This is where I vent
#Ezra’s safe space
cyan pike
I genuinely fucking hate most of my friends. Of course, there’s some I really do like (And they don’t go to my school ) but you know what I mean? This isn’t a “I don’t think they like me” situation, this is a “I KNOW they don’t like me” situation. I’ve done everything. I’m always there for everyone, I’ve given everyone everything I can, I’ve always been patient with people, I’ve been nothing but kind to them, I literally can’t do anything anymore towards them besides feel resentment. I don’t know why they treat me this way. Every time I speak up I’m a “bully” and they start crying and exclude me even more, no matter how much I sugarcoat it, or how honest I am. Dropping them isn’t as easy as it seems. I’m a sophomore in highschool, I don’t know if I wanna graduate on the stage/speak at graduation (I’m in student government), or go online and set it all behind me. This is the fourth year in a row some group at school made me feel like a floater friend. One of the people in that group actually accused me of doing something VERY bad. I just wanna put it all behind me, but I don’t know what to do, or how to do it.