#KiKi’s journal ✨

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steady hare
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just my life 🙂

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10/03/25
today was a bit boring, did college, snuck out of college (dw it was during just study time. I’m suppose to stay there but I was unwell) , got home and of course it started raining. tried to nap, interrupted , ate food and now. idk what to do. waiting for mother to arrive home and give me pineapple chunks. gonna watch avatar in bed then whilst I floss and stuff. but my stomach hurts so bad. I’ve felt so sick all day. yay cry_thumb

steady hare
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15/04/25
just got asked for a c8m trib on Reddit. Over me.

steady hare
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why is loneliness so

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why does it hurt

steady hare
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20/04/25
my nans dog first full day in spring. and she’s gonna be put down. she’s been there for my whole- life.

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fuck.

steady hare
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Until next time poppy. You rest up and eat as many dog biscuits as you can

steady hare
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I wish I had friends you know

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Like

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Actual friends.

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I’m 17 in. 16 days

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And

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Fuck I’m not getting a teenage friendship group

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Why can’t I just

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Experience this shit man

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I have nothing to look back on.

steady hare
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Goodnight poppy.

steady hare
steady hare
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I swear just

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Fucking hell

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I

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Such a mes

steady hare
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I look so fucking ugly

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Whg is he with me

steady hare
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Argument of the day with my mother:

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She bought a DS game using Amazon for my birthday. As a joke I thought I’d open it and my stepdad thought it would be funny too.

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She wakes up

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Shouts at me

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I throw it down the stairs to her

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‘You ungrateful piece of shit’

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‘Fuck you and your birthday’

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‘You’re not fucking getting anything now’

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‘If you didn’t have such a fucking attitude I would’ve maybe let you keep it’

steady hare
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I wish I wasn’t

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I wish I didn’t look this way

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Like shit I I have to live like tbis my whole life

steady hare
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I hate my

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Stepdad

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No

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I don’t even

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Why I’m I expected to see him as thar

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Just because he’s been here all my life

steady hare
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I’ve never felt more uglier than the flash camera on at night in the mirror

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My skins so textured

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My face is so puffy

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My teeth. god I do fucking everytbing for fhen

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Them

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Yet I’m still in dental treatment and i can’t afford a hygienist

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I’ve gained so much weight

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And I’m afraid of loosing him.

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Life couldn’t get much worse.

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I just

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I’m just