#Breakup
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You wanna talk about it?
Yeah 🥲
hey u ok
Not really
I got broken up with 2 months ago. It was my first relationship and it lasted for 5 years. I moved in with him, away from my family. It’s over now and I had to move back home and start over. I feel like I’m sinking. I feel completely empty and alone. I can’t function.
Yeah that sounds hard. I guess the next step would be what do you want to do now?
I don’t know
Oh I see
Im turning into a terrible person because I am at an all time low and I don’t know how to pull myself out of it. Every day is almost too difficult to bear
Yeah, I get you
Existing hurts so bad
That it does
I want to talk about it but like I don’t even feel like I can express how bad it is
I get you. I’ve thought about writing down the experiences that got me to be like this but I don’t even know how to do it or what I would say
I know and I also feel so dramatic all the time but I’m being so for real
People who don’t get it will always say things like that. They will try to invalidate your suffering maybe, don’t let them. That’s not to say don’t let them help you of course
I’ve had a binge eating disorder for my entire life. This breakup and my mental state since has been the only thing to ever curb my appetite completely. Eating feels daunting
Is it a thing to be so depressed that you feel like you’re going to die? Like not commit suicide, just that you’re functioning at such a low point that you really feel like your body and brain are going to shut down soon.
Yeah sort of
For me I want to die so badly that I know it won’t happen because that’s just my luck
Though I’ve felt like a walking corpse for a while now
I can feel my brain tensing because of how much it hurts
Like a headache?
Yeah thats definitely a thing, I've felt that way for over a year
No, it like I was so stressed I could feel my brain tensing up and it hurt but it was very vague and didn’t seem like a headache
Also I think I might be crazy because I woke up yesterday and literally have felt completely fine which makes no sense because nothing has changed