#laz's journal
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okay.im.gonna go brush them ill take my.pgone with me
THIS SONG SUCKS TOO
why is this shit all country
BRUSHED MY TEETJ
in the mood to weite
Write
but also like not
in the mood to write and create but not in a creative mood
OKAY leaving tmr and going on a trip
gonna try to stay off my phone most of the trip + carride so I think I'll uninstall either tonight or tomorrow (temporarily)
Should be back Monday
IF YOU NEED ME DM ME BUT ILL TAKE A WHILE TO RESPOMD BYE!! MIGHT TALK TMR MORNING KIGJT NOT WHO KNOWS
HAVE FUNNNNN
where'd you go?
Ooh
Mountains
Pictures?????????
forgot face photos aren't allowed and.almost sent one HELP
that would have been so tough
Just draw over it
it was a photo of like just my face HAHAHA I'd be drawing over rhe whole thing
the door won't lock the door doesn't fucking lock
oh my god
why won't it lock why won't it fucming lock
I can't figure out how to lock it
no matter which way I turn it it just opens
I don't want to stay here anymore
Then take shower???
It's okay I'll take a shower and then be sleepy and go to sleep
Yeah rhats smart oll do that
Make sure you do it right!!
Bye!
going on a hiiiike
but
I have to wear special water shoes bc we have to cross through streams
and I can't wear socks :(
It feels icky to not wear socks
No socks with shoes???
Would you rather have we socks for the whole day?
UPDATE I WORE NORMAL SHOES
crossed OVER streams not THROUGH streams there was a little bridge
SO MUCH FUN!!! LOVRD IT
if you want photos I'll dm them to you :3
YEAHHHH LEMME SEEEE
I'd like some
HI HI HI MYTH
I hate the way I look
And the way I sound
And the way I behave
I think I just don't like myself
Well
Well
I like laz
Laz is a rly good friend
And
And
Supportive
And compassionate
And
And
Yeah
We love you laz

Yikes
it may not be the same but we like you and i think i speak for everyone here when i say we'll do anything to help you
thank you
love you no matter what lazzy pie 
i love you too 
muah /p
I want thisnrigjt niw
muah/p
Update it's less itchy but my leg is now all scratched up
I itched too hard
Dogboy inspired me I took this test thing
I would get zero across the board
this shit went awful
Damn
I spend too much time thinking about whay people think of me
Same fr
Is it too much to make an anonymous google form for people to tell me what they think of me
Would you guys fill it out LMAO
I always wonder what ppl think abt me here
SAME
Yes bro
IM GOING TO.MAKE ONW
YOU SHOULD DO TAHT ACTUALLY
I WILL
anyone who wants to fill it out can :33
I don't except anybody to if they don't want to
But if you do want to PLEASE DO
And go into AS NUCH DEGAIL AS POSSINEK
JUST DID IT
THAT WAS FAST???
YESS
HOORAY!!!!
bumping this..... :3
I'll check it tomorrow
Makes sense
😭
wymmm I'm so innocent
Real
MY HEAD HURTTSSSS
you have the same phone as me
OMG SAMSUNG?
THATS SO COOL
I love taking online tests
Silly little quizzes
I don't actually take then seriously
IM JOINING MARCHINF BAND!!!
soooo exciyed!
head hurts tjough
allll dayyy my head hruys
Hruts
Hruts
Hurts
Did you hydrate?
a little but probably not ekoguh
Drink
It wont feel better immediately but it will feel better later
you're right
I’m always right /j
LOL
I've decided there's nothing wrong with me these are all symptoms of being fucking awesome
//j
self undiagnsoing
sourcs: trust me
Playing pianoooo
this song is lowkey way above my skill level
I DONT CARE!!! IM EVIL!!!
Awesomesauce
@craggy hamlet have you checked the forms yet?
YES YES YES!!!!
I love all of you /p you're too kind

WE LOVE YOU TOOOOOO
YOU CAN PLAY FORTNITE?
hop on duos rn laz 🗣️ 🔥 🔥
I WAS AG SCHOOL SORRY
YEAH
I'm not very good but I try my best
Do you actually want to do duos togeyhrr
maybe one day i dont have it installed
OKAYYYY
If you ever install it lmk we can play:3
bet
cranking fuckin 90's with laz
I DONT KNOW HOW TO BUILD I USUAKLY PLAY 0 BUILD
i cant build for shit love
nah ZERO BUILD 100%
YESSSS
watching me try to build is like trying to watch a guy with no asshole take a shit
its just not happening 😭
HELP???
no literally same
I can't do any of it
my hip hurts
AAAAAHHH KNEE SLAPPER
SLAPPING MY KNEE
my dog is begging for my really spicy food
she's making me feel guilty but it'll hurt her
Rude as hell
told a friend I've been listening to a song a lot and she said "thats so tough"
okay
fuck you?? like what
IDK
it just felt rlly rude
"I think the song I've been listening to the most is animal cannibal"
"that's so tough"
oh?
I jusy said "yeah"
I mean it's not that big of a deal lowkey I'm overreacting but just

at least pretend to care bro
at least say "cool!!"
Ima listen to that song rn
Cause it lowkey sounds cool asl
I really like it
Animal Cannibal from Possibly in Michigan
MYTH DID YOI LIKE KT
IM GONNA LISTEN RN I JUST FOUND MY HEADPHONES
OKAYYY
holy moly i completely forgot about possibly in michigan
i bite at the hand that feeds me!!
Slap at the face that eats me!!
some kind of animal cannibal
made impressions on me
AAAAAHHH AAAHHHH
it's late
:(
my head hurts again
tomorrow I'm going to be sooo productive don't even play
(Me when I lie)
Lazzzz can you listen to a song for me🤭
Yessssss
Me too dw
Snuff - slipknot
Okayyyyy
Pinned so I don't forget
Lemme know what you think about ittt
OKK
YAYYYY
DOG POEM
YEAH
you already read it it's pinned thats why I was reminded of it
Bc I saw it
When I checked pins
GOODNIGHT
GOODNIGHT LAZZZZ SLEEP WELL
me w w w w when she's perfect
this is how I look at her when she talks to me
she's so sillyyyy
we talked a lot today
Too tired to brush teeth
I'll brush extra good tmr
Goodnight?
I say that as a question
Bc idk if your sleep
LAZ ARE YOU OKAY WHATS WRONG
Literally me
HIii myth
HUII HRU
HIII
lowkey bad
Hruuu
uuggghhgfhhufuguh
asufuguguh
I HATE EVRYTHING
fucking MEN
(not you myth)
AND I KNOOOOW ITS NOT ALL MEN
I DONT FEEL LIKE ARGUING ABOUT IT IK ITS NOT EVERYONE
BUT THE FUCKING FEW
🤭
I was getting hit on by a grown ass man today
I told him how old I was at least 3 times
He kept going.
And my grandpa didn't say ANYTBING
I'm so PISSED
He said "you were handling it pretty well, so I didn't step in."
yeah so I actually wasn't handling it well
I was terrified
I was shaking and about to cry I don't think that's handling it well
I hate eveytjingb
Not even just bc of this
Just in a bad mood tosay
I want to die

I don't even know what's wrong
It'd okay it'll go away in a few minutes HELP
Thats been happening a lot more recently
I'll be tweaking the fuck out and then I'm just fine
DOMT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THIS BITCH
I need a code name
hmm
lion
fucking LION
(nobody here)
just fir her own privacy
all she does is pmo
J dint even want to talk about it
I need to take a break
ive had enough
what the fuck
actually disgusting
ik
i’m sorry laz i know how it feels
he made me take a selfie with him
what the fuck
WHAT THE FUCK
andbhe tried to get me to be in his vlog
and I was like "haha no thanks"
and he was just talking and he was like "do you want to, like, hug?" and I was like "..thats okay."
no way..
and he was like "oh, sorry, was thay weird? haha sorry. I'm sorry."
the way your grandpa didn’t step in pisses me off too
yeah it was fuckinf weird bro
and before he left he showed me a photo of his phone and said "this is me and my girlfriend do you think she's pretty"
????
WHAT
he was so fuckimg scary
i don’t doubt it at all
ughhhh
i hate these men dude
and it was also the first time I've actually been like flirted with/hit on
terrible
0/10
do not recommend
YEAH
i think that interaction literally made me gayer
i definitely understand that
literally
i think im going to take a break from discord for a few days lowkey
not just bc of this HELP
that’s okay!!!!!!
ive just been in a bad.place recently tbh
YEAH😭
Maybe a break would help?
so much shit happens on here
yeah
hooray!!!!!!
I support aswell
ily guys /p but BYE BYE FOR NOW!!!!@
WAIT LAZ
can i dm you one thing rq
YAH
shall Laz's name forever rest in a random Jamaican man's notebook merely because hers was the first name that came to mind when I stumbled upon that Jamaican man's livestream
also managed to make him write Amongus there
AWWWW
THATS SO SWEET HELP
checking in for a fewwww minutes
ohh, can I please have that template?
and dick
The annoying should actually not be filled in at all
here!! sorry, thought I responded
me when I lie
thanks thanks thanks
Nuh uh i mever lie
Get real.
HAHAHAHA
my dumbass fish tried to swim directly into the siphon (is that how you spell it???)
like it's sucking out water & the suck-rate (?) Is VERY low like it's barely pulling so it's not like he's being sucked in
it's not even strong enough to pick up the gravel
do he deliberately swims towards it
so**
and I stick my finger in and guide him away so he doesn't swim in
I figure he's over it and moved on so I walk away
and I look back and he's actively swimming into it and I'm like KRAMPUS NO
Like he's fine he didn't swim all the way in I stopped him
BUT WHY WOULD BE DO THAT
a kite
a brand new toy just for you.
my string unravels, just a bit.
the wind catches my wings.
i would like to soar.
but you're afraid.
you reel me back in.
the kite you hold so dear cannot leave just yet.
I would like to soar.
your embrace is warm.
you shield me from the wind,
the wind I so desperately crave.
you cut my wings, trim my string, and hold me close.
I would like to soar.
your last kite was damaged in a storm, you say.
her wings were torn and her string was sliced.
have you treated me no different than a storm treated her?
has fear turned you into a storm?
I would like to soar.
I cut my string.
My wings are tattered, bent, and destroyed.
My string is gone.
You cannot reel me in anymore.
I would like to soar.
it's not great
but maybe I'll edit it later!!!!
who knowsss
:33
LAZ HI HII HRU
HI MYTH IM OKAY
I DID NOT IM SORRYYYYYY
beautiful laz i love you!!!
THATS OK
HEHEHE THANK YOU ILYT
tbh fuck everything
OH MY GODNIM ALREADY OVERNIT
I opened Instagram
And this fucking guy
His dog is wearing underwear
Pink polka dot underwear
WHY
I'm losing my shut
I'm tearing up over this
HAHAHAHA
WHY IS IT IN UNDERWEA4
oh ymy 9d
I'm laughing so hard
gang 😭
Also welcome back
I’m so glad your back
I missed you so much /p
it was not that damn funny
idk why I was going nuts over it LMAO
THANKS!!!!
I missed you too!!!! /p
HI LAZ
DONT BE SCARED
HU LAZ
IM ALRIGHT WBU
Literally me
UMMM IM OKAY IM KIND OF SAD THOUGH
DW ME TOO DO YOU WANNA TALK ABIUT IT
NO ITS OKAY TY THOUGH
just leaned that seagulls live 10-20 years
this is nuts
CHICKENS KIVE BETWEEN 5-10 YEARS
FEMALE TARANTULAS CAN LIVE 30 YEARS
WHAT THE FUCK
WHY??
I'm not sure if I want to live in this world
It's big
Loud
Scary
Dangerous
One day I'll be all on my own
I'll be by myself
With nobody to keep me safe
And rhat really scares me
I wish there was a painless way to die
I know there isn't
Or if there is its probably too expensive
but I don't think this world is for me
my dog was twitching in her sleep
and like whining
and I said her name
and her tail started wagging
i want someone to love me like my dog loves me
Realest thong ive read ever
Witerally
fake ones are still comfortable
😭😭
Lesbian rizz going hard
SHES NOT LESBIAN!!!!!!
That sounded aggressive I was trying to be silly not be mean sorry
Do it
So it
HELP
no don't myth is too cool
One day when you least expect i will grant you death
Thank you😘/p/j/lh
i wasnt joking
yea
123 come stab me street😛
let's not threaten to kill people plas
Its okay laz its consensual stabbing
HELO
see? they like it
Guyssssss....
I was soooooo good today
hehehehe
I went on 3 walks
I walked a little over 3 miles (the walks were all kinda short bc I got scared)
I fasted for part of the day but then I forgot and ate strawberries HELP
but strawberries are healthy so it's okay I can fast another day
I thinknill go sleep now maybe
BYE BYE!!
Oh no why are you scared
I watched a scary video
and I heard a noise
but it's okay in going to go eeoy now I'll be not scared when I wake up
Ill make you some
Yesssss
playing piano:3
YAYYYY CAN WE HEAR
IDC ITS STILL COOL TO LISTEN
YAYYYY
NO ITLL BE SO GOOD
YOU DID SO GOOD WHAT
It sounds good
my screen time today was insane
:(
tomorrow it'll be much lower
ill be less active tmr I was too active today
goodnight
Goodnight laz and remember a high screen time isnt always bad
Dont let a number dictate how you feel
IM MAKING A MOVIR
Me and my brother are going to be the actors
And my dog maybe
It's called Do It Jiggle and it's about a curse that makes your butt grow bigger and bigger until it pops and you die
MY BROTHER WINT BE IN IT HE CHANGED HIS MIND AUGHHH
TUANKS!!!
it's okay I'll do it myself
Idk how
Twinsieessss
heheheheuehehe
I was on the phone with my friend for 4 hours
I heart them
HECK YEAH
i heart youuu
And everyone else here
Wait
No
Almost everyone
I HSART YOU TOOOO
they moved away last year I miss them :((
And they're like 12 hours away I think so we can't hang out

Can't tell if I have a crush on them or just miss them a lot
I think I just miss them
NOOOOO
Gang you are literally me
HELPP
they told me they were trans last year and I literally fucking forgot and feel rlly bad
I LOVE MY TRANS FRIENDA
they reminded me today and I was like "...omg... yeah.."
SHOUT OUT TO ALL THE COOL TRANS PEOPLE
YESSS
they mentioned having doctor pepper and then was like "you like strawberry dr pepper :)"
like yes I mentioned that one time like over a year ago ily
and i feel kinda bad bc they rememebr like EVERYTHING about me
NOOOO
IM OKAY
I WANNA CUDDLE SOMEONE AND WATCH ADVENTURE TIME RN THOUGH
AND THERES NO ONE TO CUDDLE
Im in the livijg room my bed is too hot😔
Cuddle the couch
HOW TALL ARE YOU I FORGOT
OMG IM 5'4 TOO
IDK HOW OLD YOU ARE SORRY
IM 18😭😭
IM 15 LMAO
I AM NOT 10!!
LMFAOOOO
I want to be a little kitty thats loved by another little kitty
me and who
Me and Danny devito tbh
didn't realize how picky I was with people until recently lol
How so?
like relationship wise
I have a lot of requirements
I've been thinking about it more
I'm grumpy 😠
I made dinner I made tacos
And my parents like chicken instead of beef so I cut up chicken breasts
and I was like "that's enough right" and they wanted me to cut another so I did but I hate cutting chicken but it's whatever
And so I'm making the food yk doing my thing
And it's almost done and my mom comes in and starts seasoning the chicken and beef
And she adds like no seasoning to the beef
So I'm like "oh no it's ok i can do it" and she was like "you need help." no I dont
😠
And then she got grumpy about the spatula I used bc apparently I can't use a metal one on the pan I was using
So I asked why we had it bc if we can't use it on certain pans what is the point of even having it
And she was like "idk" and just completely took over and finished making the food
and then she was like "you didn't make beans" ??? Did you ask for beans??? No???? Why would I make beans if nobody asked them
so now she's making herself beans
I love her obviously she just made me mad
I cleaned the kitchen
no replies from here on out please :))
unless specified otherwise

reactions are okay tho!!
:3
breasts
Imma delete that
sfw breasts
my great aunt got me clothes but they're all too biggggg
THIS ONE IS KITERALLY AN XL LMAO
i am a small
is she calling me fat these are all way too big wtf
SHE GOT ME SHAPE ENHANCING PANTS WHAT THE HELL
okay girl I see you
I'll try them on tho
HELPP
I'm so confused
She got me 4 skirts, 1 is an xl
2 are like workout skirts
I haven't worn skirts in over a year and a half
And I've never worn one around her
I'm so sunburnt
hi
hru
thanks I'm doing rlly good rn!!! Justbate an apple and chicken nuggets
NO PROBLEM!!!
dont check my journal
I'm going to check it because I'm evil and I don't followbthenrules
wow
Ohhhhh
😠
I'm evil
im getting john huddle on u
IDK WHO THAY IS
real the updated one underneath
read*
it's been chanued
changed
ok
Gonna go eat nuggets before I go evil mode
I won't I don't like sauce
if u want to talk to me ill be in my journal and huddle lounge
i wont bother u in ur journal
I think I'm going to turn replies off again
yeah I will
no more replies for now please and thanks sorry!!!
reactions r still ok I like reactions
the British are coming
the british are comint!!!
happy 4th of July if ur American and you celebrate
!!!
I'm mad today
😠
Full of rage and hatred
I made a cake the other day and only 3 slices got eaten
2 by me and 1 by my dad
nobody wanted to eat it
it was good
:(
I worked really hard on it
my mom didn't even try it
and she threw it away
It wasn't even that bad
I added a little too much vanilla extract but it was still really good
I'm so upset
She wouldn't even try it
And she said "it's ok next time we can make it together so it's good"
??
that was rude as hell???
"so it's good" how do you know it wasn't good
yiu wouldn't try it!!
I spent like 2 hours making that cake
It was homemade from scratch
the icing was from scratch too
and they wouldn't leave the living room so I could clean it
THISNIS THE WRONG GIG
Gif
HELP
I didn't mean to click that one
Grrgrggrgrgrgrr
grrrrr
the cake in question

going to need to start setting healthy boundaries for myself and others
setting boundaries is hard for me
but I need to and I will starting today
I need to realize that I am not responsible for other people
I cannot help everyone
Not everyone needs to be helped
It's not my fault
I have been kind enough
my head hurys
wanna explode
might go to sleep
are you laughing at me bigfish im gonna get you
/j
🙁
I'm going to the gym
Going to do a little bit of this and a little bit if that 🔥
Who is this diva
Im wearing my favorite shirt today
And I get my permit this week
@nocturne tide
@nocturne tide
you can reply if you'd like :3 just for rn
If I teared up is that weird..
AWWW THANK YOU
I hope you liked it :3
YAY!!!
bigfish why do you always react with mean things :(
Hope it gets better bo
i went to the pet store today
my dog got her nails clipped
they had whole cow ears there
they were still furry
I didn't like that
it made me sad
do you think they kill the cows just fir the ears
or do they take them from cows used fir meat
oh goodness
I might have to go vegetarian
i feel so bad
poor cows
People piss me off so much
I act like they don't but oh my god
some people bother me so fucking much
ughthhtggghtuhtjtfufhr
I'm going to the gym tomorow
I'm going to wake up early tomorrow
I'll be so good tomorrow
Hmmmm
I need to practice running
Bc I can walk really far
But I can't run that far
I got one of those train to run a 5k apps
I have never had any interest in running a 5k
But I'm going to learn
It says it only takes 8 weeks
I highly doubt that
It'll take me longer than that
what even is this
like
what the fuck is a phone
what is discord
how does this work
how am I sending messages
how can I read how do we have a language
how can we communicate
ts is not realb
how can we prove we're alive
we cant
we can't prove we're alive until we're dead
I guess yiu kind of can
like scientifically
response to stimulus
and eating
and reproducing in some way
that's proof of life
but
idk
I sound like a fcukinf idioti
im not stupid
I was literally ok I did this to myself
that's so stupid
I am stupid
I was perfectly fine
dumb as shit
"Nothings real" shut the fuck up
literally what are you going on about
shut up
stupid ass
of course you're real
god
pmo
I'm over it
Laz are you okay?
yeah I'm over it
hehrheurhejhehege
ou goodness
HZyeyehehhehe
ou my hofd
ohngoodness
surufhrhehehehehhehe
she's so prettyyyy
i cant
I'd do the squid games if the prize was meeting her
I'm weirdly not tired
the sun is coming up
maybe I won't sleep tonight
I have ti get up in 4 hours anyway
🤷♀️
We are CHILLING
I'm happy now
I saw the prettiest person like ever at Walmart
oh nt godoness
they were so pretty
like
GOODNESS!
they worked there they were an employee
they should he a model instead wtf
auuughfhh
I'll never see them again :(
They're probably too old for me anyway
Idk they looked close to my age
Maybe they were older though
who knowsss
goodness
we made eye contact for like 2 seconds
they were not happy they did not look happy
they looked angry
I wonder what happened
I hope they are okay
ohhhh I'm getting seepy