##skiyezhatesherfuckingfamily

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uuu v ent uuuuuuuuu

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HATE being such a yapper

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oh yeah heres all of it

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i hate having adhd i hate having derealization i hate most likely having hpd and i hate all of my friends🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

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if you dont notice me being sad within 5 seconds i WILL get angry at u

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if you dont pay attention to me i WILL get angry at u

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if you dont invite me to everything even when you know ill say no i WILL get angry at you

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and it fucking sucks

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i tried so hard to get people to pay attention to me

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i almost tried jumping off of the fucking roof yesterday

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fucking school roof

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but they noticed too fast

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they dont care about me i know they dont

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they never will care

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and im sure of it

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im just a walking living piece of cow feces

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i hate how much attention i need just to function daily

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all attention is good attention

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yell at me? ill hate you when youre doing that but ill hate you more if you ignore me altogether

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because at least i know you cared enough to berate me

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i hate being smart too

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i hate being able to analyze behaviors

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but never being able to care

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i hate understanding people

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i hate everyone who doesnt pay attention to me the moment i want to be paid attention to

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i literally dont care about anyone because you all arent fucking real

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but everyone should care about me because i am

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im real

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not like eveyrone else

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and nobody in this world can understand me because guess what

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im different

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but i dont know why i always keep cracking under pressure

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under their pressure

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it sucks and i hate it

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ill kill someone one day and wont get in trouble

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because guess what

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the world revolves around me

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and everyone is just too stupid to realize that

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i will be successful one day

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i will do nothing

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but still be successful

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one day

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youll see

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i dont want to be independent

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and i most likely never will

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but i want to be successful

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the peak of my life was during the 4th grade

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and it only gets worse from here

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it will never get better

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for me

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never

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everyone is against me because theyre stupid

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the world purposefully tries to hurt me

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but i wont go down

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not yet

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theyll all serve me one day

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i wish death upon everyone who hurt me

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in any way

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literally any way

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and when i finally come to rest

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there will be golden gates waiting for me

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i will rise up to the clouds and become god herself

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and everyone else will burn

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in hell

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heaven was made for me

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and me only

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but im not sure that it even exists

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well if it did it'd only be for me

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BOII 67

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i ruoned it fuck

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go fish

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school would be soooooooooooooooooooo easy if i knew how to spea indoneisan

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im literally so nice to you i check up on you ask you how you're doing try to stop your sh addiction but you NEVER do the same in return

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selfish bitch

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if you're my friend i WILL make a caricature of you in my mind and draw you from my perspective

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and if u even dare to do one bad thing i WILL make u evil.

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i am literally.the worst person ever

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im so hot but my face is a 1/10 wso that instantly lowers me to 5/10

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sighs

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cant stop crying and it feels horrible

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im the worst person in the world

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i feel so ashamed of myself

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theres so much i have to wait for in life i just want to end it now

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let me have everything and let me kill myself

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i wish someone would just be nice to me no matter what i did

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to tell me im not in trouble, to tell me its not my fault

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and without bad intentions behind it either

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i hate being someone who fears being alone so much they'll cling onto anyone they see even if its the person they hate the most

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i need to go to sleep

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im not ready to be a teen yet please i want to be a 4th grader again i want to be a kindergartener again i want to be loved again

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im going to kill myself one day

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but it's not gonna be your fault.

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i can't. think straight

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everyone either hates me or loves me in a disgusting way

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i love my friends but

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it always ends up the same

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i don't want to live for other people but what reason do i have that's really just focused on how it impacts me and me only

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what's the point

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evert single time i vent to someone i fuckimgn get villainized and they always make it about themselves and im tired

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i literally just got attacked by my brother last4 night

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you know what they said

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"but he loves you!"

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"he worked so hard for you"

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"we worked so hard for you"

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"why are you so ungrateful"

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i was bleeding btw

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#skiyezhatesherfuckingfamily

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skiyez history

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OUGHHHHHHHHHHH MY SHAYLAAAAAAAAAAA

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my babies i love them

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GREAT JOB SKIYEZ YOU FUCKED IT UP AGAIN

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YOU ALWAYS FUCK IT UP

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THESE PEOPLE DONT UNDERSTAND YOUR GREATNESS YOURE AMAZING YOURE BEAUTIFUL YOURE GREAT YOURE PERFECT

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BUT IT STILL HURTS

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ITS ALL THEIR FAULT YOU TRIED TO BE NICE

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BUT ITS ALSO YOUR FAULT FOR BEING SMARTER THAN THEM RIGHT

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god i shouldve drowned yesterday

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ugh

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my mom wouldn't sign the. stupid paper my teacher made me write

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because i didn't sound "sorry"

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iqmean i wasn't but

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JUST SIGN THE PAPER ISTGG

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whatever idc anyway

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it's not like grade 7 is gonna affect my life long term

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i don't care about my life here nor my school

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because it sucks here

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so why should i feel any sympathy for doing bad shit

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i mean look at me

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im an innocent broken little girl

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supposed to be perfect in every way yk

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not gonna eat tonight

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i can't talk to her after that

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