I'm sorry that we ended in such a bad way.
#all the things I didn't say
river rapids
We both know it was toxic
and I'm in a healthy relationship now but my heart will always have a place for you
you were my first true love
I don't know if I will ever be able to love someone the same way
you changed me a lot.
you damaged me a lot too
but you were always there when I needed
i need you now thi
tho
but I know it's better if we stay apart
really far away...
maybe we will meet again in 2 years
just like before
and if we do
I promise you I won't let go again.
I want you in my life not as a lover but as a friend tho
I know we both have explosive personalities so
it would be caos again
I will never forget how I cried about you
I lost all motivation
I even lost my job...
I wasn't okay
so why do I miss you?
I really wish I could understand.
goddamn tin
you really ruined my head
and heart
I still have anxiety
when I have a bad feeling while dating someone
just like I had with you
it all started with you...
and I hate it so much
it makes me so paranoid
....
I always love too much.
too deep.
I don't feel enough loved in this relationship
and I don't know what to do