potent trellis
So I've been struggling with the feeling of love, I don't know if I feel it for others or from others, I feel like my relationships with people are based on what I gain from them, be it reputation, materialistic things etc., I'm kinda lost and don't know if there's a solution to this, any ideas or thoughts about my struggle?
(I want to find a solution for future relationships I might have and don't want to ruin because of how I naturally act with things)