#hikaris journal

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ENTRY #1: today I woke up and ate breakfast. bagel and strawberries w whipped cream :3 it was delicious
wanna be more productive today even tho im on that time of the month Cri it's alright tho gotta stay healthy!!!

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ENTRY #2: been feeling pretty lately <33 thanks to my friend who skyrocketed my confidence

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ENTRY #3: went on a clothing haul today, bought all kinds of clothes tmrw Yummers have to fast again tomorrow, but it'll be a good day

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ENTRY #4: just woke up to eat, it's 4:19 AM sad_huddle I'm not sure what it is I should have for breakfast but I'll figure smth out.. kitchen is so dark?!

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ENTRY #5: food was good :D school tomorrow... but it'll be fun! today, I was running on 2 hours of sleep, but then I went back to sleep around 7 and woke up at 2 feeling very tired... idk why that is

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ENTRY #6: I love doing skincare it makes me feel pretty 💗 I made myself a cup of chocolate milk too it's pretty good

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pajamas are comfortable too sjjsjsjs

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ENTRY #7: relationship issues are.... ueueueueu

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ENTRY #8: waah... school ELA exams are next week which means I have to study even HARDER than I already do!! this school wants to kill me... I feel like I'll pass though I think I'll do alright :3

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ENTRY #9: I wanna scream and shout relationship issues. they're literally killing me + studying all night long UGH! atleast I don't have to fast tmrw... and Wednesday is Bajram (Eid) meaning I'll get money and food so that's ok I guess. might be in despair but trying to stay positive

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ENTRY #10: wee confessed my feelings finally after WEEKS! Bajram (Eid where I come from) is tomorrow, can't wait :D food and money for three days! Bajram barécula 💗

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ENTRY #11: Eid Mubarak!!! I got $20 from my grandmama gonna eat lunch soon, will update laterrrre

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ENTRY #12: in the mood lol. gonna buy another pair this weekend

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ENTRY #13: a more negative rant but ||I've been trying to puke up my food, not because I want to lose weight, but because food is so unappetizing. I'm at a party and now I have a stomach ache from a failed puke attempt I don't wanna be here!||
tw vomit and disordered eating?

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it doesn't settle right in my stomach

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I hate it

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my head hurts

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I don't wanna be here

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ENTRY #14: I'VE BEEN FORGETTING TO POST HERE OOPS

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anyway, I scored in the top 100 on my schools state exams

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also I've been on a weight loss journey without starving or ||puking|| so that's good! NekoCat_Royal