Hey, i'm not really good with words, or what to say, but stay strong, i believe in you, and if anything, even if you just feel lonely, my dms are open 
#crystals vent 💌
scenic palm
limber tide
i feel so out of it right now, last night i ended up ||cutting|| my arms and thighs because i was stressed and hated myself, and i havent eaten anything all day and i barely ate yesterday.. i literally can’t look at any food without worrying about the calories in it. and ive memorized the calories in a lot of food. i’ve had any eating disorder for about 3 years but its just recently gotten really bad over the last year. over the last year ive lost my period for many months because of malnourishment. i seriously hate myself so much and im terrified of gaining weight. right now im sitting in my bed and i feel so exhausted even though i havent done much today but went on a really long walk and went to the gym to burn calories. aaaahhhh i seriously dont know what to do it’s like i think im fine but my mind 24/7 is thinking about ||self harm|| and ||
suicide|| and honestly even if i did ||kill myself|| i barely know anybody in real life so i don’t think it would affect anyone irl besides my family, but even then my family barely talks to each other unless they are yelling or physically fighting with each other so 🤷♀️ but whatever honestly
okay i actually just checked the calories on my new melatonin i got and now my mood is just worse wtf