#Lily's yearly journal
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After ironically suffering three years of severe mental disorder something which I feel like I can't discribe, I fall into the same pattern again , this time im able to manage but sometimes things feel soo real I can't get over it , Lord help me
Today was like a back up day for me
I feel soo fresh and soo good laughing off w my people and im gonna get my head up again and work toward my goal,actually being pretty lazy these days tbh, just like usual , though there were some problems
Today ahhhh, is the first day ever after I was evil eyed and couldn't get out of the cycle, it was 20 days and today I finally could get out of it........... Thanks lord and the freaking angel numbers I saw
oml heaven sake
Today gosh, i was feeling so good in the morning but my instinct warned me about it but those bitches literally was like laughing at me and it ruined my mood, and my trigger but im taking away my power and learning to take control of myself
Today was like Good but I got yelled at my teacher in the class and Im not even embarrassed like what? Im soo proud of myself for not being what I dont want to be and was really Good with my energy too, so glad Im taking my power back
And Im not making the same mistakes that I am making anymore and My visions are coming to me and I have to work so hard on it too with love, gratefulness and passion
I saw a very beautiful butterfly Which was flying to me and I just knew it meant something like I'm ready to recieve everything and much abundance coming to me
Today was soo good
My friend bought pizza for us and I was just using all of my good time and gym tr kissed me and I love her sm and ppls were looking at me and staring how good I look
9/9 of 24 (PIZZA)
Yesterday, I used ather and it was crazy how those bitches at the back were doomed at the eng tr time and I was all good and It was one of the best day too, Lots of my friends were teasing me down stair and it was so good, i realized a lot of things and not to get influenced so easily
they will only let it happen if you allow it and anyway treat urself like a queen and they all fall to ground
You're not in competition with anyone, love the people, don't be fear, bravy feels like fear and look at what u have,be inspired instead of jealous, love urself, what u want also want u
nobody knows
if they can do that too, then i can
I just had the worst fight in my life, although I was ignoring the fight as a result of trauma trigger, I swear it fucked me up , But I knew smth good is happening,