#mae’s journal 🐈

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formal bluff
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i haven’t slept at all and my eyes hurt sm

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but i can’t sleep

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what’s happening

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oh yeah

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here’s a random rant about my ex boyfriend who i broke up with about 7-8 days ago

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i genuinely don’t know what to do with my life anymore, i don’t really see myself moving on from my ex at all. Is there really any way to move on?? I mean, all i could think about is how he treated me our entire relationship but for some reason, it doesn’t make me hate him. I seriously can’t ignore the fact of how much he’s lied to me and broken every single one of our promises the past 9 to 10 months. LIKE BRO IM LIKE THIS AND OUT OF NOWHEREI START MISSING HIM AND I GO BACK TO THAT. CAN someone just come through my screen and hit me atp because i’m not doing any of this anymore

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i think i have attachment issues ngl

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oh

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wait

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i’m too good for all of this

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i’ll get better in a week

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trust

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💔

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anyways

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i’m so sad because i got banned on roblox

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for 1 week because i told someone to shut up for calling my avatar big

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oh damn i forgot abt school

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AHHH I WASNT DOING SO GOOD IN SCHOOL BECAUSE OF DEPRESSION

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i need to cook in school this year fr

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maybe

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i might give up on the first day

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like always

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i don’t really like being around a lot of people honestly, the loud noises were overwhelming me for some reason and i couldn’t focus at all

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honestly saying all of this took stuff off of me and now i feel calm

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i think i was the cause for most of that 😓

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oops

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i’ll come back later

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when something goes wrong

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goodnight even though it’s 8:39am

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gm

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gn