Ace's Journal

[limber zealot]

hello

i don't really know why i went out of my way to hurt my friend behind her back

i guess it was cause of curiosity mixed with an unclear mind

I was quick to make a decision

and didn't stop to think

but also if i never said anything

she wouldn't of found out

and we'd still be friends

but then i'd feel worse

cause i'd know i was hiding stuff from her

idk

i guess now im just trying to live life without her

cause i know she won't talk to me again cause i broke that trust

but its hard to find hobbies now because im in college

and whenever i do have time i just wanna sit on my phone

im also introverted so meeting new people is hard for me