh

brisk hornet Mar 28, 2026, 10:09 AM

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oh nuar.

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my favorite artist has a proshipper dni in their bio

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HELP

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IM FUCKED

#

ohhhh im so cooked gng

brisk hornet Mar 28, 2026, 11:32 AM

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mmn yeah

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he's getting kinda boring

#

i know i said like a week LOL but

#

uhhh

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i overestimated myself!

brisk hornet Mar 28, 2026, 12:15 PM

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wine + clearing my following list

#

eugh

#

ts is SO boring

brisk hornet Mar 28, 2026, 12:31 PM

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blood and wine is a really interesting taste combo

#

theres like the richness of blood

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and the sourness of the wine

#

that really cuts through that

#

its interesting

brisk hornet Mar 28, 2026, 7:40 PM

#

i've been too lucid recently.

#

thats not a good sign

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its like the calm before the storm

#

i just looked in the mirror.

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dude

#

like

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yk how some girls has that "cute but confused" expression

#

..

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i used to be able to do that look

#

but now that my braces is off

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my top lip hides less of my front teeth

#

and i have RABBIT TEETH

#

so now when i do that expression i genuinely look like a dumbass kid

#

ohmygod

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im gonna need to change my habit so that i close my mouth instead

#

seeklSerious

brisk hornet Mar 28, 2026, 8:13 PM

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ahhh miyu is so healing gosh ><

brisk hornet Mar 28, 2026, 8:42 PM

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Mmn nothing feels real anymore

brisk hornet Mar 29, 2026, 1:28 PM

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my retainers hurt

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sob

brisk hornet Mar 29, 2026, 3:50 PM

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whats the point of being cute?

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like seriously, whats the point?

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seeing a face and taking a liking for its structure

#

attractiveness is so fleeting

#

beauty is not permanent

#

and yet

#

and yet

brisk hornet Mar 29, 2026, 4:46 PM

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sometimes i wonder why i mix myself up with things like this

#

my heart is so soft

brisk hornet Mar 29, 2026, 7:24 PM

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you know

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he acts just like the host club guy i like

#

isn't that kind of ironic?

#

disguisting

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its so disguisting having to lie

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its so gross having to act cheerful

brisk hornet Mar 29, 2026, 7:46 PM

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i'm jealous of the other girls i see at the club

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how can they be so confident in their favorite's affection?

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i wish i was stupid

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then i could be just like them

strange canopy Mar 29, 2026, 8:19 PM

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brisk hornet disguisting

Damn that's too many disgusting

brisk hornet Mar 29, 2026, 8:22 PM

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lol sorry you'll see that word a lot in here >//<

brisk hornet Mar 29, 2026, 8:49 PM

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i think the main problem is that i don't want to be a bad person

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i still have an aversion to being annoying or being hated on

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and that's why i can't enjoy these types of services

#

sigh

brisk hornet Mar 29, 2026, 9:28 PM

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in the end i still gave in

#

all for naught

#

mmn i even got one of my clients to transfer for me

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not enough huh

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maybe i should change my method of payment to paypal or something

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hnghh not a lot of people use paypal though,,,

brisk hornet Mar 29, 2026, 10:09 PM

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my lips are so dry

#

ugh

#

sigh

#

he was so boring

#

gosh

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i mean like his initial answer was kinda cute

#

but then it just got more and more boring

#

even that other guy was more entertaining because he was trying hard to cater to me

#

sigh

#

as expected,,, i guess only he can satisfy me now right?

#

thats kinda sad

#

i hate having to go to one source only

brisk hornet Mar 30, 2026, 1:21 AM

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I really hope he doesn't complain about me being too tired

#

Ugh why'd I even schedule one irl

brisk hornet Mar 30, 2026, 4:15 AM

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it's done

#

super tiring~

#

hnghh i want to quit again

brisk hornet Mar 30, 2026, 5:00 AM

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yeah i'm quitting

#

i guess i got way too used to the peace.

brisk hornet Mar 30, 2026, 6:54 AM

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Periods,,,,,,,

#

Worst combination of sad and horny and also angry and confused

brisk hornet Mar 30, 2026, 9:26 AM

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my CRAMPS

#

my fucking CRAMPS

#

bunnystars

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mother nature

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why art thou like tis

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yada yada shakespear

brisk hornet Mar 30, 2026, 2:00 PM

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trying out dandy's world for the first time

#

wish me luck

brisk hornet Mar 30, 2026, 4:55 PM

#

lowk i think i fucked up

#

if i take medicine with my alcohol

#

how bad is it

#

its not like

#

overdose bad right

#

sigh

#

i think i overestimated him

#

reality is really disappointing somehow...?

#

for some reason

#

he's a bit gross now...?

#

hehe maybe it's the alcohol

#

i hope it wears off soon~

#

i don't want to hate him

brisk hornet Mar 30, 2026, 5:19 PM

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HUH

#

THEY FOLLOWED ME ON THEIR MAIN

#

AHHHH

#

gosh seriously they're so interesting it's impossible not to obbess over them right??

#

it's their fault for replying to me in the first place,,, i would've been fine staying an anon ahhh but they decided to bless me not only with replies but with a follow

#

seriously isn't this practically permission to continue??

#

ok hold up im trying to get into the mood but my fucking cramps.

#

bro

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can u not

#

im TRYING to FEEL SOMETHING but it HURTS

#

ohhhhmygod

#

fuh

#

my own body is trying to kill my inspiration

#

ok fuck u too then guess i'm not writing for another month

brisk hornet Mar 30, 2026, 6:21 PM

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my head feels fuzzy

#

i dont think taking my pain meds with alcohol was a good idea

brisk hornet Mar 30, 2026, 6:40 PM

#

i'm cold

#

i wonder if touch would feel nice now?

brisk hornet Mar 30, 2026, 7:35 PM

#

unforgivable

#

absolutely unforgivable

#

you sinful creature

#

how dare you preach about higher values as if you're better than us

#

aha

#

i'm talking crazy again~

#

my hormones really must be driving me mad

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 1:22 AM

#

Should I reinstall love and deepspace

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 10:23 AM

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brisk hornet Should I reinstall love and deepspace

U should install resident evil village instead trust

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 12:36 PM

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strange canopy U should install resident evil village instead trust

isnt that a horror game

#

should i be concerned

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 1:01 PM

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brisk hornet should i be concerned

Uh yes its a horror game who got me ptsd but worth every single second

#

And I hate horror games and yet I did play this one and I was screaming at 3 am

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 1:04 PM

#

so

#

so you tell me

#

that a game gave u ptsd

#

and then u tell me i shld play it

#

hujh

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 1:05 PM

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brisk hornet and then u tell me i shld play it

Yes the ending is just perfect.

#

Got me tearing up

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 1:05 PM

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ehhhh is the trauma worth it,,,

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 1:06 PM

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brisk hornet ehhhh is the trauma worth it,,,

Yes maybe u will get some nightmares like I did I was stuck in a castle in my dream but

#

Like

#

It's a pretty cool game

#

And uh if u dont like babies u shouldn't play the game..

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 1:06 PM

#

what

#

what does that MEAN

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 1:08 PM

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brisk hornet what does that MEAN

Means what it means if u want a good game with a very beautiful ending that u can finish in 5 hours if u buy the dlcs cuz I bought all of them u should

#

Uh it will take u longer cuz my friends kinda helped ig.

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 1:09 PM

#

😭

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 1:09 PM

#

And especially

#

https://tenor.com/view/resident-evil-whats-happening-who-are-you-gif-21570437

Tenor

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 1:09 PM

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strange canopy https://tenor.com/view/resident-evil-whats-happening-who-are-you-gif-21570437

I hope this bitch go to hell

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 1:09 PM

#

wtf is that

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 1:09 PM

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strange canopy I hope this bitch go to hell

woah

#

to a BABY

#

thats kinda crazy,,,

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 1:09 PM

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brisk hornet to a BABY

HAHAH she wants to replace the main character baby

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 1:10 PM

#

OH

#

WOW

#

thats

#

certainly a plot??

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 1:10 PM

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Nah uh that's nothing trust bro

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 1:10 PM

#

im scared

#

should i be scared

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 1:10 PM

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The main character getting bullied every fucking second wait lemme show u sum

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 1:11 PM

#

wuh

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 1:11 PM

#

Severed/Damaged Hand: Repeatedly bitten, slashed, and impaled (e.g., Lady Dimitrescu's daughters, claws).Hand Sliced Off: Lady Dimitrescu cuts off his hand.Stabbed through Hands: Strung up by his hands after they are impaled on hooks.Finger Loss: Two fingers are bitten off by a Lycan.Impalement: Impaled through the chest multiple times,Severed Hand: Mia cuts off Ethan's left hand with a chainsaw, which is later stapled back on by Zoe.Severed Foot: Jack Baker cuts off Ethan’s leg, requiring it to be reattached and healed with first-aid liquid.General Trauma: Multiple stabbings, severe blunt force, and being exposed to high-velocity hazards

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 1:12 PM

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strange canopy Severed/Damaged Hand: Repeatedly bitten, slashed, and impaled (e.g., Lady Dimitr...

And died twice.

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 1:12 PM

#

strange canopy Severed/Damaged Hand: Repeatedly bitten, slashed, and impaled (e.g., Lady Dimitr...

All his injuries

#

And alot more

#

Mb when it comes to resident evil I yap alot

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 4:16 PM

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strange canopy Severed/Damaged Hand: Repeatedly bitten, slashed, and impaled (e.g., Lady Dimitr...

why does everyone want his limbs

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 4:16 PM

#

strange canopy And died twice.

oh!

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 4:16 PM

#

strange canopy All his injuries

why do u know htis on the top of ur head

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 4:16 PM

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strange canopy Mb when it comes to resident evil I yap alot

LMAO nws nws

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 4:41 PM

#

gng my moot might be a guy.

#

i cant tell if they have like

#

an adams apple or not

#

bro

#

this entire time i thought they were a gal.

#

OHMYGOD THEYRE A GUY

#

fml

#

i thought they were a gal

#

fu

#

FAHHHH

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 6:01 PM

#

i shldnt have drank everything yesterday

#

huh

#

i guess it was my mistake for assuming he didn't like his grandparents either

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 8:55 PM

#

brisk hornet i thought they were a gal

What kind of life are you living bro 😭😭

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 8:55 PM

#

strange canopy What kind of life are you living bro 😭😭

in my defense

#

they have a girl pfp

#

on BOTH accounts

#

so

#

can you really blame me

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 8:57 PM

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brisk hornet can you really blame me

Uh Ngl No, MY friends thought I was talking to some new girl because a friend of mine had a girl pfp and messaged me while am screensharing and I didnt wanna show the dms cuz its lowkey uhm

#

Ended up with me becoming a whore

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 8:57 PM

#

your first and second message has absolutely zero correlation

#

i hope you know that

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 8:58 PM

#

brisk hornet i hope you know that

I talk to alot of women

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 8:58 PM

#

oh

#

fun

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 9:01 PM

#

brisk hornet oh

Well ig so but the problem they always acting like I'm talking to everyone romantically because no one loves them

#

So they start calling me either gay or a whore who plays with women feeling AND WHAT DID I DO IM JUST BEING A NORMAL PERSON

#

Mb for talking alot

#

Again

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 9:05 PM

#

strange canopy Well ig so but the problem they always acting like I'm talking to everyone roman...

ohhhhhhh

#

yeah no i gets

#

as if u cant talk to like ppl as js friends

#

everyone gta be a partner or smt

strange canopy Mar 31, 2026, 9:06 PM

#

EXACTLY. I think it's because they have no one that likes them

brisk hornet Mar 31, 2026, 10:10 PM

#

sadness

brisk hornet Apr 1, 2026, 6:50 AM

#

my eyelashes are falling out gng

brisk hornet Apr 1, 2026, 11:34 AM

#

ohmyfuckingcramps

#

im gna

#

im gna die

#

fuuuuuuu

strange canopy Apr 1, 2026, 12:33 PM

#

brisk hornet fuuuuuuu

Hm are you okay 😭

brisk hornet Apr 1, 2026, 12:47 PM

#

i took pain meds

#

yes

strange canopy Apr 1, 2026, 12:49 PM

#

brisk hornet i took pain meds

Oh that's good hope u get well soon

brisk hornet Apr 1, 2026, 12:50 PM

#

bunnystars

brisk hornet Apr 1, 2026, 1:16 PM

#

on GOD some ppl pmo

#

like wdym WHY ARE THERE 4 3.0s IN OUR MATCH???

#

WDYM THERE WAS ONLY 2 DECENT PLAYERS ON OUR TEAM

#

WHAT IS THIS

brisk hornet Apr 2, 2026, 12:41 PM

#

getting on ladstwt genuinely seems to be one of the worst decisions i've ever made in my life

brisk hornet Apr 2, 2026, 1:57 PM

#

heh boyfriend shirt

brisk hornet Apr 2, 2026, 4:37 PM

#

seriously i look way too cute in this shirt

#

its a little bit translucent too, so perfect!!

#

how did my sister of all people find this,,,

#

SHE SHOULD GIVE IT TO ME

#

THIS SHIRT LITERALLY SCREAMS SUB ITS MEANT FOR ME

#

fucker always manages to find the best pieces

#

then she turns them masc

#

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#

she finds the fem pieces and turn them masc like bitch please just exchange ur closet with mine

brisk hornet Apr 2, 2026, 6:41 PM

#

i'm a bit down today

#

i kinda want to cry

strange canopy Apr 3, 2026, 2:22 AM

#

brisk hornet fucker always manages to find the best pieces

Just listen to sum music and keep searching for clothes for 5 hous

#

Works everytime for me

brisk hornet Apr 3, 2026, 3:54 AM

#

Fuckkk they're so loud

#

This is why I hate going out with my family

#

They're so unnecessarily loud

strange canopy Apr 3, 2026, 5:29 AM

#

brisk hornet They're so unnecessarily loud

Relatable

brisk hornet Apr 3, 2026, 12:59 PM

#

HELLO HANDSOME??

#

omg he's fucking british

#

STOP

brisk hornet Apr 3, 2026, 7:41 PM

#

LMAOOO one of the guys i ordered js messaged me outta nowhere

#

i got so confused because a) why tf was he texting me when i didnt order anything and b) who tf was he i tried out so many guys 😭

strange canopy Apr 4, 2026, 3:56 AM

#

brisk hornet LMAOOO one of the guys i ordered js messaged me outta nowhere

You order guys

#

?

#

Am.i slow

#

Yes I am slow and am still confused

brisk hornet Apr 4, 2026, 5:09 AM

#

yea

#

like

#

hnghh its kinda common i think

#

for ppl who rent themselves to also rent others

#

idk

#

but recently ive started getting into like online services instead of irl

strange canopy Apr 4, 2026, 7:22 AM

#

brisk hornet for ppl who rent themselves to also rent others

Yo that's sounds like slavery 😭😭

brisk hornet Apr 4, 2026, 9:20 AM

#

strange canopy Yo that's sounds like slavery 😭😭

it isnt

#

online is like,,,

#

the less intense version of host clubs?

#

so hot,,, its so hot,,,,,

#

IM DYINGGGG

#

WHAT IS THIS HEAT

safe oracle Apr 4, 2026, 9:59 AM

#

brisk hornet so hot,,, its so hot,,,,,

let me swap brooo

#

its so cold for me for spring

brisk hornet Apr 4, 2026, 11:20 AM

#

safe oracle its so cold for me for spring

I wld do anything for cold weather omg

#

We can do like those isekai switch bodies thing

safe oracle Apr 4, 2026, 11:21 AM

#

yes bro

strange canopy Apr 4, 2026, 11:33 AM

#

brisk hornet We can do like those isekai switch bodies thing

oh like the movie your name

brisk hornet Apr 4, 2026, 11:33 AM

#

Hell yeah

#

Except less of the tragic never to meet love

#

Ideally

brisk hornet Apr 4, 2026, 3:49 PM

#

lowk i wish i was more white

brisk hornet Apr 4, 2026, 5:31 PM

#

I'm going to fucking lose it

Screenshot_2026-04-05-01-30-17-258_com.mobile.legends.jpg

brisk hornet Apr 4, 2026, 7:33 PM

#

sigh whyd i even ask

#

im like in a very strange state

#

of

#

half about to crash out for some reason

#

and half about to break down

brisk hornet Apr 4, 2026, 9:00 PM

#

it feels like im drowning

brisk hornet Apr 4, 2026, 9:26 PM

#

He's just like Wille.

#

Fuck

brisk hornet Apr 5, 2026, 6:20 AM

#

jiejie caleb save me jiejie caleb

brisk hornet Apr 5, 2026, 11:44 AM

#

im seeing my iruma writings become more popular as the fandom slowly gets revived from anime season 4 announcement LOL

brisk hornet Apr 5, 2026, 12:37 PM

#

sometimes my dearest sister reminds me of father

#

i fear that she's becoming more like him

#

i fear that she sees him in me too

brisk hornet Apr 5, 2026, 12:59 PM

#

i want to pull my hair out

#

sigh

#

stasis chamber ahh

#

i read domestic dominance hcs as domestic abuse hcs

#

for a moment i thought that wow there rlly is a kink for everything ig

#

like i understand they're hot but thats a little intense

#

mmn i really wanna paint my nails

#

i hope the fumes knock me out

#

thatll be nice

brisk hornet Apr 5, 2026, 2:27 PM

#

fahh

#

weird feeling in my chest again

#

suffocating

#

perhaps tis time to cut someone off

#

now who shall be the victim

brisk hornet Apr 5, 2026, 5:09 PM

#

oh please dont

#

please dont confess

#

dear fucking lord

safe oracle Apr 5, 2026, 6:34 PM

#

are you okay kiwi crying

brisk hornet Apr 5, 2026, 11:01 PM

#

safe oracle are you okay kiwi <:crying:1163317761896874005>

yeah i panicked for a moment because i thought my friend was abt to confess to me LMAO

#

it wldve been such a bother to replace him too

#

but thanks for checking in :3

safe oracle Apr 5, 2026, 11:57 PM

#

i would have cried omg

brisk hornet Apr 6, 2026, 1:47 AM

#

I'm gonna kms

#

My headache is so bad

#

Fahhhh

#

brisk hornet Apr 6, 2026, 4:40 AM

#

Starving myself feels nice sometimes

#

Not sure if it's to compensate for something or just to feel in control

#

Hmm

brisk hornet Apr 6, 2026, 5:33 AM

#

I kinda feel faint

#

I wonder if I do faint if I would get thinner

brisk hornet Apr 6, 2026, 5:55 AM

#

I wish I was young again

#

I was so much smaller when I was younger

#

I could see my ribs

brisk hornet Apr 6, 2026, 12:33 PM

#

i feel fat

#

i mean realistically i know im not fat

#

my bmi is under

#

and im still considered underweight

#

but i could be thinner yk

#

i bet my legs would look longer if it was thinner

#

hm

#

tbh i really wanna get plastic surgery too

#

like i'm decently cute now

#

but i always could be cuter yk

#

i bet i would look way cuter if i could smooth out my chin

#

and if i could reduce the size of my forehead

#

sharpening my chin too

#

and widening my eyes

brisk hornet Apr 6, 2026, 1:24 PM

#

i'm not pretty enough

#

i need to be prettier

#

i need to be the prettiest there has ever been

#

i honestly need someone to tear me apart and reconstruct me

#

i don't care how you do it i just want to be pretty

#

i want to be able to look in the mirror and genuinely think that i look cute instead of having to convince myself that my traits are cute in their own right and that beauty standards doesn't mean shit

#

i just want to be pretty

strange canopy Apr 6, 2026, 7:17 PM

#

brisk hornet yeah i panicked for a moment because i thought my friend was abt to confess to m...

the type of problems i wish i had 😭

brisk hornet Apr 7, 2026, 2:38 AM

#

My feet HURT

#

They HURT

#

OhmyGOD

#

Heels suck so much

#

I need plasters for my heel

brisk hornet Apr 7, 2026, 3:09 AM

#

Cooking mama

safe oracle Apr 7, 2026, 11:29 AM

#

cooking mama 🗣️ 🗣️

brisk hornet Apr 8, 2026, 11:46 AM

#

dude im genuinely going to jump off the fucking building (not)

#

im saying this as like an emphasis of how pissedi am rn

#

lie

#

my feet fucking hurt

#

because my shoes rub wrong

#

then theres the whole saga abt the fucking powerbank and charger and my fucking phone

#

fuck me

#

fuck life

#

ddear god

#

fuck off

strange canopy Apr 8, 2026, 5:22 PM

#

brisk hornet fuck off

are you okay??

brisk hornet Apr 8, 2026, 5:43 PM

#

i am lol i was js super pissed 😭

#

yk those days where everyone and everything be annoying asf

brisk hornet Apr 9, 2026, 2:35 AM

#

Wanna kms

#

Fuck

strange canopy Apr 9, 2026, 4:41 PM

#

brisk hornet yk those days where everyone and everything be annoying asf

fair lol

brisk hornet Apr 9, 2026, 6:34 PM

#

FAHHHH

#

my dress is too big

#

and i gotta wear it tmr

#

hnghhhh

brisk hornet Apr 10, 2026, 11:42 AM

#

I'm considering approaching my assaulter ngl

#

Like he's been haunting me

#

And I feel like if I can confront him it'll give me peace of mind

#

So many factors coming into play here

#

Hnghhh

brisk hornet Apr 10, 2026, 2:15 PM

#

i think he hates me ngl

#

i can't tell if its the way he texts

#

or if he just hates me

#

maybe i shld js block him and get it over with

brisk hornet Apr 10, 2026, 3:31 PM

#

seeing incest in manga is always a shocker

#

like wdym you actually published that and didn't imply it for thirsty fans instead

#

WDYM YOU MADE IT CANON

#

A CHOKER FOR YOUR BEASTMAN MAID??? HELP?????

#

THEY'RE NOT EVEN TRYING TO HIDE IT BYE 😭

#

it even has a lock on it

#

ohhhhmygod

brisk hornet Apr 10, 2026, 4:17 PM

#

dude lowk

#

this manga is so

#

like

#

dubious?????????

#

but at the same time,,,,

#

the art is so good,,,,

#

but theres moments where its so,,,,,

#

sus,,,,

#

it updates every 2 months omg HAHHAHAHAHHA

#

currently has 10 chapters BYE

#

it started in 2024 as well

#

bro i gotta leave it alone for like 5 years or smt

brisk hornet Apr 10, 2026, 8:17 PM

#

i lowk rlly want to cut someone off.

#

idk im so restless for some reason

#

hngh

#

yeah i really should huh

#

i should just get rid of that guy

#

he's getting kinda boring now

#

so

#

there's not much point in keeping him around

#

hm

#

sigh

#

maybe i shouldve told him to stop texting me everyday

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then at least i couldve savored him a little longer

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hnghh

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hmmmmm

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to block or not to block

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wait lemme ask my friend HAHAHHAH

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recently ive been chatting w a guy from my class he's pretty responsive

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he said yes

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HAHHAHAHAHAH

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welp

brisk hornet Apr 11, 2026, 10:34 AM

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i just slept for 14 hours

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nice

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im tired

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i really wish my family owuld just leave me alone

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i dont WANT to eat goddamit

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stop trying to wake me up

strange canopy Apr 11, 2026, 1:40 PM

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brisk hornet stop trying to wake me up

i feel ur pain 💔

brisk hornet Apr 11, 2026, 2:22 PM

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I'm way too sensitive

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I mean it's a good thing but at the same time

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it never kicks in when i need it to?

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i feel kinda numb actually

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hm

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fuck

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man

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i hate feeling like this

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like this stasis feeling

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i just need it to either be completely gone or just like

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make it explode???

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fuckkk

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i find it kinda funny that i compared him to wille so much yet i unfriended him for completely different reasons HAHAHHAHA

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like for wille i unfriended him because i was getting too obsessed

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and for rhizo i unfriended him because i lost interest

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thats kinda ironic

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come to think of it i dont think of wille as often anymore

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huh

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that's good i guess

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help my ex vice pres js texted me abt the annual report like wdym im not in the org anymore 😭

brisk hornet Apr 11, 2026, 4:28 PM

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i wonder how many more relationships i can ruin with my insecurities lol

brisk hornet Apr 11, 2026, 9:00 PM

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To be honest, I don't really think I was bored of him

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That only happens if I don't treasure the other person

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To be honest, I think I was just scared of him starting to think that I was a burden

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So I left first

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It's shockingly similar to how a lot of my other relationships went down

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It makes me wonder if I can ever really grow as a person

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Man

safe oracle Apr 11, 2026, 9:43 PM

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brisk hornet It makes me wonder if I can ever really grow as a person

its important you understand two things imo.. firstly what you think you genuinely were doing wrong and need to improve on and secondly you need to consider if a lot of the problems were because of you or them

brisk hornet Apr 11, 2026, 9:51 PM

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safe oracle its important you understand two things imo.. firstly what you think you genuine...

Like I know what the problem is

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But my fear wins out everytime ykwim

safe oracle Apr 11, 2026, 9:51 PM

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i dont sorry WAH

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do you just overthink it

brisk hornet Apr 11, 2026, 9:52 PM

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Mmn

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It's like I'm scared of the other person getting bored of me / thinking I'm a burden

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Logically I know there are plenty of other reasons for why they may be treating me in a way I consider distant

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Like different texting styles, timezones, moods, etc

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And logically I know the "correct" way of dealing with it is to communicate to them how I'm feeling and talk it out

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But emotionally I just get really scared

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So I run

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Lol

strange canopy Apr 11, 2026, 10:36 PM

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brisk hornet But emotionally I just get really scared

That actually shows how much you care about other people's space, but don't forget your own feelings in the process. You're so worried about being a burden to them that you end up carrying the whole weight of the fear by yourself

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I feel that, and lowkey I overthink a lot too, so I get it. But honestly, just be yourself. If someone thinks the real you is 'too much' or a 'burden,' then they aren't the right person for you anyway

safe oracle Apr 12, 2026, 12:04 AM

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brisk hornet It's like I'm scared of the other person getting bored of me / thinking I'm a bu...

9 times out of 10 if they tell you that they don't get bored of you then they don't

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it's still nice to just bathe in silence together

brisk hornet Apr 12, 2026, 8:27 AM

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strange canopy That actually shows how much you care about other people's space, but don't forg...

ngl i dont rlly think its me caring abt them and more of me being scared of being hated but thanks LOL

brisk hornet Apr 12, 2026, 8:27 AM

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strange canopy I feel that, and lowkey I overthink a lot too, so I get it. But honestly, just b...

yeah but i dont want them to not be the right person

brisk hornet Apr 12, 2026, 8:28 AM

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safe oracle it's still nice to just bathe in silence together

it is :(

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its like high and low

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when i'm spending time with them everything feels okay but when i'm not i start doubting everything

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man

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KaoCry

brisk hornet Apr 12, 2026, 12:06 PM

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my stomach hurts

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Hambter

brisk hornet Apr 12, 2026, 3:54 PM

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KaoSadTurn

brisk hornet Apr 12, 2026, 7:13 PM

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do i even deserve to be pretty?

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mmn

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i never did get to send my apology letter to him after all

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what a shame

safe oracle Apr 12, 2026, 7:46 PM

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brisk hornet do i even deserve to be pretty?

you should be pretty for yourself and nobody else

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Dance

brisk hornet Apr 13, 2026, 1:33 AM

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I really wanna get plastic surgery.

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Ngl I might use that as my main motivator to start working

brisk hornet Apr 13, 2026, 3:36 AM

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Got some random sharing abt depression in some communication workshop I didn't know this was for mental health I thought it was for professional communication

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FAHHHHHH

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Lowk he is pissing me off 🥀

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Feels like my curls are getting less curly, I think I should go back to the salon soon?

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Like my fringe is still okay,, but the back is already straight

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Man is openly admitting to being a shitty father and expects us to sympathize with him

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Like no bitch I hope you die

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Fuck u

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U should've died when you were young and handsome

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At least then I wouldn't have to look at you now

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Terrible thing to wish upon someone!

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I shouldn't project my expectations onto others

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But the shitty father is all I'm gonna ever know him as

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Ew

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Reconciliation in the family

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Gross

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!!!

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Don't like himmmmm

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Hope you kys bitch ew die

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Shitty fathers should all die

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"after my sharing does it help you feel safer" no bitch actually I feel like if I open my mouth I would actually tell you to hang yourself

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You could've said NOTHING and I would've trauma dumped on you

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But now I just hope you kys

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I should've just walked out now I'm in an even worse mood 🥀

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Don't wanna be in the same room as an abuser~

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Hope you kys

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I don't get why teachers feel the need to be so patronizing whenever we talk about mental health

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Gods this is why I fucking HATE talking to older ppl about mental health

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The way they approach it is so delicate as if I'm some fragile thing that could break

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I mean like I get why they do it it's a sensitive thing for some ppl

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But it pisses me the fuck off

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It's necessary but I hate it

brisk hornet Apr 13, 2026, 5:15 AM

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I wonder if this is my "true" state

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Just a bitter, pessimistic and apathetic girl

brisk hornet Apr 13, 2026, 3:48 PM

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i wan jiejie caleb :(

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ughghghghhghg jiejie caleb,,,,,, PLEASE i need the devs to do a genderbend event,,,,,,,,,,

brisk hornet Apr 13, 2026, 7:37 PM

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I want to be a child again

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I want to be small and little and cry when I fall over because I was running too fast and didn't know how to slow down

strange canopy Apr 13, 2026, 7:38 PM

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brisk hornet I want to be small and little and cry when I fall over because I was running too...

lowkey i dont even remember myself as a child

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i only remember a boy crying because i slapped him

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and i got grounded

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i still hate that boy.

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snitch.

brisk hornet Apr 13, 2026, 7:47 PM

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Should've aimed for the neck then

#Kiri's slow descent into madness