#KiKi’s journal ✨
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10/03/25
today was a bit boring, did college, snuck out of college (dw it was during just study time. I’m suppose to stay there but I was unwell) , got home and of course it started raining. tried to nap, interrupted , ate food and now. idk what to do. waiting for mother to arrive home and give me pineapple chunks. gonna watch avatar in bed then whilst I floss and stuff. but my stomach hurts so bad. I’ve felt so sick all day. yay 
15/04/25
just got asked for a c8m trib on Reddit. Over me.
20/04/25
my nans dog first full day in spring. and she’s gonna be put down. she’s been there for my whole- life.
fuck.
Until next time poppy. You rest up and eat as many dog biscuits as you can
I wish I had friends you know
Like
Actual friends.
I’m 17 in. 16 days
And
Fuck I’m not getting a teenage friendship group
Why can’t I just
Experience this shit man
I have nothing to look back on.
Goodnight poppy.
Argument of the day with my mother:
She bought a DS game using Amazon for my birthday. As a joke I thought I’d open it and my stepdad thought it would be funny too.
She wakes up
Shouts at me
I throw it down the stairs to her
‘You ungrateful piece of shit’
‘Fuck you and your birthday’
‘You’re not fucking getting anything now’
‘If you didn’t have such a fucking attitude I would’ve maybe let you keep it’
I wish I wasn’t
I wish I didn’t look this way
Like shit I I have to live like tbis my whole life
I hate my
Stepdad
No
I don’t even
Why I’m I expected to see him as thar
Just because he’s been here all my life
I’ve never felt more uglier than the flash camera on at night in the mirror
My skins so textured
My face is so puffy
My teeth. god I do fucking everytbing for fhen
Them
Yet I’m still in dental treatment and i can’t afford a hygienist
I’ve gained so much weight
And I’m afraid of loosing him.
Life couldn’t get much worse.
I just
I’m just