logans endless mind | Huddle | Page 1

brave zephyr Jun 17, 2024, 4:41 PM

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i got a hug from a crush i like today!! ❤️

brave zephyr Jun 21, 2024, 4:17 AM

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logans endless mind

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i hate being rejected sadness i might as well kill myself, theres no point of living if no one cares about me, i hate the fact that i get ignored alot, its really starting to hurt me, and i dont know why i get ignored, i swear, one of these days im gonna kill myself, and no one is gonna care..

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sadness

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i wish i was dead

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im sorry for ruining everything

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why was i rejected by her panda_cry

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what am i doing wrong

brave zephyr Jun 21, 2024, 5:38 PM

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i feel much better today.. this just hurts still sadness

brave zephyr Jun 21, 2024, 6:13 PM

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i wish i wasnt here right now

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i hate being single

brave zephyr Jun 22, 2024, 11:10 PM

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rahhh no one cares about me

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many_tears

brave zephyr Jun 24, 2024, 3:07 AM

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why does no one ever respond to me

brave zephyr Jun 28, 2024, 11:18 PM

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im the most annoying person here

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im gonna starve myself today

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i hate this

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or im just gonna self harm

brave zephyr Jun 30, 2024, 12:40 AM

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this is so fucking dumb

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i hate this so fucking much

brave zephyr Jun 30, 2024, 10:50 PM

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im gonna end my life

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i already have a plan and everything

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im sorry for failing everyone

brave zephyr Jun 30, 2024, 11:07 PM

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i'm starting to lose hope

brave zephyr Jul 1, 2024, 2:21 AM

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i'm going to end my life tonight

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i'm sorry to everyone

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for failing

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for being a horrible friend

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for being a burden

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and i really tried

brave zephyr Jul 6, 2024, 9:05 PM

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i hate this

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such a horrible ex

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keeps asking me back

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leave me alone please

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i dont want you anymore

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you hurt me so badly

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i was hurt so badly

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becausde you cheated on me

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I said YES because I didnt want to hurt YOU from rejection

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yet you hurt me

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why?

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I get that this was a 2 months ago

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But why?

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I gave you so much love, even tho I didn't like you

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I just didnt want you to be hurt from rejection

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But turns out

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you were the one to hurt me

brave zephyr Jul 6, 2024, 10:16 PM

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i want to end my life

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nothings wokring

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i hate this

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988 left me on read

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for 45 minutes

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an hour ago

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i give up

brave zephyr Jul 10, 2024, 5:41 PM

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why does 988 keep leaving me on read

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i just want to talk with someone

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im starting to think that no one cares anymore

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i feel like imfailing as a friend

brave zephyr Jul 10, 2024, 11:47 PM

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I feel like no one likes me here

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constantly being ignored

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i hate this

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sad

brave zephyr Jul 16, 2024, 2:48 AM

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oh, 5 days,

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new update

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i hate this so fucking much

brave zephyr Jul 16, 2024, 6:38 AM

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im gonna do it

brave zephyr Jul 17, 2024, 11:42 PM

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i hate being alive

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its like

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people care about me

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but

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i just want to end everything

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knowing that some people would probably be happier

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i know everyone at my school would

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even my ex for sure

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i get so sad just hearing her name

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how horribly she treated me

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sigh

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this world is so cruel

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i dont even know why

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i didnt deserve it from what people are telling me

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but i think im just weak

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oh well i guess ill just cut myself again

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:v

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i don't know what to do anymore

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cant i just be happy for a day?

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i just want to be happy again

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but im not

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i never will be

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this sucks

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i don't know what to do anymore.

brave zephyr Jul 18, 2024, 2:24 AM

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i'm gonna cut

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i can't

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i'm in to much pain rn

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Cri

brave zephyr Jul 18, 2024, 5:23 AM

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fuck

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i made them upset

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why am i always the one to make people upset

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i hate my life

brave zephyr Jul 18, 2024, 7:03 AM

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i feel hopeless

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i cant help anyone

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i just want them to feel happy

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they dont deserve any of this

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if any i deserve it

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for being a dumbass of being manipluated by my ex again

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fuck this shit

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i might as well do it tomorrow night

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goodnight huddleverse

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fuck

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oh shit

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i just relapsed

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i fucking hate my life

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god kill me please

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words in my head...tomorrow...tomorrow...tomorrow...tomorrow...

brave zephyr Jul 18, 2024, 7:30 AM

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change of plans, im ending it all right now.

brave zephyr Jul 18, 2024, 3:21 PM

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i'm so close to doing it

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i don't eve know why i'm so close

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it's only a 30 minute walk but it could make everyone at school happier

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my dad

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my ex

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i just

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dont know anymore

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it's only 30 minutes

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and as soon as my mom leaves for work

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i'm sneaking out

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and going with my plan

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i don't care what people say

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i don't matter

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i really don't

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they don't know how much pain i really am in

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it's just

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i don't know anymore.

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this is so much pain for me to intake.

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i don't want to be alive.

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30 minutes.

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30 minutes.

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30 minutes.

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as soon as my mom leaves for work.

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30 minutes.

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30 minutes.

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30 minutes.

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i'm doing it.

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i can't with this pain.

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i failed like i failed her.

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i feel like i failed everyone

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knowing that she might be gone.

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i just.

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don't want to be here anymore.

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to much pain.

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to much sadness.

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no more brother telling me what to do.

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snitching on me for crying.

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my dad yelling at me

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oh do i love being yelled at./sarc

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i hate my life

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it's the fucking worst

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and on top of all of that

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my own sister probably wouldnt even care.

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i'm the middle child.

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i hate it.

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it's like.

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i'm not human.

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i'm just a toy.

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i get toyed with.

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i don't even know if i should be alive right now.

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it's been 4 years.

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and ive made it so far.

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but i can't anymore.

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i mentally cannot.

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30 minutes.

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30 minutes.

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30 minutes.

brave zephyr Jul 18, 2024, 4:03 PM

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she left.

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i hate that she works all the time.

brave zephyr Jul 18, 2024, 7:03 PM

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im gonna do it tomorrow

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sooner or later

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i dont care anymore

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to much pain

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fuck my life

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fuck everything

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fuck this

brave zephyr Jul 18, 2024, 9:05 PM

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i'm doing it now

brave zephyr Jul 18, 2024, 11:19 PM

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im soooooo close to just ending everything

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im in so much pain

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ion even know what to do anymore

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i dont need help

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ill be fine

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i can manage

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can i?

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i dont know anymore at this point

brave zephyr Jul 19, 2024, 3:41 AM

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i want to end my life

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i told myself i was doing my plan tonight

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i might

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i dont know

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i might

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idk

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:/

brave zephyr Jul 20, 2024, 4:54 AM

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ending everything tonight

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lets see how it goes

brave zephyr Jul 20, 2024, 5:17 AM

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i cant

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i really cant

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idk

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maybe i will

brave zephyr Jul 20, 2024, 6:06 AM

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i really

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really

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really want to stab myself to death

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im so close

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i could just do it now tbh

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🤷‍♂️

brave zephyr Jul 20, 2024, 8:14 AM

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too much pain..

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im ending my life bro istg..

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its gonna be fine..not like anyone would even notice im dead..

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its to much pain for me to handle

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i wish i can just jump

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i can technically sneak out rn

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my moms downstairs asleep

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or ill just do it in the morning

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wtv

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doesent really matter anymore

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im useless

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i have no point of living

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this hurts

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so fucking much

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i dont know anymore

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im gonna jump bro istg

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my mom wont even care too thats the thing

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she doesent spend alot of time with me

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neithe rdoes my dad

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god i fucking hate him

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i just wish i could jump

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i just want them to be fine about it tho

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i might jump in the morning

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idk

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it just fucking hurts

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i hate how much in pain i am

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my ex

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just why

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why would you cheat on me

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sigh

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im not a good addition to this world

brave zephyr Jul 20, 2024, 9:31 PM

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im fine

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but

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im not

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i keep giving signs to my dad

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but he just really doesent

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care

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im so hurt

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Cri

brave zephyr Jul 21, 2024, 4:01 AM

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its really hard

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im so fucking scared

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i dont know what im gonna do atp

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having 2 classes with my ex

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this semester

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and i cant even change them

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is fucking horribl

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its going to make my depression even worse

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because i just know

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i know that she is going to pick on me

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she already does irl

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so

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atp

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im like

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not okay

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im fucking scared, i might jump fuckin hell this is so hard

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im seriously not okay

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why?

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im not okay anymore

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im not fine

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i keep saying im fine

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but im really not

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why cant people jsut see that

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im too scared to say im not fine

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or im sad

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or im scared

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or worried

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because i got bullied

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so

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fucking

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much

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and i still do get bullied

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like

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why tho

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im so fucking nice to people i dont understand

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ykw

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atp

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im just gonna say im fine

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it doesent really matter anymore

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im fine

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its okay

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im okay

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okay

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am i okay tho?

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i dont know anymore

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this pain

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is so much

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for me to handle

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i cant keep bottling it up

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but i dont know how to ask for help

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might end my life on my birthday

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no one would even notice if i was gone bro istfg

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yep gonna do it on my birthday

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i could have

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no pain

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no ex telling me to kms

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no ex bugging me

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no ex

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just

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why?

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why was i the one to get treated so fucking badly.

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this doesent matter anymore.

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i dont matter anymore.

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people will be fine without me.

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my friends.

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they'll be fine without me.

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i'm useless compared to them.

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i hate telling everyone i'm okay.

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or i'm fine.

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i'm really not.

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it sucks that i have to be fine.

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as a male people really dont care that much.

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i could jump in broad daylight and people wouldnt even care.

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because im a male.

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"you can be strong, your just weak."

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"he's just going through a phase."
"depression is not real stfu" -mom
"he's just seeking for attention."
I FUCKING NOT BRO I HAVE TO SAY IM FINE ALL THE FUCKING TIME

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I CANT

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LIKE BR

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WHAT ELSE DO YOU EXPECT ME TO BE

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THE GREATEST?

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WELL GUESS THE FUCK WHAT.

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IM.

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NOT.

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OKAY.

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SO SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT ME SEEKING FOR ATTENTION BELLA.

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SHUT.

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THE

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FUCK

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UP.

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YOUR THE ONE WHO HURT ME.

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YOU.

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im fucking tired of this.

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i just cant.

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having depression is not fun.

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but in other news my mom is taking me to go see twisters, my favorite one was twister
mainly because it's set in oklahoma and i fucking love weather.

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i just wish i could be more happier tho

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i dont enjoy anything anymore

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i have severe depression from what my psychologist told me or whatever.

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i got told that 5 months ago.

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i think its worse.

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i dont know how.

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its already to much pain.

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my ex.

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being in 2 classes this semester.

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IM SO FUCKING HAPPY ABOUT THAT YAYYY 😃 /sarc

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fuck this bro

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why.

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just why.

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that's all i ask from you bella.

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you havent even given me a reason.

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as to why you cheated on me.

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this hurts.

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so much.

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let me fucking die.

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just let me die.

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i could make everyone happier.

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i cant even go a day without thinking about relapsing

brave zephyr Jul 22, 2024, 3:19 AM

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im fine.

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im okay.

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fuck this shit bro

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i want to jump so badly

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its only 30 minutes away but

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my friend they will be so worried abt me

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idrk

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it's

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so

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much

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fucking

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pain

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I FUCKING HATE THIS SO GODDAMN MUCH LIKE WHY THE FUCK DID YOU HAVE TO CHEAT ON ME

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I CAERD ABOUT YOU SO FUCKING MUCH

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YET YOU DECIDE TO HURT ME

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AND TOY WITH ME

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AND JUST

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USE ME

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i'm fine.

brave zephyr Jul 22, 2024, 4:51 AM

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im gonna end my life one of these days.

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its annoying that i have to say im fine.

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it's okay tho.

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it'll always be okay.

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i'm fine.

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i fucking hate this.

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i'm sobbing.

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why can't i just be happy.

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for 30 fucking minutes.

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i cant even be happy for 5.

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i fucking hate my life.

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it's so hard.

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just knowing im going to get bullied alot this year in school.

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and that peopl arent going to care.

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fuck my life.

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idc about it anymore.

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i';m just a toy.

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i'll just end my life atp.

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on my birthday?

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it's so hard.

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i'm gonna cut.

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12 days is so far away tho.

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i hate you bella.

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why do i have to be the one in pain.

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after i.

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I gave YOU so much love.

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and I cared about you so much.

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just why.

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you throw away a 3 year relationship.

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just like that.

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the first 2 years of our relationship were the best.

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and then you just.

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changed.

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i hate how she is now just basically doesent give a fuck about me anymore.

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after our 3 year relationship.

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kill me please.

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let me die.

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i fucking hate this.

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"it's gonna be okay tho."

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NOT.

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ITS NEVER FUCKING OKAY.

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I HAVE TO ACT LIKE IM FINE ALL THE FUCKING TIME.

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ITS FUCKING HURTFUL.

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IT FUCKING HURTS.

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IVE BEEN GIVING SIGNS TO DAD.

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AND HE DOES NOT FUCKING CARE.

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AND GUESS THE FUCK WHAT.

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IM GLAD YOU GUYS ARE DIVORCING.

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I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM.

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IF HE DOESENT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM.

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just let me fucking jump atp

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since momyour literally working 24/7 atp.

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and dad you dont care.

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YOU FUCKING DONT.

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sigh.

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i miss when i was a kid.

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im js gonna end my life.

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i hate how i have to act like im fine.

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7 out of the 7 days im not fine.

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it fucking hurts.

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knowing that you guys dont know that i have depression.

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it hurts.

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it seriously does.

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i'm fine.

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ykw it doesent matter.

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i'm fine.

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i js.

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wont bother anyone about my struggles anymore.

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ill js bottle it up like always.

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i'm fine.

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i'm sorry.

brave zephyr Jul 22, 2024, 5:06 PM

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well

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therapy was

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interesting

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bro just let me jump off a bridge you guys will be fine without me

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you'll probably forget about me in a week

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im just gonna bottle up my emotions again

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its fine

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im fine

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:)

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im gonna cut

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i wanna shoot myself in the head until i die but wtv

brave zephyr Jul 22, 2024, 6:32 PM

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i just wanna end my life

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why do i have to be the one to be in this much pain

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Cri

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fuck

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fuck

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fuck

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i just relapsed

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they might be mad at me

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fuck

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oh no

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shit

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ok

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uh

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i hate this so fucking much bro

brave zephyr Jul 22, 2024, 8:07 PM

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bee stop reading my journal huddlefacepalm

brave zephyr Jul 23, 2024, 1:59 AM

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why.

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why the fuck.

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am i the one.

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to be going through this much pain.

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why.

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just why.

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it hurts.

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so.

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much.

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so fucking much.

brave zephyr Jul 23, 2024, 3:22 AM

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i'm hurt

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i'm hurt badly

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i really enjoy her for helping

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i'm really appreciative

brave zephyr Jul 23, 2024, 7:04 PM

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i have the knife in my hand

brave zephyr Jul 23, 2024, 8:48 PM

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im gonna grab it

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istg

brave zephyr Jul 23, 2024, 9:34 PM

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why

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does

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it

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have

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to

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be

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like

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this

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so much pain

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so fucking much

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just why

brave zephyr Jul 23, 2024, 10:44 PM

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crying.

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crying like always.

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i still dont know why bella had to cheat on me.

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i'm scared.

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i'm really fucking terrified about what she's gonna say to me this school year.

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fuck this shit.

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i just hate it.

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so much.

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i'm sobbing.

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js.

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let me fucking die.

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you don't care.

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everyone aelse at school doesent.

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if you treat me like absolute shit why wont you let me die huh?.

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it's so weird.

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i feel like some small part of yo uactually still cared about our 3 and a half year relationship.

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but you threw it away.

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like everyone else does to me.

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why would you cheat on me.

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on the one day when i had it so fucking hard.

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it was so hard that night yet you still cheated on me.

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and i found out.

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because you told me.

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you hurt me.

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when i gave you so much.

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i hate being yelled at.

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this sucks.

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fucking hell.

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just let me die already.

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it's just.

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i'm hurt.

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i'm fine.

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you don't care anymore, but some of you still misses our 3 and a half year relationship.

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3 and a fucking half years.

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and you had to fucking ruin it.

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i'm fine.

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i'm glad that my mom is divorcing my dad.

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i'm honestly really happy.

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but.

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it just wont be the same.

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i really want to fucking shoot myself in the head.

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or just jump.

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sobbing.

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i'm now sobbing.

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i'm shaking really badly.

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i'm gonna grab it.

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i'm shaking so much tf?

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i'm gonna cut

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i'm fine

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oh shit

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fuck

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im

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im sobbing so much

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i'm gonna cut

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i hate this

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so much

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i want to

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so

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badly

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...

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i need someone to talk to

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i'm too scared to ask for help

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i don't want to bother my friends

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they already have alot going on

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i'ma burden

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i'm a bastard

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just let me fucking die in peace

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i'm gonna cut.

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i'm doing it on my birthday.

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i don't care anymore.

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no one does.

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i'm fine.

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i'm okay.

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just .

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don't worry about me

brave zephyr Jul 24, 2024, 4:37 AM

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i'm crying

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just endless crying every day

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i feel like she hates me

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i really need a hug irl

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i'm too scared to ask for one

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i wanna grab the knife

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i might grab it

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it's so hard rn

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but i'm fine

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wtv

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logan why do you have to be so fucking dramatic

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your a piece of shit

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it's just 9th grade

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it'll be fine

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stop fucking overreacting

brave zephyr Jul 24, 2024, 6:41 AM

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such a really fucking beautiful song

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https://open.spotify.com/track/0RiCTMPN7UURLEZgRvjDLm?si=0517a9d83f194c21

Spotify

Out of Oklahoma

Lainey Wilson · Song · 2024

brave zephyr Jul 24, 2024, 7:12 AM

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https://open.spotify.com/track/0BUxYYHPvkYOOGgX4aI2W4?si=8bdf96f1646d4efc ALSO THIS OMFG

Spotify

Ain’t In Kansas Anymore

Miranda Lambert · Song · 2024

brave zephyr Jul 24, 2024, 10:55 PM

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i want to kill myself so badly.

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i could just nnd it now.

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but wtv.

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i might grab the knife

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i was realyl hapyp for the past 5 hours

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now i'm really fucking sad

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seriously contemplating about sh rn

brave zephyr Jul 24, 2024, 11:21 PM

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fuck it

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im gonna grab it

brave zephyr Jul 25, 2024, 1:01 AM

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im gonna fucking starve myself to death

brave zephyr Jul 25, 2024, 3:30 AM

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i fucking hate mood swings

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crying again

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😃

brave zephyr Jul 25, 2024, 10:01 PM

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getting ignored

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smh

brave zephyr Jul 26, 2024, 3:03 AM

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im gonna end my life.

brave zephyr Jul 26, 2024, 4:31 AM

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at this point.

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i don't care anymore.

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i don't care if other people care.

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nothing matters anymore.

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i'm just gonna end my life, i have a plan, and i'm going to go with that plan on my birthday in 9 days.

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i'll be fine.

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everyone would forget about me within 3 days anyway.

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like everyone does.

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i hate my fucking life.

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i'm ending it in 9 days.

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i don't caer anymore.

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im shaking really badly

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i'm shaking so bad rn

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i'm in so much pain

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i'm crying so much

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i'm shaking so bad rn

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i refally fucking cant

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i'm shaking so fucking bad

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i'm endnig my life

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9 days.

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9 days.

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9 days.

brave zephyr Jul 26, 2024, 11:22 PM

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doing it 7 days

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1 week

brave zephyr Jul 27, 2024, 1:01 AM

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i'm grabbing it

brave zephyr Jul 27, 2024, 7:56 AM

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why do people have to do stuff like this.

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i just hate it.

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i'm planning on doing it in 7 says

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i already have a plan and everything

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fucking hell i hate my life

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just leave me be.

brave zephyr Jul 27, 2024, 8:13 AM

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i mean

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it's just a 30 minute walk

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i could sneak out rn

brave zephyr Jul 27, 2024, 8:43 AM

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im sneaking out

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why do i always have to make people upset

brave zephyr Jul 27, 2024, 7:30 PM

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another failed attempt i guess

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im not gonna stop trying until one of them work

brave zephyr Jul 27, 2024, 8:08 PM

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fuck it, im sneaking out and jumping

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idc anymore

brave zephyr Jul 27, 2024, 9:18 PM

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im jumping

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im doing this

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im really doing this

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i give up

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i cant anymore

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too much pain

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if it fails im going to keep doing it until an attempt actually works

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i dont give a fuck anymore

brave zephyr Jul 28, 2024, 1:44 AM

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i hate this

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i fucking hate it

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WHY THE FUCK DO I LIVE

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TO SUFFER?

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WHY

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JUST LET ME FUCKING DIE ALREADY OH MY FUCKING GOD

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i'm grabbing the knife

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i don't care anymore

brave zephyr Jul 28, 2024, 3:16 AM

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i'm doing it, i'm jumping tonight, i can't take this pain anymore, it hurts so fucking much

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i'm jumping tonight

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it's only 30 minutes

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if it doesent work im going to keep trying until it does

brave zephyr Jul 28, 2024, 8:18 AM

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someone take my fucking lfie.

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shoot me in the head.

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as soon as i get my grandpas gun during deer camp im shooting myself in the head.

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and deer campis only like

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what

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2 months?

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smh kill me plaese

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im ending everything tonight.

brave zephyr Jul 29, 2024, 5:51 AM

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im killing myself.

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istg.

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im going to kill myself.

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idc anymore.

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this pain.

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too much for me to handle.

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im ending everything and im jumping tonight.

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istg.

brave zephyr Jul 29, 2024, 7:34 AM

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i cant stop crying

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im such a dumbass

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just let me die

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please

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someone take my life

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im gonna cry myself to sleep again yippie!!!!

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/sarc

brave zephyr Jul 29, 2024, 11:36 PM

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i love being ignored :)/sarc

brave zephyr Jul 30, 2024, 4:22 AM

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i hate this

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im not ready for school

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my ex

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omg

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im shaking and sobbing just thinking of it

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im gonna kill myself

brave zephyr Jul 30, 2024, 5:02 AM

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im ending my fucking life in 3 days.

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on my birthday.

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idc anymore.

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FUCK THIS SHIT

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IM GRABBING THE FUCKING KNFIE AND IM STABBING MYSELF TO DEATH

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I DONT CARE ANYMORE

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I GIVE UP

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I FUCKING GIVE UP

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i cant fucking do this anymore

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im sorry

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YKW

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I FUCKING HATE THSI

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I HATE THIS PAIN

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I HATE HAVING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS 24/7

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IM FUCKING JUMPING

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IM SNEAKING OUT

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I FUCKING CANT ANYMORE

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I GIVE UP

brave zephyr Jul 31, 2024, 2:25 AM

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i give up.

brave zephyr Jul 31, 2024, 7:36 AM

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im jumping.

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in an hour.

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idc anymore.

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i give up.

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im done with this shit.

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i just cant anymore.

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if anyone sees this im sorry.

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and i failed everyone.

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my friends.

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im sorry.

brave zephyr Jul 31, 2024, 8:08 AM

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welp

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looks like its time ig

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idk if im ever gonna do it

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but im sorry

brave zephyr Jul 31, 2024, 7:04 PM

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ive made my plan

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im jumping tonight at 11 pm

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idc anymore

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and if i dont do that ill just stab myself to death until i fucking die

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since no one gives a shit about how i feel

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im doing it tonight

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at 11 pm

brave zephyr Jul 31, 2024, 7:48 PM

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im ending my life now

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goodnight

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idc anymore

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im done

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i fuckingcant

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im done

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i just cant anymore

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im ending it all tonight at 11 pm

brave zephyr Jul 31, 2024, 8:07 PM

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im done.

brave zephyr Aug 1, 2024, 12:59 AM

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after a long consideration period

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im not ending my life

brave zephyr Aug 1, 2024, 7:57 AM

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im killing myself

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im done

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i cant

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i give up

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im done

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bye

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i js

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no

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im done

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im going to relapse

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im killing myself, i said i was gonna kms on my birthday.

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and guess what.

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thats in a day.

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itll make so many people happier.

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pretty sure it would make my parents happier.

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idk if my friends actually care about me.

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but its whatever.

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im jumping tomorrow night.

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if it it doesent work.

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then ill do it again.

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and again.

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until one attempt works.

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omfg

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bee

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stop reading my journal istg

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im doing it tomorrow morning actualy

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fuck this

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OMFG BEE 😭

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istg idc what you say im doing it im done

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just

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dont

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dont worry about me

brave zephyr Aug 1, 2024, 8:42 AM

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seriously so done with my life

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i give up

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im sneaking out tomorrow morning

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well

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in like 2 hours

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and jumping

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it hurts

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so fucking much

brave zephyr Aug 1, 2024, 9:32 AM

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ill just leave huddleverse since im so annoying

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since no one cares

brave zephyr Aug 1, 2024, 6:40 PM

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well

#logans endless mind