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wet robin Dec 25, 2024, 11:22 PM

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Day 1: It’s Christmas oh wow.
Today was alright it was a cheerful day, I opened gifts and they were lovely. But then family started arguing and I was getting burnt out quickly. Sadly my parents ranted how I didn’t like any of my presents. Can I not have an opinion on what they get me? Besides I was grateful for them all even if I didn’t like a few. Fair enough they spent a lot of money on me however I will not like everything they buy. I had a good dinner though, I ate too many roasties they were too good tho. My favourite gift today was my perfume and a light with my initial G perfect for my bedside table. I’ve also been overall stressed. I am fearing I’ll loose my boyfriend again but I’m working on how I feel. And the insecurity of my teeth is arising a lot more. Goddamn it. I can’t even settle on call with my bf because he’s away for the night at grandparents ;(( I miss him. But for now, got my water, had a shower, I’m in my cosy but messy room and I just don’t fucking care to do anything anymore today

Ciao Christmas. I woke up at 7am yet it’s over.

Happiness rating: 5/10
Stress/sadness rating: 6/10
Overall rating: 5/10 ish

wet robin Dec 26, 2024, 12:31 AM

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I seriously feel like this

wet robin Dec 26, 2024, 6:38 PM

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Day 2: Boxing Day
Today was absolutely mid. I’m writing this entry at 6:30pm so much earlier than I intend to. So far today I haven’t done much. I don’t know why but I woke up around 11-12pm and was still super tired but I persisted and got up. I actually tidied too, my floor. I ate too many celebrations today. I pushed myself to shower brush my teeth and wash my face all within the hour I woke up and it was lovely. So clean. I also tidied my room completely and did my washing. I went for my first run today, well half jogging and walking whilst dying and half actually running. I only did 0.76miles for 13 minutes and my heart rate was dismal. But it was my first try. I hope I can keep going. I also made myself a meal today :)) My minds been a bit rough but overall a boring day

As of 6:30pm:
Happiness rating: 6/10
Stress/sadness rating: 4/10
Overall rating 6/10 ish

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wet robin Dec 27, 2024, 10:57 PM

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Day 3: 27th December
Nothing worth noting today except I’m starting to build a castle on Minecraft with my boyfriend. Looks more like a prison. Had a nice shower and spent most of the day in bed, chilled with my cat too except she bit me. A nice day with my bf tomorrow :3 I miss him. ❤️

Happiness rating: 6/10
Stress/sadness rating 2-3/10
Overall rating 6/10

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wet robin Dec 28, 2024, 11:10 PM

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Day 4: 28th December
Spent time day with my boyfriend, we ate chicken and cookies whilst watching a movie called whiplash- I’ve already watched it but he really liked it. He gave me Xmas presents including flowers :)) he’s so sweet but I ended up crying on him. A lot. Had 2 productive showers today and with my new single blade razor but nicked myself ;(( Had a chicken dinner and such refreshing apple juice.

Happiness rating: 7/10
Stress/sadness rating: 5/10
Overall rating: 6/10

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wet robin Dec 30, 2024, 12:33 AM

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Day 5: 29th December
Bad day.

0/10.

wet robin Dec 31, 2024, 1:08 AM

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Day 6: 30th December
Slightly better day except i started my third period of the month. Yay. Agonising. I tidied my room and washed my face in the evening which was nice. I’ve been consistently brushing and flossing. My boyfriend came around for say just over 4 hours it was lovely. We had such a nice time together and I got to hold him whilst he fell asleep. We had a nice kiss too :)) I gave him chocolates for his trip home lmao he ate them all before the first bus. I had a nice night too except dying on pain every so often. My shirt arrived! Comfy . Now to wind down. My bf has work tomorrow and even worse a 1pm-9pm shift on the 2nd ;((((( that’s actual torture. And I’m so scared if I’ll get the interview and place for my apprenticeship. Please please. It’s my only shot at something I want to do. Then it’s either a course a deathly hate or slaving myself a 9-5 and extra training on top of that for so long.
Goodnight

Happiness rating: 5/10
Stress/sadness rating: 5/10
Overall rating: 5/10

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wet robin Dec 31, 2024, 11:23 PM

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Day 7: 31st December
Happy new year! Today has been a chill quite good day. However I’ve been so tired all day. Woke up waaay too late. But spent it with my bf before he went to work. I had a nice shower and kept up with my hygiene. I had such nice soup and bread, this chocolate for dessert. I’m seeing my boyfriend for a little bit tomorrow as well!! :)) Gotta tidy my room again tho. LMAO. Goodnight!

Happiness rating: 7/10
Stress/sadness rating: 2/10
Overall rating 7/10

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