My morale is just ever so slowly crumbling away. I didn't really do much today besides turn my brain off and let my mind be numb from the things that bums me out recently through doomscrolling. What a waste of time
#Tee's Rambling
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I am nothing but frustrated today. My school just can't stop fucking me over with their fucking wants. You are absolutely fucking insane right now. You're trying to be different in the worst way possible.
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For fucking once, just once, can I have a damn day without shit to worry or deal with at the end of the day. I just want to do shit that can atleast put my mind at ease and I can barely do that now
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Jeez, I can't even have a streak of just writing something in this journal everyday. Guess that reminds me how busy I am. Time to get ready for school again for the the rest of my wasted teenage life.
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I wish to disappear. Gone, like I never existed. It's not like I contributed much to anything. No-one would care and I don't think no-one will ever will. I'm not worth saving anyway. I'll just be a burden like always.
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It's been awhile since I've last wrote down something here. I couldn't get focused on it. Things aren't better still and there's no hoping that it will.
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The desire of going missing forever grows stronger. If this continues for longer. I might aswell do it. It'll all be more tragic when I've been forgotten forever.
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My head hurts and my body feels weak. I must continue forward unfortunately. I can't just give up. It'll only worsen up the results even more. I'm no sissy
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My head hurts. I just want to sleep for a whole week. I just want to do the things that I used to do. Is this how I'm gonna end?
