#laz's journal

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craggy hamlet
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need to brush my teeth

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okay.im.gonna go brush them ill take my.pgone with me

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THIS SONG SUCKS TOO

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why is this shit all country

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BRUSHED MY TEETJ

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in the mood to weite

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Write

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but also like not

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in the mood to write and create but not in a creative mood

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OKAY leaving tmr and going on a trip

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gonna try to stay off my phone most of the trip + carride so I think I'll uninstall either tonight or tomorrow (temporarily)

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Should be back Monday

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IF YOU NEED ME DM ME BUT ILL TAKE A WHILE TO RESPOMD BYE!! MIGHT TALK TMR MORNING KIGJT NOT WHO KNOWS

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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arrived at my destination :3

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very pretty and awesome

smoky yoke
nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
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YES I'll dm you

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They aren't sending

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Oh nvm lol

craggy hamlet
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forgot face photos aren't allowed and.almost sent one HELP

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that would have been so tough

nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
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it was a photo of like just my face HAHAHA I'd be drawing over rhe whole thing

craggy hamlet
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the door won't lock the door doesn't fucking lock

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oh my god

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why won't it lock why won't it fucming lock

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I can't figure out how to lock it

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no matter which way I turn it it just opens

nocturne tide
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Yikes

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Maybe let the family know

craggy hamlet
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I don't want to stay here anymore

craggy hamlet
nocturne tide
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Then take shower???

craggy hamlet
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No the front door won't lock

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The bathroom door does

nocturne tide
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Oh shit

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That’s kinda spooky

craggy hamlet
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Yeah

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it's okay I'll be okay

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I'll sleep with my knife I'll be okay

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I'm scared

nocturne tide
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Be safe!!!

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Maybe prop a chair?

craggy hamlet
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It's okay I'll take a shower and then be sleepy and go to sleep

craggy hamlet
nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
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I will!!!!

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Okay fomma get squeaky clean now thank you sorry bye

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!!

craggy hamlet
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going on a hiiiike

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but

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I have to wear special water shoes bc we have to cross through streams

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and I can't wear socks :(

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It feels icky to not wear socks

rotund cave
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No socks with shoes???

nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
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crossed OVER streams not THROUGH streams there was a little bridge

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SO MUCH FUN!!! LOVRD IT

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if you want photos I'll dm them to you :3

rotund cave
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YEAHHHH LEMME SEEEE

smoky yoke
rotund cave
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FOXY FOXY

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WHATS IT GONNA BE

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FOXY FOXY

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I DONT KNOW THE REST

craggy hamlet
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Sleepy eepy girl

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(Me)

rotund cave
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HI AZ

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LAZ

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LAZ

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HBI LAZ

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HI LAZ

craggy hamlet
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HI HI HI MYTH

craggy hamlet
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I hate the way I look

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And the way I sound

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And the way I behave

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I think I just don't like myself

nocturne tide
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Well

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I like laz

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Laz is a rly good friend

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And

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And

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Supportive

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And compassionate

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And

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And

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Yeah

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We love you laz

craggy hamlet
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I love you toohuddleheartshape huddleheartshape

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MY LEG IS SO FU KING IT HY

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IM GOING TO RIP IT OFF

nocturne tide
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Yikes

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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thank you

jaunty beacon
craggy hamlet
craggy hamlet
craggy hamlet
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I itched too hard

craggy hamlet
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Dogboy inspired me I took this test thing

nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
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LMAO

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Wanna take it

nocturne tide
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Sure Whats it called

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Send a link

craggy hamlet
nocturne tide
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100 percent woah

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32 percent tho

smoky yoke
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this shit went awful

craggy hamlet
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DANF

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DANG*

nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
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I spend too much time thinking about whay people think of me

craggy hamlet
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Is it too much to make an anonymous google form for people to tell me what they think of me

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Would you guys fill it out LMAO

nocturne tide
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I always wonder what ppl think abt me here

craggy hamlet
nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
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IM GOING TO.MAKE ONW

nocturne tide
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YOU SHOULD DO TAHT ACTUALLY

craggy hamlet
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I WILL

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anyone who wants to fill it out can :33

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I don't except anybody to if they don't want to

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But if you do want to PLEASE DO

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And go into AS NUCH DEGAIL AS POSSINEK

nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
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THAT WAS FAST???

nocturne tide
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YESS

craggy hamlet
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HOORAY!!!!

nocturne tide
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I SHOULD MAKE ONE!!!

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HOW DO YOU DO IT

craggy hamlet
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LOOK UP GOOGLE FORMS

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AND MAKE ONE

craggy hamlet
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I'll check it tomorrow

jaunty beacon
craggy hamlet
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😧

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DANG

nocturne tide
jaunty beacon
jaunty beacon
rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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MY HEAD HURTTSSSS

craggy hamlet
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I don't know what most of these mean.....

jaunty beacon
craggy hamlet
jaunty beacon
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i think same model too

craggy hamlet
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THATS SO COOL

craggy hamlet
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I love taking online tests

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Silly little quizzes

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I don't actually take then seriously

craggy hamlet
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IM JOINING MARCHINF BAND!!!

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soooo exciyed!

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head hurts tjough

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allll dayyy my head hruys

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Hruts

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Hruts

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Hurts

craggy hamlet
nocturne tide
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It wont feel better immediately but it will feel better later

craggy hamlet
nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
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LOL

craggy hamlet
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I've decided there's nothing wrong with me these are all symptoms of being fucking awesome

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//j

soft hornet
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self undiagnsoing

craggy hamlet
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Playing pianoooo

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this song is lowkey way above my skill level

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I DONT CARE!!! IM EVIL!!!

craggy hamlet
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yeah I've decided my doctor is wrong

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I'm just a pro

craggy hamlet
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PLAYED FORTNITE WITH FRIDND

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Head still hurys

smoky yoke
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@craggy hamlet have you checked the forms yet?

craggy hamlet
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I love all of you /p you're too kind huddleheartshape Joy Joy

jaunty beacon
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hop on duos rn laz 🗣️ 🔥 🔥

craggy hamlet
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I WAS AG SCHOOL SORRY

craggy hamlet
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I'm not very good but I try my best

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Do you actually want to do duos togeyhrr

jaunty beacon
craggy hamlet
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If you ever install it lmk we can play:3

jaunty beacon
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cranking fuckin 90's with laz

craggy hamlet
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I DONT KNOW HOW TO BUILD I USUAKLY PLAY 0 BUILD

jaunty beacon
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i cant build for shit love

craggy hamlet
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BUT I CAN TRU MY BEST FOR YOU

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HELP

jaunty beacon
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nah ZERO BUILD 100%

craggy hamlet
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YESSSS

jaunty beacon
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watching me try to build is like trying to watch a guy with no asshole take a shit

craggy hamlet
jaunty beacon
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i know 1 basic wall combo

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das it

craggy hamlet
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I can't do any of it

craggy hamlet
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my hip hurts

jaunty beacon
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HIP

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get it like

craggy hamlet
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AAAAAHHH KNEE SLAPPER

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SLAPPING MY KNEE

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my dog is begging for my really spicy food

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she's making me feel guilty but it'll hurt her

craggy hamlet
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Rude as hell

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told a friend I've been listening to a song a lot and she said "thats so tough"

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okay

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fuck you?? like what

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IDK

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it just felt rlly rude

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"I think the song I've been listening to the most is animal cannibal"
"that's so tough"

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oh?

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I jusy said "yeah"

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I mean it's not that big of a deal lowkey I'm overreacting but just

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at least pretend to care bro

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at least say "cool!!"

rotund cave
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Cause it lowkey sounds cool asl

craggy hamlet
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Animal Cannibal from Possibly in Michigan

craggy hamlet
rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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OKAYYY

rotund cave
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OMG I KNOW THIS SONG

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I LOVE THIS ONE

soft hornet
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i bite at the hand that feeds me!!

rotund cave
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Slap at the face that eats me!!

craggy hamlet
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some kind of animal cannibal

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made impressions on me

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AAAAAHHH AAAHHHH

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it's late

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:(

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my head hurts again

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tomorrow I'm going to be sooo productive don't even play

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(Me when I lie)

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
rotund cave
rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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OKAY

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I'll listen to it tmr

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I'm really eepy

rotund cave
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Okayyyyy

craggy hamlet
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Pinned so I don't forget

craggy hamlet
rotund cave
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Lemme know what you think about ittt

craggy hamlet
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OKK

rotund cave
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YAYYYY

craggy hamlet
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omg I forgot about my dog poem

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HELP

rotund cave
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DOG POEM

craggy hamlet
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YEAH

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you already read it it's pinned thats why I was reminded of it

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Bc I saw it

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When I checked pins

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GOODNIGHT

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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can't just be in a good fucking mood

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some stupid shit always has to ruin it

craggy hamlet
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need this rn

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not tje licking part LMAO

craggy hamlet
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me w w w w when she's perfect

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this is how I look at her when she talks to me

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she's so sillyyyy

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we talked a lot today

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Too tired to brush teeth

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I'll brush extra good tmr

nocturne tide
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I say that as a question

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Bc idk if your sleep

rotund cave
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LAZ ARE YOU OKAY WHATS WRONG

craggy hamlet
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I got over if

craggy hamlet
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HIii myth

rotund cave
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HUII HRU

craggy hamlet
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HIII

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lowkey bad

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Hruuu

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uuggghhgfhhufuguh

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asufuguguh

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I HATE EVRYTHING

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fucking MEN

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(not you myth)

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AND I KNOOOOW ITS NOT ALL MEN

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I DONT FEEL LIKE ARGUING ABOUT IT IK ITS NOT EVERYONE

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BUT THE FUCKING FEW

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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I was getting hit on by a grown ass man today

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I told him how old I was at least 3 times

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He kept going.

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And my grandpa didn't say ANYTBING

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I'm so PISSED

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He said "you were handling it pretty well, so I didn't step in."

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yeah so I actually wasn't handling it well

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I was terrified

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I was shaking and about to cry I don't think that's handling it well

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I hate eveytjingb

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Not even just bc of this

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Just in a bad mood tosay

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I want to die

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I don't even know what's wrong

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It'd okay it'll go away in a few minutes HELP

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Thats been happening a lot more recently

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I'll be tweaking the fuck out and then I'm just fine

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DOMT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THIS BITCH

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I need a code name

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hmm

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lion

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fucking LION

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(nobody here)

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just fir her own privacy

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all she does is pmo

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J dint even want to talk about it

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I need to take a break

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ive had enough

soft hornet
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actually disgusting

craggy hamlet
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ik

soft hornet
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i’m sorry laz i know how it feels

craggy hamlet
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he made me take a selfie with him

soft hornet
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what the fuck

craggy hamlet
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anx my hat had my school logo on it

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:(

soft hornet
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WHAT THE FUCK

craggy hamlet
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andbhe tried to get me to be in his vlog

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and I was like "haha no thanks"

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and he was just talking and he was like "do you want to, like, hug?" and I was like "..thats okay."

soft hornet
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no way..

craggy hamlet
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and he was like "oh, sorry, was thay weird? haha sorry. I'm sorry."

soft hornet
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the way your grandpa didn’t step in pisses me off too

craggy hamlet
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yeah it was fuckinf weird bro

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and before he left he showed me a photo of his phone and said "this is me and my girlfriend do you think she's pretty"

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????

soft hornet
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WHAT

craggy hamlet
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THAT WAS MY REACTION

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I just said "yea she's really pretty"

soft hornet
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GET THAT WOMAN OUT OF THAT RELATIONSHIP

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OMFGGG

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free her

craggy hamlet
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he was so fuckimg scary

soft hornet
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i don’t doubt it at all

craggy hamlet
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ughhhh

soft hornet
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i hate these men dude

craggy hamlet
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and it was also the first time I've actually been like flirted with/hit on

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terrible

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0/10

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do not recommend

soft hornet
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YEAH

craggy hamlet
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i think that interaction literally made me gayer

soft hornet
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i definitely understand that

craggy hamlet
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I'm being so fr

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It made me.more attracted to women

soft hornet
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I DO NOT BLAME YOU

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these men are genuinely so dcary

craggy hamlet
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literally

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i think im going to take a break from discord for a few days lowkey

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not just bc of this HELP

soft hornet
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that’s okay!!!!!!

craggy hamlet
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ive just been in a bad.place recently tbh

soft hornet
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anything you think will help

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definitely do

craggy hamlet
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and discord is definitely NOT helping HAHAHA

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yeah

soft hornet
rotund cave
soft hornet
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so much shit happens on here

craggy hamlet
soft hornet
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a break would be great if you think it would help

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i support

craggy hamlet
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hooray!!!!!!

rotund cave
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I support aswell

craggy hamlet
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ily guys /p but BYE BYE FOR NOW!!!!@

soft hornet
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ILYT /p!!!

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BYE!!! i hope you feel better soon!!!

rotund cave
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can i dm you one thing rq

craggy hamlet
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YAH

smoky yoke
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shall Laz's name forever rest in a random Jamaican man's notebook merely because hers was the first name that came to mind when I stumbled upon that Jamaican man's livestream

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also managed to make him write Amongus there

craggy hamlet
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THATS SO SWEET HELP

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checking in for a fewwww minutes

craggy hamlet
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okay bye!!!!

smoky yoke
smoky yoke
rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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here!! sorry, thought I responded

craggy hamlet
smoky yoke
rotund cave
smoky yoke
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Get real.

craggy hamlet
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HAHAHAHA

craggy hamlet
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my dumbass fish tried to swim directly into the siphon (is that how you spell it???)

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like it's sucking out water & the suck-rate (?) Is VERY low like it's barely pulling so it's not like he's being sucked in

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it's not even strong enough to pick up the gravel

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do he deliberately swims towards it

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so**

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and I stick my finger in and guide him away so he doesn't swim in

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I figure he's over it and moved on so I walk away

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and I look back and he's actively swimming into it and I'm like KRAMPUS NO

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Like he's fine he didn't swim all the way in I stopped him

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BUT WHY WOULD BE DO THAT

craggy hamlet
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a kite
a brand new toy just for you.
my string unravels, just a bit.
the wind catches my wings.
i would like to soar.

but you're afraid.
you reel me back in.
the kite you hold so dear cannot leave just yet.
I would like to soar.

your embrace is warm.
you shield me from the wind,
the wind I so desperately crave.
you cut my wings, trim my string, and hold me close.
I would like to soar.

your last kite was damaged in a storm, you say.
her wings were torn and her string was sliced.
have you treated me no different than a storm treated her?
has fear turned you into a storm?
I would like to soar.

I cut my string.
My wings are tattered, bent, and destroyed.
My string is gone.
You cannot reel me in anymore.
I would like to soar.

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it's not great

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but maybe I'll edit it later!!!!

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who knowsss

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:33

rotund cave
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LAZ HI HII HRU

craggy hamlet
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HI MYTH IM OKAY

craggy hamlet
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HTU

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BRU*

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HRU***

rotund cave
rotund cave
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ACTUALLY A LOT SAD

craggy hamlet
craggy hamlet
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Are you still sad :((

craggy hamlet
rotund cave
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YES I AM

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My computer stopped working and idk what to do

craggy hamlet
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WHAT

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OH MY GOODNESS

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IM SK SORRY

craggy hamlet
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tbh fuck everything

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OH MY GODNIM ALREADY OVERNIT

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I opened Instagram

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And this fucking guy

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His dog is wearing underwear

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Pink polka dot underwear

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WHY

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I'm losing my shut

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I'm tearing up over this

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HAHAHAHA

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WHY IS IT IN UNDERWEA4

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oh ymy 9d

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I'm laughing so hard

nocturne tide
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Also welcome back

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I’m so glad your back

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I missed you so much /p

craggy hamlet
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idk why I was going nuts over it LMAO

craggy hamlet
craggy hamlet
rotund cave
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HU LAZ

craggy hamlet
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HRU

rotund cave
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IM ALRIGHT WBU

craggy hamlet
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UMMM IM OKAY IM KIND OF SAD THOUGH

rotund cave
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DW ME TOO DO YOU WANNA TALK ABIUT IT

craggy hamlet
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NO THATS OKAY

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DO YOU WSNT TO TALK ABOUT IT?

rotund cave
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NO ITS OKAY TY THOUGH

craggy hamlet
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If you ever do just lmk!!!

craggy hamlet
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just leaned that seagulls live 10-20 years

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this is nuts

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CHICKENS KIVE BETWEEN 5-10 YEARS

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FEMALE TARANTULAS CAN LIVE 30 YEARS

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WHAT THE FUCK

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WHY??

craggy hamlet
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I'm not sure if I want to live in this world

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It's big

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Loud

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Scary

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Dangerous

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One day I'll be all on my own

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I'll be by myself

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With nobody to keep me safe

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And rhat really scares me

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I wish there was a painless way to die

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I know there isn't

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Or if there is its probably too expensive

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but I don't think this world is for me

craggy hamlet
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my dog was twitching in her sleep

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and like whining

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and I said her name

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and her tail started wagging

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i want someone to love me like my dog loves me

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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THONG

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sorry I know that was meant to say thing I just thought it was funny

craggy hamlet
smoky yoke
rotund cave
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😭😭

rotund cave
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Lesbian rizz going hard

craggy hamlet
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SHES NOT LESBIAN!!!!!!

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That sounded aggressive I was trying to be silly not be mean sorry

craggy hamlet
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HELP

craggy hamlet
jaunty beacon
rotund cave
jaunty beacon
rotund cave
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Alright then im nit eitehr

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You want my address or smth?

jaunty beacon
rotund cave
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123 come stab me street😛

craggy hamlet
rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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HELO

jaunty beacon
craggy hamlet
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Guyssssss....

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I was soooooo good today

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hehehehe

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I went on 3 walks

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I walked a little over 3 miles (the walks were all kinda short bc I got scared)

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I fasted for part of the day but then I forgot and ate strawberries HELP

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but strawberries are healthy so it's okay I can fast another day

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I thinknill go sleep now maybe

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BYE BYE!!

rotund cave
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Oh no why are you scared

craggy hamlet
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I watched a scary video

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and I heard a noise

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but it's okay in going to go eeoy now I'll be not scared when I wake up

craggy hamlet
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I want a cookie so bad

craggy hamlet
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plsplspls

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hmmm I wonder if I have the stuff to make cookies

rotund cave
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I gotchuu pookie/p

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Cookie for pookie omg

craggy hamlet
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OMG

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Yesssss

rotund cave
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Yesssss

craggy hamlet
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playing piano:3

rotund cave
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YAYYYY CAN WE HEAR

craggy hamlet
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YAH YAH YAH YAH

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Im playing final duet again though it's nothing different

rotund cave
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IDC ITS STILL COOL TO LISTEN

craggy hamlet
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OKAY

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I'll play you a part I haven't done yet

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it'll be bad thooooo

rotund cave
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YAYYYY

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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I messed up a lot <//3

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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I mightnwork on it tomorrownidk

rotund cave
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It sounds good

craggy hamlet
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my screen time today was insane

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:(

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tomorrow it'll be much lower

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ill be less active tmr I was too active today

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goodnight

rotund cave
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Dont let a number dictate how you feel

craggy hamlet
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IM MAKING A MOVIR

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Me and my brother are going to be the actors

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And my dog maybe

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It's called Do It Jiggle and it's about a curse that makes your butt grow bigger and bigger until it pops and you die

craggy hamlet
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MY BROTHER WINT BE IN IT HE CHANGED HIS MIND AUGHHH

craggy hamlet
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Idk how

craggy hamlet
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I was on the phone with my friend for 4 hours

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I heart them

rotund cave
rotund cave
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And everyone else here

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Wait

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No

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Almost everyone

craggy hamlet
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they moved away last year I miss them :((

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And they're like 12 hours away I think so we can't hang out

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Can't tell if I have a crush on them or just miss them a lot

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I think I just miss them

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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HELPP

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they told me they were trans last year and I literally fucking forgot and feel rlly bad

craggy hamlet
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they reminded me today and I was like "...omg... yeah.."

rotund cave
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SHOUT OUT TO ALL THE COOL TRANS PEOPLE

craggy hamlet
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YESSS

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they mentioned having doctor pepper and then was like "you like strawberry dr pepper :)"

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like yes I mentioned that one time like over a year ago ily

rotund cave
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DAMN BRO

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insane memory

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Sadly idk if i could do that

craggy hamlet
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and i feel kinda bad bc they rememebr like EVERYTHING about me

rotund cave
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People with good memory scare me

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😔

craggy hamlet
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real

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I want to talk to them more :(

craggy hamlet
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HRU MYTH

rotund cave
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I WANNA CUDDLE SOMEONE AND WATCH ADVENTURE TIME RN THOUGH

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AND THERES NO ONE TO CUDDLE

craggy hamlet
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NOOOOO

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Watch adventure time and cuddle a pillow!!

rotund cave
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Im in the livijg room my bed is too hot😔

craggy hamlet
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Cuddle the couch

rotund cave
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Its a little big😭

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Im a little guy laz😭

craggy hamlet
rotund cave
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IM FIVE FOOT FOUR MAYBE FIVE IDK

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HELP IM SO SHORT

craggy hamlet
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OMG IM 5'4 TOO

rotund cave
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OMG TWINSSSS

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YOUR LIKE 8 YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME THIS IS SO SAD

craggy hamlet
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LMAOOO

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?? 8 YEARS

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ARENT YOU 19

rotund cave
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IDK HOW OLD YOU ARE SORRY

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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IM 15 LMAO

rotund cave
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IM SORRY😭

craggy hamlet
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I AM NOT 10!!

rotund cave
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LMFAOOOO

craggy hamlet
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BAHAHAHA THATS OK

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M sleepy

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GOODNIGHT

rotund cave
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GOODNIGHT SLEEP TIGHT DONT LET THE BED BUGS BITE

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and if they do bite back😛

craggy hamlet
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I want to be a little kitty thats loved by another little kitty

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me and who

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Me and Danny devito tbh

craggy hamlet
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didn't realize how picky I was with people until recently lol

craggy hamlet
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like relationship wise

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I have a lot of requirements

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I've been thinking about it more

craggy hamlet
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I'm grumpy 😠

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I made dinner I made tacos

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And my parents like chicken instead of beef so I cut up chicken breasts

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and I was like "that's enough right" and they wanted me to cut another so I did but I hate cutting chicken but it's whatever

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And so I'm making the food yk doing my thing

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And it's almost done and my mom comes in and starts seasoning the chicken and beef

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And she adds like no seasoning to the beef

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So I'm like "oh no it's ok i can do it" and she was like "you need help." no I dont

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😠

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And then she got grumpy about the spatula I used bc apparently I can't use a metal one on the pan I was using

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So I asked why we had it bc if we can't use it on certain pans what is the point of even having it

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And she was like "idk" and just completely took over and finished making the food

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and then she was like "you didn't make beans" ??? Did you ask for beans??? No???? Why would I make beans if nobody asked them

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so now she's making herself beans

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I love her obviously she just made me mad

craggy hamlet
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I cleaned the kitchen

craggy hamlet
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no replies from here on out please :))

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unless specified otherwise

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reactions are okay tho!!

craggy hamlet
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laz's journal

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🙁

craggy hamlet
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:3

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replies allowed from now on (unless asked otherwise) hehehe

nocturne tide
smoky yoke
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breasts

nocturne tide
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Imma delete that

craggy hamlet
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sfw ONLY!!

jaunty beacon
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sfw breasts

craggy hamlet
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my great aunt got me clothes but they're all too biggggg

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THIS ONE IS KITERALLY AN XL LMAO

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i am a small

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is she calling me fat these are all way too big wtf

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SHE GOT ME SHAPE ENHANCING PANTS WHAT THE HELL

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okay girl I see you

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I'll try them on tho

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HELPP

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I'm so confused

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She got me 4 skirts, 1 is an xl

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2 are like workout skirts

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I haven't worn skirts in over a year and a half

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And I've never worn one around her

craggy hamlet
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I'm so sunburnt

fading prawn
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hi

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hope u are doing good

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thanks for being kind always and being positivity

craggy hamlet
fading prawn
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hru

craggy hamlet
craggy hamlet
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Hru

craggy hamlet
fading prawn
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i have the thoughts sometimes

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but not very often

craggy hamlet
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??

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What thoughts

fading prawn
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dont check my journal

craggy hamlet
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I'm going to check it because I'm evil and I don't followbthenrules

fading prawn
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wow

craggy hamlet
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Ohhhhh

fading prawn
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😠

craggy hamlet
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I'm evil

fading prawn
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im getting john huddle on u

craggy hamlet
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IDK WHO THAY IS

fading prawn
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i have the thoughts sometimes

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cant help it

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oh crap

craggy hamlet
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read*

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it's been chanued

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changed

fading prawn
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ok

craggy hamlet
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Gonna go eat nuggets before I go evil mode

fading prawn
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ok

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do not put sauce on the side

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thanks

craggy hamlet
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I won't I don't like sauce

fading prawn
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eat water

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no eat soda btw

fading prawn
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if u want to talk to me ill be in my journal and huddle lounge

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i wont bother u in ur journal

craggy hamlet
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I think I'm going to turn replies off again

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yeah I will

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no more replies for now please and thanks sorry!!!

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reactions r still ok I like reactions

craggy hamlet
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the British are coming

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the british are comint!!!

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happy 4th of July if ur American and you celebrate

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!!!

craggy hamlet
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I'm mad today

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😠

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Full of rage and hatred

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I made a cake the other day and only 3 slices got eaten

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2 by me and 1 by my dad

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nobody wanted to eat it

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it was good

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:(

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I worked really hard on it

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my mom didn't even try it

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and she threw it away

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It wasn't even that bad

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I added a little too much vanilla extract but it was still really good

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I'm so upset

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She wouldn't even try it

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And she said "it's ok next time we can make it together so it's good"

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??

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that was rude as hell???

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"so it's good" how do you know it wasn't good

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yiu wouldn't try it!!

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I spent like 2 hours making that cake

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It was homemade from scratch

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the icing was from scratch too

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and they wouldn't leave the living room so I could clean it

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THISNIS THE WRONG GIG

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Gif

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HELP

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I didn't mean to click that one

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Grrgrggrgrgrgrr

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grrrrr

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the cake in question

craggy hamlet
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idk what to do

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and I can't talk about it here

craggy hamlet
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going to need to start setting healthy boundaries for myself and others

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setting boundaries is hard for me

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but I need to and I will starting today

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I need to realize that I am not responsible for other people

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I cannot help everyone

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Not everyone needs to be helped

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It's not my fault

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I have been kind enough

craggy hamlet
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my head hurys

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wanna explode

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might go to sleep

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are you laughing at me bigfish im gonna get you

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/j

craggy hamlet
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I woks up

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mybhead hur6s

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and my musocezbhurt

craggy hamlet
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🙁

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I'm going to the gym

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Going to do a little bit of this and a little bit if that 🔥

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Who is this diva

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Im wearing my favorite shirt today

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And I get my permit this week

craggy hamlet
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@nocturne tide

craggy hamlet
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you can reply if you'd like :3 just for rn

nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
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I hope you liked it :3

nocturne tide
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Liked it?

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I LOVED ittt

craggy hamlet
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bigfish why do you always react with mean things :(

craggy hamlet
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I burned my finger

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it hurtssss

nocturne tide
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Hope it gets better bo

craggy hamlet
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i went to the pet store today

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my dog got her nails clipped

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they had whole cow ears there

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they were still furry

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I didn't like that

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it made me sad

craggy hamlet
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or do they take them from cows used fir meat

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oh goodness

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I might have to go vegetarian

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i feel so bad

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poor cows

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People piss me off so much

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I act like they don't but oh my god

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some people bother me so fucking much

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ughthhtggghtuhtjtfufhr

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I'm going to the gym tomorow

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I'm going to wake up early tomorrow

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I'll be so good tomorrow

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Hmmmm

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I need to practice running

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Bc I can walk really far

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But I can't run that far

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I got one of those train to run a 5k apps

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I have never had any interest in running a 5k

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But I'm going to learn

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It says it only takes 8 weeks

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I highly doubt that

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It'll take me longer than that

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what even is this

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like

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what the fuck is a phone

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what is discord

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how does this work

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how am I sending messages

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how can I read how do we have a language

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how can we communicate

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ts is not realb

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how can we prove we're alive

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we cant

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we can't prove we're alive until we're dead

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I guess yiu kind of can

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like scientifically

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response to stimulus

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and eating

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and reproducing in some way

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that's proof of life

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but

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idk

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I sound like a fcukinf idioti

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im not stupid

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I was literally ok I did this to myself

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that's so stupid

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I am stupid

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I was perfectly fine

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dumb as shit

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"Nothings real" shut the fuck up

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literally what are you going on about

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shut up

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stupid ass

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of course you're real

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god

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pmo

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I'm over it

rotund cave
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Laz are you okay?

craggy hamlet
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yeah I'm over it

craggy hamlet
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hehrheurhejhehege

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ou goodness

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HZyeyehehhehe

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ou my hofd

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ohngoodness

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surufhrhehehehehhehe

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she's so prettyyyy

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i cant

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I'd do the squid games if the prize was meeting her

craggy hamlet
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I'm weirdly not tired

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the sun is coming up

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maybe I won't sleep tonight

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I have ti get up in 4 hours anyway

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🤷‍♀️

craggy hamlet
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We are CHILLING

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I'm happy now

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I saw the prettiest person like ever at Walmart

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oh nt godoness

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they were so pretty

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like

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GOODNESS!

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they worked there they were an employee

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they should he a model instead wtf

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auuughfhh

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I'll never see them again :(

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They're probably too old for me anyway

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Idk they looked close to my age

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Maybe they were older though

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who knowsss

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goodness

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we made eye contact for like 2 seconds

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they were not happy they did not look happy

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they looked angry

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I wonder what happened

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I hope they are okay

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ohhhh I'm getting seepy

craggy hamlet
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my lips hurt I've been picking at them too much today

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i do not deserve all the good things i have

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so I need to try harder

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i need to prove im worthy

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im going to clean the whole house tomorrow

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oh

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i get my permit tomorrow

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im really excited

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i should

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go to sleep