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pulsar tiger
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Idk to split the chat

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I lowk love alien stage

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Like

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My friend said it’s overhyped

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But idk I like it

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Icl I love the songs

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And the covers

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Js so good bro

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But bro my friends remind me of the deaths with every chance they get

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Linking anything to ‘cure’

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Or the characters names smh

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Istg im gonn draw their fav characters dying for their birthdays

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Okay I got my mocks timetable

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Well

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Not exactly

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Just I tell me from what subjects I have or and about why day

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Chemistry,biology,physics,DT,RS

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I’ve had mini tests in English and maths about 2 weeks ago

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Did a health and social writing task last week

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And they were on the mock timetable

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So I’m wondering

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Bc like

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I expected maths and English to defo be on mocks

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idek why I got from the mini tests

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Istg if the scores go on our term reports

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I’m cooked

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In maths I got 55%

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I’m cooked

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I actually revised

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Then my friend who just glanced at my notes got 73%

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The highest in class was 75%

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Smh

pulsar tiger
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Heck yeah

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On the neighbourhood in actually like 3k people down

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But tbh I got the 1% 2 days ago so no wonder I all moved don

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I’m still top 6th for odecore tho

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Bro I don’t even have w music taste

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I listen to basically everything

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Or could listen to basically anything

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I want monster energy

pulsar tiger
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The weather is horrendous bro

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Freezing

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Strong ass wind

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And flooding warnings

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Not even that bad

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But bro

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Mdiakdksjdjak

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I got given 4 booklets for biology revision

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One of them is thick bro

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The other medium

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Then 2 are kinda thin

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Perfect weather to sleep bro

pulsar tiger
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Sooo

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Shigaraki dies

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Fuck me bro

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Like what

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And deku slips on his own blood or wtv

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Happy to see aizawa tho

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But bro

fresh wharf
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no its so sad to see

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that everything that happened in his life

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was all cuz of all for one

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EVEN HIS CHILDHOOD FRIENDS

pulsar tiger
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FR

fresh wharf
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love his design tho

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shigaraki

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from s7-8

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absolute deadly face card to go with

pulsar tiger
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FRRR

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like damn bro

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ICL i loved him

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Like so so much

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AND NOW HES DEAD

fresh wharf
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🥹

pulsar tiger
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Anime’s r evil bro

fresh wharf
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its not a shonen without killing off everyone's favourite characters

pulsar tiger
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Fr,Everyones going bro,Muichiro,akaza,may others and now shigaraki too smh and istg Gojo dies

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Always the best characters

fresh wharf
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YEA

pulsar tiger
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My biology revision for Friday

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I’m lowk cooked

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Not even lowk

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I need to lock tf in

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But I have something much I wanna do

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I wanna make a Christmas list icl

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Bc

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Idk I can

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I haven’t done one for years

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And this year I have an idea of what I want

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I love making lists and stuff

fresh wharf
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we need to like swap parents because my mom asks for one 2 months prior

pulsar tiger
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No way fr?So u like already made one/told her what u want?

fresh wharf
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nope!

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the only thing i can think of is a skateboard

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sounds like u got an entire list tho

pulsar tiger
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Woah,icl I always wanted a skateboard but due to health issues could never really keep my balance.Skateboarding is sick,I loved it even more after watching sk8.I did get to try it before though with a friends help so I don’t really mind.But damn yeah that’s sick,any specific way you want it to look?

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And yup I do
Well,I have like a few ideas but I’m gonna search online a bit to properly find stuff

fresh wharf
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i wouldnt mind one in black and grey

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or black and blue

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what's on your list tho!!!!!!!!!!

pulsar tiger
pulsar tiger
# fresh wharf what's on your list tho!!!!!!!!!!

Now that I think about it,it seems idk.I mostly looked online.I was looking at clothes but idk how to feel abt the prices so I’ll think about it,mangas,books in general,figures,bookmarks,notebook,pens,makeup/skincare,jewelerry,Diamond art,posters,perfume,new phone case stuff like that.

I’m honestly just writing whatever comes to mind an then searching,obv I’m not asking for all of them,my mom specifically asked for more than a few so we don’t know what exactly we get,I might get other stuff from the list on my birthday instead.Honestly I don’t really care what u get but it’s fun making the lists or searching so yeah

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Oh yeah I want a fluffy blanket defo,I’m always cold so yeah

fresh wharf
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you are so right i need to buy some mangas

fresh wharf
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maybe eliminate some stuff after so you dont have a huge demanding christmas list

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or like mark it for "next yr"

pulsar tiger
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I’ve decided which ones I need

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Well

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Tried to bc I need to see all the anime’s I’ve watched

fresh wharf
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idk if i would like having a bunch of different random ones but i need some of em badly

pulsar tiger
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No joke my friend

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Whole shelf of manga

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She’s an only child

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She’s obsessed with Izuku

fresh wharf
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def getting these tho

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pulsar tiger
fresh wharf
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same for shigaraki i love his design in s7 and 8

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its so good

pulsar tiger
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Do yk what happens like in the best few eps or whatever?

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Like to him and mha in general

pulsar tiger
fresh wharf
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yess

fresh wharf
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and against muscular

pulsar tiger
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Not surprised

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Wait

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Oh shi

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I was meant to say “next”

fresh wharf
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😭 😭 😭

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so glad i watched mha this yr and not 10 yrs ago

pulsar tiger
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I can’t say the same

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Wait but so like

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Do yk what happens next

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Like until the end of mha?

fresh wharf
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YUP

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i read the rest

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cuz its onlky like uhh

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20 or so chapters

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well actually i started reading what was the start of season 8

pulsar tiger
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LIKE BRO HE DID ALL THAT TO LOSE HIS QUIRK

pulsar tiger
fresh wharf
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right

fresh wharf
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"and thats how i becaeme the worlds greatest hero"

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maybe the hero academia was the friends we made along the way 🥹

pulsar tiger
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Well he was great when he was one,he did manage to survive and stuff

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But still😭

pulsar tiger
fresh wharf
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even in the dark hero arc he thought he was doing the best thing for everyone but himself

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loved vigilante deku tho

pulsar tiger
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He looked so tired and all

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But loved the design

pulsar tiger
fresh wharf
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yessir

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he hasnt had a single bad design

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well

pulsar tiger
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Oh yeah I think I saw that scene,that’s the muscular guy right?

fresh wharf
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maybe one design from season 1

fresh wharf
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was really excited for that actually

pulsar tiger
fresh wharf
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shows how much stronger he got because he took him out in like one hit

pulsar tiger
fresh wharf
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i agree i agree

pulsar tiger
fresh wharf
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its cool that even the villains acknowledge how much he's changed like in season 8 when shigaraki says he doesn't look like a hero anymore

pulsar tiger
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Fr i js love it,mha is seen as weird bc of the fandom/past fandom but its actually great

fresh wharf
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i always tell people it starts off pretty weak but gets better because the first few seasons are a bit of a difficult watch

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but i think from the moment overhaul first came on screen to the end of the show is where it kicked off for me

pulsar tiger
pulsar tiger
fresh wharf
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at least every character is someone's favourite prob

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apart from mineta

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i think the random nomu that fought endeavor has more fans than mineta

pulsar tiger
pulsar tiger
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Omg icl I love

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Shinso

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And

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Tamaki

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And obv many others

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I can’t really pick a fav

fresh wharf
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love tamaki for his quirk mostly

pulsar tiger
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My friend keeps calling me jiro and anyone purple haired,I need to find characters she knows that are redish pink haired

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But there’s a lot so yeah

pulsar tiger
fresh wharf
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and he actually did a lot in season 7 too yay

pulsar tiger
pulsar tiger
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Some fkn weirdo off this server added me and kept going ‘you’re freaky bc u listen to Ayesha and odetari’ n shi😭Like forbid a girl listens to music,tf?So now everything I listen to defines me?Nice one.Lowk was js annoying tho bc bro knew he was older and mentioned ‘freaky’ in every sentence

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Js blocked them tho bc I cba

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Not my problem anymore

fresh wharf
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odetari soo freaky

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thas why we love him

pulsar tiger
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But

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U ever listened to any of his songs then?

fresh wharf
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heavy love is good

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and keep up

pulsar tiger
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Frfr

pulsar tiger
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Fowhfisjdksjdjaisksjsnckaja

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I can’t sleep

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I don’t usually mind

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But my head hurts

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And I wanna stay up tmr on a skl night instead

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This week I got like 4h sleep every day

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Not bad

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Then yesterday

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(Friday-Saturday)

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I slept for 7h

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Woke up for about 30mins

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Then went back to sleep

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But

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It was like a conscious sleep

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Idk how to explain it

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Like I was asleep but aware of every noise around me and stuff

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So I was waking up every few minutes

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For about 2hours

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Does that count as 9h sleep anyways?idk

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But yeah now I can’t sleep

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It’s only 3am tho so not too bad

pulsar tiger
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I have this annoying habit or whatever of constantly pulling my lockscreen down if that makes sense😓

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Like when u pull the top of ur screen down so u can see ur lock screen n shi

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Constantly

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At a sleepover my friend pointed it out bc I had my phone in hand as we spoke and I kept doing it

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I think then I actually realised

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I don’t really care much

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In fact I find it strange but in a funny type of way

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Or annoying

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Who knows

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Or constantly entering apps like discord even with no notifications

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Anyways

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Yesterday 8 years ago lil peep passed

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Damn icl I love his songs

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Spotify(or wtv) released 4 songs under ‘Romeo’s regrets’ on lil peeps page on Friday

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I just checked and remembered that I didn’t mention lil peep a few hours ago

pulsar tiger
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I love dreaming

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I never really hate dream from a certain point of life up until September this year

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But

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These dreams aren’t what I really thought

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They’re more like

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Uneasy?

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My mom went to take my dad to the airport so I’m home along with my siblings

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She went somewhere before 6

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Idk when exactly

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It’s 6:21 now

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She let the dog into my room

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Cool the dog jumps on,we sleep together

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But then I have a dream

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Idk exactly

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But ik I was in the living room

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Mom went to sleep w my sister

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Other sister was upstairs

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My little sister came downstairs and sat near me

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Someone messaged me on discore I think (for the first time in ages bro)

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Idk if it counts as a vent but they wrote a small story

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Or they put it on their status

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Idk but right after they

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That*

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I could’ve sworn my kitchen door was locked but I go to the kitchen anyways

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I have an uneasy feeling

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As I’m about to walk out

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Something is holding me back by my sleeve

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The scream I let out

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And as I was trying to leave or turn lights off it happened like another 4 times and I was screaming at my so to go upstairs

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Bro I wake up right

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My bedroom door slightly opens and my dog stands up and barks

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I check my moms not home

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I’m awake rn

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Sisters sleeping

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There’s sounds form their rooms

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First 3 taps

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Now like toys moving

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Bro

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My dogs not reacting anymore

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Now idk I was js gonna like laugh abt the dream n shi

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But now I’m lowk freaked out😭

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My moms abt to be home tho

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I checked her location

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I think shes home but like damn bro

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She’s home and it stopped bro

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I didn’t even know where to write this bc it’s not really a vent as it didn’t like upset me or anything so I put it here a it’s idk experienced or what my day was like other then negative

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Now I’m wide awake bro

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I don’t want to sleep early on a school night man

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And my head still lowk hurts

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Yk what

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I lowk need to lock in today

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Idk when my RS exam is

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But I’ll revise a bit of Rs

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and biology

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And

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Yeah idk other stuff

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Try draw a bit

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Try watch w bit

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Finish the mangas my friend borrowed me

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Hirano and Kagiura

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A side story

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Two characters from sasaki to/and miyano

pulsar tiger
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Omg I love taking 0.5s of my pets

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Just going through my camera roll and found this from a few days ago

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I drew on the eyebrows on the first one obv

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Lemme see if I have some of my dog

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More of my cat at the end

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But that’s all I could find of my dog rn

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Bc I’m not going through my whole camera roll

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Not rn anyways

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And yeah

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I mostly take normal pics of her

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0.5s mostly of my cst

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Cat*

pulsar tiger
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Oh yeah speak of the devil

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After sending th cat pics

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My bedroom door opened Andy cat came in

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Jumped onto my bed and sat beside me while I pet him or whatever u call it

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He then lay down against my side while I continued to pet him and then I finally fell asleep

fresh wharf
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dream life

pulsar tiger
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They’re both such cuties,if not my cat comes to me then my dog and she actually gets all happy like her tail wags and she jumps around,I love pets

fresh wharf
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so so jealous

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my grandma wouldnt get like 90% of pets tho

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especialyl snakes which i want

pulsar tiger
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Hah maybe you’ll be able to get one when you have your own place one day

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And damn,snakes can be cool but like imagine one day it attacks u or smth

fresh wharf
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small snakes dont hurt when they bite

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cuz they got like teeny weeny teeth

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lowk want one of these

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dragon snake Drooly

pulsar tiger
pulsar tiger
pulsar tiger
fresh wharf
pulsar tiger
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Hopefully you manage to get it though in the future

fresh wharf
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tgabj you

pulsar tiger
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“Tgabj”

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Anyways you’re welcome

pulsar tiger
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I love dyeing my hair

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Idk if I spelt that right

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But I love it

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Ive had ombré (blonde) once

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With layers

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Looked sick icl

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I got it done summer 2023

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And

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Last year

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I dyed it dark red

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Also looked sick

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It was still bleached so some parts were lighter

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I did red again in November,same year

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Fades into a pinkish colour

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Not my fav

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Like it js looked weird icl

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It was like a dirty pinkish red

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I wouldn’t mind it but it didn’t look good then

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Not like I have much pictures so I can’t look back at it too much

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This summer

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I cut the bleached bits

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And layers

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So my hair was same length

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And just brown

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Then I bleached it again to get chunky highlights

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Well kinda chunky idk

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And put dark blue on top

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It lasted long

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Until I went to a pool with chlorine

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But the fading looked so nice

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Then it faded into like a turquoise

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And 3 weeks ago

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I dyed my full head purple

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To not waste dye

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Looked weird to me bc the brown parts looked like darkish purple-red

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Forgot the name of the colour

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If it was just the highlights dye I would’ve LOVED it

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Now it’s faded so only the highlights are visible

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Well the reddish purple is visible under the light but that’s it

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Now the purple looks lavender-silver tho

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I’m gonna re-dye it in December

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I’m gonna do red

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Full head again but I have highlights soooo

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And then I might go back to one of my previous colours in February or later

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And then take a break

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I just need to decide what colour

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I loved all my colours bro💔

pulsar tiger
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Icl

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I think

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Maybe the summer hikaru died will be the first manga I buy

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Idk

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Maybe

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It’s js so peak icl

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Their relationship is so confusing tho

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Lowk

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Bc they’re meant to be best friends or wtv

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But like each other,idk if past Hikarus emotions count,he can’t tell which are his or the old hikarus

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But who cares bro

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Peak anywyas

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Anyways*

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Hikaru tryna become more human while Yoshiki tries let go of the right stuff for Hikaru

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I just need season 2 bro

pulsar tiger
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My chemistry teacher is actually taking the piss

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So mock exam week

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Cool whatever

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I think my Rs exam is tmr,idk,she said first day of the week with exams aka tmr,but she said she’ll allow us to take our books how to revise before the test

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Not the point tho

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My chemistry teacher is my head of year

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And

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Today he posted on our classroom thing online

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“You will have ur chemistry exam Wednesday 19TH.Please revise the following two units:C1 Atomic structure and periodic table,C2 structure and bonding

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So I’ve done the C2 a bit

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But I’ve only gone over 2 lesson

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There like 15

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And so he’s only telling us today and the tests on Wednesday

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I’m cooked

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Luckily

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These only go on your end of term report

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Not on your end of school report

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And if I get a bad score in just chemistry but goo in biology and physics,I won’t change sets

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Smh

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Still gotta lock in

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Guess ik what I’m doing most the night

pulsar tiger
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Airbuds is out‼️

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It might change tmr bc I listened to more music after the recap

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So if it changes I’ll update tmr

pulsar tiger
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I’m so not ready for skl

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Every week it’s getting harder to get up💔

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Sigh

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But whatever
1)I need to get ready
2) that kinda talk is for vent only,and damn I have a lot to say but I’ll have to fill that out after school unless I’m busy or forget what I wanna say

fresh wharf
pulsar tiger
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But tbh I say I like most artists

fresh wharf
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being into like 20 different genres core

pulsar tiger
fresh wharf
pulsar tiger
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😓😓

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damn I tried to split chat

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Anyways

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Having a nosebleed💔just as I was about to go upstairs

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I think imma go off and will stay off until I finish school

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Gonna listen to music all day at skl yay

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My mom said I had the nosebleed bc I’m exhausted

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So like

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I say it’s a sign I shouldn’t go to school all week

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Damn I hate it there and everyone there✌️

pulsar tiger
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My head hurts like a lot

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Bro I keep saying I’ll go but keep coming back😭

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I can’t help it no one gives two shits to listen to me yap

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Bro I have PE today

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Kill me bro

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Tf

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I think I yap too much

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So I think I might try shut up a bit

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I’ll be on the other journal anyways

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Or whatever

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But yeah after that I’ll properly shut up for a while

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Anyways now I’m fr off

pulsar tiger
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Livs yap

pulsar tiger
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꒦꒷εїз꒷꒦

magic hawk
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Oh

pulsar tiger
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😓

magic hawk
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What timing I have

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Don’t mind me

pulsar tiger
magic hawk
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Eh it’s fine, your journal you do what you want

pulsar tiger
magic hawk
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I skim pretty much all the active ones that allow replies though I usually don’t say much unless I think I’ve got something useful to say

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Which has happened a few times

pulsar tiger
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Anyways ik I’ve said this like 3 times but I’ll fr get off journals,both this and the vent one

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Bc

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Just yeah I won’t say

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I’ll still probs try help but just won’t be on these

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Idk if anyone other than a few will read this but if you do then have a good day/night

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Maybe I’ll come back in a few days or so

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Maybe never

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Who knows

pulsar tiger
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Lowkey back bc I’m bored of my life

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I want an eyebrow piercing

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So so bad

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I got fake ones

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And omg I love it

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I got £50 from my grandma but my bsf birthday is coming up so I’m gonna spend half of it on her or more

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I did not expect that much

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But yeah

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I might try gets real eyebrow piercing for my bday

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But idk

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Bc

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I’m scared of it rejecting

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And school

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I have 6 tiktok accs

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But I don’t use 2 of them as much,I have old vids up but no one knows the accounts

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Like no one irl

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Another one I made but haven’t started

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And then 2 accs with people ik

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And

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I wanna lowk post

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But

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Im scared of people from skl finding me

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So

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I made the 6th one

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So yay

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Okay but idk what to get my bsf

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She LOVES anime

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She defo loves luffy

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She’s like obsessed

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I asked her yesterday for her fav characters

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She said eren yeager and someone else but I can’t remember who

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And she can’t type bc her phones messed up

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But I wanna order tmr

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I’m cooked

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She never talks abt herself

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Bsf for 10 years and I know everything but her fav characters smh

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Damn I only lasted like 4 days without yapping

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Horrendous

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I offloaded all my messages app for 11h now

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And

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Not a single message

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And on delivered from one friend for 19h

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But she’s on TikTok all day

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Gosh how I love people

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Oh yeah I have a biology and RS mock on Monday

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And History and Physics on Tuesday

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One day with no revision bc it was my sisters bday party thing

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So I only have tmr

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So really no time for myself

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Not like I have much to do tho

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I’d probs js play games or sleep

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Damn bro I need like a less basic life istg

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This will sound so so like stupid but I just want to like get back to vaping like idek why I just miss it in a way

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Or I miss the person who got me into it

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Who knows man

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Or I just want another thing that will js get my mind of shi for a short while

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But I’m not going into any of that bc that’s not what this journal is for

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I feel like I’ll shut up again after this yap

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Gotta keep it balanced or whatever

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I can’t yap irl but I also can’t yap online

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Bc

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It js looks stupid yapping to urself

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Omg off topic but I watched yarichin bitch club today

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Holy shit what😭

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No joke people make it sound way way worse

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But it was still like

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WTH

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My cousin watched it with me

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Icl we just laughed the whole time

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But

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Woah

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What freaks

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4 more weeks of skl

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I was wrong earlier,it was 5 on Monday

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Shi is lowk going fast

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But

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I need it to go faster bc I’m js tired of skl

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And people

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And everything

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Winter im js laying all bed watching stuff and wtv else

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(Ik I’m not bc I’m gonn have to look after my sisters if my parents have work)

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I absolutely hate my graphics border design now

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It’s so basic

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No bc like

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I’d say by looks

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Lowkey I’m basic

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All I’ve really done is dye my hair and wear fake piercings

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Well

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Not really bc I just got them yesterday after skl

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But yeah

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But other than that

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In general my life is basic,looks are basic,designs are basic

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Like damn bro

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I’m lowk gonna get ready for bed and then js stay up

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So that’s the yap done for today fr now

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I think

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I’ll be gone for a few days again probs

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This feels so awkward💔

sand hare
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Thanks it was nice reading : ' )

pulsar tiger
sand hare
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Thanks you too I hope you have a good dzien

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Sorry I mix English sometimes

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I meant

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Day

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😬

pulsar tiger
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And you too!!

sand hare
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Oh nice, and thanks

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Means a lot

pulsar tiger
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No worries!!!

pulsar tiger
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So

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I had my RS and biology exam

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RS wasn’t bad

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Had one a,b,c and d question

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Ran out of time but it’s okay

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Then

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I had double biology today

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2nd period and 4th period

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So we all revised 2nd

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And did the test 4th

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I skipped one question

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Messed up half of one question

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Stupid mistake but whatever

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So that’s 2 marks gone

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I think I filled out everything else

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So it’s fine

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When I can home I looked at my revision sheet again and remembered the answer to the question I missed

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Smh

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Bro some older kid tried getting my attention by saying “yo,emo” like God forbid a girl gets chunky highlights?

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But I just blanked them so they stopped after a few times

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But anyways

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I came home

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I was laying down just bc it was comfortable

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Ended up sleeping for 2hours

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Well last night was idk

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Fell asleep past 2

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Woke up at 4

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Fell asleep a few mins later

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Woke up a few mins before my alarm

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Had some dream but it’s a blur

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I’ve had a lot of dreams lately

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Shocking

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I haven’t had a dream for 2 years before these 2 months

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Or rarely got them

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But yeah history and physics mock tmr

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I’m cooked

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No revision for history,only past resources,couldn’t take our schoolbook home but all the work was in there and teachers don’t upload the lessons online

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Physics is js failing

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We got sent practice quizzes and I can’t open them on my phone

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I’ll try get the laptop later

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Wait let me see what I got for revision

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And what I know

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Nvm I can’t be bothered

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But yeah I’m lowk cooked

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It’s okay bc I did good in biology

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I think

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My skl changed the rules again

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If u walk into ur lesson after the bell

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Even 5 seconds

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Immediately late

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And that’s 20min detention after skl

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2 lates in the same day is 1H after skl

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3 lates in the same day are isolation every day until your parents come in for a meeting

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I don’t really mind bc I’m not usually late

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But I have

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Health and social

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In the computing block obv

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And that on the whole other side of the school

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Beside the other entrance

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And

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Usually when I walk there or from there to a dif lesson

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I’m always late

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Bc the alley thing and building is like

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Thin?

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Idk how to describe it

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And people mess about so it’s hard to get past

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So ik I’m gonn get a late

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And then I’m cooked

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Bc my parents will get pissed

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All my bf does is try rage bait me

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Istg

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At one point I will actually beat his ass bc I’m getting pushed every 2minutes,keeps opening my bag every 2 minutes,putting my hood up or down

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Not like I mind tho

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Lowk

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Depends

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I don’t have him on TikTok but he has two of my friends

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So

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Whenever he comments on their videos

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I have an easy way to check his acc

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Js stalk reposts ykyk

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I love stalking peoples reposts

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Bro my friend left me on delivered for 19h

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Like hoe

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You were on TikTok 10h+ the same time

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Anyways

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I can’t even go to college

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Bc I swear most courses are 3years

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Or smth

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And I’m moving in 3years

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But I’m finishing high school in

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A year?

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Idk

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In 2027

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And I’m moving in 3 years from now

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So that’s 2 years left after I finish skl

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About

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So the only actual option is 6th form

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And idk if I wanna do that

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Or why I wanna do

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Icl I have no choice when I move

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Bc

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To make ‘stuff easier for me’

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I will do like apprenticeships in Poland

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Like learn and work at the same time

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Wait is it called apprenticeships

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Idk

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But u get the idea

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And then

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It’ll be like a hair and beauty course

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And I’ll be working at my aunts salon

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And then she’ll probably give it to me

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But that’s the problem

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Idk what I wanna do

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They’re doing it to mostly make life easier for me there

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I quit polish skl a few years ago

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I can barely write

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I can read and speak

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But it’s just writing

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Chat I see no future for myself smh

fresh wharf
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the next generation sees the smallest difference and calls it emo

pulsar tiger
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I have 32 sections to complete on Seneca as history revision..I’m cooked.But it’s okay it’s due Friday

pulsar tiger
fresh wharf
pulsar tiger
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It’s js so annoying bc what😓People js pmo

pulsar tiger
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Bro how am I meant to write abt how poaching changed (four marker) like all ik is it used to be only against the king and then changed to against landowners

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Smh

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And a 12 marker abt how crime changed in the 1700s-1900s

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Actually

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That’s not bad

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I js have to write abt highway robbery and whatever came

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And what left

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I can’t be bothered bro

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Idk whether I want to do better in history or physics

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I’ll try revise both but like

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Yeah

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Oh yeah

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Last year my attendance was pretty bad

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And

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When I started skl it was like below 90% for a while

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And now it’s 94%

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Bc from September

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I only missed 3 days I think

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Or 4

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And my form tutor spoke to me abt it and said it was good

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Icl was nice but

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In the middle of form

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But yeah I think my attendance is better this year

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Idk if it’ll stay good

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But it’s all good

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Oh yeah

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Airbuds

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Idk I love sharing it

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Okay Im so unmotivated to revise

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Got my notebook open

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Got Seneca open and old revision sheets

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But I just wanna lay down and be on my phone or watch smth

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Damn I need to watch aot

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Both my bsfs have

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But it’s fine

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Bc

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After this week I have more time for myself

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Kinda

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Bro everyone ik is sick

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Or most people

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My cousin is

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Has been for the past 5 days

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But she’s also on medicine so she feels worse

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Bro spice can burn your stomach lining or smth

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And alcohol obv

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But spicy stuff too

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Anyways

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Then one of my friends has been sick for 4 days

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Didn’t come to skl today

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And my bsf is sick today

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These are all colds btw

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Icl I love getting days of skl

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But

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I don’t wanna catch anything bc last year I had a horrendous cough and chest pains for 6months

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Okay I need to lock in and go revise

fresh wharf
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my highest repeated song of the month is like 139 times

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gulp

fresh wharf
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its turning winter but sitll

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jus layer up bruh

pulsar tiger
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Mine was 32 in a week😓

fresh wharf
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good job

pulsar tiger
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Thank you thank you, my friend had 70 in a week or so before,i only got 32 bc it was from a episode thing i watched and was obsessed with it for a few weeks,now its lowk hard to keep the same songs like 20+ times bc i have too many playlists and listen to too much stuff but i might try get a song multiple times this week

pulsar tiger
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I wish i could wear whatever

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Bc it is COLD

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And we can’t even stay inside the school building at break or lunch sometimes💔

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Okay I highkey haven’t revised

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Idk bc I usually write and revise but idk if there’s a point bc I’m not even bringing the revision sheet to skl

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Bc I don’t have time to revise at skl

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Honestly atp I’m js focusing on physics and not writing either

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This is only to go on my term report card anyways

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And

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I’ll do as best I can so then I know what I need to revise more

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Damn I want monster or boost

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Would ask my friend to bring it to skl for me but it’s in a can (the monster)

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And then

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I can’t drink it all in a short time

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And if a teacher sees it they throw it away

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I need to go out soon

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But I lowkey can’t be bothered

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And don’t want to ask

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Maybe I’ll try go out during the winter break

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I have £30 rn

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So

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I’m gonna try save

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I spent £17 on my bsf,bc it was only and it was 7 items and it was sales

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And my mom was getting pissed at how much I’m spending

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So

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Maybe I’ll try buy smth irl instead

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And then I gave my mom £20 back for the order

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She told me to give her just £10 instead

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So

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Wait no I’m confused

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Anyways

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Oh nvm

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Yeah

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I spent £10.80 on Sunday

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And then spent £17 on my bsf

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Okay I can’t be bothered to count

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Oh shit I have maths hw

pulsar tiger
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1:24am

pulsar tiger
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I’m probs gonn be late to my lesson tmr and get a 20min detention

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So

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Hopefully not

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And hopefully my teacher understands

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A friend was meant to buy me monster but wasn’t in today

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So

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She’s buying it tmr after skl

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I give her the money

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She brings the monster in on Friday

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I being an empty bottle in

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Fill it with the monster

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Heck yeah

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Idk what flavour yet

pulsar tiger
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So

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I kinda fell asleep at around 7pm

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Js lay down

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Ended up falling asleep

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Woke up near 10

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Said I’ll get up soon

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Ended up sleeping till now

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Oh shi

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I lost by 227 streak on TikTok with my cousin

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Oh she’s gonn crash out

pulsar tiger
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Js watched Ep 1 and 2 of stranger things (season 5)

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And woah

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Not bad

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End of EP 2,the second I saw her write the first letter I knew bro

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And I was correct

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From EP 1 dint expect it

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EP 2 and saw the letter I knew

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I might watch half of EP 3

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Idk it’s 5:20 rn

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I need to be up at 6:30

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So I’ll watch until 6

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And then js do smth else

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But I think most my classmates would’ve finished it by now

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Bc they were talking abt js staying up and watching it

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And a girl posted on her story the start of episode 2 a bit past 1am

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Icl I hate that I fell asleep early bc I had to stuff I wanted to do

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And I fell asleep in my earlier clothes n stuff

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But then I also got to watch season 5 already

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Well not fully

pulsar tiger
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Okay finished EP 3

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And WHAT

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now I wanna watch the last EP but don’t have time

pulsar tiger
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Chat I failed my science tests

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Lowk

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Yeah nvm I did

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Physics: 25/60

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I’m so cooked

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But hey

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It’s fine,the class average/mean was 23

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I forgot which one he said

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Then chemistry

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37/63

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Second highest in class but still ass

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Idec what my friend got in chemistry anymore bc she sued her phone

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I didn’t

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Tbh idek what she got

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But the girl she was sat next to and working with got less than me

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So maybe he maybe she got less than me too

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No bc good for her if she get a high score

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But she cheated so idc

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Omg in history though on my test a few weeks ago (not recent mock) I got 49/54

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11/12 for the paragraph

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And 38/42

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For the facts part

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Like short questions

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Oh gosh now my biology results which I MIGHT get tmr

pulsar tiger
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I still see ur shadows in my room

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Anyways

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Today was so boring

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I felt like I was dreaming all day

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But I felt like I was abt to fall asleep

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Got told my teacher enjoys my writing and I write beautifully

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Heck yeah

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Damn I need to start aot

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But I need to finish everything else

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Bro TGCF

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The art is just amazing

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I remember starting it on Netflix

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And I thought it was straight

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Bc it was set in like old china or smth and yk people had long hair and dresses usually

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It like I wasn’t sure the genders

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I started

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Thinking it was straight

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It’s nothing weird or anything

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It’s literally just demon king x prince

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But it’s so good

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And I’m so glad I started it

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Well finished it

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Idk waiting for a new season

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Mini movie came out a few months ago or smth

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My little sister broke my megumi figure after I glued the head back on

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I’ll have to hot glue it back on

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At one point

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Omg Monday off skl

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I’m so happy bro

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This constant routine is getting tiring

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I need to finish working out but my moms upstairs so I’m waiting

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Oh yeah

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So

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My corset and my flared jeans came

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Yayay

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Idk if I’ve already mentioned it

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I’m def not gonna wear corset out unless to a party or smth

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Even tho I like it

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The flared jeans tho

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I need to try think of an outfit

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They’re low rise lowkey

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Idk

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Yeah I think they are

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I always wear black/grey baggy jeans when I go out so I’m so happy I have something else to wear

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Even tho I rarely go out

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Oh yeah

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Tuesday

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I’m getting my friend to buy me a monster

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Bc she forgot this week

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And

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I’m pouring it into a water bottle

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Bc I’m not allowed

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Well I never asked

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But yeah

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Damn I love monster

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Idk what flavour to try next tho

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Or to js get one I already had

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Like ultra strawberry dreams

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I think it was called

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Or ultra peachy

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Idk I love all

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But we move on

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No bc I get told the opposite

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I’m going off topic tho

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Some girls are so nice I actually adore them bro

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I’m straight tho btw

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But like

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They’re just so sweet

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Most of them

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Kinda

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But yeah

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I’m tired but I can’t take a nap

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I’ve been napping for the last 3 days after skl and then staying up

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I can’t wait to dye my hair dark red

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Tbh I’ve already done that colour

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So I can’t rlly say colour unlocked or wtv

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Wait

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Either I’ll do dark red all over my hair which will obviously be lighter on my highlights

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Or do just pink highlights

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Damn hard choice

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No bc I get told I’m ruining my hair

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But then I also see people explaining it doesn’t ruin ur hair that much

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And my hairs pretty much health

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Even tho I bleached it twice and dyed it 5 times now

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Within 2 years

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Which isn’t too bad

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I mean I don’t wanna jinx it

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But yeah

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I js love changing my appearance man

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I love dying my hair

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Man I loved the purple but I felt so weird with it

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Tbh it was the same when I got blue highlights

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It just takes time I guess