#trying to survive

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cold topaz
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hi! this is my first journal here
not sure of what's gonna happen tbh, but i'll try to get through it

edit cause i forgot to introduce myself -

I'm ruby, 19 yo, med student. constantly tired and sleep deprived. probably gonna vent here at random times of the day about the little things that happen in my life. enjoy the chaos. and sleep deprivation. 😄

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currently got a little too much left to study for my mid sems, so gonna start doing that rn....let's see how much i finish by sunset

cold topaz
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okay hi
im sorta feeling better today
i passed my revision exams
med is so hard tho
im struggling with anatomy
im starting to study now at um- yeah 9 pm
gonna update at 12 am let's see how it goes

cold topaz
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guess who fell asleep yesterday while studying and woke up on the table 😀😀😀

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long story short, i slept at 4am and woke up at like 9 in the morning¿
idek how im alive rn i feel so sleepy
it's currently 1 pm
im gonna revise sumn and start with like, a new chapter
biochem is boring as hell
college is hard man i miss when i was a kid and i could actually just sleep at 9pm and wake up at 7am 🥹😭😭 the good old days fr

cold topaz
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ok off topic but why do i feel like reddit is the most addicting thing ever. like worse than reels and tiktok.

cold topaz
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Yooo

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I just finished my first test and oml it wasn't that bad???? Lfg???¿

cold topaz
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studying anat tdy

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im so sleepy rn ughhh

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i really wanna just sleep for 24 hours straight tbh

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ive been getting 3-4 hrs of sleep everyday it's tiring

cold topaz
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Morning. I have woken up at 6pm

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I feel better

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Now I gotta study for exams

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Again

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I rlly wanna watch something after they're over

cold topaz
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ugh idk if i will pass tmrw

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🥹

cold topaz
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im so done with life rn

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i feel like shit