#Min's venting journal

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north latch
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its sad.

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gng i need to stop crying,

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though I have every right to, I understand that,

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I give myself time to cry and time to heal,

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but there will be a point in life where I need to help myself.

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And not live in a constant state of being down.

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I am always hopeful, but life cna hurt you a lot.

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and i know it does.

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"Take care of yourself to the best of your ability, thats all your body could ever ask for."

north latch
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Ever since I unadded her and added her back (it was personal problems im too lazy to explain the entire story)

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I've somehow felt closer to her.

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I'm overprotective.

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(not my gf, I am protective of my gf, but this is about someone else)

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Every time she gets into a relationship with someone, matches pfp with someone, talks to a new friend, etc.,

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All I feel is fear and remorse.

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I'm not jealous anymore,

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but I'm terrified.

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I wish the best for her,

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bu its so difficult to find the right person to be with

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I dont block her way of what she wants to do

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Noooo

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thats bad bad

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Im a protective guy friend alright?

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I care a LOT about my female friends

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and my guy friends

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but again, like before,

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Im scared.

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Ever since she got rejected I've been keeping an eye out.

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I used to be jealous

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because before I dated my current gf, I did want to have her friendship with me all to my own, but I never really showed her any control or whatnot

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I never was hostile to her, I just managed myself

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And when she gets with someone im just scared she's going to feel down again.

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For the most part, this is what I mean by the fact that I care a lot.

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and I want to be there for people

north latch
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No offense, but realistically

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if you're gonna start an argument with me, be consistent.

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Stay on topic, don't ragebait.

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And stop bringing irrelevent shit.

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If you can't stay on topic, then you shouldn't keep talking.

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I'll brush you off so easily because your wording is immature. Even if it wasn't, people like you are impulsively sentimental rather than owning over common sense.

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My partner and my relationship had nothing to do with your argument with my friend.

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Just because my friend seemed upset and is reassuring you otherwise shouldnt ever give you a reason to tell me, "good luck with your relationship"

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As if. In fact, my relationship with my girlfriend is healthier than yours with half of your friends.

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I'm just saying.

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You're the one assaulting me over nothing, it was hilariously stupid.

north latch
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SJSJJSSJS

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:P

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i forgot i can say stuff jere

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this drink sucks

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IZZE sparkling clementine

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no offense to those who like that drink

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but its so sour

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as a person with really sensitive taste buds

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its just sour orange on orange and sparkling stuff

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and makes my mouth dry

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I have to finish it

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i never had it before so I wanted to try it

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i was told "then you shouldnt have gotten it"

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DAWG.

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How the fuck am I supposed to know exatcly whether I'd like something I never had tasted before??

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Make sense of it god forbid

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I like trying new things

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and since I chose to get this one, I have to finish it,

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it isnt a "deep issue"

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bc I dont care

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im only sharing my opinion

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๐Ÿ˜‚

north latch
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Im gonna rant

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so fucking pissed

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i was in a corny ass kawaii server

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and just hung out there

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I saw a GIF of a girl

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this girkl

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and I asked the mod if she was from Lucky Star

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this is Lucky Star

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ANd she said "its not lucky star" I said ok

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and then said why i asked,

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saying that the artstyle literally looks the same

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she said

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"it doesnt"

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yes it does idiot.

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And then she says

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"its not lucky star"

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you already said your point.

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sym

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Couldn't just TELL me the anime?

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and Also

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shes slow and shes disrespectful to other people.

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and my freind literally says shes annoying

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and I agree

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this HAS to be ragebait.

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๐Ÿ’€

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no grown ass adult acts rude to people and stupid like that.

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idc what anyone says she shouldnt be doing allat.

north latch
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i was venting about BAND

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and some dude

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comes in

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and interuppts

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me

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and says

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that he was here first

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after I asked why hes interupting me

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dude

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no you werent here

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if you were still talking you wouldn't have shutted up to begin with

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yeah maybe you had stuff to do, but you couldn't just let me fucking speak?

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you're venting while im venting

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and for facts,

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thats disrespectful.

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No one gives any fucks that you were here first

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I vented after you went quiet.

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And there's some other kid jumping in asking me why I said that

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and to only humble them up quickly

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I just dryly said
"sorry"
im not being genuine over something I didnt do.
Not even. I don't need to be genuine with an apology about something i literally didnt do.

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I left because I aint gonna deal with those people. I'm only here to vent myself.

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yammering about shit they cant handle themselves to me.

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"oh you did this" i didnt.

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"but you did"

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I didnt.

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"i saw you"
well I didn't.

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like shut up dude all I did was vent

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and you're victimizing yourself

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and even saying

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"i dont belong here.." holy overdramatic

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no one ever hurt your feelings dude

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I never even cussed you out.

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nor intended or mistakenly said ts

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๐Ÿ’€

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people are doing too much istg

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I get they may have been ultra sensitive

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but as a very sensitive person myself,

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I cant bare to put myself in your shoes to understand why you're acting like your interuption could've ever turned into you burdening yourself about existing.

north latch
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Ended up leaving my girlfriend.

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She was toxic.

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I feel free now, I am relieved.

north latch
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