#Pineapple's Journal

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I'm doing long distance with someone in a whole other country and im scared we have no future together

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I love being in love with him but i dont want to worry him

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i must be completely insane to consider giving up my entire future to move where he is

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I got into an amazing college for psychology would i be insane to give that up to keep being in love with a cute farmer boy.

round dew
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he wants to slow the relationship down but really he means lets take 5 steps back how do i go from talking to you all night to barely talking do you realize im in love with you?

round dew
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you ever just wanna scream

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my neck hurts

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my emotions are all over the place maybe im going crazy

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maybe i am because i wanna tear my room apart and then just lay on the floor in the mess like a fucking crazy person

round dew
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why does it feel like i can never be loved? my mom once told me that he refused to pay child support because his new wife hated us and would leave him for it. she's the one that wont pay child support. and honestly i would do absolutely anything to make you happy i would tear myself apart and rearrange all the parts to fit what you want fuck im literally going crazy