✨Thoughts & feelings✨My journal

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I love learning, but I hate school. Of course I'm going to do my best nonetheless, but school makes life so much harder.

Had a pretty bad fight with my parents yesterday. I ended up locking myself in my room for most of the evening/night. I was scared to get out.

Not sure how to feel about it atm

I have so much to do as well

Honestly, who thought it'd be a good idea to create a schoolsystem that only stresses students into depressions and mental struggles.

My parents just tell me that I have to work hard and that school is the most important

I mean, yeah it's my future.

But I also want to feel happy

[patent harness]

I feel so dumb. I feel like everyone around me is able to do things that I can’t, or they just do them faster. I’m trying so hard.

Trying so hard to make my parents proud, but also me.