#BODEN’S not so silly journal anymore
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Because most of em didn’t even work for em 😭
And all I can get is a lousy one nighter w a bitch
Like bruh
I’m working so hard to try to find someone
And ppl are just so happy and can easily get into relationships
It’s so stupid and pmo
Dw y’all can still talk here
As long as you ain’t doing shi to pmo or harass me
Wait don’t you have a boyfriend? 😭
Unfortunately we have to enforce the no responses in journals from now on.
Wait what!?
But I specifically said in my journal that I encourage reply’s
Wow
That’s kinda actually stupid
Cus what if I don’t wanna talk in general chat
Bruh
Actually bouta crash tf out
They take away our rights
Nah
That’s it
I already came from work feeling shitty
Now this?
Bouta be my last night
Nobody will know
They will forget I existed
Nobody gives a shit what am I even doing
Writing here like someone will see it
Oh to have a gun rn
Only one person gave a single shit lmao
@red hollow your goated
Nah cus it’s crazy
That ppl say they care for me?
When in a time of crisis only one shows
That’s real loyalty bro
Look man, idc how many rules I break saying this
I'm saying it
I' here for you
Always
You're a great friend, you've helped me
Even if I can't handle it well
I'll help ya, you mean a lot to me
Fuck yeah
The only one who showed up when I needed someone
Nah gang you’re goated
Stick around, you don't know what life has to offer
Lifes a gamble, you don't always win. But it feels good wjen you do
I’ll live another one for you for sure
Gambling mentioned
Hell yeah man
Your awesome
You okay?
Check my vent
I replied
Are you having thoughts about death?
Maybe I can help you
I don’t really know how to say this, but I feel like my mental health has become too heavy for me to carry. I’ve tried so hard to fight through it, to stay strong, and to keep going for myself and for the people who care about me. But right now, it feels like the weight is just too much.
I’m so deeply sorry for whatever may happen because of this. Please know that none of this comes from a place of wanting to hurt anyone. I’m just overwhelmed, and I don’t know what else to do anymore.
I hope you can forgive me. I love and appreciate everyone who has ever been there for me
@jolly flume
Hm
Do you need someone to talk to?
I’m not feeling very talkative tonight
Maybe you should go to sleep
Maybe
It happens to me a lot
When the evening comes I feel like shit
Please don't man
Don’t stress it
🫂
Me neither bro
But there's people who cares about us
Sadly not for me
I’m pretty sure you could move on
That's not any kind of fucking consolation
@jolly flume
Just try to sleep man
Tomorrow is another day
You'll feel better
Sorry
If you need to we can talk
Idk if there is a tomorrow for me
That’s for anyone reading this
But yeah
Anyways
Bullshit
You have a future, everyone does
Do you think you'll never be able to feel happy or you just don't want to live trough life even though you could be happy?
I’m not dealing with this pain anymore
I’m sorry
I hope you all understand
And you wachi I hope you understand
I understand more than you think
@jolly flume I don't judge you for what you say you will do
I've tried doing it myself
I must say, when you feel like this, it's hard to think about those who care about you
Because the feeling can be unbearable
But I hope you find something
Anything that will make you live
If there's anything I can do to help please just ask
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Yo watch this
It’s good as fuck
What are those
Bear
I cannot bro
Well fuckin shit
Mads is going away from the server
Because of me
It’s my fuckin fault
Why do I have to be so fucking dumb
I wanna cry
So bad
Fuck me
Fuck me
FUCJ me
Fuck me
Fuck me
Fuck me
Fuck me
Fuck me
Fuck me
Fuck me
Fuck me
I’m so fucking retarte*d
Why do I have to be like this
I wanna curl up and cry
No not even
I wanna just die
But I literally don’t have a way to
Other than maybe hanging myself with my shirt
I wanna end it all
I’m shaking
So badly
“Ye is this that and yadda yadda” 🤓🗣️
Bro…
Sybau
Pls
Do you know the guy?
Maybe this is why he’s crashing out
Because dumbasses who don’t know him go online and just talk shit
Hardly anything positive has been said online about him since 2022
Like y’all do not know the mf
So pls Sybau
Hope you feel better too
R u lying
I want u to feel better
It was yesterday
Please dont
Okay
For all the women out there
If you man
Has below average meat size
Do not
Make him feel
Any
Less manly
Because he’s probably already self conscious about it
So you support him
That’s all
:3
Bro vent out to me when ur sad cause im there for you and u said u were fine but u werent
I got it bro dw
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!rank
Damn
62 is alot
Y’all ever think of local dogboy sometimes
Sometimes, I don't blame them. Someone got sick of Huddle, and I don't blame them for that
Needless to say it's only gotten worse since then
Exactly
But he’s gone completely radio silent
Like fully
Gone
I can’t get a hold of him
Fit o da day
ok
Of fucking course, third one this month. Why can’t I be happy? I don’t know. I’ve lost another friend. Good on them, they wanted to work on themselves and I don’t blame em but shit. Doesn’t change that it hurts, first one when radios silent and had been ghosting me, the second one is mad and hates me, and this one is just going to work on herself. But fuck dude, I swear I’m cursed. As soon as I get close to someone they have to leave. Like oh chill we know eachother but as soon as we start talking in DMs you gotta leave.
I have music taste that nobody else understands
That’s genuinely the truth
Not one person in this server would understand my music taste
Like I don’t even think Logan understands
All music taste is subjective. I understand fairly well and I understand it overall. I never judge peoples music taste and I always listen
For real
Tho I get judged heavily for my music taste
But I lowk never judge ppls music taste
Bc that shit is personal
And when ppl tell me my music is ass
That shit hurts
If I don’t like someone’s music I just say
“Not rly my style”
But when I give someone a song
“This song sucks”
“What is this trash”
Like gang
That shit is a personal attack
Exactly bro
Music isn't bad. No music is bad. All music is good. Just say it's not for you.
No need to be hostile about it
Fr
That’s been told to me in THIS server tho
Like fr
Why can’t y’all be respectful abt it at least
Like I rly do get if it’s not your style
But when ppl say “damn Boden your music taste is ass”
REAL QUOTE BTW
Others are like
“Yeah I agree”
“True”
“He listens to shit”
But when IIII
do it
IM A TERRIBLE HUMAN
lowk crashing out
I’ve only done that once
To someone who was perposefully ragebaiting me abt Kanye
Like I pride myself in my good music taste. But that's because i like almost everything and anything. And to me it's stupid that people can't be respectful about it. I love music on a professional level and pretty simply.
No music is bad music
You're music taste is just as valid as mine
Or ramens
Or johns
Or anyone
Music is subjective
It's dumb
I get your music taste
I do
Even if some of its not for me and I may make fun of it lightheartedly every once and a while.
You're music taste is just as valid as anyone's
Yeah you chill abt it and I agree with you in most cases
But in this server
Ive been told multiple times
“Your music taste is so bad”
Dawg stfu
Like fr
That’s genuinely a personal attack
Bc music is so personal
And when you shit on someone’s music taste
I garuntee you have no clue how much it hurts
Not you Logan but Yk
Absolutely I get you
Like
Idfk
If you don’t like a song I recommend just be respectful
Cus like
Lowk
If you tell me you hate my music taste
My opinion has significantly dropped on you
And that’s already happened
Idk if you saw but when me, you and Johnny and Doggo made a Spotify playlist
Me and you had like a 90~% music taste compatibility
We were damn near identical
We chill
Ye
Oh btw
Have you talked to Doggo recently
I like
Can’t get in contact
Lebron james
No my vent journal
Okie dokie
I might leave the server
Ive joined a new server that I will probably be more active in
Damn
Ig I’m a n@zi now
Oh well
Guess y’all should ban me and block me
Like dawg what is your reasoning?
“You like Kanye”
So?
Grrrr I hate you
Your Jewish
I fucking hate you
Dawg that isn’t me
What?
So fucking weird
I’m not tweeting all that shit
Been called a n@zi three times today
Twice in this server
Highk fuckin hate it
It's just dumb
Yup
Wut server?
By who? And why 😭
Average Huddleverse experience
HOLY FUCK
REALLY GOOD NEWS
GUYS :3
SOMEONE IS ASKING FOR ME TO MAKE A BEAT FOE THEIR SONG
I FEEL LIKE KANYE
“CAN I TALK MY SHIT AGAIN”
Oh btw in case you didn't know I'm in ftmh as well
I just wanted to mention
Hell yeah
Fuck
I’m in a pickle
That servers goated, way better than this one
JESUS WALK
NEW SONG ON YT
PRODUCED BY ME
My first song is getting posted on Yt
Not written or sang by me
But produced by me
I made the beat on it :3333
Y’all wanna hear the beat I made for it???? :333
YES
Holy peak
WHO
And I made this beat for em
Plis plis plis
Okay
@cedar lintel
Boden
Wanted to ask your opinion on my anthem for the next four year
https://open.spotify.com/track/34PhB0kHT00utubP3aTau8?si=sxfBvYCGRkKW6zwECZnIhw
The next what now
THE VIDEO IS CRAAAXY
SLUMP ON SUM KANYE SHI LMAO
Lmfaoo
This mt anthem for the next four years
Hell yeah
Fuck that overly tan dementia ridden bastard
Frrr 😭🙏
I’m so proud of my work today
Like man
I think I did good
And I’m lowk mad excited to hear the finished product
Fit of the day
Lowk thought it looked good
My hair looks so fuckin bad
Gotta wear a hat
WORDDD
Fr…?
🙏🙏 thank you
It lowk looks hella bad tho
Nah
Yes 😭
The vibe is vibing
Wrd
But dawg
It’s so bad
My hair
R u so fucking real rn
GIVE M IF U DNT WANT IT
It’s bad my man
Lemme just like take it off
WORD
I love your hair bru
R u high or sum
Wdym by high (knowing you)
Tyyyyyyy sm 🙏🙏
High as in fucking blind
If I had your hair the mirror would be my bsf
Oooh lmao
It used to look so much better tho 🥀
I Highk don’t like it
Idgaf
Just gotta give it time
I love it
Lmao
Maybe in ur eyes
I lowk hate it
It looks good with a hat on because it stays out my eyes
Blud
And the sides are short
I'ma kill u fr
Lmfao
Mbmb
Then I'll take ur hair
Muahaajaa
NOOOOO
🥀
🙈
SEE
🙉
YOU DO WANT A IT
Ion wanna be bald
That would look very bad on me 🙏
See
There's worss
So ig it could be worse
HOLY CRAP
A CA JUST SCARED MW
WTFFFF
Kitty
Lemme find my puppy rq
AW
Found her
YAY
She cute????
😍
Dog mentioned I'm excited
Don’t judge my voice smh
That’s how you talk to puppies
AWWW
SHE SO CUTEEE
Ikrrrr
And your voice is finess
Like actually finee
Aww fr??
Tyy ❤️
I'm being frrr
I lowk hate my voice tho 🥀
Blud
U deaf
Period.
I also have Kibby
So are you smh
Naur cuz I have sinisasi wtv it's called
My ears r blocked brutha
OH SHI
mb gang
Mb
I ain’t know
LOL
it was meant to be dark humor 😩
Oh shit lmao
I'm slow asf
🦥
Me too 😭
Twinn
Not this becoming our dms
Nah twin dm me anytime lmao
You lowk hella fun to talk to
Aw
Tysm
You're cool asf
Tysm too
3.141592653589
This song is so good dude
Yes
I might write a song tonight
Gonna keep it real w you but ts made me blush 😭
xx 😁❤️
Your lowk too sweet
I swear
Man look at yourself
You'll see you're more
If not I'll give u my glasses
Dawwwwwwwwwwgw
You to sweet bro
ONG
You so sweet
Tysm
Brutha you're better than sugar
You're like syrup
Frozen
Melted and added more sugar
Ifykyk
Dawgwgwgwgducjf
Bro
Your so sweet
And your voice bru
I swear
It's so deep
But when u talked to the puppy
It was sweeter than any sweet
Awwwww
Bro you lowk making me blush
YOH actually so sweet
🫶
And your voice is amazing too
Aw ty
It’s brilliant for singing
Let's hope u don't listen to it while I ain't singing
Ol
Lol
Lmao
Your way to sweet bro
Like fr
🫶🏼
If you reading this
Pls get sleep tho
You lowk need and deserve it
Err
Ooooh send em to me?
Sure. In DMS or wha?
DMs or in your journal
It don’t matter
Do you think it's okay to post so many in one go
If put em 1 by one
And somehow devide them
Yuh
Yuh
Lowk ginna hop off discord for the night
Aw
🥹
Whatever u think is best for u boo
No I meant the night Mb
I’ll be back in the morning lmao
I worded that hella wrong
Brutha gave me a heart attack
Anyways sleepy time
Lmao sorry
No worries
Sweet dreamss
Ty twin
Good morning y’all
Lowk gotta start making voice memos again
Doggy
Shes such a sweet baby
Lowk just my voice
I lowk hate my voice 🥀
Sounds so buns 😭✌️
Your voice>>>> 😍🔥
Dawg
Tysm
Your actually so sweet
It's like
Wow
I'm speechless
I might steal your voice box
If what you said yesterday was true that’s lowk the nicest thing anybody has said to me in probably my life
I’m being deadass
(voice box cus you're like a doll)
I don't lie in these situations
Then what you said was the nicest thing anybody has said to me in my life
I’m being for real
Your so sweet
Then you're sorrounded by assholes bri
Bru
I am 😭
Kinda
Surrounded*
But my friends online are cool and kind
Man fuck em
But they have never said that stuff
You lowk had me like
Blushing
And like
Moving like a giddy schoolgirl
Man you deserve the world
That was so nice
You do too ❤️🩹
I kinda made a poem abt u ik it's weird I just love my friends a lil too much
I'm adding more tho
Awwwww Ty
And no it’s not weird
Ik it's weird but I'm weird so
Lol
It’s lowk super sweet
No no it’s not weird
You have shown me more kindness then I’ve ever received in my whole life
And I’ve known you for what
2 or three days?
Aw
Yeah lol three
That’s something to be fucking proud of
Tbh these three says have been the best in discord
Mostly because of you
And this server
Awww
This server is rly nice sometimes
But other times it’s not
And I’m glad I could make you happy
It’s lowk been the same for me
Ikr sometimes it's just weird 💔
No
No
Oh wait
Nvm lol
LOL
I thought you were calling yourself weird 😭
We both know I am xx
Noooooo
I'ma add the finish the touches in the poem
Brb
Unless it’s weird in a good way
Mmk
Bye bye
Lmk when it’s done
I just did my physical therapy and now my arms and shoulders are like pumped
And like my biceps are rock hard
I lowk feel strong rn
And my triceps
And my traps
I don’t wanna be all big like these guys tho
I wanna be like
Maybe like this
Nothing crazy
But still looks rly good
5 weeks 💪
I think I’ll be able to get over it
It’s the drug that’s in cough syrup
I’m making Mac n cheese
Today wilk be good
My voice got complimented
And I’m rly happy
So I’m gonna post more videos of me talking here
Even if I don’t think it’s good
Yayy
I made a song
Or wrote one
I think it’s pretty good
I bet it's amazing
MY FAWKING HAIR USHDUFHDAYSGC
Thank uuuu
😭😭😭🥀🥀🥀🥀
IAHSTDHSIDVJCJSIWK
Never shoulda gotten the haircut
🥀
💔
Puppy
Istg your voice is like
Sooooooo
Fineeeee
I've said it if u don't want it gimme
DAWWWWGGGGGGGGGG
YOUR MAKING ME BLUSH
That made me unconsciously smil
Smile
Idk why
But fr
I like your voice
Awwwwufcjcnfivjfndf
Love. Your voice actually
Tysmmm
Tzdyxy jcosjvjcicjdnwod
🫶
Actually thank you
Your so sweet
I lowk don’t know what to say
You got me blushing
Frick you /lh 😭
😃
Sure
Gang wdymmmmmmmmmmm❤️🩹
Lmfao
LOL
I'm actually smiling rn wtf
I haven't smiled my real smile in so long
That’s makes two of ussss
Me neitherrrerwrrer
Awwwww cuties
Loll
Lmao
Emi is so sweet
Is swear laz
You gotta lock her up
She ain’t leaving non for the rest of us 🥀
😝
This me rn
nom nom
😁
You ated the kittertrryuyyy????(?(.)!,!,,
Whyyyyyyyyy
xx
Why not
Fair point
The cat rn. 🌯
But it was cute and smiling
:3
Watching yall is kinda funny
How do you mean…?
Its funny
Me
Laz was here earlier
Yea
I'm funny like dat xx
(I'm js sleep deprived I'm actually do boring)
Nah I lowk bet you even funnier when you got energy
Man ty 🥹
My puppy lowk things shes still small
Aww not her hugging youu
Shes ao Fuggin cute
gotta make sure u guys are behaving 😞
Her name is evil fart
Bro doxxed my middle name
Shes falling asleep on memeneeeeeeeeee
Evil fart
Yeah I'm evil
My dog lowk evil
BRah my podcast turned off I'm going to lose it brb
She shat on the floor in my home gym like two days ago
Like diarrhea
On the fuckin floor
And in the carpet
Good girl
NOOOO
But she was lowk cute
So I forgave her
Cutie patootie
You better
I think in human years she is like a 10-14 year old
Pup
I love music
Do I give her the blanket
My twin
The dog?
You 🥙
Awwww
Twin
Yoo the pfppp
Just got a new one :3
Bear
So cute 🥹
WAIY choose one
Or from the bottom one
You choose
Waitt
So many
Very many
Which one looks the awesomest
I love graduation and jesus is king
Whdjciidnsciiv
Totally not because they're blue
Yayayayyayayaya
I love the Jik one
They're all so pretty
Ikr
I love the way they are designed
Fr same
I forgor the dudes name who drew em
Uhhhhm
Tamagashi murikami
J think
I prolly spelt it wrong
It's ok
Is image lowk awesome
Do you need to talk with someone?
No
I’m fine
I know I’m straight
That’s good tyyy
Tyyyyyyy
I wonder how many tracks from kids see ghosts were removed
Imma go for a walk for a bit
HEY MONA LISA COME HOME YOU KNOW YOU CANT RULE WITHOUT CEASER /lyr
How does your voice just get better and better bru
I'ma cry in baby voice now
Fuck you
/j
Flashing lights 🙀
YES
IM SO GLAD YOU LISTEN TO KANYE
I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD HAPPEN
Loll
Is it that oblivious 😕💔
Jesus walk with me
Chat I might be moving to Wisconsin!!!!!
HOLY SHIT IM GETTING OUT OF HERE
IM MOVING TO A SMALL QUIET TOWN IN WISCONSIN
FUCK YES
Congratssss
how did you do that 😭
Aperently my mom has been working extra shifts and my dad had money saved up that he never told me about
So yeah
They are actually moving rly close to eachother
In like
The smallest quiet suburban town
Thank you mads
@robust drum
Yo
Skip the first 54 seconds
It’s all day by Kanye with the Kendrick Lamar verse
So thatsss frank oceann damnn