I need to explain some things. I am not brave enough to directly tell her, so i will write it here i guess.
#why.
scenic fjord
tw everything lol
ed suicide gore blood... idk everything
Why ?
Because idc of the scars. my body is already messed up.
Because i deserve it
Because i like it sometimes
Because it's one of my way to cope with stress
Because it's painful, it's a punishment
Because it helps them too
Because it's my way to feel control. I choose when i do it, where, and how. It is MY secret.
Even if it is painful, stressful, dangerous, weird, abnormal... pitiful.